Teach me how to say the 3 powerful words again .

Hi , everyone ! :D

Hello hello ! Haha , siao . Today's the last day of 2008 of Lunar Calendar . Like so cool right ?! Ohmy , N level is coming soon . & i've yet do anything for my Art , English , Geog , Maths , Science etc . Like wtf ! I totally got no mood for studies lah , i can be very very sad at this moment , then very high . Maybe i miss him too much ? D: Nevermind , shan't talk bout this . I'm on our classblog , lol ! The posts are all gone ! Holyshitttt , immmmmma so good to go and change it okaye :) Hah , bye ! :D Anything find me at Msn or through Hp . Byebyebye & don't miss me !

Again , Happy Chinese New Year :D Yeayness , tml going down to Sintua for Bai Nian to gods ! Hohoho , LionDancing is (L) . Bye ! :D

Boy , i love you ):

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I'm very very sad now , HuitiaN chatted with me . She asked bout what Nelson likes since i liked him for so long . She said she wanna give Nelson a surprise by asking me what's Nelson's fav . HuitiaN , no matter do you view my blog anot , i just want to say . When you asked for my MSN , i'm starting to feel hurt . But i still added you up like what you wants me to . They way you asked , the way you typed , is like teling me that you guys are very sweet , wanna give him a surprise . Please , did you ever thought how will i feel ? D: , you're so selfish , you know i love him alot , yet you still asked me . Why didn't you ask other people ? Why didn't you ask Gavin & co ? They are closer to him than me ! You did it on purpose , ):

A sorry can't heal it , ): .

Ohmy , its the sky falling ? -.-

I miss that particuler hotel which Shamira farted :D

Okay , internet suck and i will not blog much ;0 & Nelson , get well soon ! Love love love yaaa .

I'm off to Cheenatown , bye ! :D

4 days dairy .

Its on the bus back to school from NAFA i guess ? :/

Hello hello ! :D Miss my post boh ! Haha , okaye . I abit high now , i mean i'm no longer high ): Becaause just now Daddy said 12am go Cheeeeeenatown but in the end never -.- . Sianzsx , i want to go leh , someone pei me ? Grah ): Okaye lah , stop complaining . I'm gonnnnna post from Tuesday till Friday ( Today ) . So bear with it , Darlengs ! :D

Tuesday , 200109

Regent Sec came to out school , had a soccer match with Chestnut Drive ' B ' & ' C ' boys . Had CNY rehearsal & i'm in . Like wtf ? Why must it clash with the Soccer match ?! -.- . But in the end , i still get to watch [: & Jenica , you asshole . Scold me dumb just because of the Choco game -.- . Yahlah , you fast lah -.- . Haha , i can't bully her because of that guy who likes to pull my hair -.- . Grrr , whatever ! Anyway , i noticed that our school's Soccer boys ain't hot at all :X Haha , Regent gotgotgotgot !! There's one guy super supeer hot can ! Ohmy , he's wearing Yellow Boots oh , lol . His brother is a Angmoh with Curly Hair -.- . Nono , i'm not trying to be basterd k . Hah , & the yellow boots stays the same condo with Shane [: He's name is pronounced as Jo-seh . Hah , cute uh ! His rl even cute ! :D , no ! I don't like him , i only love one person . [:
Had Geog & Social Studies paper , damn suck . Actually planned to sleep lah , lol ! Then first paper was Social Studies . There's Source Base & idk lah . Then when i see the Source Base's , i siannnnn liao lah ! Then i see something & made me suddenly very high & end up talking to Nanipeng . LOLOLOL ! Guess whattt ?! Its taken by Naval Base Sec Sch de ley , i tell you . I suddenly got the mood to do lah , but every question i fell asleep . Because , if i start doing , i will do very fast & spend the time to sleep . So yeah , i don't want luh . But i think i'm gonnna fail . :0 Hah , after school , Shakir & Suhaimi made me cried , its nearly lah . Because they sang , Stickwityou . Nevermind , [:

