D-ontleaveme

2009-05-12T18:16:00.003+08:00

PLEASE RELINK MEEEEE.
Not updating here for time being, he he. Byeeee!
Oh yaaa...................

http://constantlyloveemily.blogspot.com/Byebye!
Tag ok. ^^

2009-05-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

I will not update this blog for quite awhile, im done with everything.

I'll update on www.myboyfriend-isyoga.blogspot.com.

Goodbye.

2009-05-11T20:12:00.002+08:00

I need to write everything out here, yes here. I'm feeeling so anguish + sad + stupid + annoyed!

Why is it that i got a brother who always saves the best for himself and not others?
Why is it that my brother is like this?
Why is it that my brother doesn't know how to respect people when he wants people to respects him?
Why is it that my parents always treats him like a treasure?
Why is it that all the boys are so selfish?
Why is my life likethis?
Why am i born in this freaking world?
Why is that i'm always thinking of him?
Why is that i can't bear to get rid of those letters?!
Why am i so egoish?
Why why why why why why why why why why??

There's so many whys, who can answer me? D': Exams are here, i couldn't get to the mood?
Why am i so dumb? Why am i so unhappy wit myself? Why am i complaining here while my parents are out there working hard? Why am i like this? D':

2009-05-11T18:05:00.003+08:00

I dreamt of you, just now.

Heyo people, i just woke up from my afternoon nap. :P I didn't worked today, because i applied for Leave. :) Stayed at home and studied Social Studies. And now most of it is inside my tiny brain. He he, Fadhila, i'm gonna win you, Nonok head! =D Haha, evil beeeevile. But, i haven't study Diplomacy yet, i still got tomorrow. ^^ Ha, i thought tomorrow having paper, how i know it Wednesday, wtf. I jitao huh? Wednesday ah? Piang eh, i still go study. -.- Lol, stupid me. Ha.

Went to Plaza wit Jason to alter his pants. Met him at Petir, then met Elton at Mac. Then walked to my block, i went home while they go Bangkit for check up for OBS. :) I brought WOODS sweet for Jason, im so sweet, i know. Hahaha.

Went home, slept. Had a stupid dream, lazy to elaborate lehhhh. See first, if later i got mood, i will elaborate, if not.... Too bad yooooo. :P

I found this picture on Yahoo.com >

Cute rightttt? Ha, Hazmi, that's you! Ha ha he he, in your face! xD I'm on MSN wit my dearest Bestf, Joyce. :) She's my Bestf, so whacha wanna do? Ha, i'm so high for no reason. -___-"

Fieza'O: Hek, tomorrow can see you already ^^
Amy ♥: I miss you too la! Ha, ok. Meeeet up again ok!
Kathie: Thanks girl, i've alr tagged you. :)
Chinyi.: Huh? What? Rofl.
BabyyMocha: Sorry la, i linked you already! :) Love you too!
Heroine: Miss you too, doing fine? :B

Baobei !

2009-05-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

Heyo ~! I'm Wenhui , (Weihui) , Emily's Baobei + Hubby ! Ha ha !

It's really my pleasure to be able to post for her ! :D

Yes , we're married , officially lah ! She finally accepted me ? Boo her ! I crush her so long le , then she now then accept me ! Ha ha . Nvm nvm , i'm gonna propose to her soon ! & she say she will love my lovely post because she don't bear to see me sad ! How sweet is my dear wife ! ♥ Give her big kiss , Mwarks ! Haha !

Baobei ah , oh no , Laopo ah , must jiayou for your exam horh ! If not don't propose to you liaos ah ! Ha ha . Ok ok , better faster press "Publish Post" , if not she gonna nag ! x: Ha !

Me luv you most baobei ! ♥

2009-05-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

I feel awful. D':

Woke up at 9am, headed to Jurong. Then went for work, played Wii, knocked off at 5 plus.
Brought a bouquet of rose for mom, :) She loves it, i know. Ha ha, went to Shengshiong to buy groceries then went home. Was texting wit Pork & Baobei.

Pork is sick and Pig wants Pork to get well soon, really!
Pork topped up his card after so many gozillion years. xD

I've gotta study for Socialstudies tonight as well as tomorrow. ^^ Not gonna let Mr Rajkumar dowwwn. :) Gotta talk to J on tuesday, Plan A by me & Baobei.

I'm visiting Blogshops now, and everything is so nice to me. I want that Kappa shoe from http://www.popitoez.blogspot.com/. Do visit, its nice manz. Haha, ok i go hop around alr! Bye.

I'm on msn wit my dearest friend, Khamirul. ^^

Jelyn: Add my new msn, Emoily@live.com.sg :)
carol: No prob, love hun.

Edited, for Khamirul. :)

He wants me to blog about him, and i agreed. :) Seeeeee, i so good ok! Hek, he's a great friend.
The way he talks, walks, looks at people, resembles Farris. Hah, and guess what? I doubt he know it la, but hor. I like him before leh! Haha, ask Shehnaz la. Serious. Ha, and i thought he's from Raffles Institution when he just transfered, how i know........ He's from Northland. Wtf loh. Haha. He's really a nice lad, he was there for me when i'm in a vvvvvv bad mood last week. The way he define his " True Friends " , really made me go laugh out loud. Haha! Thanks aye, love you! Haha, and guess what? After 4 days of seperation, he misses me. Rofl! Hahaha, ok. I got it dude, :) Replies to your tag, >

Ari: I miss you too, ha ha! See ya! xD

2009-05-10T00:45:00.002+08:00

Carol hun. (love)
Happy Birthday Hun, stay happy forever.
Its sad that i couldn't get to see those hognosed spammers, but heck 'em.
You know what? They are jealous of you, ha ha.
Well, i love you! Hek, i do! =)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY EVERY MOMMA!
Dearest mom, happy mother's day!
I love you, sorry for all the mistakes.
Thanks for being there everytime although i know, i'm not a good daughter.
But you know what? You're the best, i love mommy heng. :)
LOVE MAMA!

2009-05-09T23:49:00.003+08:00

Finally, i can post. )': Ha, shall post from Monday! (:

Monday
English paper suck, god. I'm gonna fail manz, rah. :@ Slacked wit Cheryl after school, was afraid to go home, but Cheryl teman me to my door. Thanks bitch. Luv you. Ps./ Follow your heart!

Tuesday
Nearly broke friendship wit my girls. Thanks to Pork, he saved my friendship. He cheered me up by cheering me up. Rofl, rubbishz. Walked to bustop wit Khamirul. Bus to CWP and met Amy & Lina. Had lunch, walked. Then i bus home. Thanks Pork for everything, and thanks for stopping my tears. ^_^

Got the letters back, Mr D was v v good to me! Thanks Mr D, i didn't felt anything. Mrs T, she didn't let my tears came out! I didn't cried when i saw the letters, as in even when i read it! That's amazing and so many people are proud of me! I tried to force myself to cry so as to sleep in a faster and easier way, but i failed. D': But no matter what, Pork wants me to be happy which is me, and not unhappy which is not being me. :)

Wednesday
Was pouring, reached bustop. Saw J. Walked up with him, he's damn hilarious ok. Lolzsx. Shared umbrella, he he. He suck la, just because i got short legs, he laugh at me. Wth, :@ Lessons as so boring, its Wednesday, what do you expect? :/ After schl, went to field, watch the males play soccer then Elton asked me to go Bpp wit him. Went already, go back schl. Weather damn super hot ok, damn it. Rofl. Elton owes my feather pen. :)

Our class won, 2-1. Happy happy happy! =) Again, was friendster messaging Pork. Farris's Ele-fat is wit me, rofl.

Thursday
Schl was ok, damn Pork. Early in the morning disturb me, wtfffff! J is in deep trouble. Fights i assume? And, i'm worried. Not? I don't know ): Went to Queensway wit Shakir, Fana, Emma, Inia, Sup & Fadhila. Again, i'm the only cheena. Took our shirt, walked to Ikea, had Hot-dog buns. Hot-dog makes me think of Pork-Dog ^^Took bus back wit Emma. A not-so-normal guy farted and it smells like rotten eggs. And he seems to be interested in Emma, ha ha. NOT!

Friday
Sat Shuttle bus wit J. Thought i couldn't make it to see him, thanks to Yimling la! Lol, she texted me saying " Emily, i'm on the same bus as Izad :D " Lol, thanks yo! J sound furious and i was freaked out. Had PE, had Badminton. Ha, i miss Badminton practices D': Damn pork, disturb me againnz! After schl, lepak at the canteen wit Angelo, Aslina & Fana. Then walked back wit Angelo & Alson. :B

Bathed, bus to Great World. Interview over, went to had dinner @ Mac. Then bus back, my buttock very pain now. Wtf. Walked to Bangkit, packed dinner. Then went to Sintua wit Dad. Then go Whampoa. Then went to 215 then home. (:

Today
Woke up at 9am, bathed, 9.10am went down and took Ahli's car and head to Whampoa. Shag shag shag. GheeHeng came, saw lesLie, ha ha. Lol la he! -.- Went home about 8pm i think? I forgot, ha ha.

Contacted my long-lost-bestfriend. Found her thru my schoolmate, Shamus. What a small world, my long-lost-bestfriend is Joyce. She's the best, we knew each other since young. We often have sleepovers, picnics and swimmings. I miss her alot, and i'm so happy that i found her. And now, i believe, we've got alot alot to catch up, Joyce Ang Yu Ting, wo hao xiang ni! D': Meet up soon, i want to take a good look at you!

ahLING: I love Ahling sister too! :)
fieza: Ha ha, yuh! Friends la, haha.
♥ Xiaoying says: Tagged alr, love Chiobu! {3
carol: I will take a look later. :)
Sean: Ok, will do it asap. :)
Allure(L): I will, sure. Love you ok.
krystal: Heyo.
rena: Linked. :)
Angie: No prob, :)
Fieza'O: Fieza! (fingers jumping up and down.)

2009-05-09T21:51:00.003+08:00

Heyy people!
Amy here helping my dearest emily happykid to post as her internet has gone crazy already :X
She can't go in websites, including blogging & friendster-ing & facebook :O
So maybe she'll be MIA all all these sites unless she uses her mobile phone to login :)
If you wanna contact her, msn her @ emoily@live.com.sg :D
Her tags would be late reply too, so bear w/ her okayy want blame den blame th com :X
HAHA :P
Oh yah, emily asked me to say that ;
PORK IS IMPORTANT TO EMILY ^^ (L)
LOL, she's mad or smth, so dont care her yeah =X
Lastly, emily happykid me luv die you uhh! ♥
Meetup with me again soon alright?
& This tym, we shall take many many picture tgt kayys ^^
Heh, kayys lahr, shall end here.
Bye people! [:
Loves, ♥

2009-05-03T18:46:00.006+08:00

Its been a year, is it?

Ok, i'm feeeling v anguish here. I got no idea why too, wth. :/ I think 5 of us is gonna quarrel soon. I really wish i can type everything down here, but i doubt i can. It is very hard for me to communicate with you girls. I think i will type everything down here la, easier. Really, sigh...

I seriously hate the feeling of being felt left out. Really, just because of one guy, really Just because of one guy! Why must you girls follow him? Why must you girls let him make the decision? Why must you girls do this? Take him and compare, whenever you girls are unhappy or rather have problems, who faced the problems with you together? This clique, lasted for 1 year and more, i don't want it to be disband, its v hard for us, 5 of us to make it last. We had ups and downs together, really. It is very important to me, but somehow, i have the feeling that you girls don't think the same way as me. I mean it, ):

Ok, i got no mood already, i'm waiting for Pork to online, hopefully he can cheer me up by having a war with me. And apparently, i skipped dinner today, don't ask why. I can only say, i'm such a failure in everything..

Bye.

Angie: Ok, linked.
Nicole: Nothing, its alright.

Edit.
I'm feeling ok alr, no longer anguish. Ha, thank god manz. I think Pet Society saved my night, rofl. I'm on msn wit my ASF sisters, trying to catch up. And, Ahling is so high, rofl. Ha, and i'm on msn wit Nelson (2), BoonPing. He's ok la, first time chatting wit him and he don't think that he looks like Nelson. Rofl, whatever! xD Ok la, i go blog-hopping alr, my ear hurts and i'm effing hungreh. Ha, bye! ^^v

Amy ♥: I will, thanks Happykid! :B
♥ Xiaoying says: Linked, :) Luv Chiobu. But why Chiobu's blog is private eh? Invite me ^^ Add my msn, emoily@live.com.sg I give you my email there yuh! :D

Edited again, at 10.31pm.
I'm going to meet Mr Disaster this week, most probably tomorrow or Tuesday when i got my letters back. I'm going to cry my lungs out, for sure. I got no idea why am i going to cry but i know, i will cry and couldn't stay happy for this bloody week. I'm gonna face it again, alone. The memories, is back, to me by this week. I'm so lost for what to do now, i got no idea what to do now. I thought, by talking to Farris & Pork would help, but no. I'm wrong, totally wrong..
Mr Disaster, be kind to me, treat me better this time, please. Because i'm alone, facing you.
Letters, we're gonna meet again, and i am gonna read it, one by one, letters by letters.

Crying, is here for me. Is my routine, part of my life for this week, really.
I'm gonna show a sulky face, from tomorrow, 6am onwards.
J won't be able to see me smiling to him, as in smiling in a real way..
Farris is trying v hard to cheer me up, i appreciate it alot.
I'm listening to " I don't love you by MCR. "
Fana just called and said good night.
Why am i still so moody after that chat? D:

Fuck it, really. D:

Allure(L): no problem. Goodbye.

2009-05-02T21:40:00.007+08:00

Woke up at 11am. Slept around 3.30am last night. I couldn't get to sleep, duh. Before going to sleep, i was thinking of the past, wtf. Neverm, skip this. ;) Went to Cck and meet Sri. Then go Batok, Ilah's house. Then Westmall, saw SerHan. Rofl, then bought presents than bused to Orchard. Went to Orchard Parade Hotel, Shehnaz's 16. The room is super super pink, lol. Her brother got band de leh! Got one guy name Fadhil(?) he's super super cute, really. I took pictures wit him, ha ha. Suke! :B Left around 6.30, walked to Taka, then i trained to Woodlands then bus home. Thats all, yuh. :)

I'm v irritated by this idiot, > kiong_93@hotmail.com He sibeh irritating ok. Wtf, you fuck off. Bye, i'm off to edit Shakir's blog. ;D

Amy ♥: Happykid, i also miss you la!
S. Shermin: Hey, i think you're the one who's promoting the gangster mood around,you tagged me just because you wna find troubles wit me after viewing ASF blog. And yuh, like duh. People sees you tagging me like this for no reasons of cause will tag you back la, rofl. So you're tryna to say i'm a gangster? Wow, and like hello. Why would i take down your number when i'm not trying to start a problem wit you? Dirtying? Who dirtied first? I don't mind yknow? Thanks anyway, for deciding to end it here, rofl. Takecare & last long. ;)
Sherlyn: =)
' 小zhu: Love too! ^^
Q-ianHui ; ♥: Ya.
Joyce Joysie.: Ha, misses! xD
Chinyi.: Missed and relinked. :)
Jelyn: Dadadadada, wo miss ni! :)

2009-05-01T13:44:00.005+08:00

Today damn tired, i'm at my workplace now. My back is aching, my legs too. ):
I woke up at 9am, morning called laoban. JiaXing uncle and Cass auntie came just now, for her DS game. I'm gonna knock off at 9pm plus, so yuh. I think when i reaches home, i will sleep man. Tomorrow going to Orchard Parade Hotel for Shehnaz's 16. But the dress code, seriously v v headache man. Its Pink and White. Wtff? -.-

Dearest J,
yes, what happened between us was 2 years ago. You did things that was unfaithful to me and we broke up. You were my 1st boyf, and my last ex. I told myself, should i ever fall in love wit you again, i am a fool. And now, i don't want to be a genius but a fool. Its obvious that feelings were developed and nobody dared to make the move. J, i promise i'll company you to the bustop if i can, because the Sec 4's are having lsns after schl for Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday. I'll make it up to you ok, love you! :D

Q-ianHui ; ♥: Thanks for your tag. :)
Allure(L): I miss you too!
S.Shermin: Your blog v nice ley, last long! ^^

Edited.
Now is 6.43pm. Yeay, heard from Ahli that sales was v good. God damn happy ^^ Ha, im on msn wit my dearest Happykid, Amy! Ha ha ha ha ha, i love her laaaaaaaaa. Hah, ok. Bye! xDDDD

Amy ♥: Happykid! I miss you alot too, sure. Meet up soon
again, and snapsnap ok! Wo ai ni la, you rock too! ^^v
krystal :]: I luv babydoll too. :)

Edited @ 11.19pm.
I knocked off at 10pm, shag shag shag. V v v shag. Kill me kill me, just kill me. But i think better don't kill me, i haven't enjoyed fully, and also haven't spent enough moneyyy! $_$
Monday's English paper, wtfhfhfhf. Ok, skip this. I'm so tired now, and i'm v v moooody. I just somehow quarrelled wit my Preciouslady, Venice. Seriously, i really don't like it when people come and look for me to just want me to help 'em do somthing. Forget it, i'm off to bath now. I'm so super mooody. :/

S. Shermin: Firstly, i do not know you. And for no reason? If you're fed up wit me, you can spam me? Aku angkat bola? I step lian? Promoting the gangsterism mood around? Rofl? Whatever you like la, if you think you'll feel better after saying all these, then go on luh. Because i'm none of the above. :)

Edited @ 12.01am, again.
I'm feeling better after hearning JefferyWhale scolding vulgarities on the phone to me, but he's scolding another girl who jio-meng him, rofl. Another thing was Iman (Farris). His tags, is damn hilarious, its like as is we so many years/days never meet, rofl. But thanks la fake-boyfie. :) I appreciate it alot, hek. And Jeffery went diam because of me, he did that because i showed sad face, ha ha! Ha, i'm on msn wit Iman, Jeffery, B.abymantha, Amy & Alson. Bye! ;D

Iman: You also study hard loh, you kidnapped my eraser ok. Rofl, wah. Fierce sey, ha ha. See you on Monday! Good luck for your English paper on Monday!

2009-04-30T20:12:00.003+08:00

Kamilah. :O

Monday
Didn't want to wake up, but thought of J, so woke up. Reached bustop, saw J. Lsn was boring, shan't elaborate. :/ Recess.... Ok la, skipped meal tho. Couldn't send J to the bustop, sorry dear! Went to bpp wit Aslina, Vivien & Cheryl. Ate KFC. Then walked around, Aslina & Vivien left while me & Cheryl went to Bangkit, argh what the fuck. Skip this. -.- Met Hun there, so surprise really! ;) One thing that really made me happy! I found my ezlink card, and J is happy for me ^^

Tuesday
School was ok, had 2 hrs of art. My layout, is still not donee! My hand, i don't dare to start drawing. Geez! After schl, rushed to the bustop as J already signed out and he got only 70 mins to reach hostel. Walked down wit J and his friend. I love walking wit J. :) After waiting for bus, i walked up alone. Hogly humans came, say some stuffs that only hogly people can say. Ha ha. :B Went for chinese oral, was v easy! He he, went home, bathed, slept, dined. Then went to Bpp wit Jason. Met Ying and Cheryl there. Slacked awhile jiu go home le, because we wanna watch tv. :) Haha, ShengWu won!! Texted wit Tina & Babyaiai, slept at 11pm.

Wednesday
Cabbed to schl wit Jason. Then went canteen, then went to borrowed Social Studies book from Sec 3 students wit Farris. Had Fast, and i'm gonna fail, zero i assume. :X Had math, ah yah! Emily seriously need to be serious in her studies man, exp Math! ): MotherTongue, teacher didn't came, slacked in class. Recess, skipped meal. Geog, had test, sat wit Farris. He drew the Oxbow right, damn hiliarious ok. Ha ha, lol. Phy, felt v pekchek. For no reasons, i think is because of Alson and Farris. -.- Then stayed back for awhile, then left schl wit Jason, Ying, Tina & Lingsheng. Went Community Centre and had lunch wit Jason & Ying. Then i went home.

Today
If you girls happens to read this, that will be great. Firstly, i feel that i'm so left out when i'm wit you girls. Secondly, you guys don't keep your promises. Thirdly, you girls don't come clean wit me when i need you girls to. Lastly, you girls like to talk among yourself and made me felt odd. Really, i'm not someone whom you can look for if you're alone, ask yourself. Deep inside your heart, have i ever existed? This 3/4 years sistership is going nowhere, really. How long can it last? Let's hope for the best. :')

Got my chinese oral mark, 41/5o. Yeayyyyy! Ha ha, socialstudies... I got ZERO. Ah suck man, really. Had crosscountry after AIP. Wanted to get into Top 50. But didn't, i got 94th place. Wtf, shit you Emilyyyyyyyyy!!

- Vivien stepped on my shoe on the starting line.
- Had gastric. -.-
- Almost faint, wtffff?

Damn it, i'm so disappointed in myselfffff. Damn fucked up man, grrr. Was looking for J, but in the end couldn't find him )= Then went to eat Pear. I ate 3 Pear! Ha ha, lol! Then went to the hall for Prize Presentation, saw J. He gave me a pear, and asked me to eat it. I was like, oh ok! And the Pear, i swear. Its god damn super sweeeeeeet! =D And seriously, i miss J alot, now.

I'm so tired nowww, i'm working tomorrow. Grrrrrrrah, bye!

Amy ♥: I miss you too, fred not. ;)
passer: Nope, i'm a pure chinese. Why? :)
Your secret lover (: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, ok.
Passerby: Oh, its closed alr. I'm too busy. :/
Passerbyyyyy: Oh, ha ha. Ok, thanks. ^^
XiaoAiko: Ha ha? Rofl, lol! :)
:D: I think you're the dog here, ha ha.
XX: Lol? I didn't? Ha.
passer: Oh, i mix wit Malay peoples alot, ha. :)

2009-04-26T21:34:00.006+08:00

I've been having flashbacks of you lately, again.

Woke up at 9.30am. Was on the phone wit Joshua last night. And also, i dreamt of him. -.- The dream was so damn hilarious la, ha ha. Its too sweet for me ok, rofl. He told me that he wants to come to my house and talk to my grandma regarding to me & him's relationship. And, he said he want to propose to me. Ha ha, that was what he said to me last night which is too fake to me. :) But at least, he entertained me. Ho ho, damn good la you! xD He proposed today, wit a sweet (i'd say) message, or rather disgusting message :/ Ha, and i agreed as a form of courtesy. But i hate him when he laughs at my height ok, damn him. Tall so? 175 only ma! I will catch up wit you soon, you shall see!! i still got 15 more cm/s to go, ha ha. Sound so "impossible". Lol.

