Kamilah. :O

Monday
Didn't want to wake up, but thought of J, so woke up. Reached bustop, saw J. Lsn was boring, shan't elaborate. :/ Recess.... Ok la, skipped meal tho. Couldn't send J to the bustop, sorry dear! Went to bpp wit Aslina, Vivien & Cheryl. Ate KFC. Then walked around, Aslina & Vivien left while me & Cheryl went to Bangkit, argh what the fuck. Skip this. -.- Met Hun there, so surprise really! ;) One thing that really made me happy! I found my ezlink card, and J is happy for me ^^

Tuesday
School was ok, had 2 hrs of art. My layout, is still not donee! My hand, i don't dare to start drawing. Geez! After schl, rushed to the bustop as J already signed out and he got only 70 mins to reach hostel. Walked down wit J and his friend. I love walking wit J. :) After waiting for bus, i walked up alone. Hogly humans came, say some stuffs that only hogly people can say. Ha ha. :B Went for chinese oral, was v easy! He he, went home, bathed, slept, dined. Then went to Bpp wit Jason. Met Ying and Cheryl there. Slacked awhile jiu go home le, because we wanna watch tv. :) Haha, ShengWu won!! Texted wit Tina & Babyaiai, slept at 11pm.

Wednesday
Cabbed to schl wit Jason. Then went canteen, then went to borrowed Social Studies book from Sec 3 students wit Farris. Had Fast, and i'm gonna fail, zero i assume. :X Had math, ah yah! Emily seriously need to be serious in her studies man, exp Math! ): MotherTongue, teacher didn't came, slacked in class. Recess, skipped meal. Geog, had test, sat wit Farris. He drew the Oxbow right, damn hiliarious ok. Ha ha, lol. Phy, felt v pekchek. For no reasons, i think is because of Alson and Farris. -.- Then stayed back for awhile, then left schl wit Jason, Ying, Tina & Lingsheng. Went Community Centre and had lunch wit Jason & Ying. Then i went home.

Today
If you girls happens to read this, that will be great. Firstly, i feel that i'm so left out when i'm wit you girls. Secondly, you guys don't keep your promises. Thirdly, you girls don't come clean wit me when i need you girls to. Lastly, you girls like to talk among yourself and made me felt odd. Really, i'm not someone whom you can look for if you're alone, ask yourself. Deep inside your heart, have i ever existed? This 3/4 years sistership is going nowhere, really. How long can it last? Let's hope for the best. :')

Got my chinese oral mark, 41/5o. Yeayyyyy! Ha ha, socialstudies... I got ZERO. Ah suck man, really. Had crosscountry after AIP. Wanted to get into Top 50. But didn't, i got 94th place. Wtf, shit you Emilyyyyyyyyy!!

- Vivien stepped on my shoe on the starting line.
- Had gastric. -.-
- Almost faint, wtffff?

Damn it, i'm so disappointed in myselfffff. Damn fucked up man, grrr. Was looking for J, but in the end couldn't find him )= Then went to eat Pear. I ate 3 Pear! Ha ha, lol! Then went to the hall for Prize Presentation, saw J. He gave me a pear, and asked me to eat it. I was like, oh ok! And the Pear, i swear. Its god damn super sweeeeeeet! =D And seriously, i miss J alot, now.

I'm so tired nowww, i'm working tomorrow. Grrrrrrrah, bye!

Amy ♥: I miss you too, fred not. ;)
passer: Nope, i'm a pure chinese. Why? :)
Your secret lover (: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, ok.
Passerby: Oh, its closed alr. I'm too busy. :/
Passerbyyyyy: Oh, ha ha. Ok, thanks. ^^
XiaoAiko: Ha ha? Rofl, lol! :)
:D: I think you're the dog here, ha ha.
XX: Lol? I didn't? Ha.
passer: Oh, i mix wit Malay peoples alot, ha. :)

I've been having flashbacks of you lately, again.