Wed , 210109

Went to school , the only Wednesday that i wasn't late because my Dj Bomba's tone is sibeh irritating -.- . Lol , but good luh , i wasn't late :) & i was pissed off with MachineGun ! D: Then had Mathematics paper , apparently it simply suck . :) Had Geog & Physics . Geog sat with Shakir , actually wanted to see with my Geogmate , Farris . But he late , so sat with Shakir luh [: Talked bout our you-know-who . Hah , fun uh ! Talking to him is very nice , but not for the part that he put his finger on my back going up & down & blew my ear -.- . Like wtf ?! Lolol , we talked bout America's buliding , California & he's far cousin from Taiwan . Lolol , he's so damn coooooool . Then went to Phycis lsn . Disturbed Farris , & he's angry with me ); Sorry uh Brother ! Hahah , lol !But its very fun disturbing him ley . Haha :X

Thurs , 220109

Its the 7th month , yeah . Okaye , i think don't talk bout i better , haha . :D Incase i cry you know ! Reached sch's bustop . Met Suhaimi & Aslina . Board Shuttle together . Had Chem & Phy paper , sian . It suck , again . Hah , during Phy paper , sat beside Angelo & he can cross his legs sial ! OHMYOGA , YOUR THAT ONE BIG OR SMALL ?! Haha , LOLOLOL ! Hah , then after sch had CNY rehearsal again . I find our Drama Society's play totally very suck loh . Lol , whatever lah ! -.- . Grand finale was okay , quite nice & i was forced to smile by Mdm Yap . Which i don't want to smile -.- . Zzzzz , i just can't smile ?! Stood beside Bernice Mei & Jasmine . All from Concert Band de sial , lol . I'm like tha drama girl in between two of 'em . -.- , whatsmore they Sec 2 & i'm Sec 4 ?! Wtf , lol . Then dismissed at 6.15pm . Shag bodoh ! ):

Friday , 230109

Reached school bustop , was shocked to see Vice-Principal standing there & smiling to me . But i didn't smile back cus i don't feel like to . :/ Hah , i'm anti-social ! Well , ahah . Then board Shuttle with Yimling . Reach canteen , ate Eggbread & drank Milo . But they off the lights before i could finish my bread & Milo ): Then Mr Nasim ( Vice-principle ) was like coming towards me & said " Young lady , this morning i saw you at the bustop . You early , well done . Please smile more . & you see , when you come early , you still can eat your egg bread & drink your Milo . " & i was like smiling to him & walked pass him without answering him . Lolol , whatever ! :D Had mothertongue , i guai sial . I do Miss Chan's Xi-Zi . Lol , today i didn't talked back her because she didn't talk cork . Lolol , then had PE -.- . I didn't bring PE , was maade to run/walk aroung the field instead of the school . Hello , i prefer whole school lah pleasezs . & he's motive for us to do that is to see us SWEAT . -.- , so walked luh . for 20 mins . Lol , then 4D & 4C competed Soccer , & 4C won . Like yahyah , whatever -.- . Then had Physics for 5 mins of scoldings and left the class to canteen for early recess :) I mean , because i'm performer mah , so can get out of class early loh . hah , & Farris made me bring his Band-Black shoes to him -.- . Then gave it to him luh , then went to AVA room , changed into costume . Then go eat , put bloody makeup . -.- , was forced by Amira , like wahlan . I hate Make up . Then no choice got to put , then put liao go Hall . Then perform , i forgot my lines because of NEO LING SHENG & LEONG JIA WEI . They keep shouting my name & my new nick lah . Tsk , i hate it . & i arm-chio lah . Then i had to freeze , but i laughed . Then after the play , went to Gallery . Then had Finale . Neo Ling Sheng & Leong Jia Wei disturbed me again , sucker . & Shakir & Aini was like talking photo of me & i didn't pose lah ! Wahlao , sian . Then after that , go AVA room , then go Bpp & went home .

That's all luh , i know its very wordy . But sorrry uh ! Hah , bye !

&& HAPPY ADVANCE CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE !

You're only my someone.

Suhaimi , Emoily & Shakir .

( The idiots who always messes with my hair -.- . <3>NAFA Open House 2009 .

Heyo , today woke up at 11am which is the time that i'm suppose to go out for work . Well , in the end im not late , ahaha ! Then text Amy , told her what my daddy told me last night after Joshua hung up . Daddy told me to put my sad feelings or rather mixed feelings bout Love aside , and get ready for N level . I was like " O.O , orh . " Grah , & Amy agreed to what my Daddy said . Like wtf ? Nevermind , don't talk bout this [: .