Left work at 6.45pm. Was suan-ing Ahli. Then Harris & Christine Sister drove me back, his car smells like peach. And i am hungry now. :/ Haas, omfg! Tomorrow's monday like finally! Yeayeayeayeay! I can see my dearest Jumihaizad already! And the sad thing is i've got English paper tomorrow. ); Then tuesday's my Cheena paper. Grahhhhh, i hate exams!

I've been missing you lately, i was so fuck up wit my thoughts of you.
I'm going to stop myself from thinking of you, going to your blog, going to your baby's blog.
I cannot go on like this, i'm feeling so unsure of everything. Argh :@

emily:D: Twintwin, heck 'em la. :)
joshua: Hey husband! Ha, ok.
Lina: Heyo girl, thanks alot! Luv you too.
psby: You're indeed v guailan here, tsk. Rofl, big time fool.
Krystal :]: Thanks! :)
♥小han: Thanks sister, love you! {3

Edited./]
You guys know whatttttttt? My damn brother is addicted to the damn DotA nowww! Firstly, i hate DotA alot, alot alot alot! Groans* And another thang, i'm so hungry. I'm asking my youngest brother cook-to-be to cook 100 mee for me ^^ Yeay, you're gonna bet that its tasty! ;D Ok, bye! And, Eugene Tan Kong En, if you're addicted to DotA, you'll be dead, real dead!!!!!!! :@

Ps./Eugene Tan Kong En's my brother. ;O
Ps./Again, Annette from 1D Chestnut Drive, don't step big fuck ok. You pubor, knn. Try me, i will give you hell! Got play shirt dai sai? You're nothing but just a big time slut, don't diao me lah hor, i will slap you, you bet that. -'-

2009-04-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

Friday
School........ Ok lah, sat wit Pork face on the shuttle bus. (Hazmi) Didn't manage to fine my Ezlink, grahhhhhhhh. Your mama no hairrrrrrrr!! Damn sad man, i skipped my meals, fucktard la! ); Chemistry, Suhaimi flared up and "swayed" the table. And i was looking for my table as during Phy, Haojie moved my table. Then Suhaimi table got his Calculator. Then the calculator flewed to my cheekbone, and its like this. >
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Taken on Friday night. So sad, so painful. ); Walked down wit Izad, :) He laughed at my height, and most importantly, my briuse. D; He's discharging from Singapore Boy's Hostel during July or earlier!! Yeayeayeayeayeay! Then he board his bus alr, met Sidek, Fana & Aslina. Then bus to Queensway again. Ordered tees, had lunch at Ikea, he he. Oh my, i miss Jumihaizad, alot alot alot. );
And to my girl, Sim Ying Ying, sorry if i'm harsh, but you should be frank to me, yknow?

Today!

Woke up at 9, had nightmare. As told by my bro, i screamed like nobody business, haah. Dreamt that my dad & mom passed away. T.T I only know that when i woke up, there's still tears at my yan-jiao. D: Stupid dream! Cabbed down Whampoa wit Ahli & Mom. Knocked off at 6pm, then went to Sintua, then went to Ten Mile meet Bro. :)

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss my dearest Jumihaizad. Faster monday, i wanna see him! D:

Lina Jie: Yeah, 53 kg. Lol, white lies uh!
LadyyUnappreciate: Ok, sure.
passer: Huh, what you mean? Are you trying to say that i like malays? Lol, yeah. my first boyf was a malay guy. :)
psby: Oh, ha ha. Is it? Sorry, i'm not. :)
Eiko!: Yeayeay, fasterrrrrrr! Love you much!
:D: Haha, thanks. :)
emily:D: Heyo twintwin. Imy. {3
anon=: Er, ok. Thanks.
pb: Pb? Pubor? Hahahaha!
babydoll: Hello Babydoll! :)

2009-04-20T21:33:00.002+08:00

School was ok, time flies really very fast. Next week is my exams alr. Yet, i haven't even started to revise lah, omgz. Recess....... Wanted to cut queue by asking Izad to help me buy, but he tk layan me sial, kurangaja. Hazmi the pork face, damn good. He said he don't know me, like wth!! In the end, Sakinah let me buy, ^^ Assembly, celebrated International Friendship Day. Had a mini concert. Shan't talk about the concert, because it don't look like a concert to me but a free-show. Rofl lah, ha ha.

Tuesday
School was so boring. Morning was pouring, like siao. Waited for the 4th bus, :) Had geog for the 1st period. Didn't sat wit Farris but Aslina. Farris calls me Tan. Like so bad right. I didn't call him by Patar man, tsk. My 4 girls ain't in school, so had recess wit Sidek and co. Izad looked sick, (sad) Had english, then math. Then after school, walked down wit Sup, Aslina, Sidek and Izad (L) Then bus 961 down to Queensway for class tee. Had lunch at Ikea, nice! Bus back wit Sidek and Aslina. She damn funny la! xD Passed by the Queensway Student Hostel. Was so disgusted by their surroundings, lol. Wondering Izad's hostel's surrounding. Ha. Reached home, slept after bathe. Was woken up by some no-need arguements. -.- Went to Bpp wit Yeeru, the rest lazy to elaborate la.

Wednesday
Its the 22nd, and my mood was so screwd till Izad made me smileeeeeee...... :D Love ya!!
Got Silver award for SYF 2009! Bravo, everyone! xD Izad's class had a soccer match wit 4G. They lost, and he was so fuck-up. > heard from Elton de la, lol. Butbutbutbut, i made him smile, so does he, made me smile! {3 I told him some dao-li, lololol. Then waited for him to sign out, then go canteen. Then me & Elton Fucker left schl while Izad went back to Hostel. I love him, ha ha!

Thursday
School suck today, so does my mood. I lost my Ezlink card, (fucktard!!!!!) This is the info of my ezlink . >
- Has a smiley sticker wit my name, Emily on it pasting on my photo.
- Has a sticker saying Jumihaizad, (heart shape) pasting on the back of the card.
I'm god damn sad about it man, howhowhowhow. )= At one point of time, i missed you..
I was listening to " Ni Zui Jin Hao Ma - S.H.E " I didn't know that i still misses you till that point of time, really. I always tell myself that i hate you, you're a hongster etc. But i actually missed you, wtf. You said, you won't forget me, even as a friend. Ask yourself, didn't you had already forgotten me? Is your heart having heartache now? My answer to you is Yes, i won't forget, neither will i. Heartache, yes, but who cares? I told myself, i've alr given up on you. :)

2009-04-19T21:45:00.003+08:00

(ha ha?)

Went to Whampoa for work, at Ghee Heng Ahli shop. Was fun, but v quiet. As in no sales. -.- Only manage to sell 41 stuffs, Jason and Elton came and look for me. ^^ Harris and Cristine sister came, Vivi came too, she's damn super super duper cute. Will upload her picture soon. Real soon, ok la. I'm on msn wit Farris, the budak. Jeffery the Ah hai. :)

I want to say, i truly likes Izad, i don't treat him as a sparetyre. He's my first love, and still he is still my only ex boyfriend. I really likes him, although he hong me before, but yknow what? He's better than Nelson, at least he don't agrees to bettings and he cares for me. ^^ So, people or rather fag, you yes you. I'm over Nelson, that wonderful guy who don't know how to appreciate me, and i'm into Izad now, really. Izad, i love you. :)

I told this to Farris, "Farris > Budak besar yang gemuk dan suka merokok". He answered me wit this, "emily > budak kechik yang bodoh dan bongok"
He suck ok, he thinks im a stupid girl, wtf. -.- Tomorrow he dieeeeee! :@

Ok, replys of tags! >

Cheryl. : Yuh, whatever. -.- paisey la.
(: : Eh, thanks. Ha ha, i know she's pretty. :)
♥ Shiping : I miss you too!
Inez : Sister, luv and miss you!
Sara.L / 大Insanity : Thanks! Luv!
小 Heartless : Ok, sure.
Joyce. : Make sure ah, love Hunney.
XiaoPao : Er, sorry. Not recruting alr. :)
psby : I'm 53 kg, 160cm tall. And i don't treat Izad as a sparetyre, please.
sakinah : You look cool, ha ha. Don't want ley! :/
passerby : Thanks, ha ha. :)
inia : Err, i don't want the donut. Haha! <3

2009-04-17T14:13:00.003+08:00

Thursday
School was a boreee, didn't enjoyed at all ley! :@ Had speech day rehearsal, Chinese dance got Gold Award for their SYF. Seeing 'em bursting in tears really pressures me as well as Drama Society. All the perofrming arts group got their results already. Slow bodoh, can faster anottt?! Left school at about 7.15pm wit Alastair, Jason, Elton, Ying, Lingsheng & Tina. Reached home, skipped Dinner. Went to sleep, Jeffery didn't called, boxim! Tsk.

Friday
Woke up at 5.23am. Was feeling v unwell, its been like 1 weeeek! :/ Went to school, had sitting rehearsal for the students who are not performing. Those who are performing, including the parade participants are at the Gallery. Was sitting beside Izad. :) Talked. Then he asked me to go back to my Drama incase i get scolded from mdm yap. Then went to Sakinah's house and played wit her webcam. >

Look at sakinah. ha ha ha ha ha!!! :D

Aslina so happy? -.-

Aslina & Sakinah is (loveeeeee!)

Peformed for Speech day, Anderson from 3C marched like a fat idiot. Hahaha, lololol!! Izad watched me perfomed as he got home leave and can go home late. Lolol, i feel so so happy! Recieved praises from Izad (L), teachers and Mr Nasim. :) Left school around 9pm, actually wanted to leave school wit Izad as he asked me to, but i ego siaaaaaal! I want to, but i told him i don't want, wthhhhhh. D': But boy, i don't mean it man. ); Went off wit Sidek, Aslina, Sakinah & Angelo. Sidek send me Izad's photo, cute nyerrr! I changed my screeensaver already! From Yoga to Izad. :) Love love love loveeeeeeeeee!

2009-04-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 6am by Fadhila's text, asking whats the first 3 periods before recess. I was thinking, wahpiang, early in the morning test my memory. Nua-ed on my bed for 30 mins, then got up for schl. Mood was pretty well, lol. Social studies was fun as usual wit Mr Raj. English, fell asleep in the midst of doing compo, lol. Physics, no mood, was sick. Walked to canteen wit Fana, Sri, Aslina & Fadhila. Izad kept staring at me wit his Ncc uniform, cuteeeee!! Didn't ate for recess, i think my habit is back, my gastric is gonna come and visit me soon! :O Went for art, did layout. Assembly suck, was v v sleepy. After school, lepak in the canteen, Izad waved to me, cute! ^^ Went for drama, played games, watched Parade after that, i like Ncc's fancy drill the most! Walked back wit Ying, Tina, Jason and Lingsheng. Reached home, bathed, slept. Had fever, but still companied Jason to Bpp, tsk. I so good righttt. Then he walked me home, ya.

Tuesday
Happy birthday, Brother. ;D
Had a bad, very very bad flu. Was so pathetic man, i even went to the extend asking Mr Nasim (V. Principle) for Panadol! Wth, die man. I was sneezing all the way, can say for the whole day i kept sleeping and looked like i just cried. Lol? Pathetic righttttt.? );

Wednesday
School was ok, sat wit Farris during Geog. And, the most proudest thing is that i touched Farris's super long eyelashes!!!!!!! I am god damn super proud of myself, haha. Slept during Physics. After school went to Hall for Speech day rehearsal. Left school wit Shakir, Farris, Jenica, Fana, Akif & Michelle. But end up walking wit Farris, he got pissed off and he kept scolding vulagrities on the way to Pending. I was like "enough la, bitch." Lololol. And i noticed something very nice about him, he's actually a v v nice friend, a gentleman. Walked to Pending wit him, then i walked home. Reached home, bathed, like no life likethis. Watch Tv, but fell asleep. Jeffery called, he suckkkkkkkkk. He said i'm a noob, yuh yuh. I agree lah, damn you. -'- Hung up at 2am plus, because he gotta work then i got school. :)

2009-04-12T19:46:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, i miss you so. (sad face)

Working was ok. I'm effing hell bored. I wish i got a gun now, so that i can shooooot everyone who's annoying to me. Ha ha! I wanna shoot You, freaking fag. & all the hongsters! :D Ha ha ha.

You, I'm sorry, for being so frank. Yes, when i find my Mr Right, i will let you know. & yes, i promise you. I will give up in a happy manner and not sad manner in case you'll be sad for me. Haas. :)

Fyi, i miss my Joshua Brother alot alot alot. & also Carol Hun. They're so happy/glad that i've made the right choice, ha ha. Lol? Ok lah, i go work on my Story blogggg nowww! Byebye! :)

I'm on msn wit Jeffery & Kristlyn. Heh, luvz.

Lina Jie : Tag for fun lah, Bei Lin! Ha ha.
:) : Another bei lin without name, tsk.
Tina : Yuhyuh, i know lah. Sweet giler lah, lol. What sweet? -.- Lameshit.
Cheryl. : Biatch, i miss you hellllllloooottttssss!! Come to school ok!
Lina Jia : Whut you want? -.- Bei lin, lol.
Yukiyo ; ♥ : Sister, lub ya.
Venice. : No problem, lol. Battlefield mah, lololol.
{♥}小han : Linked & i love you. (L)

Edited./
I'm done wit my Storyblog. Www.em-sayz.blogspot.com :) Do visit, tag and link me ok.
I know there'll be negative comments for sure, confirm with a guarantee chop, but its my blog, not yours. Ha ha, so yuh. Do support alright. ^^ And, Being in Chung Cheng High School, Main ain't big deal, Chestnut Drive ain't that bad, lol. In a good school, but turns out to be a not-good student. Ohmy, :O
Okay, gotta go! Bye luv onez. Tomorrow's school, finally! ^^ Off to clean my nail-polish already!
Tag ok, luvvvvvvv.

2009-04-12T10:12:00.002+08:00

Sisters are forever ^^v

Watched Dark Water last night till 12am wit Mom & Brother. I took efffing long time to force myself to sleeeep lahhhh, tskkk. The show was nice, but v v v v scary. Sassy & her friend, Rebecca kept appearing on my mind. Dark waters seems to be just under my bed, grah. Total got 4 person pei me text till i sleep. No, i mean 1 only. Lingsheng & Tina didn't replied, i guess they sleep alr? Only Isaac pei me, thank you la Dog. :) Hahahaha. I swear that i'm not going to watch that show at night alr, shit you! Isaac texted me this " Ok nitez scared than think of me haha" I was like, err, ok. Lol!

Woke up at 9.22am, jitao sian diao, because that number really suck this time. But that number use to have great memories, fyi. Ok, shit you Em. :) Today's sunday, i'm working! ^^ Ohyuh, i'm opening a blog writting stories based on my Lovelife. It will be ready by next week uh. [; Ha, so yaw. Do check it out ok?

Ok, i'm on msn wit Farris, Ahling, Yukiyo & Janice. :) Bye!

To everyone on my tagb, please stop it?
Lina Jie, don't tag anything regarding to Pearlyn or whoever. Ok? :) Luv ya.
To the annoying ".." please lah hor, you bei lin siboh? Knn, puborkia. I got enough alr lah. Please stop being so annoying. You are so so so freaking annoying because you're not tagging wit your beautiful name leyz. Tsk, worse that my dog. At least my dog has a name. Lol? Ohyeh, i bet you're a 2 headed snake, poor thang. -.-

2009-04-11T20:19:00.003+08:00

I've stopped after 9 months 12 days. (clap or cry?)

Ok, 2nd post. I finished editing ASF blog, and its public nowwwww. Yeahhhhh, i'll make sure ASF will last ok! :) Uhm, Isaac is eating steamboat nowww, grah. I hate him ): Never jio me uh! Ha ha, he asked me not to go and sleep, gotta wait for him to text me then can sleep. -.- Ok loh, twin bully twin man. Tsktsk, and guess whatttt? He said he'll love school because can see me! Ha ha, i feeeel damn "rockstar" lah. Haha, lol? Ok lah, i gotta go and daydream now! Oh ya, Jenica is now making a fuss over hair, saying her hair is like emo type, and also ah-lian type. Like hello?! You'll look great, trust me. Ohmy, my mood is so good, idk why? :/ Ohyuh, i added new songs to my playlist, its super nice de ok.

"Kiss me thru the phone, see you later on."
"Baby, i know that you like me, you're my future wifey"

2009-04-11T16:57:00.002+08:00

(Whatever)

Friday

Woke up at 9, watched tv, comped, bathed. Met Isaac at Pending Stn @ 11am. Trained to Bedok, damn him for being so blardy tall. He kept disturbing me can, tsk. & he loves it when people says Sorry to him. And guess whut? I said quite a number of times because he knows how to take Mrt whereas i don't know how to. He said he will go missing if i don't apologise to him. Like wtffff? Fine, humph. See we same birthday hor! Slept on the way there, hit his shoulder, lol? He's PSP's song really succccck (some) Lololol! Met Shane & Tina at the bustop, went to the party. Me & Isaac's motto is to EATTTTTTTTTT! Went to Vivo, walked around, met Jason, was so boredddd. Stupid Isaac keep disiao-ing me, wth. Then Isaac went to meet his Aunt at Marina while me, Tina & Jason bused back to Panjang. Ate dinner, they left for Fajar while i walked home. Ohyeh, Isaac has 6 Pacszsxxz!! D: & he loves to touch my forehead just because its soft.

Now there's 4 you/s.

You, why must you drag the time? Quickly end it, i beg you. You really are mysterious! You, i'm damn confuse now. I'm feeling like Xin-niao-niao lah! Faster make the move, so that i will not mingle around anymoreee! D: You, i want to give up on you, seriously. This relationship goes nowhere. Tsk, pathetic. You, wtffff? Why are you back? -.- I don't want You, please. [;

Today

Woke up at 9.30am. Went to Polyclinic wit Grandma, skipped work today. Tian ah, i'm broke already leyyyyyyy. -.- Today was fun, wit Lina Jie, Ningning, Miko & Auntie Hoon. [; yehyehyeh, ha ha ha ha ha. I smell like you-know-who. HAHAHAHA.?

Specially for all the no-brains ones on my Tagb. :)
Hey, are you guys done? Lol, super stupid. Tsktsktsk, i was wondering, after spamming me, what advantage will you guys get? What do you expect my reaction to me? Cry? Beg? Ha ha ha. Greatest joke man, omfg. :D Stop all these, you're making a fool out of yourself, ohmy. As a matter of fact, i only put up make-ups if i have to like Perfo, outings. Natural beauty is what you're tryna to say, then why talk about me not knowing how to doll up like Pearlyn? Lameshit. Who's the idiot here? Hahaha, jokerz. P & Babydoll, thanks for helping. I appreciate it. & to the idiot
or AA who created Anti-ASF. Hahahah, nice blog anyway. I like the skin, haha?
Whut reaction do you expect from us? Fight back? Ohno, you're wrong man. We're
much more human-like than compared to you, haha! Ok, tag more ok? Lol, bunch of
jokerz really. Tsktsk!

2009-04-09T16:40:00.002+08:00

I hope i'm not, anymore.

School was ok, only enjoyed Recess? -.- Because lsn really suck, alot. Damn it. And i can't study at all lah, Mr Han moved my place during Chemistry. Urgh, like go to hell lah! Had Captain Ball match wit 4C. 3rd place is our's. :) Yeh yeh yeh~ After school, got bored. So went around teh school asking students these questions wit Fana, Michelle. >

Saw Akif? Farid's son?

Saw my dog? Its been missing since school ended, and i'm so anxious!!

Saw my mosquito? Argh, i miss it!

Saw my lizard? Like what the helll man! Got saw?

Saw my red bra? I didn't wore it for 2 week already!

Their reaction is super duper funny, esp the sec 1 kiddo. He jitao run sial, lol!~ Fana and me kept laughing, lolololol. Was bored again, did Boxers Survey. [; Went around wit a Yellow Book. Asking girls whether they prefered Guys in Boxers/Underwear/G-string/Panties/Nothing at all are hot? Yknow what? They prefered Boxers. Lololol. As for guys, i asked this. Hi, are you wearing boxers? If yes, what colour is it? Is there any pattern on it? And first to be asked by me was Shakir followed by Farris. Lololol, HA HA HA. Will ask again, wit Jenica [; Walked home wit Jason, Tina & Ying after watching Soccer Matcho. Our class won, Suhaimi scoerd 3 goals & Dzikri scored 1. Bravoooooo~

2009-04-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

Busy wit stuffs.

Happy 14th to VenicePreciousLady! ;]

School was ok. Mrs Kalai wasn't here for English Lsn, so Mr Nassim took over for like 35 minutes? Yep, he's super cartoon lah, ha ha. Captain ball was cancelled. Was expecting 4A to walkover, ha ha. :P But in the end also never, -.- Damn Izad, see suey me, say my class confirm lose. Humph, i win for you too see! :D After school went to Library for Mass Lecture by Mr Nassim. Wit 4C, studied English & Chemistryyyy. (sianz) Went for drama, quarrelled wit Shehnaz, nevermind. Fuck it. This is my monday, your's? :)

Tuesday is oh-so-boring.

I only know that Izad said 4 "sorry" to me, ha ha ha! He is the best ex, lol? (W) But, he's cute, hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahah. -.-

Wednesday

Woke up at 5, damn fucking tired. Bathed, got ready, cabbed to school wit Hadi, Irene & Yeeru. Had Macdo for breakfast. :) Left for SYF @ Catholic Junior College. Was very very terrifying, but it was a great experience tho. Mdm Fatimah put on my make-up. & its in pink colour. So eww. While acting, heard the Angmoh judge laugh, its like ho-ho-ho. Lol? I tolerated and held my laughter till i get to the backstage. Lololol. Watched 2 school's perfo. Hua Yi Sec & Jurong Sec. Both same thang lah, sad storyyy. I almost fell asleep lah, lol! (no offence) Had lunch at their canteen, bused back school. Washed off makeups, dismissed. I went back to class, lol. I didn't knocked door and i just walked in, lol. In the end, Mr Lee drove me out, -.- Whatever laaah! Lol. Saw Izad, lol! Saw Yingying & Tina, walked to Canteen together.