Woke up at 9.30am. Was on the phone wit Joshua last night. And also, i dreamt of him. -.- The dream was so damn hilarious la, ha ha. Its too sweet for me ok, rofl. He told me that he wants to come to my house and talk to my grandma regarding to me & him's relationship. And, he said he want to propose to me. Ha ha, that was what he said to me last night which is too fake to me. :) But at least, he entertained me. Ho ho, damn good la you! xD He proposed today, wit a sweet (i'd say) message, or rather disgusting message :/ Ha, and i agreed as a form of courtesy. But i hate him when he laughs at my height ok, damn him. Tall so? 175 only ma! I will catch up wit you soon, you shall see!! i still got 15 more cm/s to go, ha ha. Sound so "impossible". Lol.

Left work at 6.45pm. Was suan-ing Ahli. Then Harris & Christine Sister drove me back, his car smells like peach. And i am hungry now. :/ Haas, omfg! Tomorrow's monday like finally! Yeayeayeayeay! I can see my dearest Jumihaizad already! And the sad thing is i've got English paper tomorrow. ); Then tuesday's my Cheena paper. Grahhhhh, i hate exams!

I've been missing you lately, i was so fuck up wit my thoughts of you.
I'm going to stop myself from thinking of you, going to your blog, going to your baby's blog.
I cannot go on like this, i'm feeling so unsure of everything. Argh :@

emily:D: Twintwin, heck 'em la. :)
joshua: Hey husband! Ha, ok.
Lina: Heyo girl, thanks alot! Luv you too.
psby: You're indeed v guailan here, tsk. Rofl, big time fool.
Krystal :]: Thanks! :)
♥小han: Thanks sister, love you! {3

Edited./]
You guys know whatttttttt? My damn brother is addicted to the damn DotA nowww! Firstly, i hate DotA alot, alot alot alot! Groans* And another thang, i'm so hungry. I'm asking my youngest brother cook-to-be to cook 100 mee for me ^^ Yeay, you're gonna bet that its tasty! ;D Ok, bye! And, Eugene Tan Kong En, if you're addicted to DotA, you'll be dead, real dead!!!!!!! :@

Ps./Eugene Tan Kong En's my brother. ;O
Ps./Again, Annette from 1D Chestnut Drive, don't step big fuck ok. You pubor, knn. Try me, i will give you hell! Got play shirt dai sai? You're nothing but just a big time slut, don't diao me lah hor, i will slap you, you bet that. -'-

Friday
School........ Ok lah, sat wit Pork face on the shuttle bus. (Hazmi) Didn't manage to fine my Ezlink, grahhhhhhhh. Your mama no hairrrrrrrr!! Damn sad man, i skipped my meals, fucktard la! ); Chemistry, Suhaimi flared up and "swayed" the table. And i was looking for my table as during Phy, Haojie moved my table. Then Suhaimi table got his Calculator. Then the calculator flewed to my cheekbone, and its like this. >
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Taken on Friday night. So sad, so painful. ); Walked down wit Izad, :) He laughed at my height, and most importantly, my briuse. D; He's discharging from Singapore Boy's Hostel during July or earlier!! Yeayeayeayeayeay! Then he board his bus alr, met Sidek, Fana & Aslina. Then bus to Queensway again. Ordered tees, had lunch at Ikea, he he. Oh my, i miss Jumihaizad, alot alot alot. );
And to my girl, Sim Ying Ying, sorry if i'm harsh, but you should be frank to me, yknow?

Today!