Work was okay/great . I managed to remember all the orders . *applause pleasezzxczxsc . Saw alot of angmohs & hot guys . & Angmohs didn't cheated with my money today , yahahaha . Haha , hot guys are real hot , seriously speaking ogay . Hah , super hot ! Actually working is fun lah , minus all the quarrellings all that . [: Neighbours were v v v v good to me , we jokes , talk , bicker , laugh & disiao people together . But they very basterd sometimes , seriously . They help me choose Boyfriend ley , like wtf ? Vivien knows lah , haha ! (: But they are realllly very nice peoples , without them i think i'll die of boredom . Hah , thanks typical singaporeans . But i hate smth bout working there , its the ChickenLad & SatayBoys( Techno Siao) . Haha , but one of the satay boy's name is WeiJie , but he never work there le , ); . Because he's real real real handsome . & we talks you know ! Haha , lol ! Oh yeah , Sengyau is going to NgeeAnn Poly [: Can't wait to see him yo , lol .

Fuckfuck , tml got Mock paper again . Mother tongue -.- . Compo writting . Hope i pass luh , haa . Tuesday gonna stay back , study Mathematics . Who know how to find Mean ?! -.- , siao liao lahhhhhhh . Tuesday , date with Mr Goh . Nah , kidding . LOLOLOL , but he's Mathematics sibeh pro can ? Ahh , whatever =x . Shit , tml school day means see Lingsheng . Confirm call me BarbieDoll -.- . Tsk , NEO LING SHENG , YOU SUCK .

Reveal your love tonight

Oh boy , mahal kita .

Hello readers , im on MSN with CherieDarlingAiai , YiterSucker & JiemingDidi . Hah , chatting with DarlingAiai is fun ! {3 , i love her okay ! :D While , YiterSucker really sucked . He so boring , & so sacarstic too . I said Boring to him & he replied Thanks . WTH ?! Lololol , no life . HAHA ! & JiemingDidi is eating During Ice Cream Cake -.- . Hahaha , so blur ley him ! Hahah , lol ! On the phone with AmyHappykid & CherylBodohBitch just now [: Lolol , Amy sibeh hot , haha . Relax girl ! :D Alright , shall talk bout today yo .

Met Vivien at bustop & i was late . Hah , paisey luh . Then walked to workplace & worked . Then got one customer reallly make me very very angry sial . This is our conversation - :

Uncle : Meimei , one sugarcane without lemon .

Em : One ah ?

Uncle : Don't want .

Em : One ah ?? *blur+bueysong face .

Uncle : Don't want !!

Em : One ah ?!? *Point 1 to him .

Uncle : Yeah , ONE * WITH BIG EYES .

Vivien : *Laughs at him & laugh at me .

Em : *Diao Uncle -.- .

Is he dumb or what ? His Wifey kept looking at my face as if got gold or something . Cb , think i scared ah ! Lol , want complain me go loh , not scared . At most tio meh nia -.- . Tsk , sucker . Then after that , talked cock with Vivien . Oh-ya , i'm going to but Contact Lens on this coming friday , i'm going to force myself to overcome the phobia [: & Vivien is accompanying me to TeckWhye & buy the coloured one . Hah , what colour should i buy ? O.O , speaking of TeckWhye , i miss the Sweet corn ): , speaking of the Sweet corn , let me thought of the underblock accident . Its goes likethat - :

Wind blew very very hard , empty cup with Butter from Sweetcorn dropped & leaked out & layed on my Geography book . Mirrah , Cheryl , Vivien & Me doesn't have any tissue . & i was like wtf , how ? Then i clever , i thought of an idea . Use KOTEX and wipe it . Lololololololol ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH , im clever k :) But hope the uncle won't paotoh uh , he saw me doing that and pasting on the table & left . Lol , =x .

That's all , haha . Today was okay je , tml going to work but going to take my Bonus Pay from Boss ! :D Yeaynesssssss , money money money !!! :D Haha , okay lah . I go update my private blog for the 2nd time uh , if not that CherylBodohBitch will say i didn't update blah blah blah . & Ohyeah , JoshuaBigBrotherBully gonna call me later on ! I misssssss talking to him manzsxzs ! He's like promoting Pepsi to NTUC ? lololol ,he should work as a baby bully . Lol , that time went out with him , me & him was inside the lift . & a baby saw him and cried . LOL ! AHAHA , & yeaha , i miss going out with him ); Hey dude , meet up soon . Teach me Maths ):

You found that special thing.

2nd post for today , lol -.- .

