I think , its time .

Today went for headstart ; science . Met Farhana , Sri & Aslina @ bukitpanjangplaza . Ate Mac & left . Farhana rebonded her hair which is like so cute ! {: Hah , eighty bucks only , for virgin hair . Hahaha , Farhana got virgin hair -.- Lol , and she's like showing off in the bio lab saying : " Eh emily , i got straight hair ! " I was like " O.o , really ah ?! " Hah , lolololol . Today actually got Mathematics headstart , but we just go for Science . Lol , didn't meant to lah , lol ! :D Then Chemistry calss was abit blur for me . Now i know . Metal can cause electron to be freed . Non metal can't . Lol , & metal + metal or metal + non metal or non metal + non metal equals to Alloys . And , the other one is non metal + non metal = ironic compound . Ahya , i give up lah . Chemistry is my weakest subject ): I need tutor for this . Lol , who is kind enough to teach me ? *winks . Lol , ahahaha . Okay , i gotta stop blogging . Have to invite JelynDada to my blog :)

Sei : tag! tag me too! oh. .link too

♥./} Where's your link ? O.o

AMY ;D : PowerfulBiatch, Tagged :'D Ily many many ♥

♥ ./} Thanks oh , i love you too .

Vivien :} : EMILY ! (: Hope you'll get better (: takecare. mamaSLUT ! hah

♥ ./} Thanks eh slutdaughter :B

Cheryl.♥ ": HEY B!TCH ! LOLS, GET WELL SOON AH. I WRITE BIG BIG, IN CASE YOU CAN'T SEE HOR. (:

♥ ./} Lol , you think i cock eye uh ? I'm feeling much better le & why your blog private uh ? O.o

Jelyn : woah! i'm so so so dua? to invite me to your blog, you have to stop blogging ! HAHAHA xD

♥ ./} Hah , you're my precious dada mah , tsk . :)

(L) EMOILY .

Sigh , i'm tired of waiting , i feel like giving up , amy asked me not to .

Its not a great feeling now , who can help me ? D:

Sorry for everything.

( insert picture. )

I don't wish to understand .

I'm sad now , i just woke up from nap . My forehead is getting hotter & hotter D: I don't know what happen to me , might as well die . Sigh *cries . I'm sorry for everything . I miss Nelson so much , so much D:

What i got in exchange of losing you is that people is not going to talk bout me , not finding faults with me anymore . & i know , deep inside your heart , you just wants me to be happy . You still cares , i know . When you stead with Yingxue on that very day , you asked my brother whether did i cry anot . You still asked did i show a sad face . I was glad that you actually asked . I want to let you know , i didn't felt any happier nor i wish to be happier without you . I don't wish to forget you . Sometimes , i cry , pinching myself , blaming myself for being so dumb . Eversince 1st aug , i've blaming myself , till now , this minute . I prays , i apologise everyday . Hoping that i'll get a chance again . If , having you in exhange are those troubles , i don't care . Because , like what i said , the decision lies between me & you . If really people were to hate me because of this , i won't care too . No matter what happens , i still want to be with you despite the troubles looking for me . Because having you beside me , can help me overcome any troubles given , being with you is the most sweetest sin that i'm gonna commit . I love you , i really do . I just can't bear to forget you , really . Time flies , everything changed . & it changes very very fast . But my feelings towards you didn't changed at all . I miss you so much , i've been thinking what can i do to have you . Baby , i miss you . & if i were to say i got over you , i swear upon my life , i'm lying .

(L) EMOILY .

I'm sick , i need you D:

Here to blog , i'm running a high fever now :/ I'm having Flu , Cough & headache :O , not working today , skipped school too . I'm too tired to blog any further , i just changed my blogskin :D Nice bo ? Tag okay (?) Sigh , i'm very very tired now , off to sleep . Will not be updating that often anymore . Okay , i'm off to sleep . Bye .

Babyboy , i miss you so much so much D:


(L) EMOILY .

Blessed or cursed ?

It was a bless thing from the sky to have you guys .

Back from work , went go work with Cousin . Gosh , my neck hurts like hell & i'm so beat D: I'm awake since 6.40am by Chonchon's call . Tsk , i so kor lian ): . Lol , today 2-hour-school-day is fun & great ? The class is quiet & i was able to concentrate :) Hah , we learned Congruency & Similar angles . Congruency is same shape & size . As for Similar is same shape , different size & same ratio . Hah , i study okay ! :D & got homework too & i think i'm gonna do it ? Lol , frankly speaking , i don't do homework de lor . Haha , lol . & i hereby announce that Mrs Goh is better then Miss Alice Ooi , lol . She's damn super patient , especially with students like me . dumb , slow , talkative , stupid . Lol , hahaha . -.- You don't laugh ! & my brother got chance to attend IRP , which means he still got chance to stay in express stream {: Good luck k . Shit , its 8.22pm now . Time files ): & i haven't send Dion her letter D: I'm kinda busy these few days , i gotta attend school & work . Thru & forth . Lol , i'm going nuts . Lol , & talking bout letter , this week's one . Hah , i'm off to writee :D & tml , i'm not working , i'm going to school & Tan Tock Seng for injection D: & my blogskin shucks !! D:

Eighteen more days to my birthday :D

Seventeen more days to Yunnan trip .