Woke up at 9, had nightmare. As told by my bro, i screamed like nobody business, haah. Dreamt that my dad & mom passed away. T.T I only know that when i woke up, there's still tears at my yan-jiao. D: Stupid dream! Cabbed down Whampoa wit Ahli & Mom. Knocked off at 6pm, then went to Sintua, then went to Ten Mile meet Bro. :)

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss my dearest Jumihaizad. Faster monday, i wanna see him! D:

Lina Jie: Yeah, 53 kg. Lol, white lies uh!
LadyyUnappreciate: Ok, sure.
passer: Huh, what you mean? Are you trying to say that i like malays? Lol, yeah. my first boyf was a malay guy. :)
psby: Oh, ha ha. Is it? Sorry, i'm not. :)
Eiko!: Yeayeay, fasterrrrrrr! Love you much!
:D: Haha, thanks. :)
emily:D: Heyo twintwin. Imy. {3
anon=: Er, ok. Thanks.
pb: Pb? Pubor? Hahahaha!
babydoll: Hello Babydoll! :)

School was ok, time flies really very fast. Next week is my exams alr. Yet, i haven't even started to revise lah, omgz. Recess....... Wanted to cut queue by asking Izad to help me buy, but he tk layan me sial, kurangaja. Hazmi the pork face, damn good. He said he don't know me, like wth!! In the end, Sakinah let me buy, ^^ Assembly, celebrated International Friendship Day. Had a mini concert. Shan't talk about the concert, because it don't look like a concert to me but a free-show. Rofl lah, ha ha.

Tuesday
School was so boring. Morning was pouring, like siao. Waited for the 4th bus, :) Had geog for the 1st period. Didn't sat wit Farris but Aslina. Farris calls me Tan. Like so bad right. I didn't call him by Patar man, tsk. My 4 girls ain't in school, so had recess wit Sidek and co. Izad looked sick, (sad) Had english, then math. Then after school, walked down wit Sup, Aslina, Sidek and Izad (L) Then bus 961 down to Queensway for class tee. Had lunch at Ikea, nice! Bus back wit Sidek and Aslina. She damn funny la! xD Passed by the Queensway Student Hostel. Was so disgusted by their surroundings, lol. Wondering Izad's hostel's surrounding. Ha. Reached home, slept after bathe. Was woken up by some no-need arguements. -.- Went to Bpp wit Yeeru, the rest lazy to elaborate la.

Wednesday
Its the 22nd, and my mood was so screwd till Izad made me smileeeeeee...... :D Love ya!!
Got Silver award for SYF 2009! Bravo, everyone! xD Izad's class had a soccer match wit 4G. They lost, and he was so fuck-up. > heard from Elton de la, lol. Butbutbutbut, i made him smile, so does he, made me smile! {3 I told him some dao-li, lololol. Then waited for him to sign out, then go canteen. Then me & Elton Fucker left schl while Izad went back to Hostel. I love him, ha ha!

Thursday
School suck today, so does my mood. I lost my Ezlink card, (fucktard!!!!!) This is the info of my ezlink . >
- Has a smiley sticker wit my name, Emily on it pasting on my photo.
- Has a sticker saying Jumihaizad, (heart shape) pasting on the back of the card.
I'm god damn sad about it man, howhowhowhow. )= At one point of time, i missed you..
I was listening to " Ni Zui Jin Hao Ma - S.H.E " I didn't know that i still misses you till that point of time, really. I always tell myself that i hate you, you're a hongster etc. But i actually missed you, wtf. You said, you won't forget me, even as a friend. Ask yourself, didn't you had already forgotten me? Is your heart having heartache now? My answer to you is Yes, i won't forget, neither will i. Heartache, yes, but who cares? I told myself, i've alr given up on you. :)

(ha ha?)

Went to Whampoa for work, at Ghee Heng Ahli shop. Was fun, but v quiet. As in no sales. -.- Only manage to sell 41 stuffs, Jason and Elton came and look for me. ^^ Harris and Cristine sister came, Vivi came too, she's damn super super duper cute. Will upload her picture soon. Real soon, ok la. I'm on msn wit Farris, the budak. Jeffery the Ah hai. :)

I want to say, i truly likes Izad, i don't treat him as a sparetyre. He's my first love, and still he is still my only ex boyfriend. I really likes him, although he hong me before, but yknow what? He's better than Nelson, at least he don't agrees to bettings and he cares for me. ^^ So, people or rather fag, you yes you. I'm over Nelson, that wonderful guy who don't know how to appreciate me, and i'm into Izad now, really. Izad, i love you. :)