Alright , now is 10.44am . After posting , i'll be getting ready for work . Hope i won't miss my bus luh , it comes every 20 minutes yo . Haha , i changed my blogskin & blogsong . When i was having Artclass , Mdm Fatimah on this song , & i was like loving it . Lol , its nice uh . Hah , actually want to put Unbreakable , but in the end didn't . This song nicer luh , ha ha . Alright , just called Vivien , she's bathing . Gonna wait for her call then go out , lol . Because i don't want to wait like a pathetic asshole at the bustop waiting for her . Haha , lol ! So yaw , i'm seriously gettin bored here & i didn't logged into my msn because i'm lazy ! Lololol , sian lah ! Last night was on the phone with AmyHappyKid (L) . & also was texting with XiaoRed , lol . He said he fought with his dad & got a bruise on his face plus nose bleeding . Sibeh kua zhang can , haha . Lololol ! I'm got nothing to blog le , i guess i'll be blog-hopping yaw . Till here then , bye readers & i love you guys . :D

" so impossible as they may seem , you've got to fight for every dream . Cos who's to know which one you let go , would have made you complete .. "

The joy that you brought to my life

I'm looking for that something .

Morning , now is 8.41am . Actually woke up at 6.40am , because thought today got school and i'm going to be late . How i know , i go out of my room , i saw nobody & remembered that today is Saturday , haha . Lolololol -.- . Monday's my Chinese Mock Paper , dreaddddd man . Wtfwtf , got Compo sial , wahlan . -.- , i hateee -.- .

Today not going to post much luh , i don't think tonight i'll post uh , beacause i've alrd post ? Hah , but i'll update my private blog , hah ! Today going to work , going out at 11am . Meeting Vivien at bustop , hope today that Chicken guy won't make me dulan & i won't quarrel with my Granny -.- . Hah , that's all i guess ? So yaw , byebye ! :D

I will still wait , no matter how stupid or lame . I know he's with HuitiaN now , i know i should scram off , but i don't want . That doesn't mean i want to break them up , i wished them to last long , if you don't believe , can ask either Nelson or HuitiaN alright . Precious boy , wtf is wrong with you ? I want to love him also wrong ah ? You got problem with me loving him is it ? Why ? Stop it lah , its takes alot of love to love & forget . Get it ? I got the love to love him , but i don't have that love to give up . Because the love isn't there , will you understand ? ):

Alexandre Evans .

Hello Banananananaanananananaananan -.- .

Hello peoplepeoplepeople , do i sound sad ? Hope not , because today is my Lestie's Sweet 16 pe ! Hah , Happy Birthday girl , love you ! I'll write my wishes to you later on alright ! :D WAIT K . Alrrighto , i'll blog from Wednesday onwards alright , bear with me yaw .

Wednesday , 140109

I rebonded my hair , go to my Friendster uh . Heh , i only uploaded some , because of Amy -.- . Actually i don't want to upload de , but she keeep insisting me to . So well , here you go girl . :D Had FAST ; English Launguage . I think i didn't did my very best , because i'm very very very sleeepy , then i fell asleep after 15 mins . ( I do finish liao lah . ) Nevermind lah , still got another FAST . Which is Mathematics :) , dreadzsxzsx . Well , its Wednesday yaw . Last year's 2008's Wednesday school starts at 8am , with no book-reading session . Hah , & can wake up late :D But hor , i always wake up at 8.15am , especially rainy days . Lololol , cus i sleeeeeep dao sibeh shuang man . Haha , & i'm a late-comer on every Wednesday , lol ! & when i woke up , Love has already woke up & already in school studying while i'm still panicking . Lolol , & i will text him , he will be like faster walk , dont slow , faster ! =) . Lolol , cute right my Love ! :D Hah , but now . Stfu , Emily . :D

Thursday , 150109

Went for Drama Practice at Class 1A . With the Sec Ones of cus ! :D Super super super adorable can ?! Especially Larry Tan Wei Jie from Class 1C ! Hah , lol ! I seriously got nothing to blog bout Thursday because it simply suck . :D Shan't elaborate more luh .