(L) EMOILY .

Should i ?

Yo short post :/
Went to school for Headstart ; Mathematics . Its kinda easy though . Sorry WenhuiBaobei . Sigh , my moodswing is driving me crazy ): Sorry everyone . Okay , i gotta go & bathed & get ready for work . Tml have to go for injection for China , Yunnan [: . I'm so scared , gah gah gah . LOL , okay . I'm off to bath yo . I'll try to update tonight or tml . Now earning money is the most most important thing :)


(L) EMOILY .

You were never a friend of mine .

Hello people , i'm not working today ! *Yayness . & sorry Amy D: . Last night i told you that i'll call you but in the end i didn't . Cus when i was about to call you , is already 12plus le . I scared your mom or dad will get angry so i didn't called . Sorry ! :/ Today went out with Mommy & Daddy . Before we went out , i went downstairs , Gerald called me . Sigh , you must must cheer up okay ! Anything just tell me :) Okay , back to going out with my Mommy & Daddy . We went to Jurong ShengShiong first . Then went to Toapayoh , Sintua then homed . Mommy bought me a starsign book . Lol , i tell you . Its super accurate :) Lolololol , the went home . Mommy cooked & its delicious for god gracious (!) Lol , then tuesday i'm going down to Bugis with Lestie . Idk got headstart anot leh , tsk . Sibei luan -.- Just heck lah , if we go school , no headstart . Go plaza straight then to Bugis :) Dad gave me $100 . Coooooooooooool daddddy i've got . LOL , my dad rocks today (L) LOLOLOLOL ! (Y) Hah , just now watched Crimewatch on channel 5 . I saw my ex-neighbour . Then i watched Channel U , got YOGA LIN :D , sibei sibei sibei shuai , but his new hairstyle is very ugly :/ Lol , my ahma said Yoga look like Tua peh gong -.- Tsktsk , lol . I'm having stomach cramps & stomachache . Very unwell , tml have to work . Sigh ):


Nelson chua , i miss you .
I need you , really .
Can we go back to the past ?
I seriously misses you alot , alot ):
UOYEVOLI , AUHCNOSLEN .
D: , can we go back to the past ?


(L) EMOILY .

Hate me all you want .

I wanna rewind the times & go back to the past .

Yo people , i'm gonna introduce myself :) My name is Emily from ChesnutDrive , Secthree . I belong to Trip One 's group A . From Operation team . People from operation Team has to be Hyperproactive , fast & loud . & we've to come up with games & cheers . Its that understood ? Haha , lol . Today went to Jurong Junior College to have meeting . Cool lah , lol . Got handsome guys . Hah , and he's one of my leaders ! :D Name is How Sun . LOLOLOLOL , desmond calls him Hong Shan -.- Bukt merah , rofl . & unfortunately , he's 3/4 female , 1/4 male . Get it ? He said he's gender is boy/girl . Lol , gay lor ! :X , haha . But he's friendly like fcuk ! [: LOL , then we played games . The first few games i didn't really enjoyed . Till the game Clingcling , i really enjoyed & i shouted . Tsk , lol ! Then How Sun clinged to me , Hand loop to loop leh ! Hahahahaha , lol . Can't believe it right , hand looping with a gay ! -.- Lol , his skin is smooth , lol . Si bian tai :X , lol . & he's tall . Lol , then we go do cheers & had meetings . & went off back to school . Then i went for work , sibei tired & sick . Cus my monthly friend is here . Gah , now no mood le .

Nelson chua long kwang , i miss you like fck ! D:

(L) EMOILY .

Everything's gonna be alright .