I told this to Farris, "Farris > Budak besar yang gemuk dan suka merokok". He answered me wit this, "emily > budak kechik yang bodoh dan bongok"
He suck ok, he thinks im a stupid girl, wtf. -.- Tomorrow he dieeeeee! :@

Ok, replys of tags! >

Cheryl. : Yuh, whatever. -.- paisey la.
(: : Eh, thanks. Ha ha, i know she's pretty. :)
♥ Shiping : I miss you too!
Inez : Sister, luv and miss you!
Sara.L / 大Insanity : Thanks! Luv!
小 Heartless : Ok, sure.
Joyce. : Make sure ah, love Hunney.
XiaoPao : Er, sorry. Not recruting alr. :)
psby : I'm 53 kg, 160cm tall. And i don't treat Izad as a sparetyre, please.
sakinah : You look cool, ha ha. Don't want ley! :/
passerby : Thanks, ha ha. :)
inia : Err, i don't want the donut. Haha! <3

Thursday
School was a boreee, didn't enjoyed at all ley! :@ Had speech day rehearsal, Chinese dance got Gold Award for their SYF. Seeing 'em bursting in tears really pressures me as well as Drama Society. All the perofrming arts group got their results already. Slow bodoh, can faster anottt?! Left school at about 7.15pm wit Alastair, Jason, Elton, Ying, Lingsheng & Tina. Reached home, skipped Dinner. Went to sleep, Jeffery didn't called, boxim! Tsk.

Friday
Woke up at 5.23am. Was feeling v unwell, its been like 1 weeeek! :/ Went to school, had sitting rehearsal for the students who are not performing. Those who are performing, including the parade participants are at the Gallery. Was sitting beside Izad. :) Talked. Then he asked me to go back to my Drama incase i get scolded from mdm yap. Then went to Sakinah's house and played wit her webcam. >

Look at sakinah. ha ha ha ha ha!!! :D

Aslina so happy? -.-

Aslina & Sakinah is (loveeeeee!)

Peformed for Speech day, Anderson from 3C marched like a fat idiot. Hahaha, lololol!! Izad watched me perfomed as he got home leave and can go home late. Lolol, i feel so so happy! Recieved praises from Izad (L), teachers and Mr Nasim. :) Left school around 9pm, actually wanted to leave school wit Izad as he asked me to, but i ego siaaaaaal! I want to, but i told him i don't want, wthhhhhh. D': But boy, i don't mean it man. ); Went off wit Sidek, Aslina, Sakinah & Angelo. Sidek send me Izad's photo, cute nyerrr! I changed my screeensaver already! From Yoga to Izad. :) Love love love loveeeeeeeeee!

Woke up at 6am by Fadhila's text, asking whats the first 3 periods before recess. I was thinking, wahpiang, early in the morning test my memory. Nua-ed on my bed for 30 mins, then got up for schl. Mood was pretty well, lol. Social studies was fun as usual wit Mr Raj. English, fell asleep in the midst of doing compo, lol. Physics, no mood, was sick. Walked to canteen wit Fana, Sri, Aslina & Fadhila. Izad kept staring at me wit his Ncc uniform, cuteeeee!! Didn't ate for recess, i think my habit is back, my gastric is gonna come and visit me soon! :O Went for art, did layout. Assembly suck, was v v sleepy. After school, lepak in the canteen, Izad waved to me, cute! ^^ Went for drama, played games, watched Parade after that, i like Ncc's fancy drill the most! Walked back wit Ying, Tina, Jason and Lingsheng. Reached home, bathed, slept. Had fever, but still companied Jason to Bpp, tsk. I so good righttt. Then he walked me home, ya.