Friday , 160109

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , ASLINA LESTIE ! Sorry yaw , didn't sang Birthday Song to you during recess because i managed to cut queue & didn't to queue again , ha ha ! :D Butbut , i got pay for the cake okay :D You know me lah , haah . I'm always so kanchiong type de , haas . Well , happy sweet 16 alright . Chey , 16 alrd sial , wtf . I'm still 15 . But i got IC alreadyyyyyyyyyy !! & hope you find your true love & pass your N level with flying colours & get into the poly which you wants to be in alright ;D

Today school was a bore , had Canteeeen Duty , cleaned up canteen -.- . Saw Joshua's brother a.k.a panda . LOLOLOLOL ! Then went back class for Chemistry , sat with Fana , Shakir , Fieza O & Chonchon . Lol , left class early 3 minutes -.- . Rushed to canteen , buy greeeeentea & went foyer to get ready to go NAFA . Saw yy ykid . :D But didn't managed to talk to him because he was with his friends . So well , but its alright . Its the 2nd time i met him man ! Took alot of pictures with Fana & Aslina :) But not with me but Aslina . So jyeah , thats all i assume ?

In school, art lesson. (Nelson, you landed me in a deeep shit!)

Hello, i m in sch now , will not be posting much . Nelson !! I'm in deeeeep shit ! D:

Ohyeah , im dead ! Haha , & now i coudn't find any suitable pictures for my N level theme ); Howhowhowhow ? 2 hours sial , art lsn . Wth , will die . 11am faster come , i want to go recessss ): Nelson Chua !!!!!!

My theme is Bird life , how ? D:

That block number.

At Central Library :)

Hello people , i'm back from Bugis - Suntec - Esplanade . Hah , what i can say was that this outing is very very fun ! :) Went with Aslina , Fana , Fadhila & Akif . Nanos & Fana was late today , & i'm the earliest , *oh well . Haha , then took 960 to Bugis . Went streeeeeet , i bought my 2nd set of CNY clothes . & waited for Nanos & Aslina outside the Sex Shop with Akif , Fana & Me . Lol , inside got a bear with a konek siol . Hahaha , lol . Then went Junction , then to Long John , saw a hidong maintain guy . The hidong shiny siol , somemore big . HAHAH !

Then go Central Library , go borrow books on N level art :B , semagat siol . Haha , thanks Nanos for your card :D , love ya ! Then walked to Suntec , go Starbuck . Slacked , drank , took pictures of " Burst " mode . Sibeh funnnnny can , lol ! -.- , then walked to Esplanade , wahpiang . Sibeh tired , lol . Then me & Aslina bused home while Nanos , Angelo , Fana & Akif lepak . Lol , sorry guys for pangseh-ing . Lol , then slept in the bus , then woke up . Laughed at pictures & because of laughing , i need the toilet . Wtfxzx ?

Reached home , go toilet straight ( duh . ) Then here am i blogging , yeaha . :D I sibeh good de ley , tomorrow's school day again . Yeaha , finallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly .! & today i got sibeh pissed off with one suckeh . Actually i don't really like that suckeh . Suckeh talked behind my back , & friend told me . & Suckeh , you ain't perfect as well , you're the one who likes being surrounded by boys . & You act gentle infront of 'em . You like to force people , threatening 'em , tryna control people , & guess what ? You seems to be alone all the time , really . Suckeh , think about it :}

For what you are.

I love you for what you are,

Hello yellow , my brother now kaopeh-ing me for snatching the computer from him . Haha , paisey lah bro . Later give you loh . I'm going out with my best babe/s . AslinaLestie , FadhilaNonok , FanaCutie & Fana's boyfriend , Akif :) & yeah , i'm gonna take loads of photo with my camera :) Will be heading to ArtFriend , and singapore's largest library perhaps ? Haha , i'm so gonnnnnna work hard for my N . I'm like dreaming of myself gettin' a distinction for English Language :D . So real -.- . Haha , okay lah .

I'm suppose to meet 'em at 11am at Bpp Mac & now is 10.23 yet i haven't bathe yet ! Ohgosh , i'm gotta rush now , if not they will nag . Oh , what should i wear ? Black of blue ? Whatever , bye :)

Jerks.

Oh yeah , i miss you/s .

Hello readers ! :D I'm here to blog bout yesterday & today . So yeah , keep on reading . Hahaah , oh yah . I'm on msn with JeanneNiangNiangQiangJiemei now (L) .