Talked to XiaoCai & XiaoShadow. A.k.a Jiancai & Jonathan. We knew each other since Primary 5 i think? I use to sit wit XiaoCai loh, hahahah! Talked for awhile, lepak wit Jenica & Rena. Then went to Parade Sq to watch Parade for Speechday '09 Saw Izad, lol? He kept tao-chio lah, damn him. Went back wit Lingsheng, Alastair, Jason, Elton(?), Sean, Tina, Ying. Reached home, was texting wit someone-who-don't-want-me-to-say and Nelson.

2009-04-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

Last night, i took a long time to sleep.

Saturday

Went to Lot1 for breakfast wit Sri, Aslina & Emmabell. Only ate one pancake, harshbrown & milo. Lol, trained to Jurong East, then to Woodlands then to Boonlay for flag day. My bag is the heaviest, yeay yeay! ;D After that, went to Lot1, then went under block, then trained to Woodlands, Micheal's house. Celebrated Fieza's 16. Boys were playing Wii, Sri too. Bowling rock, lol? Haha, Farris pantat last warning, lol! Suppose to leave with Aryna, but i went off first, sorry girl. Walked to interchange, was otp wit Heartaye, memories came back while waiting for 963, fuck you. Reached home, bath, slept. Skipped dinner.

Sunday

Woke up at 6.30am. Couldn't sleep after that, was day-dreaming. Left for work. Working was a bore, couldn't concentrate, vomitted. Jeffery called me, this is our convo, sibeh funney. lol

Jeffery: Eh, ni zai na li? Xia lai Tamp zao wo ley, wo sibeh sian bodoh!

Emily: Huh, wo zai Timah ley, xia lai zao wo la.

Jeffery: Timah na li?

Emily: Hawker centre.

Jeffery: Ok, deng yi xia da gei ni.

2 mins later.............

Emily: Eh, ni zai na li?

Jeffery: Pasir Ris.

Emily: Wah, superman sial!

Jeffery: Laugh damn loud*

Lazy to type liao, zzz. I onlyknow that Jeffery pangseh me, he go Malaysia instead of Lot1 meeting me, grr. Neverm, he promised to meet me next time ^^v

Janice: Linked. :)
Lina: Thanks girl. :D
x lerr,: Add my msn, Emoily@live.com.sg :)
Joyce.: :)
Cherie. :D: Darlingaiai!
carol: Hey hun.
JACIA '[: Sister!
Allure(L): Sister! (love)
Janice: Thanks sister.
iLah: What ahma uh! Ha ha, imyt.
Pearlyn.: Already said, we've got nothing to say alr.
Nicole: Alright, soon!
Yuxuan.: Who are you? Dont you know that we've got nothing so say alr?
Allure(L): Its alright.
babydoll: Ok.
Patricia says: Text me alr what.
Junli: Oh yeh, you called Ain a elephant, then how about you? You're not slim either, anyway, this matter is like nothing alr? Don't you know that? If you think you're prettier, go on. -.- This is not a beauty contest, wth.
Passerby: Its under construction.
:): Mai lame lah hor, name? No name ah? Animal.
Nicole: Ignore 'em la, :)

2009-04-03T20:30:00.003+08:00

Fucktard.

School was ok, Chemistry suck. No longer friends wit Pearlyn. Things goes likethis. >

Heard that she brought the letters that i wrote to Nelson to her school, she brought it to her class, and showed her classmates saying "I'm going to patch with Nelson already." She still talked behind me, saying "Dont trust emily, she's a shameless bitch." If you guys did read her blog as well as Nelson's, do understand and stop all the spammings. She showed the letters aroung, talked cork about me. Asking her classmates to not trust me. Like what the fuck? Its fine if you dislikes me, frankly speaking, i knew it long ago that you talked behind my back, but i just forget it. But this time, i just can't tolerate anymore. If you wanna patch wit Nelson, go on alright? Like hey, doomsday ain't here yet -.- Stopping the letters, 1st august, giving up on Nelson, fine. I will treat it as its other people's idea ok. Forget it, pfft.

But as a matter of fact, i'm very glad that we were once Xingan, Friends & Sisters. I've never regretted knowing you, really. You're special in another way, but not everyone understands, i doubt you do too. We knew each other because of Nelson, we severed ties is also because of Nelson. Takecare & just to let you know, its never hard to change for good. [; To spammers: Hey faggots/hags out there, if you want to spam me, go on. But wit your name, yep. I'm not going to get irritated by it because you're just being plain stupid, lol! Fancy you spamming someone whom is also a victim? Like get a life please?

Me & Cheryl pledge to be Singleporean till we finds out Mr Right. Both of us are learning to give up, learning to love you as a friend. Its never easy, but we'll win this, [; I've never blamed anyone, its fate. Friends lasts longer. [;

2009-03-30T19:52:00.003+08:00

You missed everything,

Monday

Lesson was so boring. All band members left school for Singapore Youth Festival. Class was v quiet without Fadhila & Idris, and of cause, the very best girl, Fana. ); Assembly, sat wit Sri Darlink. Fell asleep, teachers were kind enough to let me sleep, hek hek hek. :P Woke up, saw Farris & Aryna. Then dismissed liao, went to Canteen lepak wit Praba, Isaac, Cheryl, Tina, Ying & Vivien. Then went to Artroom, Bandees were there. Saw Farris, he he. Yep, he's still into the convo between me, Amy and him, lol. Band got bronze for SYF. After drama, got worried for our Drama SYF & other stuffs. (bitch)

Tuesday

Was late for school as well as Geography class. Sat wit Farris. ^^ Art, was ok. Recess, worst. English, boring. Math, Shakir, Angelo & Emmabell went to Parade Sq wit me. Purpose is to make me eat medi for Menses, -.- Skipped AIP as i don't feel like going. A official came, they sat together, look so perfect, no mistakes. Yet, still smiled at me. I'm sorry, i didn't manage to smile back. Went to Drama, did 3 full runs. Was super shag, but bobian, needa strive silver/gold for SYF! Went home wit Farris & the rest, but in the end i walk home, fuck Pms, grah. Sorry Peter, );

Wednesday

April fool, i got fooled 3 times, wth. First is Ahmad, telling us that they are alr in school, ask us to walk up. Lucky Idris told me, today April fool la girl! Lol, si Ahmad. -.- 2nd is, Yimling la. Fuck her, when standing up for National Athem. She suddenly shout my name and said " Emily! Your skirt got chewygum!!! " I jitao jump and say " huh, really ah?! Shit la, fuck man. " Then Yimling, Evan & Vera laughed. Again, i got fooled. ): 3rd thing, is Farid, damn him. -.-

Had geog, sat wit Farris ^^v He's damn good in map-reading. I don't know what he doing sial, what i only know is to copy his answer. Had physics, had some problem. Thanks Jiawei, only you understand. & to someone, stop being a kaypo can? -.- Not your problem, come in gam lan? Pubor. Tsk. Stayed back till 6, suppose to take bus wit Farris & co, but in the end, i walk. Decided to walk and think everything properly & cry. Then walk, suddenly Farris shout my name, asking me to wait. Then i faster wipe away my tears and step yige happy. Then he's like "Why you cry?" I was like thinking of a excuse and i said "Er, no. I felt like vomitting." He's like"See, told you alr, abort the child. Is it my child?" I was like "lame, lol" Then walk, didn't notice car & farris yelled at me and said "You want to die ah? Siao." Then Suhaimi & Farris left after sending me to the traffic light. Bathed, eat dinner. Went to Phoenix, then go bpp meet Ying & Jason. Jason treat me extra small coke -.- Then walked home, (3 of us stay near.) Then Jason was like saying Ghost story, then i also say, because i see before in school. Then i feel something go piak my leg then we jitao run to my block. Lol, scary bodoh!

Thursday

School was ok, made a fucking fuss at the canteen. Went for N level Prelim oral. Fuck sial, confirm fail de loh, nbcb. -.- Went for drama, then left school wit Sri, Farris, Michelle, Fadhila & Suhaimi. They companied me to my block, cus i'm still scared. lol. Fuck man. -.-

2009-03-29T23:06:00.001+08:00

Ok, i'm like l-o-l-ing now.
I'm on msn wit Amy & Farris, lol! Damn funny ok, will paste the convo next time, lol! Ok i go chat liao, byeeeeeeeeeee! [;

Farris said he's a good boyfriend & he missses me, ha ha ha ha! Dumb boyfriend. -.- See you tomorrow! [; (love!)

2009-03-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

No picture as i'm using laptop and not desktop. :/

Woke up at 9.30am, watched Doraemon, if i got Doraemon hor, i huat liao ley, lol! x:
Ok, played Nitendo Ds, then bathed and bus to Westcoast again, lol. Aini said i got corkeye just because i didn't saw her in bus 75. Kurangaja! Lololol, ha ha. [; Then went to Xintua, koh-kun, disturbed brother by singing to him, lol! Oh-ya, i hereby announce/declare that i hate Eggdog. Because i saw someone's blog, and i got so pissed off. I tell you lah hor, although your blog is private, never invite me, but i will still know de ley. Think that person what? -.- If want write about me, please type my name, Emily is preferred. Thanks alot.

Ok, don't bother to ask who is it, because i promised my brother not to, lol. So yah, ok. Tomorrow's school ^^v, like finally! Ha, school's ConcertBand having their SYF tomorrow. Good luckz yo, Drama's on 8th April, grah. I haven't memorize my lines, ohmymamamama! I think i go memorize later.

I'm learning, very hard.

lesLie : I linked your blog through Joysiee sister's. :) Ha, link me ok! :D

2009-03-28T10:38:00.003+08:00

i'd say, i doubt so. (i don't know.)

Ok, i deleted my previous post, i dont know why. I signed off my msn, i don't know why. I'm sad now, i don't know why. I'm behaving likethis i don't know why. I'm thinking of you again, i don't know why. I have to get over you, because you hurt me so much, and i'm very very hurt. I'm crying, i know why, its because of you. You don't care anymore. I ain't that wonderful anymore.

Sorry, went blog-hopping just now, and was on Xingan's blog, found this quiz and i copied it. Will do it now, ya. Duh, fuck you.

Rule 1: You opened this; you gotta take it

Rule 2: You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone text you and ask!

LAST PERSON YOU:

1 You hang out with?

• Farris, Hadi, Micheal, Alson, Shakir, Jenica, Sri, Akif, Fana & Fadhila. :)

2 Who was the last person you texted?

• VivienBestfriend,

3 Last person you were in a car with?

• Forgot, lol.

4 Last person you went to the movies ?

• Wah, i sibh oh-piang de, i forgot. x:

5 Last person you went to the mall with?

• Jason & Yeeru. (L)

6 Last Person you talked on the phone with?

• Cheryl, ha ha!

7 You messaged/commented?

• Vivien & i forgot. Lol, psps.

8 Who are you talking to now?

• None.

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?

• Uhm, yep.

Q: Been searched by cops?

• No, i guaikia! ;D

Q: Been suspended from school?

• No, ha ha.

Q: Sat on a rooftop?

• No, i bo-ta one. [;

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

• Almost, but they failed. :P

Q: Broken a bone?

• No, so hiong la, bodoh!

Q: Have shaved your head?

• Siao-ding-dong!

Q: Played a prank on someone?

• Alot of times, ha ha ha!

Q: Had/have a gym membership?

• I think so, at Thailand. :)

Q: Shot a gun?

• Kid's?

Q: Donated Blood?

• I not that da-fang. :>

WOULD YOU RATHER:

1 Eat or drink?

• Drink drink!

2 Be serious or be funny?

• Funny, ha ha, I am.

3 Go to the beach or mountains?

• Beach i think?

4 Die in a fire or die getting shot??

• I'd rather die in my sleep. ;)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

1 Sun or moon?

• Moon.

2 Winter or fall?

• Winter :)

3 Left or right?

• Right, ha ha.

4 Black and white or colored?

• All! Hahaha!

5 Do you want to get married?

• Yes, wit you! :P

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU:

1. Kissed someone?

• Ha, no!

2. Been hugged by someone?

• Got got got! Haha! :D

3. Been poked by someone?

• By Farris, :D

4. Cried?

• Almost at Ahmad's house, :/

5. Gotten in a fight?

• Quarrel counted? :/

6. Someone told you they loved you?

• Yeah, alwayz.

Repost this as: WHO WAS YOUR LAST? :)

Ok, after doing this quiz, i'm still "i don't know". Sighhhhhhhhhh. I miss Farris now, i need to talk to him about how i feel now, ); Farrrrrrris, you dumb boyfriend. ); You can cheeeer me up by irritating me you know? Can i spam my blog with vulgarities? Sigh, chicken tooooooooot! ); Won't be posting tonight, will be out till 12am. Bye.

baby virako: Ha, thanks luhzxz. [;
weicong: Hey Shuaige! ^^

2009-03-28T03:22:00.000+08:00

Westcoast was alright ^^ Saw alot of familiar faces, he he.
Auntieling is here with Ray & Charmaine. & guess whutttt? Charmaine looks like Azalea, Nelson's niece. Is only that Azalea got big eyes, ha ha! :D & they're my cousins, lol. (duh) Ahli keep psycho-ing me to change phone from him. Zzz, wanted to answer him by saying " Ask your gina buy from you la! Hah haaaaa!" But then, didn't, because didn't want him to talk about his gina or other guan's gina. Lol, yep.

Reached home around 2am, super shag. Was texting wit Amy, heh. I miss her ok. Stepped on josstick's ash @ sintua. Sibeh pain k, wtfzx. Lol, but now ok le. Por-wun, yeh. I understand what "he" said to me, lol! Saw Weijie today when i'm on my way to Westcoast. Lol, was abit disappointed at first as i won't be able to see him, but how i know, i so heng. I take 184, he inside, lol! Oh-no, i'm so wrong. I must be loyal to Farris too, :/ (don't tell him) Lol, lameshit. :)

Ok, bye!

2009-03-27T14:41:00.004+08:00

Jenica's beside me, ha ha.
We're at Ahmad's house, lol.
His house darn cool -.- & Aliff aziz's cousinnnnnnnnnn O.O
HAHA. Yep, now Shakir & Micheal is playing XBOX.
Farris went hopme to pack his stuffs, for Band's stuffz, so will see him later on.
So yep, i'll reply tags! :)

Leqi : Ok, i will. [;
Allure♥ : Hello sisterrrrrr!
小fann : Hello sister!
♥`Rinako's : Hi sister, ok. {3 too.
小Eiko,™ : Luv too, ha ha!
.. : Hello? If i am a slut, how about you? -.- [;
Q-ianHui : Ok.
♥ : Ttul.
Allure♥ : Love too.
Pearlyn. : Idk? Hahaha, lol!
Ur Sis : -.-
sakinahh : I will, baby i love you! [;
Xinyi : Ttul.
Ahling.Yukiko : Will link ya soon.
Y( : O.O
Essaystic : Ok.
ĐŐЁĽ - Ѝğ : Ttul.
huizhi<3u : Ok, ha ha. {3
Kei : Ok.
X.useless : Ok, ha ha.
Pearlyn. : I will, love you too.
Y( : Ttul.
x lerr : Ttul.
Xiao.Heartless : Huh, ok.
♥ : ?
(: : ?
Cheryl : Oh, i knowwww. HAHAHAHAHA.
baby virako : Ok, thanks.

Edited.>

7th month of baobeiship wit Wenhui, (L) Ho ho he he ha ha. Ok, last warning. Lsn was alright, had chinese spelling, Cheryl & Vivien was beside me, ha ha. You know la, we copied. Ha ha, lol. Typical students (winks) Awwww, i'm starting to love to go to school even moree! I don't know why? Sat wit Farris during Physics, fyi he's super super noisy. But nevermind, my boyfriend ley! Ha ha, lol. Had captain ball match wit 3C girls, they're roughasses, they've got big nehneh & big buttocks. Score was 7-8. What the fuck lah hor, use nehneh and defend, your nehneh bigger than me so what Dai sai ah? Pui la hor, ha ha! Big boobster! >:E

After school, went to Ahmad's house wit Farris, Shakir, Jenica, Suhaimi, Michael & Hadi. Ok, i'm the only chinese girl, lol. Sri came not long after, followed by Fana & Fadhila. Farris smells very nice, ha ha. Used his MSN and disiao Ren An, the Chicken-Man. Ha ha ha! Farris promised me to be loyal to me, for 4 days no flirting, ha ha. 4 days ok? See you on Monday! ^^v

I've decided, but i gone too deeep. Far too deeep, i can't. I'm too far, but i can't stop. Argh, what the fuck? ); Anw, Farris is a tikopek. :) K, bye!

2009-03-27T09:33:00.000+08:00

^^ Yoga Lin You Jia is my husband. :)

Ok hi readers, i bet you guys missss my sweeeetest post yep yep yep? :) Ho ho, i don't know why i so high. Anyway, this will be a long post, :/ Will you read on?

22nd/Sunday

Stead wit Sengyau, but broke up :/ Because i just can't make myself do it, lol. He's being sweet, but yeah. So ha ha, frrrriendsszx! ;D Was on the phone with Xingan at night. Sisters never come first, you gta be selfish if that happens. To You-know-who, thanks for being so frank. No, i won't be sad, you can choose to don't think about me you know? I'll act happy, yep. The most positive way is to think that you're a hongster, that's all. (':

23rd/Monday

Nothing special till Ex-boyf, Izad talked to me an l-o-led me, ha ha. This is our convo. >

Izad > Emily.

Me > What?

Izad > Eh who call you sial?

Me > Lameshit, bye! (Diao him)

Izad > Ok la, eh, i want to talk to you.

Me > What?

Izad > You walk up or down? (As our school is on top of the hill.)

Me > O.o i got drama ley.

Izad > (In disappointment) Oh ok, neverm. Bye, (smiles.)

Me > Oh, bye! (Smile)

Ok, that's for Monday. He he, i find Izad cute, lol! -.-

25th/Wednesday

Got myself a spect, chosen by Fana. Went to Artroom after school, lepak, eat pizza (sedap tau.) & i swear, i didn't nothing regarding to my Art for N level. Fucking shit man, tsk. But i got plan for my layout, he he. Akif & Michael had a fight, lol. Lazy to elaborate la, lazyass. Ohyes, i patched wit Farris! :) Ha, i know very well that he as a fake boyf can be better than ....... Yep, this is for Wednesday. :)

26th, Thursday

Went to Catholic Junior College for SYF rehearsal. Guys there are huge whereas girls there is short. And so it can be so pathetic tha we Chestnuts are wearing the almost-the-same uniform as the students there. & students gave us a what-the-hell look. Some of 'em even said, Chestnut right? Ha ha, Chestnuts is this famous uh! :@ Ha, lol. Reached school, Izad disturbed me again, tsk. After school, talked to a Sec 2 girl -.- In the end, sakai say pang sua, like wtfhfhfhf. I see sakai de fen shang, i pang sua lah hor, dont ka my jiaowei la hor, __ Sec 2 nia, zai ah? Lameass.

That's all, ha ha. So yep, lol! Next post will be about today! [;

2009-03-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

hello ppl , im baby virako aka vera (: im helping emily to post her blog . cause she cant use computer , so yep . she ask you all dont miss her yeah ! hahah . but i will miss her (: ha , & keep her tagbox alive yeah ! (: anything contact her by phone . dont have her number ? fuck off ! . lols (((: ok , shall stop here yeah . ASF HUAT LA (: nights yozxcccc <3

2009-03-19T21:23:00.004+08:00

I miss this small lil girl of mine, {3

Ok, lol. I just got home :/ Shall talk about today yep. [; Woke up at 7am, zzz. Supppose to have Mac for breakfast wit Aslina, but in the end. met Cheryl, Ying & Laykoon(?) and walked to 116. Went to Yingying's house, her brother's name is Nelson Sim -.- Like wtfffff?! I was like huh?! O.O REALLY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?! Lol, idk is it real anot, lol. Ying cooked maggie for me & Yeeru [; & Cheryl, ha ha. Nice manszc, haha. Had a bad backache, ); Then went for drama, again. Stand in for Kavitra, got injured, ); My leg is so so so pain laaaaaaa, Farid stepped on my leg on purpose just because that we're quarrelling in the scene?! -.- He's so into it la, haha. & i thought, heng, i only stand in, haha. Lololol. Forget it, lol.

After drama, Sri came to my house, i bath liao walked to Bpp & met up with Yunnan Trooper'08. Then bused to Mr Wee's house @ Hillview. So darn cool la, his house, haha. Picture will be uploaded sooon, promiseeee! [; Left at 8 pm, bused 176 then 184. & here i am.

Boy, i miss you. ); Sigh, nobody is here for meeeeee );

Tina : Oh, ha ha. I know, its darn funny la, haha! [; Go loh, i know you wanna go,haha.
vera : Ok, thanks for tagging, haha! {3
weicong : Lol? You're the one who tagged me as Mr. Teacher? O.O
patricia : Yo sister, :)
Lina : Hi sister! {3
小Eiko,™ : Hi, Eiko! {3
Kiyori(: : Lol.
vera : Thanks.
J-enna : Linked.

2009-03-18T23:03:00.004+08:00

Okay, Farris. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FARRIS EXBOYFRIEND. :)

Hope you will last long with Ely yep? [; Sorry for ka-chaoing you always.

& thanks for being there for me always! Studay hard for N-level okay?

Don't keep abey asl siol? isap la sial! okay, ha ha. <3

Am i supposed to be sad or overjoyed? Ohmyohmy, i'm still like loving you. & its still strong, sigh, although without you here. sigh. Like what Leslie said, couple of same age doesn't last for long. But, waita minute, i don't believe that, ha ha. Urgh. whatever. ); Tuesday, which is yesterday is the day which i always writes letters to you, and i will send it today. Nothing for me to send alr, i miss writting letters to you, really. ); When i closes my eyes, that morning appeared. ); No, i won't let my tears drop again, never am i going to cry so hard for you. Telling me to get over you, ok. Tell me, where should i go? Ahfuckfuck, i'm lyingggggggggggggggg.