Tuesday
Happy birthday, Brother. ;D
Had a bad, very very bad flu. Was so pathetic man, i even went to the extend asking Mr Nasim (V. Principle) for Panadol! Wth, die man. I was sneezing all the way, can say for the whole day i kept sleeping and looked like i just cried. Lol? Pathetic righttttt.? );

Wednesday
School was ok, sat wit Farris during Geog. And, the most proudest thing is that i touched Farris's super long eyelashes!!!!!!! I am god damn super proud of myself, haha. Slept during Physics. After school went to Hall for Speech day rehearsal. Left school wit Shakir, Farris, Jenica, Fana, Akif & Michelle. But end up walking wit Farris, he got pissed off and he kept scolding vulagrities on the way to Pending. I was like "enough la, bitch." Lololol. And i noticed something very nice about him, he's actually a v v nice friend, a gentleman. Walked to Pending wit him, then i walked home. Reached home, bathed, like no life likethis. Watch Tv, but fell asleep. Jeffery called, he suckkkkkkkkk. He said i'm a noob, yuh yuh. I agree lah, damn you. -'- Hung up at 2am plus, because he gotta work then i got school. :)

Suddenly, i miss you so. (sad face)

Working was ok. I'm effing hell bored. I wish i got a gun now, so that i can shooooot everyone who's annoying to me. Ha ha! I wanna shoot You, freaking fag. & all the hongsters! :D Ha ha ha.

You, I'm sorry, for being so frank. Yes, when i find my Mr Right, i will let you know. & yes, i promise you. I will give up in a happy manner and not sad manner in case you'll be sad for me. Haas. :)

Fyi, i miss my Joshua Brother alot alot alot. & also Carol Hun. They're so happy/glad that i've made the right choice, ha ha. Lol? Ok lah, i go work on my Story blogggg nowww! Byebye! :)

I'm on msn wit Jeffery & Kristlyn. Heh, luvz.

Lina Jie : Tag for fun lah, Bei Lin! Ha ha.
:) : Another bei lin without name, tsk.
Tina : Yuhyuh, i know lah. Sweet giler lah, lol. What sweet? -.- Lameshit.
Cheryl. : Biatch, i miss you hellllllloooottttssss!! Come to school ok!
Lina Jia : Whut you want? -.- Bei lin, lol.
Yukiyo ; ♥ : Sister, lub ya.
Venice. : No problem, lol. Battlefield mah, lololol.
{♥}小han : Linked & i love you. (L)

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I'm done wit my Storyblog. Www.em-sayz.blogspot.com :) Do visit, tag and link me ok.
I know there'll be negative comments for sure, confirm with a guarantee chop, but its my blog, not yours. Ha ha, so yuh. Do support alright. ^^ And, Being in Chung Cheng High School, Main ain't big deal, Chestnut Drive ain't that bad, lol. In a good school, but turns out to be a not-good student. Ohmy, :O
Okay, gotta go! Bye luv onez. Tomorrow's school, finally! ^^ Off to clean my nail-polish already!
Tag ok, luvvvvvvv.

Sisters are forever ^^v

Watched Dark Water last night till 12am wit Mom & Brother. I took efffing long time to force myself to sleeeep lahhhh, tskkk. The show was nice, but v v v v scary. Sassy & her friend, Rebecca kept appearing on my mind. Dark waters seems to be just under my bed, grah. Total got 4 person pei me text till i sleep. No, i mean 1 only. Lingsheng & Tina didn't replied, i guess they sleep alr? Only Isaac pei me, thank you la Dog. :) Hahahaha. I swear that i'm not going to watch that show at night alr, shit you! Isaac texted me this " Ok nitez scared than think of me haha" I was like, err, ok. Lol!


Woke up at 9.22am, jitao sian diao, because that number really suck this time. But that number use to have great memories, fyi. Ok, shit you Em. :) Today's sunday, i'm working! ^^ Ohyuh, i'm opening a blog writting stories based on my Lovelife. It will be ready by next week uh. [; Ha, so yaw. Do check it out ok?


Ok, i'm on msn wit Farris, Ahling, Yukiyo & Janice. :) Bye!