9th January 2008

Went to school , had MotherTongue first , then have to do Ying Yong Wen but me & Cheryl didn't bring . But hor , i am not on purpose de can , i really forget to bring ! =X Then Miss Chan ask Yingying to buy for me , but i told her not to , cus i don't want to do . Haha , was bullshitting with Cheryl . Then Miss Chan gave newspaper & there's Yoga Lin You Jia (L)(L)(L) . Then Alson & Binjun go tear away & i got so damn blooooooooooody angry & tore Alson's math book . And he was like " eh sorry sorry , sorrrrrrrrrrry !!!!! " . Lol , then i song & stop tearing . I know i like very tomboy , but actually i'm a girl . -.- but , if my friends were to insult Yoga Lin , he/she die . Lol , i'm joking yo , i just don't like it luh . Then had classes all the way . & Geog was last period . Farris very disgusting , wtf -.- . He came and sat beside me , and . WHAT THE FUVK , I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE . -.- , then walked home with Tina , Aslina , Cheryl & Vivien . Then went home , bathed .

Trained to Lot1 & met up with Tina & Cheryl . Then trained to Bugis . Went street , then met Amy outside Sex shop . Then go foood court , went to arcade to find Tina's friends & brother . Played arcade , then i saw the driving one . & it made me thought of 30th . We spend almost of our time on the game , looking at him playing is fun too , haha ! But , it can't be rewind i guess ? :/ , stop thinking Emoily . Then went to streeeet again , the trained to Lot1 with Amy & Cheryl . Walked around , cabbed home . Shag can , grah . On the train , passed Sembawang . That station , the anxiety in my heart on the 30th was so great , the feeeeling was so ... nevermind , forget it ..

10th January 2008

Went to work , walked to interchange for nothing (?) . Lol , then bused down to work , met up with Vivien (L) at the bustop . Then walked to shop , worked , laughed . Got angry with the Chicken Guy , & my Granny -.- . Shan't talk bout it , geeez . Then knock off , Vivien treated me my favourite milk , HL milk (L) . Then while waiting for bus , she swung her hands & my milk landed on the floor -.- . Then walked to another bustop , then my bus came . & i board , on the way home , was texting with Vivien (L) . Then alighted liao , saw Shehnaz , Shahirah & Amira . Then pei them walk to Petir , then i walked home alone . Wtf ? So kelian . Then reached home , bathed , eat . & here i am blogging :)

Tomorrow not working (Y) . Going to Artfriend for N level Art for shopping . Lol , siao . I can't wait , yeaha yeaha yeaha (L) . See ya , lovelies .

I've got a similar msn Nick as Jieming Didi (L)(L)(L) , see this .

♥ 'SKK™ Jieming. Once A Happy Boy. Never Again. says:

Emoily is never a happy girl , never again anymore . / MahalKita , like i always do . Darling , says:

Haha , i'm at Nelson's gf blog , her blogsong nice uh ! :D & her post too , shut up Emoily .

You don't hold a candle compared to her , she's pretty , she's nice , she's lovely & she only worth Nelson loving her & not you . You are such a failure in compared to her .. Last long with NelsonXiaobear , :']

Friends forever.

We've been together for 1 year , girls .

Thanks to them , i manage to keep my cool everytime when i'm upset . & thanks for today , i'm really very very sad & angry . But you guys tolerated my vulgurities & still trying to cheer me up . Thanks alot girls , i love you . Yes , i really do . Apart from him , you guys are the one whom i loved most . Although we only spent time together during Mother Tongue classes , before school , after school & cca , i still appreciate it . I love you , yeah . :)

Today was almost late , i woke up at 7.30am . Because yesterday went to V8 & celebrate Dua Ya Pek's birthday . Heh , Qian Qiu Ban Hock , gongong ! :D Heh , yesterday followed Gongong for the whole night . I don't spend really much time at PTD , but i try my best to be . Oh whatever , i'm talking rubbish . Hah , whateverrrrrrrrrrr ! :D