Yo working day today (!) Gerald sms me this morning with a " Hello:( " & i knew something was wrong . He usually always disiao people , then suddenly ): Sigh , gerald eh , cheer up yo . As if he'll read my blog -.- But i hope he cheer up lor , i'm not a person who's great at cheering people up but i can make people laugh . ( Refer to Tina's blog .) -.- i know , i'm lousy . Grr , my monthly friend is here again ! ): ): ): ): Tsk , i hate it . Tomorrow morning going for Yunan Meeting :B Hah , meeting Tina at Pending lrt @ 7.45 am . I can't wait ! Cus we're gonna meet our teamates . Hah , hope got hot guys . LOLOLOL . O.o , i'm kidding . & one pathetic thing is that when i'm back from Yunan , i've to go home by myself . Parents will be at Thai ): Gah , which kind soul can tompang me home ? D: Tskkkkk , i don't want to go home alone lah ): If my wishes comes true , confirm will send me home . If don't have , i've to go home alone ): See , i so poor thang . Tskkkkk ! D:


Was msning with Peter Parker & Gerald now . Cheer up both [:
LOLOLOLOL , okay . I'm feeling down ):
Bye for now .


(L) EMOILY .

I never knew , till today .

Yo , today was last day of school .
Good thing is that finally holidays are here , i'm not gonna feel left out again ! (:
& Yingying , Tina came to school . Sri too . Vivien & Cheryl didn't came , its been a week since i last seen them ): Our friendship is drifting aprt ): I don't want that to happen . Sigh , now i've stop going recess with my dearest cliques member liao . Cus of SAKINAH & MIRRAH . I tell you , if our friendship really breaks (Touch wood) , the main reason is THEM or rather mostly SAKINAH . Instead going with them , i'm going with YimlingSister , SriDarlink , AslinaLestie , Shazlina , Hidayah , FanaCutie & FadhilaNanos . Tsk , don't talk about this . Pisses me off .
Then after recess , talked with Vera & Doris . Tsk , that bloody adeline or whatever shit ( that spammer ) is Doris's gan . LOL , do i care ? Wtf . I told them , i said " My blog leh , i got rights " . __ YOU LAH . Tsk , not refering to Vera . Lol . Then after that went to class . Took alot alot of pictures . But i got no USB ): I can't upload . Gah ): But i'll try to lah [:
Took report book liao , go canteen lepak for awhile & headed to Plaza with AslinaLestie , SriDarlink , FanaCutie & FadhilaNanos . & something happened -.- Lucky i walk with Ridwan & Fadhila to the interchange . Lucky , that Nanos never talk wrong . LOLOL , Ridwan went to surrender himself for running out of hostel . Tsk , so impulsive ! Then bought bands & wore it . Only AslinaLestie , FanaCutie , FadhilaNanos & Me got . No more , no less . :D & shit lah , i gotta attend CIP activitys , FLAG DAY . -'- , i hate that -.-
This saturday , YunanTrip first meeting . Exciting (!)


Tina , don't sad sad okay ?
Listen , think positively :D
See ya this sat :)


(L) EMOILY .

The voice within you & me .

Stop it lah , muke emily -.-
Iqah , Emoily , Sarah .

This picture was taken yesterday when we skipped Art & Pe . We walked around & rested in the toilet -.- Alright , shall elaborate today ! :D & anw , i'm on msn with WenhuiBaobei , AmyPowerfulBiatch & PaulineSweetheart (!) (L)

Today's morning part was written below when i'm at computer lab :D ( the previous post )

After computer lab went to hall for AIDS talk . Tsk , very boring -.- Then went for recess , companied Yimling to office to take her ezlink card cus she forgotten to take yesterday -.- Then the clerk sibei mei you li mao -.- Her attitude shucks , grr . Ni mother mei you mao lah -.- Then went to canteen , Zhenyangkor blanjah me $2 . Cool korkor ! LOLOLOLOL -.- Okay , for today i won't call you wintermelon (: Then after that recess end liao go lepak at parade square . Yimling went class to take her report book . Then we sat there & talk shit . Then go AVA room , sex talk . LOLOLOLOL , then go canteen . Took picture with op , gah . He's super hot :)

Okay , i be right back .

I gotta do smth first ! :D

Back . Then i walked home alone loh ;X , bathed , comped . I'm alone at home by the way ):

& yesterday daddy told me that on 21st november , he's leaving for Thai with momma . & i've to go home alone ): From airport sial . x.x

Babaye , today is 22nd october .

The 4th mth without your love & care .

I miss you alot , alot .

D:

Today's 22nd October , love .

Yo people . I'm at school computer lab 1 .
Doing survey , about finding my strength . O.o , lol .
Hah , lol . Was playing a fool on Mr Fadzil , & thanks for helping me to log in with your account :D
Tsk , today they are not here again . Only aslina here .
Now BJ beside me -.-
& he left with a word " fuck lah "
LOL , sian leh .
Tsk , bro & cousin went for camp , i'm gonna rot at home .
Cus i dont talk much to my cousin (female) .
Lol , now YIMLING come . LOL . adjusting her watch -.-
Okay , done blogging , i know i'm lame .
& Yimling , what's good bout 22 october right /
DONT TELL YOUUUUUUUUUUU .
LOL -.- i'm not CHEEBYE .
& also not motherpundeh .
LOLOLOLOL , hur hur .
Okay , bye ! :D


(L) EMOILY .