Of cus, i know i will still cry, i know i won't get over you, but i know. I don't know about the future, you might get yourself attached tomorrow. ); After that very day, you your attached for 4 times, all never lasted more than 1 month, really. Its always the same old person hurting me, really. You don't read my blog, i know. But i hope, you will ); Ever since last monday, i've been thinking. Letters has already stopped, it can be way easier for me to get over you, but i doubt i will. ); You know how much you mean to me );

2009-03-18T10:52:00.005+08:00

Amazing Sisters Forever, <3

Okay, hi readers. Sorry for not posting yesterday as i'm so so into ASF blog, ha ha. Sorry yep. [; Alright, will talk about yesterday okay? [; [; (leslie say must smile more, lol)

Woke up by Sak's call, -.- Then got ready and walked to Plaza wit Cousin. Went to Mac, and then met Aslina then cabbed to schl. Spilled Milo in the cab ); & i cleaned up, lololol! Lucky the driver is a female, if not, mampus lah sial. Then went for Drama Practice, did Kavitra's role, Waitress, lol? Had a quarrel scene wit Farid & Anna. :) Then after drama, bused to Plaza wit Vivien. Ate KFC, actually meeting Sri. Lol sial, she at Lavender bodoh, then we went home la, lol. Then walked home, comped awhile, bathed trained to Gombak, met Grandparents then headed to Outram Park. Then walkwalk, went OG. Then trained to Tamp, went TampMall. Then trained to Clementi then bus 184 home. & i think i saw Ahhao? The guy whom sang wit me, lol! Ha ha, lol.

Today, stupid brother used his speaker and woke me up like wtf! -.- Then Leslie texted me, lol, Yep, i like him manzsxc, (smileeee) Leslie, when you sees this, dont blush k, ****y guy, haha! Lol, k la, dont say you liao, later ); again, lol! Concentrate on your driving lsn la, bodoh! -.-

Ok, well me & him ain't close la, lol. Yet? Ha, ok. I go edit ASF blog le, so yep. byebye! :D

2009-03-16T19:07:00.003+08:00

Ohyes, that's Yoga Lin {3

Work is oh-so-boring, ): Its a rainy day todayyy, that Emily bit.ch is not working, ha ha. Didn't see her jiaobin, lololol. Today only got 2 funny thing. Lol, ok. Will tell you about it. :)

Boy : Err, excuse me, 2 sugercane, at there (points.)

(then when he point, he stretched out his hand, and nearly hit a woman's head.)

Woman : * jiaobin give him, -.-

Me : Laugh at the boy and laugh at the auntie, lolololol!

Boy was thinking whats going on, then he look behind him, he quickly put down his hand. & laugh, lol!

Another thing is ....

Boy : Err, one sugacane with alot alot of lemon please.

Me : How many lemon you want? (of cus disiao la, lol.)

Boy : 2 lemon, oh no! 3 lemon. (smiles.)

Me : 2/3 lemon ah? That one ask your mother make for you.

Boy : (jitao chua tio & smile) err, normal will do.

Me : (ARM-CHIOOOOO)

Lol right? The first boy was a NgeeAnn Poly student. Second the should be sec 2/3 bah, cus he's short. Lolololol, k, Emily, you're not tall either, ha ha! =x

Ok, i got something to say/announce. I've created a group for girls, name ASF. Which is Amazing Sister Forever. I know, it sounds like TSF, but ya, i got the inspiration from TSF. So ya, will credit TSF for the name, ha. & i will be recruiting more girls to join, yeppp. & i'm still in SAKL lah, lol. I love SAKL girls k, ha [:

Ok, i'm off to open and blog for ASF liaoooooo, byebye! {3 Tag meeee! & Boy, tomorrow's tuesday, the day i usually writes letter to you, sigh );

I coudn't face this problem alone,

2009-03-16T09:59:00.004+08:00

I couldn't face this problem alone,

Cheryl & Sakinah is oh-so-love! :)

Good morning peeeeeoples! [: Ha, i'm like having good mood now, idk why :/ Lol, hope i will stay good mood all the way luh, till 12midnightttt. & today is my favourite day! Its 16th man, lol. & me & Cheryl is turning 16 on the 16th. Isn't that cool enough? :B Lol, k lame -.-

Last night had a funny dream, lol. I'll share with you guys, lol. Its darn super fuc.king funny k. Lolololololol, hahahaha! Ok, here is goes, >

Dreamt of 5 japanese soldiers, 4 in full uniform wit weird hats, and 1 wearing Babymilo & Bermudas & he's yoga-lookalike. (lololol!) & Eugene, Yongsheng & Edmus tio gan by him, got stand by the walkway/pathway. Then me & Yeeru was hiding inside our room, with newspaper pasted on our wall, incase they sees us hiding inside, lol. Then Yeeru kept talking and complaining about she losing the game in her psp. Then i was like telling her to shut up. Then Yoga-lookalike asked Yongsheng whether is there anybody inside the room as he heard voices. Then Yongsheng deny, and he didn't believed and ask one of the soldier (fatass) and went in. Then caught us, and was brought to the walkway/pathway. Lol, then all of us, but not me tio kan by yoga-lookalike. Lol, then i jitao sian diao then walk into the living room and ate my rice. & wtf? I'm eating white rice & steamed egg?! & yoga-lookalike came in and stared at me. Then i stare back, and he asked " nice meh? White rice & steamed egg. " Then i never answer him, he still continue to talk to me, lol. Then the 4 soldiers kept asking him to go and stop talking to me. & he left, of cause i felt ............................. you know la, lol! Then i wake up liao, lol!~ :D

Darn stupid sial this dream, lol. ;) Anw, i'm angry wit my brother man! ): He gave my number to lesLie from GheeHeng, ): & lesLie thought i'm the younger sister of my bro, like wtf. I know i short la, ass.hole monkey! -.- see you soon lol! :) & yeap, idk why i suddenly think of GheeHeng's AngKongSiao, Andy. Lolololololol, hahahahahahahahaha!!! Ok, lolol!

Keep my tagbox alive aye? Lol, and those people who wants their pictures on it, tell me [; i won't reject de, lol. :) luv yah all. & CHEROLYNCHERYL, I MISSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUU!!!! );

2009-03-15T20:56:00.004+08:00

I'm effing sick, ):

Today went to work, late. Was having a bad headache and alot of customers suay loh, tio gan by me. -.- i was like so fucking dizzy la, like going to collapse likethis. First time bodoh! Then at 2.30pm, grandad told me to have lunch. As i skipped my dinner & breakfast. That's why i will feel dizzy, lol. Sometimes, i wonder. If i faints, and got into the hospital, will you people care? -.- Wanted to go home, but was raining heavily. ); Then did homework luh, i'm left with English Cloze & 1 Cheena compo. Tired tired man, sigh.

WeiJie came, lol!~ Left workplace at 6.45pm. Was drizzling at Bukit Timah, ); Bus 970 home, on purpose i took a round trip. Cried inside the bus, don't wish to talk about it, i'm trying to go with the flow, really i am. (':

Okay, i'm done posting, shall go Facebook & Friendster now, ha. Yep, playing PetSocietyy! ;D Just recieved a call from 6852****, idk who is it. Kiddy female voice, saying " hello? Qin Wen Pearlyn Zai Mah? " I was like (pissed off) " hello, huh?! " Then she say " oh sorry sorry!! " Then i jitao khup, lololol. As i hate unknown number calling in with no balls. -.- K bye.

LongFacedMonster, just now in the bus, i teared again.

Again, its because of you.

Thought of the happy phone calls, msn chats, friendster comments, texts & pranks, really can makeme cry.

If only you know, how do i went through in those days when we're together.

If only you know, how hurt am i feeling after decided to stop the letters.

If you only know, how much does it takes to be alone, here.

If only you know, how much i love you.

If only you know, how much does it takes to trust you after my 1st boyf.

If only you know, how much i went through.

2009-03-15T10:55:00.004+08:00

Taken last last night, :O

Last night didn't had a good sleep, was having gastric pain, wtvf. -.- Was texting with Cheryl, lucky she help me distract the pain, lol. Anyway, yesterday i was so boliao and went to create a name called XiaoThy, lol. Thy stands for Tan Hui Yi, Heartaye help me think de. :) Then just now was playing with the name with Wenhui, and suddenly i thought of 2007's drama SYF.

Back then, i was the main lead for the show (smile). I'm acting as a girl name Aiko, who is trying to accept the fact that she is having her menses and how to overcome it after her mom died in the snow. & also, accepting her aunt, (i forgot the name) Well, it gave our school a bronze award, i didn't did my best, beause i was having a high fever at the very day, ): But nvm, this year's SYF we're getting better one, yep. :)

Was telling baobei bout me being the main lead, and thought of forming another name. Hah, damn cute can. lolololol, bhb. -.- I created one for me & baobei. Mine is XiaoAiko, :) Her's XiaoEiko. Same pronounciation, (ai-ko). Cool ya? Actually her's is xiaoCiko, means Ciko-pek! LOLOLOLOL, kidding. Ha, lol. Ok, i've to get ready for work alr, do tag me yep? :) Will blog later on, ha.

Oh,i love Carol Hun. {3

Bye hotstuffsx, cutestuffsx, :) XiaoAiko cinta you all, lol! AIKO?! :)

Before that, nearly forgot!

>>>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMMYYYY!

Stay prettty forever! Faster get you car lisence and drive us outtttt! :)

Lurb yoooooooooooou, mommmmmyyyy! (loveee)

trying to brace up.

2009-03-14T20:55:00.004+08:00

Cheryl, ha. :)

Okay, i'm back home around 7.45pm i guess? Yeh, will talk about today ya? :} Working was a bore, but wit Vivien is definately a funfilled one, always. :) Somehow, our friendship is getting stronger and stronger, which is great. :D After work, went to BeautyWorld's mac, lol. She told me something which made me laugh, lol! Then walked to bustop, as my spect is lost, i'm having difficulties in seeing bus number, (sad face) So Vien pei me wait, ha! Total she missed 3 157 & 2 174. Ya, thanks uh. You know why she pei me? Because she says she's a true friend, lol. -.- But anyway, thanks luv! " iie lurb lurb euu!~ "

970 finally came, after zillion years, lol. Saw Josh at the bustop again, lol. Then Vien was waiting for bus alone, i'm so sorry girrrrrrl! D: Lol, but ya. Anw, both of us hates the bitch from that stall beside mine's. & her name is Emily, like wtf. She keep staring at me la, pcb. -.-

Ok, well uhm. After blogging, i will restart my computer as i just downloaded the new Msn. So ya, before restarting, i shall blog bout this brother. >>>>>>>>

Leon Sung, ha! Brotherbrother (L)

Ok, i knew him years back, and there was a period when i'm so over him. Ohya, i knew him through GheeHeng, he was a gina from that guan, ha. He's name is Leon & nicko in his guan is Xiaodi. lol, its been quite long since i last see him ); He grew fatter alr, ha! But hor, he is getting from bad to worse, he could actually forget to go to school. -.- tsk. Lazybum, lol! & he is great in comforting, yaaaaaa. He comforted me on last sunday, 1am. :) He's rrrreally v v v v good! Ha, ohya, he's a noob, lol. -.- he don't know that i blogged bout him, cus he thought i'm lying, well. Brother, see this, i'm not lying. Ha, anything text me ya? Go to schl often la you, tsk. Don't treat you drinks alr la! -.- you should treat me satay instead like duh. (laughs) Ok, don't be too touched, leon sung :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

Your sister always, ha. :)

Angie : No problemo. :D
Chinyi :D : Ha, sure sure! Crazypartner! {3

Ok, miss me?

2009-03-14T10:05:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling better, beb.

Hi people, my posts are back, lol. School days are fun? (?) Ok, i don't want to talk about it, but not for what happened last night and now. (L)

I went back to schl at 3pm+ to help Sak at Drama's SYF props. Ha, i painted. I think i'll take up painting for N level? Because i'm lousy at papercutting. ): Then had fun wit Mr Fadzil, its been awhile since i hang out wit him. (laughs) He's a cool geek, k. Lol, k. Enough. Anyway, Mr Teoh(P) gave us permission to eat the buffettt! Ha, & Mr Fadzil was like " If i go in, i won't come out alr, so we do work first." But me & Sak didn't layan him and went ahead to take food, and when Mr Fadzil saw, he's like " O.O, OMG. ITS MY TURN!" lol, he rock. (smile)

Had Meet-the-Parent. -.- told mom & dad to come later, cus they will go (wahpiang, why so long!) lol, as there were talks going on from ITE headquaters & Singapore Poly. Ya, saw Exboyfie's mom & bro. :) Fana's mom is cute! No joke k, lol.

I got queue number 15. met Mr Rajkumar. :) This is what he said to my mom. >
Emily ah, she's not a problem. She's very kind, kind to the extent that she borrowed her socialstudies book to her classmate and her book is missing now. She's a girl which can makes her go to Sec 5, as refered to her attitude etc, but her results doesn't resembles her. Ya, so she must work really hard for her Maths. If not, even ITE. So must buck up, ;) Ya, and another important point, she always seems to be moody everytime, she puts down her head and like very fierce looking, ya. Care for her more.
I'm glad that Mr Raj was the one who's speaking. Ha, lucky not Mr Lee. Cus during his phy, i always sleep. lol. Then got my report book. I passed my Humannnnnnssss!!! Like ohmfg. But i failed my math & sci. & very badly. ): Then went to canteen, mom talked to Mr Hoe. Zz, i talked to Isaac, Tina, Ying, Alas, Lingsheng & Farris etc. Ya, ha.

I'm now on msn wit Dion, listening to her playlist, on the call. Ya, not a call actually, but idk la. :) Her songs are damnzsx cool, wake up call (L) ha, so ciaos.

I'm ok, i guess i've to say or tell you guys that i've gotten him. (?)
Ya, fuck you em. Gra, idk why am i likethis you know?
Even Mr Raj said i'm moody, and ytf am i likethis?
I know i'm lying, ya. Forget it, its alright.
Go with the flow, take whatever it takes. Bye.

Passerby : No problem :)
♥`K's : I love Heartaye too.
Angie : Sure thang.
Kathie : Thanks for the tag.
Cheryl.♥ : Hey Bit.ch.
Blogsurfer : Ya, bueykeyan call me @ 82017827. Want scold me, call and scold. (:
(: : I assume you're from my school too, if you're not happy, talk to me face to face, if scared jiu call me, 82017827, Lai, dare spam, dare admit la hor, puabye. -.- Dog.

You know, you really hurt me. ):

2009-03-08T22:09:00.004+08:00

I still, till the river dries.

I didn't knew, till today. I actually love you alot, yet you can actually do this to me.

By writting letters is trying to tell you that i love you alot, and i'm willing to spend my time on these. & i once promised you, is to write letters to you forever. You, yourself said that no matter what i've to continue to write, no matter what. I remembered that, and i told myself, i will. Nelson, you're being so selfish. I do not know why are you doing all these.

Firstly, you gave my cold shoulder.

Secondly, tells Pearlyn to tell me to stop writting letter to you.

Why in the world you say these?

Don't you know what's my motive? Why must you do this to me?! You think! For all these while, writting letters is the only way to move you, i'm trying very very very hard to move you. Do you even know who i fucking feels? Nelson, i bet you don't. Even if i cries tonight, will you care? You won't even fucking think of me. Or rather my reaction! Like finally, you must be thinking. Finally i've told her to stop. Finally she's gettin off my back.

Nelson, you hurt me, time after time, you never stop to hurt me.

I try to ignore it and continue with my life, all these 37 letters, its at least with a 1 page full length. Which letter, is less than a quater? None at all, because i'm putting my heart and soul in it. Everyword, everything that i wrote, comes from my heart.

Now, you're asking me to stop writting letters, it simply means you don't wish to recieve letters from me anymore. Nelson, i don't wish to stop, really. I don't want at all. I really want to continue writting letters to you. Actually, i know. When you agreed to the 1st aug, i can feel that you wants to ditch me off, because i'm just a jinx, i broke you & Pearlyn up. I know, you're just plainly playing my feelings. But i don't know why is it that i can actually continue loving and waiting for you. Its all because of you, i really love you alot. I don't know why are you doing all these, i really don't know why. I just can't stop writting, really. Asking me to stop is like asking me to stop everything and end it. Hope you understand, i'm hurt enough, really enough. ):

Will be MIA-ing, be right back.

What else can i do just to move you?

2009-03-08T20:12:00.002+08:00

Tell me why,

I was looking at my past blog posts & dairy posts. And i find myself smiling till the very day, 1st August. I hate to bring up this date, really. But till 1st Aug, i've stopped smiling, and i guess, i've stopped there, the real original Emily has alr stop there long ago, i assume.. );

Sorry for that on top ^^ . Was feeling kinda low just now, but not now i assume? :/ Work today was great but tired. & i'm not late, lol! My boss (grandpa) was late, lol. So i'm not late, k shutup. JoshBrother was there for his meal. & he grew much taller and slimed down le, envy him uh! Lol, okay. Business was great, till 3pm then free. Was darn sleepy lah, tsk. And my poor eye, without spect is like without protection. When i squeezed the lemon, the juice went into my right eye and my right eye felt afresh. Lolololol -____-" Maybe i squeezed too hard le, because normally when i squeeze lemon, i will treat it as the person who i hates alot's breast/head/ass. Lol, i know i'm vicious, haha! (evil laughszsxc!)

Tomorrow's school day, again its Monday. & there's ART tomorrow, wtf. Somehow, whenever there's ART i will feeel damn scared to go for Mdm Fatimah's lsn. I don't know why, lol. :O Maybe is her attitude towards us. Somehow, she's bias. Nevermind la, bias bias loh. I also can't turn myself into a guy anyway. But i can't wait for tomorrow because i will be gettin'/passin all these. >

Crazycraps 2008 dairy from Ying in the morning. :)

Handphone strap from Fana Iero in class/at bustop.

My Eeeeeeeeyore (love!) pen from Fana Iero in class. {3

881 movie to Vivien Nuer.

Yoga Lin You Jia concert DVD to Vivien Nuer.

That's all, and yeah. Tomorrow have Drama practice. Ha, gonna strive for Gold or Silver for Singapore Youth Festival manzsxc. We musn't lose our AVA room! ); Lol, ha. So dramatic! And ohshit, i've yet finish or rather started on the very 1st chi compo which is given out on the 1st week of schl, lol. & here comes the 2nd one. Lol, i'm dead manszx. I told myself, no matter by hook or by crook must stay back and finish it, and of cause with Chan beside me guiding me. lol, ha! she's my favourite teacher man!! Lol, in a not-so-sacarstic-way. Lololol! :D

Hoho, last week, no i mean the week before. I recieved the Meet-The-People no, Meet-The-Parent session form from Mr Lee. -.- Was supposed to hand in last week, lol. Ha, but i didn't even show it to my mom la, of cause i did it it deliberately! :@ Lol, because i know my mom's pattern. She confirm will go, and Mr Lee will talk cork. But thank god, mine is only meet the Form and not Level Manager. (phew.) Lol, you know what? I can roughly know what's the teacher gonna say, lol. Because ever since i'm in Pri 5, all the teacher seems to be talking bout the same old stuffzsxc all over again and again. hah! He will say this ->

Emily is a nice girl, she only needs to control her temper. She needs to buck up on her Humans, Science & Mathematics. She can be more attentive if she is not distracted by her peers in class. And plus, she can get along with her peers in class in a proper way. (smiles to my mom then me.) (i stare at teacher.)

BUT, THE PROBLEM IS.......

If my mom ddn't get the form, simply means no Term 1 Progress Report Slip! ); Howhowhowhowhow? Grah, confirm my Science and Humans suck, Math too. Schoool, you are so sucky when it comes to taking report slip. ); Ok la, i go reply tags and then edit pictures le.

Passerby : Huh, why don't you go to imeem.com and search Emoily, then go find a playlist called "Sing Along," . That's my playlist luh, ha. [:
Angie : Hello Angie! Hahahazsxc! :D

Happy 3rd month,

2009-03-08T10:58:00.003+08:00

^^ Its Kristlyn Heartayeeee! :D

Dearesttttt Heartayee! Happy 3rd month, i love you aeh! [: Ha, cheer up. Anything can call me, because i love love love your freaking cute cute cute voice! (kisses!)

Omfg, i woke up late, means i will go to work latee! ): Fuck lah, but nevermind, lol! Cus i can say 970 late, lol! =x Hah, really i'm very tired to go to work, but i have to, lol. I sound ego -.- Lol, whateverr! Anyway, i've accepted Suhaimi's apology yesterday. Because, i can't afford to lose a great kisser/friend like him. :) Ha, don't be shy about the great kisser aye, you kissed me 3 times la -.- Lol, & Farris, i never angry wit you la, lol! You suck lol! Ha, tomorrow's school again. :/ Have to wake up early liaozsxc!

Okay, now is 11.07am, i help Machine Gun top up her phone then get ready for work le, but i don't want to gooooooo! ): Wtf, emily you suck. Lol, k bye! :) Aeh, no. I reply tags first. Talking bout tags, hey humans, please view with tagszsxc! Because my tagbox seeeems to be rottting sooooon :O & if spammers were to spam, please la hor, spam wit your name & also give me a call with a number and not unknown number/public phone. Hah! Okay, love you all. Bye.

No, i reply tags first, lol. Hahahahahahaahahahahhahahahaha! :)

Pearlyn. : Thanks, Xingan. :)
tian xD : Thanks baobao! :)

Whats the outcome for your r/s?

2009-03-07T23:22:00.005+08:00

Okay, i just edited it. :)

Hello again! Lol, i seriously got no idea why am i in such a good mood now. :/ Just now/currently was on MSN with Shane, Tina, Dexter, JoyceHunney, DarrenXiangGong, YimlingSister, KristlynHeartaye, BerniceMei& AmyHappyKid! :D & i edited Dexter, Kristlyn, Bernice & Nelson's. :D I'm super high now, i dont know why. But i got something for TinaDarling.

Tina, i'm so sorry. I didn't know that by starting that height topic could actually piss you off, but it was meant to be a joke. I'm real sorry, i didn't meant to, really! ): I thought that by saying that can cheer you up or something, but i didn't thought that it can piss you off. I'm sorryyyyyy darling! Forgiveeeee me? D:

Okay, i'm so frigging disappointed in myself now, ohfuck la. I'm off to blog-hopping le, no. I go pass urine first, lo!

Go toilet, brb!

Back, lol! Anyway, i was thinking.

If i have the chance to go to ITE Higher Nitec and Sec5, which way do i go?

What course should i take?

Should i continue to pursue my dream in acting line?

Can i make it to sec5?

What am i suppose to do if i fails my N's?

Should i stop fooooling around during Humans & Science lsns?