Today went to school , i walked to school & saw Alan , Boonping etc on the lorry . & basterd , Alan shouted my name across the road & when i turned , he point -'- at me -.- . Lame daoster . Lol , then walked to school , went to canteen . Then to parade square . Then went back to class , im like showing a black face . & Shakir , Idris & Suhaimi was like trying to make me laugh . Thanks classmates . Then chose Monitor etc , Chemistry -.- . Went lab , did experiment , we burnt idk-what-that . Lol , i only know that it gives out a very very bright light like those fireworks . Lol , then Mathematics . Lol , i went high with Suhaimi , & we pasted notes around the school . Says " You got boobs like gays have " , " Itchy nonok , your nanos is very sexy " etc . Lol , then recess . Then ART . Gawd , i'm dead . N level art theme is here & i've to get ready for pictures . Help meeeeeeeeeeee , gahhhhhhhh . Can anyone help me take picture of playpan ? Grah , i don't think anyone of you will have -.- . But i think he got . HAHA , please please . My N level ; Art is counting on you :) Then stayed back in school canteen to do Maths homework . Then teh new teacher Mr Goh (?) , taught me . He very patient , really . Haha , thanks yo . Then talked cock , took plenty pictures with Fadhila , Fana , Shakir , Aslina , Suhaimi & Desmond . Lol , but not with me , its with Aslina . Grah , lol . Okay , i'm done blogging !

Its part of life & i gotta accept it .

Michelle & i believes that miracles do happen if we believes . We shall wait & hold on together girl . :D Love you .

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY , AMYHAPPYKID !

I hope my singings ain't bad , ha ha ! & you know what ?

I don't do this to my Bestfriends or rather boyfriend .

I swear , you're the first whom i first sang Happy Birthday on the phone to . Do feel proud okay . :) I love you [:

& when you see this , sms/call me . :D

Strangers before.

Liars filled with lies in the head .
You lied again and again ,
i fell again and again .
Liar , i'm totally speechless , is that what you want me to be ?
In that case , i'm . Happy now ?
Cryings , waiting , is all because i love you . I will wait .
*cries , i'm sorry people .
I cried again , i'm very very sorry ..


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I'm fine now , better than just now . Cried for i hr and 30 min . Although i still feeeeeeeeeeeel very very very very very very very very sad . But , this is part of life . I gotta accept it , i will still wait , i am very very stubborn , ti ki ( like what you guys said ) . People will call me a tiongxim for good compliments . For bad compliments , i'm stupid . The day when i we went out with your friends held alot of memories . I will keep the memories safe with me , i will never let it fade away . I've written & i'm going to post it later on . Although , i'm very sad . But life still goes on with/without you . Since i've tahan-ed for 6 months , why not more ? I cries , i get angry , i pinch myself , life still goes on . Because , this is life . Take it as a test , i'm gonna face it bravely & happily . I try , try my very best to be happy like i was before . Or rather like before today's 3pm . I called Cheryl , thanks . I know , i cried on the phone which sounded so pathetic . Thanks , i love you dear .


To that idiot who spammed me without name . You add my msn , we chat there . I don't like chatting on my tb . You where not happy with me loving Nelson ? Knn , i got disturb you boh ? Tsk , get a life sucker .


Nelson , although you lied to me . I still love you , i know i'm very very tiki , but i really love you . Memories within us , will always be kept safe . I promise , i swear i will wait for you , no matter how long it takes . No matter how people force me to forget you , no matter people calls you a hongster , i still love you . I know , people seeing this paragraph will have alot of comments . Such as " You think he love you meh , dont bhb lah " . " Bhb , you so ugly " . " disgusting leh , you likethat also deserve love ? Pui . " etc , i don't care . No matter what , i will still listen to my heart , like what my heart said , i will still wait . Got comments ? Add me on my msn . emoily@live.com.sg . I love you , now and forever .


Last long with her , all the best .

Bullshits.

Yoga Lin's the sex . (L)(L)(L)

Oh well , just got back home and comped ( -.-) . Haha , me & Cheryl is so excited bout CNY outings [: Hah , short post luh , i gotta go homework , wtf . & i am gonna study hard this year , i don't want to end up in ITE in the courses which i don't want to be in . So i am gonnnnnnna study hard & i swear i have to achieve my goals . I must get 17 points for N level . I so don't want to get above 19 ): I DON'T WANT TO GO ITE , I WANT TO GO HIGHER NITEC D; . Grah , im tired , & smelly ( haven't bathe ) . HAHA , & today school suck . Because there's one woman , old women made me very very very very fustrated ); Grah , that Cheng yu suits you -.- . I hate you , grah . MEAOW OFFFFFFFFFFFFF . Okay , i'm lame . Bye ! :D

I'm so not gonna give up , i'm fighting for what i want . I say , i mean it . Because my hearts says so . You never try , you never know . Ahaha , profound ? So not , bullshit . Bye , okay the bullshit was random ! I swear :D & i miss Yunnan Trippers (A) '08 ):

爱你 , 只流高兴的眼泪 ♥

I'm back to Drama (L)