To everyone on my tagb, please stop it?
Lina Jie, don't tag anything regarding to Pearlyn or whoever. Ok? :) Luv ya.
To the annoying ".." please lah hor, you bei lin siboh? Knn, puborkia. I got enough alr lah. Please stop being so annoying. You are so so so freaking annoying because you're not tagging wit your beautiful name leyz. Tsk, worse that my dog. At least my dog has a name. Lol? Ohyeh, i bet you're a 2 headed snake, poor thang. -.-

I've stopped after 9 months 12 days. (clap or cry?)

Ok, 2nd post. I finished editing ASF blog, and its public nowwwww. Yeahhhhh, i'll make sure ASF will last ok! :) Uhm, Isaac is eating steamboat nowww, grah. I hate him ): Never jio me uh! Ha ha, he asked me not to go and sleep, gotta wait for him to text me then can sleep. -.- Ok loh, twin bully twin man. Tsktsk, and guess whatttt? He said he'll love school because can see me! Ha ha, i feeeel damn "rockstar" lah. Haha, lol? Ok lah, i gotta go and daydream now! Oh ya, Jenica is now making a fuss over hair, saying her hair is like emo type, and also ah-lian type. Like hello?! You'll look great, trust me. Ohmy, my mood is so good, idk why? :/ Ohyuh, i added new songs to my playlist, its super nice de ok.


"Kiss me thru the phone, see you later on."
"Baby, i know that you like me, you're my future wifey"

(Whatever)

Friday

Woke up at 9, watched tv, comped, bathed. Met Isaac at Pending Stn @ 11am. Trained to Bedok, damn him for being so blardy tall. He kept disturbing me can, tsk. & he loves it when people says Sorry to him. And guess whut? I said quite a number of times because he knows how to take Mrt whereas i don't know how to. He said he will go missing if i don't apologise to him. Like wtffff? Fine, humph. See we same birthday hor! Slept on the way there, hit his shoulder, lol? He's PSP's song really succccck (some) Lololol! Met Shane & Tina at the bustop, went to the party. Me & Isaac's motto is to EATTTTTTTTTT! Went to Vivo, walked around, met Jason, was so boredddd. Stupid Isaac keep disiao-ing me, wth. Then Isaac went to meet his Aunt at Marina while me, Tina & Jason bused back to Panjang. Ate dinner, they left for Fajar while i walked home. Ohyeh, Isaac has 6 Pacszsxxz!! D: & he loves to touch my forehead just because its soft.

Now there's 4 you/s.

You, why must you drag the time? Quickly end it, i beg you. You really are mysterious! You, i'm damn confuse now. I'm feeling like Xin-niao-niao lah! Faster make the move, so that i will not mingle around anymoreee! D: You, i want to give up on you, seriously. This relationship goes nowhere. Tsk, pathetic. You, wtffff? Why are you back? -.- I don't want You, please. [;

Today

Woke up at 9.30am. Went to Polyclinic wit Grandma, skipped work today. Tian ah, i'm broke already leyyyyyyy. -.- Today was fun, wit Lina Jie, Ningning, Miko & Auntie Hoon. [; yehyehyeh, ha ha ha ha ha. I smell like you-know-who. HAHAHAHA.?

Specially for all the no-brains ones on my Tagb. :)

Hey, are you guys done? Lol, super stupid. Tsktsktsk, i was wondering, after spamming me, what advantage will you guys get? What do you expect my reaction to me? Cry? Beg? Ha ha ha. Greatest joke man, omfg. :D Stop all these, you're making a fool out of yourself, ohmy. As a matter of fact, i only put up make-ups if i have to like Perfo, outings. Natural beauty is what you're tryna to say, then why talk about me not knowing how to doll up like Pearlyn? Lameshit. Who's the idiot here? Hahaha, jokerz. P & Babydoll, thanks for helping. I appreciate it. & to the idiot
or AA who created Anti-ASF. Hahahah, nice blog anyway. I like the skin, haha?
Whut reaction do you expect from us? Fight back? Ohno, you're wrong man. We're
much more human-like than compared to you, haha! Ok, tag more ok? Lol, bunch of
jokerz really. Tsktsk!