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhszsxc! Howhowhowhow?! If time could turn back, no i mean if i owns a Doraemon, i want time to go back to Primary 6 manszx! D: I will study real hard and go to the desire school or rather get into Express stream -.- But its impossible. Lol, ahya. I dont know leyyyyy! :O Ohshit, tomorrow is working day again, Shakir lost my spects when he's cheering us at the Captain Ball Match. & like wtf, i've been going spect-less for like 3-4 days? So hard to see bus la, lol! Howhowhow? Life is so unexplainable. Lol, k la. I go update my private blog alr, byebye! :D & tag k! Loveeeeeeeeeees!

Get me up on my feet again, can you?

2009-03-07T20:08:00.003+08:00

Nothing could change the fact, anyway. ):

Ok, hi. I'm feeling better, fever is gone, maybe its because of my headache and skipping of lunch. Alright, shall talk bout the past 4-5 days. This is will be a wordy post, but i know, you will continue reading it yeah? HA! (wide smiles.)

Fell sick on Tuesday, skipped schl with Ying. Met her under my blk and walked to Bangkit to have breakfast. Then bus 190 to Teckwhye. Wtf, waited for 2 hours just to see a doc?! (wtf) lol, okay. Then went to Lot and met Tina. Then bought waterbottle. :) Then left loh. Had a friendly captain ball match wit 4B. Tina, Ying & Vien is inside, lol. Then the score was 21-9. Like duh, we got 9. (dang) lol, because we didn't practiced at all la pleasezsxc! But its just a friendly match anyway. [: Next week, having a match with 2B. & heard from Sri that got one fucking sri-wannabe very fuck. Lol, let's see beb. Ha, try to be a fucker to our class uh! :)

Yesterday, had PE lsn, & wtf. I have to re-run 2.4km. Because the previous time, i cheated + walking all the way. Lol, so i have to run luh. Shag bodoh, going to drop dead alr, then Idris pulled my shirt and ran wit me. Thanks to him, i passed. Ha! Anyway, i'm very curious ley. Who the hell chose the destination for our schl? Why the hell is our schl on top of the hill?!

Another thing is that i had a verbal fight wit Jiawei, Alson, Suhaimi. Darn fuck up yesterday. Its my brother who started it & not my daiji at all la. Cb, that Pravi tryna walk sak-sak and stare stare. Then my brother go forward and just slap his sickening face. I was there, but i didn't did anything because ite tapor daiji, charbor mai chup. So yeah, i watch show loh. In the end, the Pravi also lanlan. -.- Then after recess, 3 of them, Suhaimi, Alson & Jiawei come talk to me. Wtf la hor, outnumber sial. You all 3 guy i 1 girl ley. Bui paisey i paisey leh. Tsk, knn. Darn dulan lah hor, then had verbal fight with Jiawei & Suhaimi in class, midst of Chem. Ignoring the teacher ans continued to fight. In the end, Alson and Suhaimi apologised after schl to me. But i didn't answered both of them.

Then walked home, alone. Because i was fed up wit everyone, Jason too. Was otp wit Amy. Got home, put down my bag and bus 963 to Causeway. Then bused home. Then slept all the way, cus of fever and the fuming air. lol.

Today, went to work. Was caught in a traffic jam along Jalan Jurong Kechil. Then met up Vien. Worked, then after 6 went to Beauty world, ate Mac & bused home. :) That's all, ya. Might blog later on, ya. Bye. Oh-no, i will reply tags first ah.

iLah : Linked, happy new year! Laughs! :) See you around in schl. {3
Babydoll : Thanks babydoll. I will.Loves!
Tina Tan : Linked, darling. :)
Passerby : There's alot of songs ley, which one?

EGO SUCKER.

2009-03-06T17:17:00.003+08:00

Okay, i'm now fuming, ever since 11.35am. More and more angry stuffs is coming towards me. I'm having a real painful headache! Fuck life lah! What did i do exactly?! I'e fallen sick ever since Tuesday, nobody knows. & wtf. Why is it that today must happen like this?! What did i do?! From 11.35am, i've tried to keep my cool, but somehow i can't, no i mean i didn't. I shouted across the class, ignoring the teacher and continued to quarrelled with JiaWei & Suhaimi. Tell me. What exactly have i done wrong to the god or whoever. Really, i got no idea what to do now. I just feeel lke shouting out loud, telling everyone how i feels. Tell me. What have i done?

If its that not-so-privacy to you, let me know. I've got so defeated when i saw that. Really, why must you do this? Maybe, its just rubbish to you? Is it that safe? So safe till its so open? Tell me, what the fuck have i done to make everyone trying to find faults with me?! Nbcb, what have i done? If you have the fucking answer, please quickly come and talk to me. I'm very very sick now, i've got enough. Really, why? Why must you do this? Maybe, you just found out after the truth is out, but its so obvious that when its open, you didn't wanted to keep it safe. Idk why, thee is alot of answers and suspects for this happening.. I need to talk. )':

AMY ♥ : I'm back alr.
babyodoll krystal:B : Thanks.
Kathie : Thanks dear, i appreciate it alot.
.. : Fuck lah hor, knn. Spam la! Your problem ah? My tagbox back long time ago la sial. Call me la! 82017827, spam la. Fuck la
hor! Pcb, nbcb!
Jelyn : Love you too, dada.
xi-aostar@love : Hi.

Will you stop whatever you're doing?

2009-03-01T13:38:00.003+08:00

The pieces of my heart are missing you,

I'vegot no mood to blog. Give me 4-5 days for me to get over the sadness aye? I'll be going MIA on cyber for 5 days at most. Contact me through phone, if needed.

Finally, i told you how i felt.

Indeed i felt very sad and unfair as for what the reply was.

Do you know how hurt when i got to know what the reply was?

Its been so long, its been 8 mths 7 days. If it was other girl, i reckon they will wait.

I'm not trying to say i'm better than them.

Dear, get this clear.

Its not my fault for not getting over you. You're completely wrong.

If forgetting is easy, then there'll be no such thing as Tiongxim.

I know you don't care about me alr. I know, i really know.

Even if i'm admitted to the hospital, you won't even give a damn.

I know why, compared to all of your ex/s, i can't hold a candles to 'em.

All the 36 letters, everything is just a waste of space.

This is all negatives, if you have the positives, let me know..

Everything i do, i put my heart and soul in it.

I just want to be with you, i want everything to be the best for you.

If you said i was a nice & good girl, why not keep it for yourself?

No to fit to be with me?

There's no such things as only bad person fits a bad person.

If there is, its unfair to al the good ones,

No Matter Do You Read This, I Just Want To Tell You That I Mean Everyword That I Typed.

I love you..'

Will be back 4-5 days later, goodbyees.

Tina Darling,

2009-03-01T00:35:00.005+08:00

Happy 16th, dearest girl.

Tinaaaaaaaaa!! Happy 16th birthday! I know, its the most noisest and touching birthday.. Hope its a sweeeeeeeeeeeeet oneee! :) Ha, i act dao very very difficult can?! T.T But for you, its alrightttt! *sweeeet smile. Haha :)

Okay, i'm on the phone with TinaDarling, Alastir & LingSheng. Lol, suppose to have IssacTwin, Yingying & Cheryl de. But hor, they hung up le. Thenthenthenthen, i called. Then i acted as if i'm very very sad. Then i act dao very very xingku sialzsxc. Lol, then buey tahan liao. Then i "ahem" then all of them say " HAPPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!!! " Hah, then Tina like " Ohh. " Lol -.- Then we say our wishes to her, and i started it. :) Mine got special de, got Cheena, English & Hokkkien. Hah! Then Yingying say, then Isaac, then Cheryl. Then Alastir called. Then he say. Lol. :D

Then now, i still on the phone with Alastir, Lingsheng & Tina. & now Alastir saying jokes. Lol, and youknow what? I'm not listening to it all manzsxc. Ohmyoga, later i sure tio gan. Lolololol. Whatever! Okay, hung le. Lol, cus Alastir wants to go to sleep and the Birthday girl not free.

I'm on the MSN with Dexter, Wenhui & Amy. & he's feeeeeling real low. Dexter, cheer up. Everything will be fine, i believe you'll perservere and go on! :D Wo Zhi Chi N (L)> As friend. Lol, Wenhui also having mooodswings. Grahs, faster okay ley! I waiting to chat with you nah! Hah, as for Amy, i be-right-back her as i'm busy with my blog & Dexter's chat ya see. So i will back her later, lol! Alright, i will go reply tags now.>

Kathie: Thanks for tagging, i will try to cheer up. D:
Angie: No problem yo.
爱' Wenwen: Baobeeeeei! (L) Its alright, cheer up aye! :D Fasterfaster reply aye! (L)

I'm trying very hard.

2009-02-28T19:05:00.008+08:00

> Fadhila, best nanos.

> Irritating brother.

> First editted. :)

> When i fell in luv with him& N at the same time.

Okay, hello humanszsx! I just finished my dinner. & wanna hear good news or bad news? Okay, bad goes first. :) If you don't wanna hear it, you've got no choice but to either read or scram. :D

Bad news is this.> My damn idiot ugly freaky brother, Eugene is not home yet! He went to bunk at Westcoast! -.- I'm in deeep shit, grahs.

I just somehow quarrelled with my Granny. Youknow what? She's so effing fierce towards my maid la! She's a human like hello! She help you to cook dinner still accuse of her wanting to pour the oil on your leg!! -.- AHMAAAA!!!~ She's just wanting to help you! Why must you accuse her of that? Poor her, came from Indonesia to Singapore just to work and earn money for her family. But what she got in our house was accusing, cursing, scoldings from my granny. But, i treat her damn super duper good. Lolol! We're like sisters k, no not yet that stage. But i make sure i will. Because, she's a good maid! Thanks to her, i don't need to do houseworks! ^^

Just now you-know-who talked to me on msn, and hello! Get this right please. I didn't say you, don't say me lah hor. You started that damn bloooooody convo k. Fu.cker, i will remember k. Nbcb! Don't every talk to me in schl/msn/class or even call/text! __ unreasonable su.cker.

Last thing, my dog is barking nonstop, and like wtfffffffffffff! SO NOISY LAAAAAAA!

I feeeeel like taping my dog's mouth, but he's so adorable! -.- okay, no link. Haha!

Good news.> I'm trying to stop my bad habit le. I'm trying my very very best not to skip my meals alr. & i'm not having gastric for so often alr. :) *clapszsx. Haha, ain't i great? Lol, okay lame la. -.- I've edited the skin, with dedi/s to Boy, Crazycraps & 3 bitches from my class. I know i'm sweeeet to do so, haha! =x Okay, shall go reply tags now.>

YIMLING: Saw alr, thanks sisterr! :)
Angie: Linked, love your voiceeee! :D

I wanna be the one for you.

2009-02-28T14:45:00.004+08:00

Taken yesterday. :)

Okay, today i'm not working. & i can't go out because of i needa takecare of my lil bro at home. Parents not back yet, will be back tomorrow. Erh, i'm on msn with VenicePreciouslady! :) Hah, facebook......> I ain't interested at all. :@ For friendster....> Even worse, so lag! :S Howhowhow? I'm so so so so so bored. I think i go add more songs into my playlist bah, haha!

Will be posting later'on. But i'll reply tag first. :>

Venice: Preciouslady/Sister! Hah, me cinta you too! :D Alrightys, meeeet up soon! <3

Okay, backkkk! Hah, i just downloaded the new software for editing photo. I got it from Pearlyn's blog. ( On her tagboard. ) Hah, okay. I just created a new playlist with 25 songs. Don't ask me for the song names as i can't posssssibly remember all the song names aye? Hah, so yaaaa.... Tag me, k bye.

Guest: Oh, hi. :)
Heri: Oh hi. :)

Moodswings is here, finally.

2009-02-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

I'm having moodswings now, and Amy just kena from me.
I'm sorry, don't talk to me. Tyvm.
I just need sometime to think about it, the night, 1st aug is on my mind now.
The late " i love you ", the phonecalls from " hers ".
Everything is running in my mind now, fuckfuckfuck.
I can't stop myself from crying, i'm crying. );
I'm sorry, what i need now is you, just you.
(I'M SORRY, AMY.)

Joyce.: Add me on my msn, Emoily@live.com.sg

原来爱情的世界很大, 大到可以装下一百种委屈..

2009-02-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

I miss this place );

Hello again! Brother was using the computer just now. And now is my turn. {: Like finallyyyy! Watched Yoga Lin's Dvd, bombing Techno on my phone, watching lame videos on my phone, disiao my brother, talk to my maid, talk to myself > kidding. Lolol. & Binjun called me just now, and fancy him trying to trick me that he's Nelson -.- Ohyes, the Techno righttt, got one of 'em is by Jonathan de sial, lol! Quite nice la, can say its my fav right now. Lol, i'm god damn bored can? ): I'm off to Facebook yaw, yeah. & before that, i'll reply tagszsxc! {3

♥Eugene: Thanks, brother! (:
★ RUIQIN: Thanks for tagging.
AMY ♥: Its alright la, study more important than meeting me &talk cork. :)

Cry me a river, bitch. :)

2009-02-27T17:39:00.003+08:00

This is how i feels,

Okay, i just bathed. :) Hah, lol. Schl was alright todayy! Met Ying at Pending. Vivien didn't came to schl, i think she fell sick? Get well soon Bestf. :D Then we 184 to schl, lol.

Then had Mother Tongue. Had a quarrel with Chan. -.- Like wth la, i handed in the exercise book alr sial. Then Chan keep saying never never. -.-

This is our conversation .> ( I translated. )

Chan: Huiyi ah, where's your Tingxie book?

Em: Hand in alr, 3 weeks ago.

Chan: Don't have ley, you go and buy one now.

Em: (Fed up and scolded vuglarities at her) ______! Eh, i buy alr la!

Chan: Why your attitude so bad?

Em: Your problem ah? I say i buy alr, means buy alr. You go staffroom check la. If have how? -.-

Chan: Bwg, and continued the class.

Like wtf right?! Then we had Tingxie, was beside BinJun. Lol, he thought i got study for TingXie. But i don't study de k? Lol, i copyyy de! :B Lololol, then in the end copied from Yingying's book. Then when i'm about to hand in, a conversation btwn me & Chan started again. .>

Xiujing: Nor, Miss Chan. Huiyi's book down here la.

Em: ( Dulan and wants to shoot Chan back and walked to her table ) Eh, Miss Chan. This one not book ah?!

Chan: Oh, sorry hor. I say sorry to you loh! ( Smiles. )

Em: Diao her, and walked away.

Like hello, i got hand in de okay?! Then PE. Ran 2.4, lol. I used 22mins & 10sec to finish it. Lol, i walked all the way. Lolol, and i was alone at the Highway. & was thinking bout something elseeee, ); Then had Physics. Boring, & was angry with Farris. Lolol. Then Recess. Dj again, zzz. Then had Chemistry. Nothing to do, was discussing bout Class Tshirt with Sidek, Aslina, Shakir& Angelo. We're doing a polo tee (?) Then headed to Lot1 by 190 with Ying & Tina. Amy cmi for today ): Lol, then went to change into PE shirt, cus uniform sibeh gao-wei. Lolol, then walked around. Again, Cheryl got jio-ed. Somemore is ZhenYang Bro's friend sial! Lolol, then Cheryl didn't give la, then i called Bro and told him. Lol, then Tina went home.

Then LRT to Bpp. Went to toilet as Ying wants to shit. Then went to MAC. Was pissed off with 2 PAP student -.- Sibeh irrrrrrrrrritating sial! Then the fat one go complain to the mother. The mother also bo chup likethat. That 2 girl was like running around our table and pushed my hand la. Then i like very fed up alr, then i stand up and block their way. I mean the fat girl's. Lol, then that fat girl stare at me like give me one bueykeyan face sial. Lol, fat girl. Still small la! Then i talk loudly la, then that fat girl still staring at me. Then i told Inia and Sri. ( Next table) Then we headed to Garden Plaza, lol. Then talk cork, and walked home.

That's all for today, whaaaaaaaa, fuck man! Nagggggggingggggg! D: Okay, shall reply tags now.>

Psby!: Lol, i know who are you! Hahaha, =x
Ahjess: Glad you're doing finee! Luvzxsczx! :)

Here, moodswings

2009-02-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

^^ i think i look damn fake. Lololol.

Okay, i changed my blogskin. I find my Superman's blogskin all dam chio. Lol! Especially this onezsxc! {3 Hah, this one dam super chiooooo! Ha, just now was super super moooody! Went to sleep & i'm feeling better le. :)

Alright, tomorrow's school day, its Friday and its the day which i'm gonnnnna die. Art's deadline is tomorrow. And, i'm supposed to hand in 20 drawings & 30 photographs of my object that i'm drawing for N level. And i only have 2 drawings and 2 photographs. Oh shit man, lol! By tomorrow's recess somemoreeeee -.- (SIGH) How? Dead la sial! x.x Lol, ahya, why not you people tell me what to do. How to get 30 photographs of fences and 20 drawings of fences? -.- Is jitao bwg de loh, i think i cmi liao lah! D:

Okay, enough of all these, tomorrow after schl wanna go out ley. but don't know to jio who go. Lol, i don't want to go Lot1 le, i lose my wallet there ); Sian la, anyone jio me out pleasezsx! Okay, i'm going to reply tags. :)

ruiqin: Its alright, i just don't like people
to stare stare. (:
Kathie: Lmao, okayae. Thanks for tagging
{3
AMY ♥: Its alright, i'm trying to cheer up
already. Thanks for being the 2nd one to tag. Ha, love you too! :)

Urgh, what the fuvk is wrong wit me?!

2009-02-26T18:36:00.004+08:00

I can't even control my emotions now. );

Woke up at 7am. Was damn fugggggggging anxious. Lol, because if i'm late this time, it will be the 3rd time and i'll end my day wit a detention slip. Lol, texted Ying. Mether and Vivien at Pending. Anyway, today (KK) didn't met her. Then bused 184 and walked to schl. Reach schl, Mr Hoe said " Girls, its 7.30am now. " Then we never layan him and just walk, lol! Then had English, Mr Nassim checked our file. And it came out good! 100% handed in, incredibly. Lololol! Then had Math, then Mother Tongue. Did compo, and i got 48/80 for my Cheeena test. And wtf, Vivien got higher than me, (SIGH). Lolol. Then that blardy Binjun subeh lazy can? I help him do his compo loh, tsk. Then he very kaopei too, lol. =x Then recess, had the Dj thing again. This time, they played Yoga Lin's Shen Mi Jia Bin. Loveeeeeeeeeee! Then had Social Studies, Mr Nassim came in again and checked on our Jotter Booklet. And wtf, Kumar took my book and didn't handed in! I was so sadzsxc, i spend most of my time on Social Studies Booklet man! T.T And i got so fed up and went to sleep. Sigh, now i gottta redo it, the whole blooody boook!

Had Drama after schl, then did one run-through for SYF. & by the way, SYF stands for Singapore Young Fuvkers. Lolol! I create de leyyyy! Lolololol! Then waited for Nonok for 1 and 1/2 hour. -.- And was very tired. Walked home, and here i am blogging. Dinner's ready, i don't have the appetite to eat, how? D:

yiling: Okay, ha. You didn't linked me! );
PraBA: Lol, i know. =x

If only you cares,

2009-02-26T00:03:00.004+08:00

" If you don't care, then leave me alone."

Its 12.19am, 26th Feb. Wenhui Baobei's celebrating her 1 year anniversary with her boyf. [:

Okay, i'm getttting more and more sad day by day. I don't know why. ); I'm trying very hard to control my emotions, very hard. In schl, i no longer talk so much, i'm no longer that chitty type anymore. If i can keep quiet, i will. When i reaches home, i will just bath, sleep, comp. That's all. I don't know why. I'm having a minor flu, today while going to post the 36th letter, i was drenched. And i told myself, no matter what i've to send it. Whether will i miss my bus or what.

Somehow, when i'm on the bus, i was thinking. Whatever i do, for him, whether i'm drenched or what, will he know? What's the point of doing all these? Why the hell am i still doing all these when he doesn't appreciates it? Idk why, really. I only know that i can't get over you and i'm still loving you. Friends and gans are telling me to get over because you made me cried for zillion times over and over again. I really hope, tonight will be the last time i'm gonna cry for you. Because, i really want to be with you again. Even if i were to cry, it will be tears of happiness.

Be it i'm dreaming, i don't give a fuvking damn.

I got no idea what i'm typing, i just know that i'm typing out whatever i could think of.

N, i miss you & i really need you. ); I love you, & fyi, if only you cares, then come and talk/text/call/msn me. Tyvm, i'm sorry, i'm really felt like darn fuvk-up. ):

Past comments.

2009-02-25T17:06:00.003+08:00

Okay, hi.

Last night was on the phone with Dexter for 1 hour? Lol, he super funnnny la! His jokes are real damn coooolzsxc k! Haha, lol! & he doesn't wants to tell me anymore ): Grrrr, and i found out something new & special bout him. There's no word such as lame in his dictonary. [:

Got back home around 4.35pm. Schl was alright, but felt very sleeeepy. Geography and Maths. ): Went to BukitPanjangPlaza with Mirrah, Aslina, Vivien & Cheryl. (Yah, we're okay le) Then we cabbed there as we're very very shag & Mirrah's paying! So why not? Haas! Went to Naked Fish. Their bake rice got hair sial, then suay suay i saw and i was hesistating whether to go and complain anot. Then Mirrah and the rest was like " Just go la. " So i went, and i got another bake rice backkk! :) Hah, cool aeh. Then went to Mini Toons. Then went to Mac. Lol, took damn les photo with Cheryl. Hah, lol! Then went to Garden Plaza, the playground that dam hot k. Its been so long ever since i last played at Playground. (reminiscencing) Lololol. Then sky is getting darker and darker, so went home. Then saw SLE Leon Daddy! {3 Its been so long ever since i last see him at Lot1! Lmao. Missssssss talking/textin with him la! But he'll confirm scold me de, lol. Because i'm still not giving up on him, lol. -.- Daddy, that's tiongxim k! Hahas!! Lol, then i bused 963 home.

Spect somehow couldn't be worn anymore ); & i've gotta stay spect-less in schl. & omfg, i look so fugly k. -.- But use to it alr, lol. So ya, bye. Anyway, (KK) and her didn't met each other, idk why. Lol. & i sent the 36th letter today, drenched. T_____T

Today's quote > i'd still say, you're the one.

Heyo, Quote man!