Think of my feeling .

( Am i forgotten ? )

Dear blog , today's a bad day ): I walked to to school ; high slope alone , half way , meet Yimling & Aponstar . Was late for school , luckily Mr Hoe didn't nag much ;X Then sat at the pathway . Tsk , very hot . Then saw FarhanaCutie & FadhilaNanos , they joined us . Then Shazlina & Hidayah joined . Then Emmabell & Sidek . LOL , majority is class 3D okay -.- Then talked crap , FadhilaNanos said that she sounds like Agnes Monica -.- LOL , she sang Matahariku . Like -'- LOL , then surrender Ezlink card . Tsk . Lol , then after that FarhanaCutie & FadhilaNanos went for Stomp practice . Tina , Yingying , Cheryl , Vivien & Aslina never come school . I wasn't in a good mood . Sri came :B I miss her like fcuk . Heh .

To:You-guys-know-who

Did you/you all thought of my feelings ? I'm smiling & laughing is because that holidays are reaching , i won't be left alone anymore . I guess , during the holidays , i won't really contact you/you all much . Because i reckon you/you all will too . Like one friend of mine said , devoting too much time to others mught end up giving so little to myself . I'm feeling unappreciated really . You/you all didn't thought of our friendship right ? Maybe i'm just someone whom you can look for when you/you all need someone to be with . Well , i already knew that this friendship of ours won't really last . I told you/you all my feelings , i said i felt left out , everything . Frankly speaking , i do appreciate our friendship . Sometimes , i throw tantrum is because i'm feeling very very bad & idk what's with you/you all's mind ! I felt left out , alone .

Sigh , whats the point of me writing these while you/you all didnt even bother to sms me or come to school ! D: , have you/you all forgotten bout me ? & you/you all are reading this , i hope , you get what i meant . I really got no one to face , everything . Sigh , i dont want to see this friendship drifting apart alright . D:

Just now went home , halfway through i went alone .

Promised me to quit smoking , yet you didn't .

And you know what ? One of my friend even smoked infront of me , & its the first time i saw her doing so . Fine , i won't care anymore . If i were to do all these , you might don't even care ! Might think that i'm being nosey . FORGET IT .

It might be easier & simpler if i were to stop all these .

I won't tell you guys how i feel anymore cus you guys just don't care at all .

From today onwards , i'll be keeping everything , every single thing , in my heart .

Because i don't feel appreciated at all , NOT AT ALL .

Tomorrow's 22nd October , bye blog .

(L) EMOILY .

Young girl .

Yo yo , now msning with Nelson & Yingxue .
Tsk , i done posting pictures on class blog . Hah , do visit !
http://www.threeedeee.blogspot.com , thanks oh !
Hah , i needa go now .
Bye people , see ya tml ;D


(L) EMOILY .

Showing off.

Yo , i'm @ library now .
Lol , Gerald ask me to go online just to feature him -.-!
Lol , so i did . Aslina helped my to top-up $1 .
But i'm gonna tell Gerald that i top-ed up $2 . Hahah ! :D
Lololol , don't tell him okay , ;X
I'm bored lah , just now school was Stressed .
We played Stress for 3 bloody period .
LOLOLOLOLOL . I wasn't stress , Sidek & Yuwan WAS stress .
LOLOL , i champion mah , they baka .
Hah , private blog , not so many people will see anyway :D
Oh ya , i was late for school today ! (:
Just now took 184 with Aslina , Binjun , Khamirul , Lingsheng & Jiawei .
Okay , i'm off to reply comments ~
Bye :D


(L) EMOILY .

New blog , new chapter (?)

Life's a wreck .

This is a private blog , i decided to open this blog cus of spammers & the memories on SYMM is too hurtful . & i'll only update this blog and not SYMM . So you people don't visit SYMM liao , let the others do . This blog is only open to people whom i trust & people whom i'm close . & there's no tagbox here . I don't trust tagbox anymore . As for SYMM too , no tagbox . I'll leave SYMM rotten . I'll try to make d-ontleaveme alive . & when i'm over Nelson , i'll update SYMM . SYMM's july's post got alot alot of memories which is so saddening . And for d-ontleaveme , i'll only link those who are approved alright . I ain't feeling well now , i broke down just now in the midst of messaging with MeilingShaquaCookiemonster & SebastianDrumdrumBreadman . Life's a wreck now , idk what happen . Sigh .

3 more days to 22nd .

Will you ? Baby D:

I miss you .

(L) EMOILY .