I hope i'm not, anymore.

School was ok, only enjoyed Recess? -.- Because lsn really suck, alot. Damn it. And i can't study at all lah, Mr Han moved my place during Chemistry. Urgh, like go to hell lah! Had Captain Ball match wit 4C. 3rd place is our's. :) Yeh yeh yeh~ After school, got bored. So went around teh school asking students these questions wit Fana, Michelle. >

Saw Akif? Farid's son?

Saw my dog? Its been missing since school ended, and i'm so anxious!!

Saw my mosquito? Argh, i miss it!

Saw my lizard? Like what the helll man! Got saw?

Saw my red bra? I didn't wore it for 2 week already!

Their reaction is super duper funny, esp the sec 1 kiddo. He jitao run sial, lol!~ Fana and me kept laughing, lolololol. Was bored again, did Boxers Survey. [; Went around wit a Yellow Book. Asking girls whether they prefered Guys in Boxers/Underwear/G-string/Panties/Nothing at all are hot? Yknow what? They prefered Boxers. Lololol. As for guys, i asked this. Hi, are you wearing boxers? If yes, what colour is it? Is there any pattern on it? And first to be asked by me was Shakir followed by Farris. Lololol, HA HA HA. Will ask again, wit Jenica [; Walked home wit Jason, Tina & Ying after watching Soccer Matcho. Our class won, Suhaimi scoerd 3 goals & Dzikri scored 1. Bravoooooo~

Busy wit stuffs.

Happy 14th to VenicePreciousLady! ;]

School was ok. Mrs Kalai wasn't here for English Lsn, so Mr Nassim took over for like 35 minutes? Yep, he's super cartoon lah, ha ha. Captain ball was cancelled. Was expecting 4A to walkover, ha ha. :P But in the end also never, -.- Damn Izad, see suey me, say my class confirm lose. Humph, i win for you too see! :D After school went to Library for Mass Lecture by Mr Nassim. Wit 4C, studied English & Chemistryyyy. (sianz) Went for drama, quarrelled wit Shehnaz, nevermind. Fuck it. This is my monday, your's? :)

Tuesday is oh-so-boring.

I only know that Izad said 4 "sorry" to me, ha ha ha! He is the best ex, lol? (W) But, he's cute, hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahah. -.-

Wednesday

Woke up at 5, damn fucking tired. Bathed, got ready, cabbed to school wit Hadi, Irene & Yeeru. Had Macdo for breakfast. :) Left for SYF @ Catholic Junior College. Was very very terrifying, but it was a great experience tho. Mdm Fatimah put on my make-up. & its in pink colour. So eww. While acting, heard the Angmoh judge laugh, its like ho-ho-ho. Lol? I tolerated and held my laughter till i get to the backstage. Lololol. Watched 2 school's perfo. Hua Yi Sec & Jurong Sec. Both same thang lah, sad storyyy. I almost fell asleep lah, lol! (no offence) Had lunch at their canteen, bused back school. Washed off makeups, dismissed. I went back to class, lol. I didn't knocked door and i just walked in, lol. In the end, Mr Lee drove me out, -.- Whatever laaah! Lol. Saw Izad, lol! Saw Yingying & Tina, walked to Canteen together.

Talked to XiaoCai & XiaoShadow. A.k.a Jiancai & Jonathan. We knew each other since Primary 5 i think? I use to sit wit XiaoCai loh, hahahah! Talked for awhile, lepak wit Jenica & Rena. Then went to Parade Sq to watch Parade for Speechday '09 Saw Izad, lol? He kept tao-chio lah, damn him. Went back wit Lingsheng, Alastair, Jason, Elton(?), Sean, Tina, Ying. Reached home, was texting wit someone-who-don't-want-me-to-say and Nelson.

Last night, i took a long time to sleep.