2009-02-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

Dexter , cheer up !:D

Dexterrrrrrrr, cheer up lahhh! Always moody de ley :/ Alrighty, later i'll call you up to cheer you okay? & i will tell you lame jokeeeeeees of mineeee :} Cheer up alright ! Well, we just became friends like 3 days ago (?) & yeah, you seeems to be mooody everyday but not yesterday :) Well, anything can just text me ya? Ha, & we'll text in Cheena again alright? Cheer up dudeeee! I'll call you soooon :} Ha!

Boy, i want to be with you again.

2009-02-24T17:27:00.003+08:00

Okay, i'm at home now. Haha, err i will be blogging bout Yesterday & Todayy. Ha, k!

23rd Feb, Monday
Woke up by Yoga Lin's voice. Ha, lol! Was damn fugggging excitedzsxczsxczsxc can?! Because i thought Yoga came to my house -______-" Haha, i know i'm too into him ^^ Then went down to LRT and met Vivien & Yingying. (KK) saw her and both of them was so so so shy and dared not to look at each other for so long like they use to. Perhaps, after taking (KK)'s number they were too shy? Hah, then while walking halfway to schl, found out that i forgot to bring the Twilight book! -_-" Then ran home and took it, lol. Dexter said " So forgetful ! " Lol. Then bobian, cabbed to schl. I pay luh, tskkkkkkk. Then had drama. Lol, then walked home. Bathed and ate dinner. ( I got eat. )

Then went to Pending Lrt and met up with Gerald bro. Then walked to Petir Lrt & met up with Jason. & like wtf? I'm going out with two tallieeeees! -.- Then walked to Plaza, printed picture, went to Arcade. Wanted to get that blooooody enyore/minimouse/mickey/piglet de. But neither me, Jason or Gerald got it ); Then left loh. Went to Ying's block downstair's cofffeeee shop and drank drink. Then Jason went home then Gerald pei me walk home.

24 Feb, Tues
Woke up at 6.30am. Shag bodoh, and air con wasn't working! X.X Then went out at 7am. (KK) crossed the road while looking at her. And she too, looked back. But was too shy so didn't stared for long. Then (KK) board 960 and left, of course after looking at her. Then i bused 184 to Assumption. Then sat shuttle. Lend Nanos spare phone. Then reach schl, had Geog, got test. Then got 2 hour Art. Then recess time, had some stupid-song-dedication thing. Had 3 dj, one of them was Meiting from sec 3. -.- muke maintain sial her, lol! Then had english, did filing. Was texting with Dexter thru and fro in Cheeeeeena :} Fun leyy! Haha, lol. Then had Math, was damn sleeeepy and mooody. So decided to disiao Mdm tay, lol! She nice uh! HAHHA.

After schl, was pissed off with Suhaimi. Had somehow conflict with Angelo. Was so damn blooooooody pissed off and i walked away and went to toilet and cool myself down for 10 mins. Then went for ART. Okay, didn't did anything. Was using Laptop all the way :/ Haha.
Then walked with Michelle, Farris, Shakir, Jenica, Suhaimi, Michale & other uh. I can't remember anymore. Haha, then guess what?! I told Suhaimi that i was pissed off with him and he was like " sorry emily! Really very sorrrrrrrrrrrry! " Then he put a sad face. Lol, then he gave me 3 kisses in a row. On my cheeeeeek somemore! -.- I felt so @$&)(#^*^! Lol, like ohmyoga lah! -.-

Okay, today's Tuesday. Nel, i missed you alot, really. I really wish to have a chance again. Be it a last chance that i'm gonnnna get, i will appreciate it & love you with all my heart :D

Anyway, Bugis's bomb thing i fake de lah sial. Lol, got people anyhow go spread the text then alerted the mata, that's the reason for the mata/s at Bugis luh. Hah :) So yaw, still can go as usual. Lolol, byeeeee.

Hesitiation is here again to visit me .

2009-02-24T15:58:00.001+08:00

Alright , i'm in school now .
Skipped Drama(SYF) for art :) Now Fana is besideeeeeeeee me! Fana, say hi. Okay, she say le. Lololol, lame -.-Today Ying, Tina, Cheryl & Vivien never come. Gosh, Shakir's singing now :/ Lolol, schl today is okay, i'll udpate later on at home i guess? Parents are out of Singapore alr. Yeah, so bye! :)
I bid goodbye cus Fana keep staring at me. O.O
Bye! :D

Today's quote > The choice is yours

Okay, nice right my skin! HAHA.

2009-02-22T23:29:00.003+08:00

Nice boh?!
Lol, i edit dao very very pooooor thing can? Anyway, the quote on top ^^ is by Dexter.
I'm on the phone with him now, lol. We're talking bout Avenders :} Hahahaha! Lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Lolololol! Okay, bye!
Because i wna focus on the call instead of this blooooooody postzsxczsxzcx.
Bye, :)

2009-02-22T21:28:00.002+08:00

Will we react like how Chemical does?

Phone was supposed to be confiscated due to my bombed bill. Zzz, then this morn, i kept super effing freaking quiet just to avoid my dad. Then i went out of my door with my handphone with me! Haha! Like so heng ah! Lol! Lolololol. Okay, too high. Then bused to work, very sleepy sial. Sleeeeepyhead! Then work till 6.30, actually wanted to work till 8pm, but on 2nd thought, i don't want. Weijie was there today. :) Hah, ZhenYang Kor called me during 4plus, lol. Then after work, bused 154 to Westcoast ; Xintua. Then reach there, nothing to do sialzsxc. Then i bus home, 154 to Clementi, then 184 home. So here i am blogging, ha.

Tomorrow's PearlynXingan's 16thhhh! Tomorrow's a school day ); Have to stay back in schl till 5pm. & i guess tomorrow i'll get a severe scolding again, i don't even have 1 drawing neither i have 1 photograph. -.- mati lah sial! Dad & Mom's leaving for China on Tuesday early morn, ohyes. Ha, will you call me this time? :/

Felt like giving another dedi to ya. Because i'm so into youuuuuuu~

Last night, i dreamt of you. Will not be telling anyone bout this silly dream, all i can say is that in the dream, we were acting like sillys. Lololol. But yeah, i thought i could see you last night at Pasir Ris, but i've to go home alr ); But its alright, nevermind. Jyeah, tuesday Dad & Mom gonna leave for China. Can you give me a call? Last week, i was had such a bad time going to sleep. ='( Boy, i got no idea what to do now. A promise made by me will always stay as a promise. I promised you on the 1st July that i'll write letters to you everyweek forever. Now, i'm afraid. Afraid that you won't keep them, you will throw it away. Or even worse, don't even read them and just dump them. There's altogether 35 of them, excluding next week's. But fred not, i'll cont writting, till the day i can really force myself to stop writting for you. I enjoys writting to you, bullshitting to you. I love it when you read the letter outloud when we're on the phone last time. I like it when you rushes me to quickly write you a letter. I love the way you say how much you love me. I love everything you do/say for/to me. most importantly, i love for what you are. [:

I hated myself for not being serious when i'm with you. I hated myself for giving you troubles. I hated myself for being late. I hated myself for losing you when the decision actually lies in my hand. Nel, i'm sorry. I really hope to be with you back like last time, i love you. Happy 8th month. {3

2009-02-22T00:00:00.003+08:00

Its the 8th month today,

This post is only dedicated to You. In this 8 months, i'm indeed having a hard time. But come to think of it, its the 8th month. & i just can't believe that i'll be able to persevere. Be it i'm a stupid assfreak waiting for nothing, i believe that miracles does happens. You, the greatest love that i ever had. You treat me the best, best-er than my ex, friends & sisters. Yes, people calls you hongster, i know. Boy, i know what i'm doing, i really do. Today's the 8th month, happy 8 month. On the 22nd June, that's the day when you first texted me. & we became gans, and we went on happily unofficially together till 1st Aug. Ever since that very night, my emotions are unstable. I don't blame you for aggreeing, i just hated myself. Boy, 36th letter is coming soon. Are you keeping the letters safely? Have you been reading it? I'll still be waiting, but i'm scared that i'll fall again, (sad face). Nevermind, i will stand up again.

Boy, I Love You.

(220608, Wo Ai Ni.)

2009-02-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

21 Feb 2009
Waited for Cheryl at Lot1 for 1 bloooody hour. Saw Izzuan, Ahmad & one more i-don't-who. Lol, then Cheryl come liao trained to Bugis. The trip there is very very scary after Yingying's call. Lol, she said Bugis got terrorist :/ Was so damn afraid la, actually don't want to go de, but i agreed Pearlyn to help her meet one Blogshop people to help her take her shirt. So me & Cheryl went luh. Then waited for Vivien at the platform. Trained down to Tamp to meet Pearlyn. Then cabbed down to Whitesands.

Then met Gavin & something cropped up. Was damn fugggging angry even till now. So fed up till i didn't even talked at all, i thought of calling them and kan them on the phone and end our 2-3 years friendship. But i didn't, i tolerated. Then met up with Gavin's friends, William & MeiHui(?). Then walked to DowntownEast. Went gfor Joey's bbq/chalet. Didn't talked much as i don't know her well :/ Then all of 'em smoked but not for me :D Then went to Mac. & like wth, nobody ever did this to me lah pleasezsxc! > Before going to Mac, Pearlyn asked Gavin to buy a cake. And she said that after singing birthday song for William & Pearlyn, i've to eat it up. Like O.O! I don't want to eattttt!! But bobian, they used someone's name and somehow threaten me. Gavin threaten to force a whole pig into my mouth if i don't eat the cake up. Then bobian, eat loh. But i didn't eat finish :) Hah, then after that walked to MRT. Then knowing someone's coming, so i was like panicking, and wanting to go back home straight. Hah. Thing is that i'm a MRT noob, i don't know how to take train back to CCK. Lololol, then Pearlyn bu-fang-xin me, so she pei me go up to platform and sees me go inside the train that she an-xin and left. Lol -.- Thanks Xingan! I wanna see you soon ya?! (L)

2 words for Vivien & Cheryl, Utterly Disppointed.

Firstly, my dearest Cheryl.

You're so selfish! Why did you left? The purpose of you leaving is to avoid your ex. Is this fair to me?! Not at all, don't use your current boyf as a reason. I'm damn disppointed and angry with you and Vivien. Saying that we're friends for years, then why did you left just to avoid a 1 month or less ex-boyf?! Or just to meet your 1 month going to 2 month boyf?! When you left, were you thinking of this?

Vivien.

Besfr is what we treats each other. When you left with Cheryl, i think you don't even treat me as a schoolmate! Does Bestfr do this to their Bestfr? If yes, find me one pair. But obviously, NO. What's the point of leaving and wanting to meet me up just to company me home? No point, really. I'm really very angry with both of you.

2009-02-21T10:54:00.002+08:00

Overdue pic , sorrry ! :x

Good morning ! Daddy & Mummy's back from Thailand . Lol , i didn't ask from 'em anything particularly . & as usual , LV & Gucci bags are everywhere -.- > That's my mother , haaha ! =x

Daddy , as usual , haha .

Oh yeah , yesterday was my Daddy's birthday ! :)

Dearest daddy , Happy birthday ! Years go by , you're growing older & older . But i know , no matter how old are you , you will be there teaching us the right thing . You taught me alot of things , no matter in Xintua , Buddhism , Social etc . I thank you for that , i understand you locking me , giving me time limits when i'm out , i know you're afraid that i'll be like Eugene , turning into another person from another world . I know you care , yeah i do . I love you daddy !

Okay , that's for my dearest dadddddddy ! {3 Hah , Edmus just came up with my chicken rice :) Hah , after blogging i'll eat then . Hah , later on going to meet PearlynXingan with Cheryl & Vivien . Pearlyn ohzxcszx , faster texttttt meeee ! Haha , maybe after that might be going down to Raffles City again ? Hah , Singapore Riverrrr is soooooo romanticcccc lahhh ! Yesterday we saw a Bride & Groom taking their wedding picture . Hah , isn't that cooooool ?! -.-

Okay , i've got nothing to blog alr , ha . =x

To Sherr on Pearlyn's tagbox : If i were a hypocrite , hmmm , prolly i'd say your a coward or two headed snake yourself ? -.- , snake is also a animal , hahaahhahahahahahahahaha ! Lol .

2009-02-21T00:15:00.002+08:00

Today's his concert ):

Okay , i just got back from Victoria Theatre . Hah , the show was great . -.- Great till i fell asleep halfway thru the show . Dang ~ And you know what ? In my sec life , i watched 4 musicals/shows . First was when i'm Sec 1 , we watched The Forbidden City . 2nd was Sec3 , we watched the Beauty World . 3rd was when i'm still at sec 3 , watched Greenridge Sec's musical . 4th was today , we watched The Importance Of Being Earnest . Lol , and during all these 4 musicals , i slept halfway thru till the 2nd intermission . Lol , but not for Greenridge's . Hah , lol .

Today's one was okay , i don't really understand actually , ha ha . There's alot of Angmohs ~ Hah , saw Rosieeeeee ! I miss her teaching drama to meeeee ~ )x Lol ! Haha , i love her can ?! Lol , after the show , we went to the MRT . Ran , for the last train . -.- , long siaaaaal ! Super shag , lol . Then we talked cork , then ran for LRT -.- . Then at Bukit Panjang changed train , to Petir route . Then i walked home , sibeh scarrrrrry ! =x , lol ! Haha , and there's 2 matrep under my block , keep staring at me and one said " so late haven't go home ah ! Faster !~ " . Lol , matrep ain't that bad afterall :D

Dad & mom's coming back at 5am later on . Tml going for PearlynXingan's birthday party . Yeah , and sunday i'm working . Hah , :) . I've yet bath , i'm very shag ley , later i bath liao , can't sleep because of wet hair ): Tskkkkk , how ? D: , nevermind . I will bath after this , haha . :D

Today's Yoga Lin You Jia's concert . ): , i didn't got to go . Grahs , the moment the show started , i think of Yoga . Tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk , ): Hope its a sucess luh , love ya!! {3

To Sherr on PearlynXingan's tagbox .

Eh , you pcb . I never say i prettty or what loh , you where not happy with me ? You show me your picture or blog lah . See how chio lah hor , cbkia . Come spam me lah , its only see whether you dare anot only . Cb , no life animal . Anyway hor , Animals Ain't Allowed On My Blogspot , but for you , its alright . Haha ! Yeah , i wait for your tag k , -.- . Animal ! :D

Couldn't see.

2009-02-20T14:13:00.002+08:00

I just still couldn't see what's with you . {/3

I changed my blogskin , like again . Haha , & this time i promise , i won't touch it again . Because i was so fed up last night , and i went to sleep after choosing a temporaily skin . X.X , gr . Okay , i will talk bout schl today [:

Today (KK) didn't saw her , and she didn't manage to see him either .

Okay , just now in school was v v v super duper fun ! (Y) Mr teoh wasn't happy with us because we vandalised our tables , chairs . Lol , and he demanded us to wash it off -.- . He told us last Friday , and we are like given one week to clean all the 30+ tables . Excluding mine , because i put plastic sheet over my table , ha ha ! =x Then today after recess , went to Foyer . Then saw ZhenYang kor , lol . Show off angkong nia ! Si wintermelon , ha ha ha ! Fight fight , only know how to fight -.- . Then sibei mepek sial , go Foyer assemble , then somemore what pathetic is that only class 4D & 4C is there -.- . Then went back to class , mepek sial , bodoh ! Lol .

Then went back class , and you know what ? Is was the first time , in our 3D/4D life seeing everyone working together to clean the vandalises . Lol , was a touching scene . ( Eyes reddening.) lol , k . That's too dramatic , haha ! Then we cleaned with laughters , smiles . & Aini was busy taking photo of all of us , ha ! Then Iszehari & Mazhab played with lighter . Then kena tio the cloth with Tine on it . Then caught fire , the whole class was like panicking , lol . & Shakir took the fire extinguisher & sprayed on it . Funny thing is that he don't know how to press -.- . Haha ! Lol , then whole class was like a chaotic place . Zzz , Mr Goh was pissed and brought all of us to Detention room -.- . Zzz , lol . Then girls got dismissed , actually in the end nothing happened . Lol ! Haha . But , nevertheless , Shakir saved the whole class -.- . Hahahaha . Lolol .

Okay , now is 2.31pm . 2.45 i gotta meet Sak & Aslina on the LRT and head to Lot1 . Yeah , tonight going to Victoria Theatre and catch a show by Claire Devine . She's our drama instructor and also the director of the show . Haha , cool yeahhhh ! [; Okay , i gotta go bath now . Will be posting either tonight or tml . See whether i'm tired anot , haah =x . Oh-ya , my class's boys are playing soccer with my ex's class's boys . lol , break Izad legs ! HAHAHAHA , LOL !

Okay , bye ! & tag me alright . {3

Okay, i miss Fana now.

2009-02-19T17:35:00.003+08:00

That's during PE, we cabot. Haha!

I just got back from Schl/Sentosa . Hah , schl was alright . Let's talk bout Morning k ? Went out at 7am . Crossed the road , as usual . [: Walked to schl with Yingying , Vivien & Yeeru .

& (KK) walked past her . Lol , i was with Justin , YongSheng & Yeeru . & (KK) looked at her , like how (KK) always does , in her eyes . When their both eyes met , one of them will look away . Ain't they cute ? ha ha , lmao . Then she got so happy & head over heels him for no reason . She crossed back the road , and don't know where the hell she got the courage and walked towards him and ask for his number . Well , shocking yeah !~ & (KK) didn't think and just gave her . Yeah , and she walked away with her friends . & (KK) eyes were still on her . & she can just blush and just walk away . Well , tmr's another day for 'em to meet each other , & hopefully , he will talks to her or text her . Hah ! {3

Schl was okay , was fed up during Math and English . Both teacher attitude . Hais , ask question also not happy . Zzzz , then don't be teacher loh . Don't vent your angers on us just because you are angry or pissed off with other classes please . Lol , then Alastir came ot my class and borrowed my SocialSudies jotter book for the Globalisation thing . Lol , after schl went to canteen , then board bus to Sentosa . -.- , slept on the way there , and also on the way back . Haha , took alot of photos [:

Then actually thought of going to BPP , but in the end changed my mind cus i very tired . Lol . Then went to Police Stn for Tina's Ezlink , that auntie never return her ezlink leh ! Tsk , lol . Then Tina & Sean trained LRT back while me & Vivien went to Community centre because Vivien wants to use toilet -.- . Then i went home luh , lol . Daddy & Mummy's at thai , gonna call 'em up later on . Tmr got show to watch at 8pm @ Victoria Theatre . & tmr's 8pm is Yoga Lin You Jia's concert sial . Tsk , ): Nevermind , i will buy the DVD if have =x . Lolol , then have to wear Drama Tee -.- . Kental lah , tsk . Lolol , might might be blogging later on , ha ha ! Byeeeeeeeeeeeees ! {3

Now is 1.25am . & just now idk what the fu.ck is from with me & i go press the template & everything is gone . Now , this skin is just a temporaily one . I gotta sleep soon , yeah . Will be blogging and changing my blogskin tml again ! So yaw , bye & goodnightttts ! (KK) !

Maybe i'm wrong,

2009-02-18T22:45:00.004+08:00

Okay , this particular place );

Hey readers , i'm kinda bored & annoyed now . Yeah , this will be a fucking boring post . So skip and go on to other blogs if you don't wannna put a big " L " on your forehead . ):

Firstly , idk what i'm doing now . I'm stress out , & i think i suck in everything i do . In studies , friendships , and even my own happiness . & i think i won't be able to help myself . I'm always lying to myself , i'm always telling myself to just think of the positive side . But even though i do , i just end up failing . Why is that so ? Everyday i may be having a smiley on my face in school , but i don't think i'm feeling happy inside me . Idk why am i likethis . I go home , i'm a changed person . I kept very quiet , i don't talk . I always lock myself in the room , listening to songs and go to sleep . Idk why , ): I also wish to control my emotions , but sigh . Somehow , i can't do it , really .. What is wrong with me , i got no idea . I guess , i'll continue to put that damn bloooody fake smile on my face ..

Okay, i'm sick.

2009-02-18T17:38:00.002+08:00

This is on the 13th , Bpp Mac .

Okay , i just reached home . Internet was screwed . & now , i'm like starting to feeeeel sick . & yeah , that's what i wants . Went to Lot , met up with Amy & her friend , Daryl . & was kinda angry with one Fajar Sec fatty . But , i'm very sick to talk bout him now , yeah . I think Vivien or Cheryl will blog bout him with his " chio " photo . Lol .

Ate alot of heaty food , now i'm having slight sorethroat & yes . I'm happy , ha ha . I want to fall sick , high fever with Gastric too . Lolololol , call me crazy girl or whatever . I'm not in the mood to be happy , or rather myself . Zzz , i was forced to be likethis .

Fuck la , i'm so irritated la . MachineGun is asking damn silly quetion . & she's gonna bring maid out and when they comes back , she'll give fake complains such as " maid looks at mens , maids didn't takecare of her , maid flirting and smiling at people etc " & wtf ? Yesterday she kept our housekey and said " later auntie run out " . Like wtf -.- And she was like keep nagging and saying that Maid bullied her , just because i was sleeeeping . Then i pekchek , i wake up . I ask her , " who bulllied you ?! " and she went to room and said " i want to sleep " . Wtf , i'm going crazy man . -.- , machinegun . You're not easy to deal with , if you could just keep quiet , that'll be great you know ? )x , i'm stressed and unhappy enough in schl . Now at home you're the one who don't let me have my rest . Wahlao , -.- .

Tomorrow after schl , Mr Roy Tan bringing us to Sentosa . Ya , hope we'll have fun picking up the rubbishes -.- . Bye , my phone will be on silent mode , fyi .
I'm off to bath , and sleep without eating my dinner , frankly speaking . So ya , bye .

2009-02-17T19:53:00.003+08:00

Yeah , these are pictures of my Tua's Function . Hah , lazy to talk bout it . Yeah , not so many pics cus i lazy to take . LOLOLOLOL , at least i got take righhhhhhht ?! Hah , k lah . I seriously got no moooooood now , i go take a nap luh . Tml online again ba , i'm so fugging tress . Please call me & calm me downnnnnn . ): , boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy save meeee ! -.- , so dramatic .

Lol , byee ! Atg contact me through phone [:

Emilyyy, (爱蔡龙光.)

2009-02-17T19:06:00.002+08:00

That's at Chemistry lab , ha ha .