Today woke up at 9.30am . Washed up , ate roti prata for breakfast , whole family went out except for me & my dog . -.- , then i played Yoga Lin's concert DVD again :D Haha , when he sings " Only You " , Nelson really looks like him luh ! HAHAA , i wanna go for Yoga Lin's concert D; Its on the 20th feb , who's kind enough to pei me ? :D , pleasezsxz . Then went to work , i was like thinking of something else & i broke a cup & had a cut . The new cut was on my old cut . Get it ? Nevermind if you don't [: Tml's school , tuesday is Dua Yah Pek's birthday [: Okay , i'm off to Friendster.com now , i wanna arrange my Extra Feature there [: Hah , byebye !

I'm watching Channel U ; Campus Superstar . Got YOGA LIN YOU JIAAAAAAAAA . :D

Ah bear .

Oh yeah , you suckish lad .

Erm , school reopen-ed , and i guess i won't be posting as often like i use to luh . But i'll try to , daddy allowed me to comped because maybe i look bored & i'm like watching Yoga Lin's concert dvd over again and again . Haha , mummmy goes " Him again ?! " Haha , bobian i love him too much , haha . More than you guys do , rofl . Well , i find my classsmates changed , maybe its majority of 'em tio caught that's why 1st day so boring .. & I'm sitting infront with Fana & Nanipeng :D Haha , lol ! :@ , i love school ! & we got a new classmate , she's Aini (?) . Sorry bout that , haah . I am dumb you see , Fieza O calls me a fool which she herself resembles more like a fool , hahahahahahahah . *Hope she doesn't see this , ahah :D

Alright , shan't blog much , same thang . I went to work today , after sec 1 orientation . Oh yeah , i'm back to Drama Society * Clapssssssss . haha , can't wait to see the young-cute-lads-cuties . Yucks , hah . I'm like an eng-moh . OHMY , i miss my russian ex hunsband to be . Hahaha , okay lah , i'm dedicating a post to that Ah bear on my tagbox . Hah , :D

Ah bear ah ! So good ah , tag me -.- . I know you not Nelson loh , see when your tag , its 5.15am leh , Nelson also not so kud-lad one loh -.- , stop acting as Ahbear lah , tsk . What do you expect my reaction to be ? " Okay , let's try ? " So childish lah , tsk . I reckon he'll do this , you tag me on purpose to hurt me aren't you ? Sucker , -.- . I wait for you to reply my tagbox k . -.- , will be waiting , HAHA -.- .

Here we go again .

Happy new year , i want to start afresh with , ♥

Happy new year to people out there ! I countdown-ed at home , & i went high alone . Wtf ? & my phone was like ringing ? Haha , then sms couldn't be send out , cus clashed (?) , my mom said so , lol . Then after 12am , went to lie on the bed till 330am . Nelson called , told me one shocking thingy , i was like " Huh , sure anot ? Very difficult de " . & because of this , i got sibeh dulan , be it my fault or your fault , the way we communicate , is always wrong . I wasn't like forcing you & you replied as if i don't respect your decision , as if i was forcing you . Please lah , do you know that sometimes the way you replies my message really makes me dulan . Fine , my fault alright , my fault .

An apologise is not enough , a explaination & your answer is enough . You owe me an explaination , you said you know , you know what am i trying to hit on , yesterday on the phone , you told me " One person have to fight for his/her love no matter what " . I'm fighting for it now , i'm crazy or whatever ? I don't care , because that's what my heart told me .

Tomorrow school's gonna reopen soon , yeaha . & tomorrow morning , there'll be 4 CDSS students going out of my house -.- Me , Eugene , YongSheng & Yeeru -.- . Whatever , i won't talk to 'em in school , ha ha . Im meeting AslinaLestie , SriDarlink , FadhilaNanos , FanaCutie & YimlingSister at Assumption bustop ! Ha ha , i can't wait . & Yimling & Fadhila so eager to know what happened during that incident . Fana uh , spread to Fadhila , then Fadhila to Yimling . Kurangaja , gah gah gah ! Heh , goodbye ! :D

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On msn with SockChing Guailan now , eheh . I saw SAKL blog , i thought , i didn't cried . I saw what Ahjess & Venice posted , i gave it a second thought , & after talking to SockChing , i decided to stay put at SAKL . Sorry sisters for whatever i've done , i love you girls .