Saturday

Went to Lot1 for breakfast wit Sri, Aslina & Emmabell. Only ate one pancake, harshbrown & milo. Lol, trained to Jurong East, then to Woodlands then to Boonlay for flag day. My bag is the heaviest, yeay yeay! ;D After that, went to Lot1, then went under block, then trained to Woodlands, Micheal's house. Celebrated Fieza's 16. Boys were playing Wii, Sri too. Bowling rock, lol? Haha, Farris pantat last warning, lol! Suppose to leave with Aryna, but i went off first, sorry girl. Walked to interchange, was otp wit Heartaye, memories came back while waiting for 963, fuck you. Reached home, bath, slept. Skipped dinner.

Sunday

Woke up at 6.30am. Couldn't sleep after that, was day-dreaming. Left for work. Working was a bore, couldn't concentrate, vomitted. Jeffery called me, this is our convo, sibeh funney. lol

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Jeffery: Eh, ni zai na li? Xia lai Tamp zao wo ley, wo sibeh sian bodoh!

Emily: Huh, wo zai Timah ley, xia lai zao wo la.

Jeffery: Timah na li?

Emily: Hawker centre.

Jeffery: Ok, deng yi xia da gei ni.

2 mins later.............

Emily: Eh, ni zai na li?

Jeffery: Pasir Ris.

Emily: Wah, superman sial!

Jeffery: Laugh damn loud*

Lazy to type liao, zzz. I onlyknow that Jeffery pangseh me, he go Malaysia instead of Lot1 meeting me, grr. Neverm, he promised to meet me next time ^^v

Janice: Linked. :)

Lina: Thanks girl. :D

x lerr,: Add my msn, Emoily@live.com.sg :)

Joyce.: :)

Cherie. :D: Darlingaiai!

carol: Hey hun.

JACIA '[: Sister!

Allure(L): Sister! (love)

Janice: Thanks sister.

iLah: What ahma uh! Ha ha, imyt.

Pearlyn.: Already said, we've got nothing to say alr.

Nicole: Alright, soon!

Yuxuan.: Who are you? Dont you know that we've got nothing so say alr?

Allure(L): Its alright.

babydoll: Ok.

Patricia says: Text me alr what.

Junli: Oh yeh, you called Ain a elephant, then how about you? You're not slim either, anyway, this matter is like nothing alr? Don't you know that? If you think you're prettier, go on. -.- This is not a beauty contest, wth.

Passerby: Its under construction.

:): Mai lame lah hor, name? No name ah? Animal.

Nicole: Ignore 'em la, :)

Fucktard.

School was ok, Chemistry suck. No longer friends wit Pearlyn. Things goes likethis. >

Heard that she brought the letters that i wrote to Nelson to her school, she brought it to her class, and showed her classmates saying "I'm going to patch with Nelson already." She still talked behind me, saying "Dont trust emily, she's a shameless bitch." If you guys did read her blog as well as Nelson's, do understand and stop all the spammings. She showed the letters aroung, talked cork about me. Asking her classmates to not trust me. Like what the fuck? Its fine if you dislikes me, frankly speaking, i knew it long ago that you talked behind my back, but i just forget it. But this time, i just can't tolerate anymore. If you wanna patch wit Nelson, go on alright? Like hey, doomsday ain't here yet -.- Stopping the letters, 1st august, giving up on Nelson, fine. I will treat it as its other people's idea ok. Forget it, pfft.

But as a matter of fact, i'm very glad that we were once Xingan, Friends & Sisters. I've never regretted knowing you, really. You're special in another way, but not everyone understands, i doubt you do too. We knew each other because of Nelson, we severed ties is also because of Nelson. Takecare & just to let you know, its never hard to change for good. [; To spammers: Hey faggots/hags out there, if you want to spam me, go on. But wit your name, yep. I'm not going to get irritated by it because you're just being plain stupid, lol! Fancy you spamming someone whom is also a victim? Like get a life please?

Me & Cheryl pledge to be Singleporean till we finds out Mr Right. Both of us are learning to give up, learning to love you as a friend. Its never easy, but we'll win this, [; I've never blamed anyone, its fate. Friends lasts longer. [;