First thing first , Parents are away to Thailand ; Hatyai with GheeHeng humans till Saturday morn . Hah , and guess what ? I'm going to have a hard time sleeping )x Because whenever Parents are overseas , He will call me de ): Yeah , now no more le .. Zzzzzzz . Okay , will talk about yesterday and today alright [:

16 Feb 2009 , Monday .

Went to schl , then go Canteen . Had Socialstudies , English then Physics . After that recess . Saw that irritating idiot from sec 3C . -.- Talked to Izad , Zul . Lol , & Jac . Lololol , they are so cuteeeeee ! *ahem . Then had Art , after that went to Hall for assembly . Wstched a skit by Ncc , Npcc & St Johns . Lol , Miko hot ! Haha ! Then went to Canteen , can't believe that i did my SocialStudies homework sial ! Lol , brought files because VP wanna check our files -.- ! Then had Drama , well there is still alot alot of rooms for improvement on their Discipline . Hah , get what i meant ? I improvised 'em with a game . Hah , i learnt it from Musical . :] Then practiced SYF . Oh-ya , i prefer Claire Devine , hahahahahahahahahhahaha !

17 Feb 2009 , Tuesday .
Lestie having Headache , so she didn't came to schl . Today , while crossing the road to the bustop . I saw CCK agaaaaain ! & this time , CCK look at me ! Hahahahaah ! Lololol ! K , enough . Hope to see CCK tml again ! Heh , today 3 girls of mine pangsehed Darling . Somemore i diff class from Darling , can't pei her . Tsk , tml better come lah ! -.- During Art , recieved one super super super bad news , for me la . Ha , Mr Nassim's gonna check our work . Oh , Mr Nassim's our VP . Then we Art Student need to have 30 pictures & 20 drawings for him to check . & it must be ready by next monday ! ): T.T , I'M SO FREAKED OUTTTTTTT !!!! CAN I QUIT EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGG ?! STRESSSSSSSSSSSS LAHHHHH ! D: After schl , went for AIP . Slept , as i'm very very shag , ): Then went for Art again , till 5pm & walked home . ):

Okay , readers . I'm god damn stresssszxcz la ): How ? How am i going too draw Fences for 20 times of different sides , angles , sizes ?! How am i going to take 30 pics of fences ?! WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! ):

Okay , boy i neeeeed youuuuuuuuuu ))))))))))))))));

Filled with love

2009-02-15T20:20:00.002+08:00

Okay , hun own this . & Farris said " Muke Maintain " .

Exactly 1 more month to my dearest preeeeeetiest Mom's birthday (L)

Exactly 5 more days to my most man Dad's birthday (L)

Exactly 5 more days to my most loved idol , Yoga Lin's concerrrrrrt ! (L)

Last night was on the phone with AmyHappyKid . She was sad & i sang songs to her . And guess what ? It works man ! She said i sing very nice ~ Haha , so you people if are feeling sad , can contact me . I will sing to you . Then hung up , think of him then go sleep .

Went to work today , was late =x Because i missed the bus , ha ha . Oppppseh ! Was kept busy till 3pm . Okay , i got eat my lunch but not Breakfast & Dinner (: So yeah , at least i got eat k . Nothing special bout today lah , lol . As usual , i don't like those bitcheszsx . Older than me so what ? F.cuk lah hor . Your whole family die ! Chicken toot ! Grahhhhhhhhhhsssssss ! Weijie came and worked at Satay Stall . Okay , got one time sibeh paisey . We both gotta send drinks & satay to table 29 . Then both of us steady , same time reach . And we were hesitating whether to let who talk first . Then he let me first , lol . Cute gentleman ! But when i stand beside him , i very short =x .

Bus trip home was long yet i love it . Because i think i deserve a long ride so that i could have sometime alone . Then Jason called me , so we met at the bustop which i always alight at . Then i ask him why suddenly want meet . Then he say , i'm bored . Lol ! Then i was like diaoooo ! Lol , then we go coffeeshop , actually want to sit down and talk . But saw Alan , Geraldine & Boonping . Then i changed my mind , lol . Then we went to buy my Milo , then went underblock . He so good loh ! If he buy phone for me , i confirm love him man ! Haha , kidding [: Then Alan & co came -.- . Then we talked , Alan smoked . Tsktsktsk . Then they go Community Centre which is under my block only then i went home . That's all . [: & you know what ? Boonping looks like Nelson . & Boonping's ringtone is the same as Nelson . Like wtfffffffff ! -.-

Currently on MSN with Carol Hun , SockChing Guailan & Wenhui Baobei . Okay , i'm seriously god damn bored . & i guess i'll go blog hopping . & boy , i miss you ):

The 34th loveletter , still filled with greatest love and the deepest hope .

By the 54th loveletter , its already one year , boy .

I love you , i really do .

Angry Emoily.

2009-02-15T11:08:00.002+08:00

Okay , that's overdue pic . Its on 1st day of New Year . [:

Hi , lol . I texted SengyauHandsome , & he keep asking me to call him . Tsk , people shy lah ! Lol , somemore you just woke up . Zzz , i'll call at night bah i think ? He's a nice lad , ha ! & he's very handsome , reallyyyy ! xD , he doesn't know my blog , so its alright ! ;D Hah , i'm going to work soon , Brother going out . Hah , i'm on Sherlyn's blog . ( Amy's mummy . ) & wtf , she copied me ! Grr , i hate copydogzsxc . & Yeah , i call them dogs . No life , zzz . -.-

Okay , i'm on MSN with Fahmi [: , he was like keep asking me to go work because he's birthday is on the 20th may , like wth -.- . Ini lelaki taktau malu . Haha , lololol ! & i'm on MSN with Venice Preciouslady/Sister too [: Okay , byeeeeees . I'll update at night when i'm back .

Byeeeeeeeees ! <3

Statisfied.

2009-02-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

Okay , i didn't changed my skin . But i edited it & i got all those inspirations from my SherlynSuperman's blog , & i'll credit her for that [: Yeah , i hope i'll be satisfied with it . Haha ! Lol , tml's sunday ! I'm working (L) . Yeah , i'm going blog-hopping . Byebyebye ! :D

This part if for you , because when i'm editing my skin .
My mind is filled with you , without leaving an extra space for me to think of smth else .
I miss you alot , i got no idea whether will you read my blog , but i just want to tell you , i miss you alot , ): .
& i love you [:

A lonely valentine.

2009-02-14T19:57:00.002+08:00

I miss that place .

Got back from work , bathed everything . [: Working is alright , Vivien didn't went to work because she need to go for Church . Then her boss so poor thing , then my Grandpa told me that if we have no customers , go over & help him . So i did , & i'm multi-task today ay ! Hah , kinda fun luh . xD , i love working for 2 stalls ! Quite a number of couples went up for meals . Shan't talk bout it , haha . [:

Okay , i skipped Breakfast & Dinner to be frank . Hah , but i ate my Lunch [: . Better than not eating right ? So don't , please don't nag at me any further . :) Benja's dad talked to me . As usual , he kept talking bout Benja as if i will like him back . Lololol . We were friends since we were like primary schl ? & he's repeating his sec 4 at Assumption English Sch which is beside my schl . Hah , but i didn't got that chance to see him leh . But even though we seldom see each other , i doubt that if i sees him , we won't talk either cus he so dao . Alright , tml's sunday . Another working day , but fred not . Valentine's Day gonna end soooooooon ! No more lovey dovey couples infront of meeeeeee ! *clapszsxc !

I'm dying for a new blogskin , & your voice of cause . D:

Happy Valentine's day ! D:

2009-02-14T10:23:00.005+08:00

4 years & still counting on , Emmabell (L)

Happy birthday to you , sorry that i can't attend your celebration as i gotta rush home as i've got an appointment with the doctor at SingaporeGeneralHospital . Sorry dear , but i love you aye !

First thing first , Happy Valentine's Day to you guys ! [: I've changed my plans , i decided to go & work . I'm working because i wanna see girls with that widely grin smile on their pretty face & holdings hands with their boyfriend . & i wanna led myself into a Jealous City . Wanna come along ? -.- . Wait , you've gotta contact me if you wanna come along . Lol ! Okayla , i'm like emotionally-unstable . Idk why , so yeah . Zz , idk what i'm typing leh !

(PRECIOUS.) NelsonChuaLongKwang! Lin You Jia! CrazyCraps, SAKL, Aslina, Fana, Fadhila, Jeanne, Wenhui, Amy, Dion.

(DARLINGS.) All my gans, 4Deeee, Sri, Yimling, Izad(!?)

(SAYANGS.) Daily readers, LarrySmall, DramaHumans, Schoolmates.

To ( PRECIOUS.) : Happy Valentine's Day ! As you guys are under Precious. it simply means you are Precious to me . Each of you stands a special place in my big heart . Whether you're happily attached or single , you still gotta enjoy alright . & NelsonChuaLongKwang ! Wo Ai Ni ! (:

To ( DARLINGS.) : Heyo people , Happy Valentine's Day ! Hope you'll enjoy today ! Love you all ! Mwahs ! [:

To ( SAYANGS.) : Hello sayangs ! Happy Valentine's Day ! Hope you guys will enjoy okay . Hah , i love you all lah ! :)

Okay , enough of wishings , thanks for all those wishing on MSN . Aye , i'm like having flu & gastric agn . Zz , fuck lah . I'm going to work , i'll update at night , & i'll tell you guys bout my Couplie-Sight-Seeing . Lolololol ! K , bye .

The very next day , loner comes out in me .

2009-02-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

Oh-ya , those late night calls . D:

I'll be blogging from Sunday , 08 Feb . [: & fyi , i'm on Nelson's friend , Wenhui's blog . His blogsong nice uh , ha ! =x

Sunday , 08 Feb .

Went to Xiang Long Resturant for our tua's " li shi doh " . GheeHeng is there too , hah . Ate le , ChangDa & Willie sang songs . Then AhHao , & me . And you know what ? He sing dao like very miserable likethat . Then i lol at him , then he was like " Chang ge yao you feel de ! " . Lololol ! We sang BeiPan - Gary Cao & AnJing - Jay Chou . My first time singing with a very-feel-guy . Lmao ! But he super shuai , he chup Haikim de . His angkong very nice sial ! But he's 20 year old , but he don't look like loh . His boss is Shan Cai Tong Zi , get it ? Nvrm if you don't . [: Then talk cork with Harris & Xiaofei . Lol lah they all ! Haha , actually i think they are the best , Harris , Xiaofei , Terence & Cristine Sister . The rest ain't close at all , & of cus , AhLi ! :D Hah , [: thanks for talking cork with me whenever i'm like very sian . Haha ! Then daddy drove us home , & of cus i went to sleep after thinking of him ! (:

Monday , 09 Feb .

Went to schl , it was a bad day for me . Lingsheng bluetoothed me AnJing . Listened & skipped meal . =x , & i cried . -.- . Okay , don't ask why please . Actually alot of people asked , but all very clever & stopped asking as its very obvious -.- . I managed to stand up & cool down . After schl , went to underblock & had a one-to-one talk with Cheryl . Yeah , we talked bout (J) , (N ) , (YK) & (G) . & of cus , there are things that we definately regrets . [': , but its like past alr ? Now , work hard luh ! Then at night , went to Old Nelson Road . GheeHeng there too ! & i saw AhHao agn ! LOLOLOL . Then went home bout 11pm .

Tuesday , 10 Feb .

Went to schl , & it simply suck . Fine , if you dislikes me , then don't bother to even talk or take a glance at me . I know , my emotions are very uncontrollable , you think i want it ?! Fine lah hor , my fault . I won't talk to you anymore , if i can . zzz , i will remember that art lesson . Was very angry , didn't talked to anyone for the whole blooooody & i slept during English . Math class , our class is seperated . I'm in Mdm Tay's class & guess what ? She's very nice . & i gotta attend Math AIP . Then went home after Drama . Vivien was asking me bout him , & i simply answered her " He's attached . " Vivien , i thank you for your consoles & encouragement . But , he isn't that great , really . I know what you meant , i really do . Before i slept , Nelson called . & he asked very weird question . Lololol , ohyeah , i will remember what You did , -.- . Don't let me find out where are you ah ! Why did You told him that i was suffering from Gastric pain ?! -.- Tsk , now i know actually guys can be losoh at times . Haha ! Talked bout quite alot , he sounds great . Er , he was like angry with Someone . Lol , & he keep saying " Eat shit , drink urine . " Lololol , well , i enjoyed although i'm like shivering ? Lololol ! Before we hung , he was like keep asking me to eat , eat eat -.- . Okay lah , i try to eat . HAAH [:

Wednesday , 11 Feb .

Reached schl bustop , walked up with Fana . Then go Canteen . Waved at Ex Boyfie , Izad . He look cute in NCC Full-U uh ! Haha ! But he hongster -.- . Then had FAST . Spend the last 15 min sleeping cus after hung up with Nelson , i used 1hr30mins to like daydreaming ? Lol . Then mothertongue , sian . Then recess , didn't felt like eating actually . But i told Nelson that i will eat -.- . So i eat luh . Oh-ya , i learnt a new song taught by Vp . Lol , meet me up & i will sing to ya . [: Then after schl , went for Art . Was raining heavily , didn't manage to go home till 5.30 . See NCC guys marched , Neo Ling Sheng , you suck ! Then walked home with Aslina .

Thursday , 12 Feb .

Woke up at 6.30 am . Slept at Sofa , very tired . Didn't got to see Cck guy ): Then earpiece spoil again ! GAH . New earpiece again please ? [: *SMILES WIDELY . New maid is here , name Arni . She's pretty nice [: & she look like one of my classmate . HAHAHA ! Schl was alright , had Drama . LarrySmall made me laugh like siao . He can burp while talking . He can say " Emily Loves Nelson " . I managed to record , but the word " Nelson " don't have , cus he don't have the breath to do so , so instead of he saying , a bunch of juniors was like shouting " Emily Loves Nelson " . Super cute can , ahah ! LOL ! =X . Then walked home while on the phone with Amy . {:

Friday , 13 Feb .

Went to schl , was half mooody & half happy . Moody cus its Valentine's Day tml . & wtf , i'm gonna celebrate alone i guess ? :/ Happy is cus , today its schl day . Okay , lame . HAHA , Had Mother Tongue , the PE . Saw something which last year i also saw . Lolol ! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT THAT I WILL SEE THE FRONT PART MAN ! HAHA . LOLOLOLOLOL ! Ha , lastyear when i saw i told Nelson . & now i also got tell him la . Lol ! Then physic , slept . Then Chem , sang song with Fana . Sang National Song . Lol , her singing rocks . We talked bout Eygpt Mummy . Haha , hot uh ! Lol . Thn after schl , went to BPP with Sakinah & Vivien . Ate 2 large fries , then i bused home . Bathed le , cabbed down to SGH with Grandma & Maid . Then go Bangkit , eat liao walked home . Pranked Amy . Told her i was down with Cancer . & she was like " Diao !~ WHY ? YOU LAH , SKIP YOUR MEALS ! NOW GOT CANCER LE LAH ! " Lol , i was like trying to endure the laughter lah . Then i can't tahan liao , so i told her . Expecting her to ask me what Cancer . But she didn't -.- . Then when she found out , she keep scolding cb , fuck . LOLOLOL ! Fuck sial , now night le . Tml's Valentine's day . ): AWWWWWWWWW, I'M A LONER TML !

& HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY EMMAAAA ! & ALSO HAPPY VALENTINE DAY ! (L) .

I'm done blogging , well . These few days , what Mdm Fatimah scolded me & what i shout back at her really makes me think of it . As in , i know i'm in the wrong for shouting back , but i guess . Its over . & yeah , i'm not gonna drop Art . I'm sorry , forgive me . [: I'll control my emotions . I try . & boyyyyyy ! I miss you lah , tml i loner siaaaaaaaaal ! You too right ? HAHA .

Well , i love you [:

Short post :)

2009-02-12T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hey yaw!
I'm here to blog! :)
Ha, but short post la.
Wasn't feeling well, had gastric agn.
Zzz, school's okay today.
Grah, i just now view Nelson's blog.
Say me guai!
As if i dog likethat! Haha!
Lol, but nevermind :)
Ah shit, i really need Janet!
But she's gone! :(
Janettttttttt!
I know you'll view my blog de! :)
How are you?
Hope you're doing well girl!
All the best, and seriously, i'm angry with you! >:E

HI .

2009-02-11T15:57:00.001+08:00

Hi , i'm at Art room now , Aslina is beside me :O
Lol , she bueysong lah , cus i using her laptop . LOL .
Okay , Bukit panjang gonna rain later on , i never bring UMBRELLLLLLLLAAAAAA !
Oh shit , lol . Ohya , i'm very happy ! :D BYE .
I love you ! {3

I'm feeling better .

2009-02-08T16:03:00.001+08:00

Oh hi people , i'm feeling way better . Yeah , i'll blog from the 6th to today alrighty :) So , bear with it . :D Hah , ohmy ! This will be a wordy postzcx leyyyyyy )):

6th Feb 2009.
I'll continue blogging . Was crying non-stop (-.-) till a unknown number called me . I answered and it sounds like Mimi ; Suhaimi . And he denied that he was Suhaimi but Ice-cream seller . So i played along , and he's ice-cream has alot of different flavours ! He had Redbean , Coffee , Cappucino & Jam (!?) . & he made me laugh , thanks Dude :} But not for that part when you said he's name .. But nevermind , i won't take it to heart :) But please , don't do it again . & Michelle ! How could you ?! Haha !

7th Feb 2009.
Happy 8th month , BotakLolCutie ! :D Thanks for being that when i needed you despite you are with your brothers , sisters & friends . Thanks alot , i love you la ! :) Went to Fajar arnd 6pm . See 'em play duaki , & someone steam ! HAHAHAH . LOLOLOLOL ! Celebrated their 3 yr Anniversary . Very boring lah , their perf ! -.- . Then after that slacked there till 3am . Played Ticktactoh , and the cancel game o.o . Got fight , lol . But awhile sua liao . Lol , then ate Mac . Then went home , slept . [:

8th Feb 2009.
Today woke up at 1pm , i know i very pigo . Lol , =x . Then bathed , went Bangkit . Then go Whampoa , ( now i'm at . ) then later going down to Depot road for dinner . With Ghee Heng [: That's all i guess ? Tml's sch , cool [: Bye .

To that spammers on www.nelsonshakefuckfly.blogspot.com , stop lah . Wtf is wrong with you guys ? He got hong you meh ! Zz , sibeh lame ley ! Grow up pleasexsc . -.-

Last long , i've already made the most painful decision . Boy , you hurt me alot .. ):

Sad = Single And Desperate ? -.-

2009-02-06T15:12:00.003+08:00

Eww , you suck . :)

I changed my blogskin , but without Tagbox this time . I'm far too tired seeing people tagging me . Idk why , i'm weird . ): I've changed , i'm a changed person . I get easily irritated & angry . I really don't know why , really . I'm sorry , i've changed . I'm a changed person . Please forgive me for whatever sins that i've done . ):

I'm a changed person , i've got no choice , i miss you too much . Bby , last long . I know its my fault , my fault for being so tiki . I got no choice , i really love you alot .

Last long with Esther . (': i love you , Nelson .

Edited./

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.

6. Hug her.

. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know! WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..

26. Don't lie to her.

27. DON'T cheat on her.

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.

30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT.

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.

32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.

40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.

42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for long walks at night.

44. Always remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you're sitting on her. You'll never know when she needs just a little more love.

I got this from Heroine's blog , i like it alot . :'D , but i doubt it willl happen to me )':

Oh fuck .

2009-02-06T14:02:00.002+08:00

Hi , i'm at Sakinah's house now .
My Tua's function ended ytd , & today i pon schl . & Amy was so envious of me that i woke up at 11am plus . Hahahaha , i too shag lah ! Last night still went back to Xintua at 12am , -.- . & i'm having a pain on my back . its swolllllenzsxc . SIBEH PAIN K . Then poke needle . Wahlan , sibeh pain .

K lah , now it GheeHeng turn to have function . But only one day , budget ! :x HAHA . Harris , ChangDa & Ahlee hai wo bei ma by saying ****** ! -.- . Okylah , idk what to blog le , i'll blog soon bout my function with pictures [: Bye .

Ohfuck , whats wrong with me ? ):

MIA.

2009-02-01T00:25:00.003+08:00

Hey people , i'm away from internet from now

till i-dont-know-when .

Do keep my tagbox alive !

Anything find me through phone or

go down Fajar Square @ my tua's big day .

So yeah , takecare alright ! [:

& Dearest boy , i love you very much !

And i miss you hell lots too .

Teach me how to say the 3 powerful words again .

2009-01-25T13:17:00.003+08:00

Hi , everyone ! :D

Hello hello ! Haha , siao . Today's the last day of 2008 of Lunar Calendar . Like so cool right ?! Ohmy , N level is coming soon . & i've yet do anything for my Art , English , Geog , Maths , Science etc . Like wtf ! I totally got no mood for studies lah , i can be very very sad at this moment , then very high . Maybe i miss him too much ? D: Nevermind , shan't talk bout this . I'm on our classblog , lol ! The posts are all gone ! Holyshitttt , immmmmma so good to go and change it okaye :) Hah , bye ! :D Anything find me at Msn or through Hp . Byebyebye & don't miss me !

Again , Happy Chinese New Year :D Yeayness , tml going down to Sintua for Bai Nian to gods ! Hohoho , LionDancing is (L) . Bye ! :D

Boy , i love you ):

Edited ./

I'm very very sad now , HuitiaN chatted with me . She asked bout what Nelson likes since i liked him for so long . She said she wanna give Nelson a surprise by asking me what's Nelson's fav . HuitiaN , no matter do you view my blog anot , i just want to say . When you asked for my MSN , i'm starting to feel hurt . But i still added you up like what you wants me to . They way you asked , the way you typed , is like teling me that you guys are very sweet , wanna give him a surprise . Please , did you ever thought how will i feel ? D: , you're so selfish , you know i love him alot , yet you still asked me . Why didn't you ask other people ? Why didn't you ask Gavin & co ? They are closer to him than me ! You did it on purpose , ):

A sorry can't heal it , ): .

Ohmy , its the sky falling ? -.-

2009-01-24T16:54:00.001+08:00

I miss that particuler hotel which Shamira farted :D

Okay , internet suck and i will not blog much ;0 & Nelson , get well soon ! Love love love yaaa .

I'm off to Cheenatown , bye ! :D

4 days dairy .

2009-01-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

Its on the bus back to school from NAFA i guess ? :/

Hello hello ! :D Miss my post boh ! Haha , okaye . I abit high now , i mean i'm no longer high ): Becaause just now Daddy said 12am go Cheeeeeenatown but in the end never -.- . Sianzsx , i want to go leh , someone pei me ? Grah ): Okaye lah , stop complaining . I'm gonnnnna post from Tuesday till Friday ( Today ) . So bear with it , Darlengs ! :D

Tuesday , 200109

Regent Sec came to out school , had a soccer match with Chestnut Drive ' B ' & ' C ' boys . Had CNY rehearsal & i'm in . Like wtf ? Why must it clash with the Soccer match ?! -.- . But in the end , i still get to watch [: & Jenica , you asshole . Scold me dumb just because of the Choco game -.- . Yahlah , you fast lah -.- . Haha , i can't bully her because of that guy who likes to pull my hair -.- . Grrr , whatever ! Anyway , i noticed that our school's Soccer boys ain't hot at all :X Haha , Regent gotgotgotgot !! There's one guy super supeer hot can ! Ohmy , he's wearing Yellow Boots oh , lol . His brother is a Angmoh with Curly Hair -.- . Nono , i'm not trying to be basterd k . Hah , & the yellow boots stays the same condo with Shane [: He's name is pronounced as Jo-seh . Hah , cute uh ! His rl even cute ! :D , no ! I don't like him , i only love one person . [:
Had Geog & Social Studies paper , damn suck . Actually planned to sleep lah , lol ! Then first paper was Social Studies . There's Source Base & idk lah . Then when i see the Source Base's , i siannnnn liao lah ! Then i see something & made me suddenly very high & end up talking to Nanipeng . LOLOLOL ! Guess whattt ?! Its taken by Naval Base Sec Sch de ley , i tell you . I suddenly got the mood to do lah , but every question i fell asleep . Because , if i start doing , i will do very fast & spend the time to sleep . So yeah , i don't want luh . But i think i'm gonnna fail . :0 Hah , after school , Shakir & Suhaimi made me cried , its nearly lah . Because they sang , Stickwityou . Nevermind , [:

Wed , 210109

Went to school , the only Wednesday that i wasn't late because my Dj Bomba's tone is sibeh irritating -.- . Lol , but good luh , i wasn't late :) & i was pissed off with MachineGun ! D: Then had Mathematics paper , apparently it simply suck . :) Had Geog & Physics . Geog sat with Shakir , actually wanted to see with my Geogmate , Farris . But he late , so sat with Shakir luh [: Talked bout our you-know-who . Hah , fun uh ! Talking to him is very nice , but not for the part that he put his finger on my back going up & down & blew my ear -.- . Like wtf ?! Lolol , we talked bout America's buliding , California & he's far cousin from Taiwan . Lolol , he's so damn coooooool . Then went to Phycis lsn . Disturbed Farris , & he's angry with me ); Sorry uh Brother ! Hahah , lol !But its very fun disturbing him ley . Haha :X

Thurs , 220109

Its the 7th month , yeah . Okaye , i think don't talk bout i better , haha . :D Incase i cry you know ! Reached sch's bustop . Met Suhaimi & Aslina . Board Shuttle together . Had Chem & Phy paper , sian . It suck , again . Hah , during Phy paper , sat beside Angelo & he can cross his legs sial ! OHMYOGA , YOUR THAT ONE BIG OR SMALL ?! Haha , LOLOLOL ! Hah , then after sch had CNY rehearsal again . I find our Drama Society's play totally very suck loh . Lol , whatever lah ! -.- . Grand finale was okay , quite nice & i was forced to smile by Mdm Yap . Which i don't want to smile -.- . Zzzzz , i just can't smile ?! Stood beside Bernice Mei & Jasmine . All from Concert Band de sial , lol . I'm like tha drama girl in between two of 'em . -.- , whatsmore they Sec 2 & i'm Sec 4 ?! Wtf , lol . Then dismissed at 6.15pm . Shag bodoh ! ):

Friday , 230109

Reached school bustop , was shocked to see Vice-Principal standing there & smiling to me . But i didn't smile back cus i don't feel like to . :/ Hah , i'm anti-social ! Well , ahah . Then board Shuttle with Yimling . Reach canteen , ate Eggbread & drank Milo . But they off the lights before i could finish my bread & Milo ): Then Mr Nasim ( Vice-principle ) was like coming towards me & said " Young lady , this morning i saw you at the bustop . You early , well done . Please smile more . & you see , when you come early , you still can eat your egg bread & drink your Milo . " & i was like smiling to him & walked pass him without answering him . Lolol , whatever ! :D Had mothertongue , i guai sial . I do Miss Chan's Xi-Zi . Lol , today i didn't talked back her because she didn't talk cork . Lolol , then had PE -.- . I didn't bring PE , was maade to run/walk aroung the field instead of the school . Hello , i prefer whole school lah pleasezs . & he's motive for us to do that is to see us SWEAT . -.- , so walked luh . for 20 mins . Lol , then 4D & 4C competed Soccer , & 4C won . Like yahyah , whatever -.- . Then had Physics for 5 mins of scoldings and left the class to canteen for early recess :) I mean , because i'm performer mah , so can get out of class early loh . hah , & Farris made me bring his Band-Black shoes to him -.- . Then gave it to him luh , then went to AVA room , changed into costume . Then go eat , put bloody makeup . -.- , was forced by Amira , like wahlan . I hate Make up . Then no choice got to put , then put liao go Hall . Then perform , i forgot my lines because of NEO LING SHENG & LEONG JIA WEI . They keep shouting my name & my new nick lah . Tsk , i hate it . & i arm-chio lah . Then i had to freeze , but i laughed . Then after the play , went to Gallery . Then had Finale . Neo Ling Sheng & Leong Jia Wei disturbed me again , sucker . & Shakir & Aini was like talking photo of me & i didn't pose lah ! Wahlao , sian . Then after that , go AVA room , then go Bpp & went home .

That's all luh , i know its very wordy . But sorrry uh ! Hah , bye !

&& HAPPY ADVANCE CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE !

You're only my someone.

2009-01-18T20:19:00.004+08:00

Suhaimi , Emoily & Shakir .

( The idiots who always messes with my hair -.- . <3>NAFA Open House 2009 .

Heyo , today woke up at 11am which is the time that i'm suppose to go out for work . Well , in the end im not late , ahaha ! Then text Amy , told her what my daddy told me last night after Joshua hung up . Daddy told me to put my sad feelings or rather mixed feelings bout Love aside , and get ready for N level . I was like " O.O , orh . " Grah , & Amy agreed to what my Daddy said . Like wtf ? Nevermind , don't talk bout this [: .

Work was okay/great . I managed to remember all the orders . *applause pleasezzxczxsc . Saw alot of angmohs & hot guys . & Angmohs didn't cheated with my money today , yahahaha . Haha , hot guys are real hot , seriously speaking ogay . Hah , super hot ! Actually working is fun lah , minus all the quarrellings all that . [: Neighbours were v v v v good to me , we jokes , talk , bicker , laugh & disiao people together . But they very basterd sometimes , seriously . They help me choose Boyfriend ley , like wtf ? Vivien knows lah , haha ! (: But they are realllly very nice peoples , without them i think i'll die of boredom . Hah , thanks typical singaporeans . But i hate smth bout working there , its the ChickenLad & SatayBoys( Techno Siao) . Haha , but one of the satay boy's name is WeiJie , but he never work there le , ); . Because he's real real real handsome . & we talks you know ! Haha , lol ! Oh yeah , Sengyau is going to NgeeAnn Poly [: Can't wait to see him yo , lol .

Fuckfuck , tml got Mock paper again . Mother tongue -.- . Compo writting . Hope i pass luh , haa . Tuesday gonna stay back , study Mathematics . Who know how to find Mean ?! -.- , siao liao lahhhhhhh . Tuesday , date with Mr Goh . Nah , kidding . LOLOLOL , but he's Mathematics sibeh pro can ? Ahh , whatever =x . Shit , tml school day means see Lingsheng . Confirm call me BarbieDoll -.- . Tsk , NEO LING SHENG , YOU SUCK .

Reveal your love tonight

2009-01-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

Oh boy , mahal kita .

Hello readers , im on MSN with CherieDarlingAiai , YiterSucker & JiemingDidi . Hah , chatting with DarlingAiai is fun ! {3 , i love her okay ! :D While , YiterSucker really sucked . He so boring , & so sacarstic too . I said Boring to him & he replied Thanks . WTH ?! Lololol , no life . HAHA ! & JiemingDidi is eating During Ice Cream Cake -.- . Hahaha , so blur ley him ! Hahah , lol ! On the phone with AmyHappykid & CherylBodohBitch just now [: Lolol , Amy sibeh hot , haha . Relax girl ! :D Alright , shall talk bout today yo .

Met Vivien at bustop & i was late . Hah , paisey luh . Then walked to workplace & worked . Then got one customer reallly make me very very angry sial . This is our conversation - :

Uncle : Meimei , one sugarcane without lemon .

Em : One ah ?

Uncle : Don't want .

Em : One ah ?? *blur+bueysong face .

Uncle : Don't want !!

Em : One ah ?!? *Point 1 to him .

Uncle : Yeah , ONE * WITH BIG EYES .

Vivien : *Laughs at him & laugh at me .

Em : *Diao Uncle -.- .

Is he dumb or what ? His Wifey kept looking at my face as if got gold or something . Cb , think i scared ah ! Lol , want complain me go loh , not scared . At most tio meh nia -.- . Tsk , sucker . Then after that , talked cock with Vivien . Oh-ya , i'm going to but Contact Lens on this coming friday , i'm going to force myself to overcome the phobia [: & Vivien is accompanying me to TeckWhye & buy the coloured one . Hah , what colour should i buy ? O.O , speaking of TeckWhye , i miss the Sweet corn ): , speaking of the Sweet corn , let me thought of the underblock accident . Its goes likethat - :

Wind blew very very hard , empty cup with Butter from Sweetcorn dropped & leaked out & layed on my Geography book . Mirrah , Cheryl , Vivien & Me doesn't have any tissue . & i was like wtf , how ? Then i clever , i thought of an idea . Use KOTEX and wipe it . Lololololololol ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH , im clever k :) But hope the uncle won't paotoh uh , he saw me doing that and pasting on the table & left . Lol , =x .

That's all , haha . Today was okay je , tml going to work but going to take my Bonus Pay from Boss ! :D Yeaynesssssss , money money money !!! :D Haha , okay lah . I go update my private blog for the 2nd time uh , if not that CherylBodohBitch will say i didn't update blah blah blah . & Ohyeah , JoshuaBigBrotherBully gonna call me later on ! I misssssss talking to him manzsxzs ! He's like promoting Pepsi to NTUC ? lololol ,he should work as a baby bully . Lol , that time went out with him , me & him was inside the lift . & a baby saw him and cried . LOL ! AHAHA , & yeaha , i miss going out with him ); Hey dude , meet up soon . Teach me Maths ):

You found that special thing.

2009-01-17T10:43:00.003+08:00

2nd post for today , lol -.- .

Alright , now is 10.44am . After posting , i'll be getting ready for work . Hope i won't miss my bus luh , it comes every 20 minutes yo . Haha , i changed my blogskin & blogsong . When i was having Artclass , Mdm Fatimah on this song , & i was like loving it . Lol , its nice uh . Hah , actually want to put Unbreakable , but in the end didn't . This song nicer luh , ha ha . Alright , just called Vivien , she's bathing . Gonna wait for her call then go out , lol . Because i don't want to wait like a pathetic asshole at the bustop waiting for her . Haha , lol ! So yaw , i'm seriously gettin bored here & i didn't logged into my msn because i'm lazy ! Lololol , sian lah ! Last night was on the phone with AmyHappyKid (L) . & also was texting with XiaoRed , lol . He said he fought with his dad & got a bruise on his face plus nose bleeding . Sibeh kua zhang can , haha . Lololol ! I'm got nothing to blog le , i guess i'll be blog-hopping yaw . Till here then , bye readers & i love you guys . :D

" so impossible as they may seem , you've got to fight for every dream . Cos who's to know which one you let go , would have made you complete .. "

The joy that you brought to my life

2009-01-17T08:37:00.003+08:00

I'm looking for that something .

Morning , now is 8.41am . Actually woke up at 6.40am , because thought today got school and i'm going to be late . How i know , i go out of my room , i saw nobody & remembered that today is Saturday , haha . Lolololol -.- . Monday's my Chinese Mock Paper , dreaddddd man . Wtfwtf , got Compo sial , wahlan . -.- , i hateee -.- .

Today not going to post much luh , i don't think tonight i'll post uh , beacause i've alrd post ? Hah , but i'll update my private blog , hah ! Today going to work , going out at 11am . Meeting Vivien at bustop , hope today that Chicken guy won't make me dulan & i won't quarrel with my Granny -.- . Hah , that's all i guess ? So yaw , byebye ! :D

I will still wait , no matter how stupid or lame . I know he's with HuitiaN now , i know i should scram off , but i don't want . That doesn't mean i want to break them up , i wished them to last long , if you don't believe , can ask either Nelson or HuitiaN alright . Precious boy , wtf is wrong with you ? I want to love him also wrong ah ? You got problem with me loving him is it ? Why ? Stop it lah , its takes alot of love to love & forget . Get it ? I got the love to love him , but i don't have that love to give up . Because the love isn't there , will you understand ? ):

Alexandre Evans .

2009-01-16T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hello Banananananaanananananaananan -.- .

Hello peoplepeoplepeople , do i sound sad ? Hope not , because today is my Lestie's Sweet 16 pe ! Hah , Happy Birthday girl , love you ! I'll write my wishes to you later on alright ! :D WAIT K . Alrrighto , i'll blog from Wednesday onwards alright , bear with me yaw .

Wednesday , 140109

I rebonded my hair , go to my Friendster uh . Heh , i only uploaded some , because of Amy -.- . Actually i don't want to upload de , but she keeep insisting me to . So well , here you go girl . :D Had FAST ; English Launguage . I think i didn't did my very best , because i'm very very very sleeepy , then i fell asleep after 15 mins . ( I do finish liao lah . ) Nevermind lah , still got another FAST . Which is Mathematics :) , dreadzsxzsx . Well , its Wednesday yaw . Last year's 2008's Wednesday school starts at 8am , with no book-reading session . Hah , & can wake up late :D But hor , i always wake up at 8.15am , especially rainy days . Lololol , cus i sleeeeeep dao sibeh shuang man . Haha , & i'm a late-comer on every Wednesday , lol ! & when i woke up , Love has already woke up & already in school studying while i'm still panicking . Lolol , & i will text him , he will be like faster walk , dont slow , faster ! =) . Lolol , cute right my Love ! :D Hah , but now . Stfu , Emily . :D

Thursday , 150109

Went for Drama Practice at Class 1A . With the Sec Ones of cus ! :D Super super super adorable can ?! Especially Larry Tan Wei Jie from Class 1C ! Hah , lol ! I seriously got nothing to blog bout Thursday because it simply suck . :D Shan't elaborate more luh .

Friday , 160109

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , ASLINA LESTIE ! Sorry yaw , didn't sang Birthday Song to you during recess because i managed to cut queue & didn't to queue again , ha ha ! :D Butbut , i got pay for the cake okay :D You know me lah , haah . I'm always so kanchiong type de , haas . Well , happy sweet 16 alright . Chey , 16 alrd sial , wtf . I'm still 15 . But i got IC alreadyyyyyyyyyy !! & hope you find your true love & pass your N level with flying colours & get into the poly which you wants to be in alright ;D

Today school was a bore , had Canteeeen Duty , cleaned up canteen -.- . Saw Joshua's brother a.k.a panda . LOLOLOLOL ! Then went back class for Chemistry , sat with Fana , Shakir , Fieza O & Chonchon . Lol , left class early 3 minutes -.- . Rushed to canteen , buy greeeeentea & went foyer to get ready to go NAFA . Saw yy ykid . :D But didn't managed to talk to him because he was with his friends . So well , but its alright . Its the 2nd time i met him man ! Took alot of pictures with Fana & Aslina :) But not with me but Aslina . So jyeah , thats all i assume ?

In school, art lesson. (Nelson, you landed me in a deeep shit!)

2009-01-13T09:23:00.004+08:00

Hello, i m in sch now , will not be posting much . Nelson !! I'm in deeeeep shit ! D:

Ohyeah , im dead ! Haha , & now i coudn't find any suitable pictures for my N level theme ); Howhowhowhow ? 2 hours sial , art lsn . Wth , will die . 11am faster come , i want to go recessss ): Nelson Chua !!!!!!

My theme is Bird life , how ? D:

That block number.

2009-01-11T19:19:00.002+08:00

At Central Library :)

Hello people , i'm back from Bugis - Suntec - Esplanade . Hah , what i can say was that this outing is very very fun ! :) Went with Aslina , Fana , Fadhila & Akif . Nanos & Fana was late today , & i'm the earliest , *oh well . Haha , then took 960 to Bugis . Went streeeeeet , i bought my 2nd set of CNY clothes . & waited for Nanos & Aslina outside the Sex Shop with Akif , Fana & Me . Lol , inside got a bear with a konek siol . Hahaha , lol . Then went Junction , then to Long John , saw a hidong maintain guy . The hidong shiny siol , somemore big . HAHAH !

Then go Central Library , go borrow books on N level art :B , semagat siol . Haha , thanks Nanos for your card :D , love ya ! Then walked to Suntec , go Starbuck . Slacked , drank , took pictures of " Burst " mode . Sibeh funnnnny can , lol ! -.- , then walked to Esplanade , wahpiang . Sibeh tired , lol . Then me & Aslina bused home while Nanos , Angelo , Fana & Akif lepak . Lol , sorry guys for pangseh-ing . Lol , then slept in the bus , then woke up . Laughed at pictures & because of laughing , i need the toilet . Wtfxzx ?

Reached home , go toilet straight ( duh . ) Then here am i blogging , yeaha . :D I sibeh good de ley , tomorrow's school day again . Yeaha , finallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly .! & today i got sibeh pissed off with one suckeh . Actually i don't really like that suckeh . Suckeh talked behind my back , & friend told me . & Suckeh , you ain't perfect as well , you're the one who likes being surrounded by boys . & You act gentle infront of 'em . You like to force people , threatening 'em , tryna control people , & guess what ? You seems to be alone all the time , really . Suckeh , think about it :}

For what you are.

2009-01-11T10:18:00.002+08:00

I love you for what you are,

Hello yellow , my brother now kaopeh-ing me for snatching the computer from him . Haha , paisey lah bro . Later give you loh . I'm going out with my best babe/s . AslinaLestie , FadhilaNonok , FanaCutie & Fana's boyfriend , Akif :) & yeah , i'm gonna take loads of photo with my camera :) Will be heading to ArtFriend , and singapore's largest library perhaps ? Haha , i'm so gonnnnnna work hard for my N . I'm like dreaming of myself gettin' a distinction for English Language :D . So real -.- . Haha , okay lah .

I'm suppose to meet 'em at 11am at Bpp Mac & now is 10.23 yet i haven't bathe yet ! Ohgosh , i'm gotta rush now , if not they will nag . Oh , what should i wear ? Black of blue ? Whatever , bye :)

Jerks.

2009-01-10T20:44:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah , i miss you/s .

Hello readers ! :D I'm here to blog bout yesterday & today . So yeah , keep on reading . Hahaah , oh yah . I'm on msn with JeanneNiangNiangQiangJiemei now (L) .

9th January 2008

Went to school , had MotherTongue first , then have to do Ying Yong Wen but me & Cheryl didn't bring . But hor , i am not on purpose de can , i really forget to bring ! =X Then Miss Chan ask Yingying to buy for me , but i told her not to , cus i don't want to do . Haha , was bullshitting with Cheryl . Then Miss Chan gave newspaper & there's Yoga Lin You Jia (L)(L)(L) . Then Alson & Binjun go tear away & i got so damn blooooooooooody angry & tore Alson's math book . And he was like " eh sorry sorry , sorrrrrrrrrrry !!!!! " . Lol , then i song & stop tearing . I know i like very tomboy , but actually i'm a girl . -.- but , if my friends were to insult Yoga Lin , he/she die . Lol , i'm joking yo , i just don't like it luh . Then had classes all the way . & Geog was last period . Farris very disgusting , wtf -.- . He came and sat beside me , and . WHAT THE FUVK , I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE . -.- , then walked home with Tina , Aslina , Cheryl & Vivien . Then went home , bathed .

Trained to Lot1 & met up with Tina & Cheryl . Then trained to Bugis . Went street , then met Amy outside Sex shop . Then go foood court , went to arcade to find Tina's friends & brother . Played arcade , then i saw the driving one . & it made me thought of 30th . We spend almost of our time on the game , looking at him playing is fun too , haha ! But , it can't be rewind i guess ? :/ , stop thinking Emoily . Then went to streeeet again , the trained to Lot1 with Amy & Cheryl . Walked around , cabbed home . Shag can , grah . On the train , passed Sembawang . That station , the anxiety in my heart on the 30th was so great , the feeeeling was so ... nevermind , forget it ..

10th January 2008

Went to work , walked to interchange for nothing (?) . Lol , then bused down to work , met up with Vivien (L) at the bustop . Then walked to shop , worked , laughed . Got angry with the Chicken Guy , & my Granny -.- . Shan't talk bout it , geeez . Then knock off , Vivien treated me my favourite milk , HL milk (L) . Then while waiting for bus , she swung her hands & my milk landed on the floor -.- . Then walked to another bustop , then my bus came . & i board , on the way home , was texting with Vivien (L) . Then alighted liao , saw Shehnaz , Shahirah & Amira . Then pei them walk to Petir , then i walked home alone . Wtf ? So kelian . Then reached home , bathed , eat . & here i am blogging :)

Tomorrow not working (Y) . Going to Artfriend for N level Art for shopping . Lol , siao . I can't wait , yeaha yeaha yeaha (L) . See ya , lovelies .

I've got a similar msn Nick as Jieming Didi (L)(L)(L) , see this .

♥ 'SKK™ Jieming. Once A Happy Boy. Never Again. says:

Emoily is never a happy girl , never again anymore . / MahalKita , like i always do . Darling , says:

Haha , i'm at Nelson's gf blog , her blogsong nice uh ! :D & her post too , shut up Emoily .

You don't hold a candle compared to her , she's pretty , she's nice , she's lovely & she only worth Nelson loving her & not you . You are such a failure in compared to her .. Last long with NelsonXiaobear , :']