Think of my feeling .

( Am i forgotten ? )

Dear blog , today's a bad day ): I walked to to school ; high slope alone , half way , meet Yimling & Aponstar . Was late for school , luckily Mr Hoe didn't nag much ;X Then sat at the pathway . Tsk , very hot . Then saw FarhanaCutie & FadhilaNanos , they joined us . Then Shazlina & Hidayah joined . Then Emmabell & Sidek . LOL , majority is class 3D okay -.- Then talked crap , FadhilaNanos said that she sounds like Agnes Monica -.- LOL , she sang Matahariku . Like -'- LOL , then surrender Ezlink card . Tsk . Lol , then after that FarhanaCutie & FadhilaNanos went for Stomp practice . Tina , Yingying , Cheryl , Vivien & Aslina never come school . I wasn't in a good mood . Sri came :B I miss her like fcuk . Heh .

To:You-guys-know-who

Did you/you all thought of my feelings ? I'm smiling & laughing is because that holidays are reaching , i won't be left alone anymore . I guess , during the holidays , i won't really contact you/you all much . Because i reckon you/you all will too . Like one friend of mine said , devoting too much time to others mught end up giving so little to myself . I'm feeling unappreciated really . You/you all didn't thought of our friendship right ? Maybe i'm just someone whom you can look for when you/you all need someone to be with . Well , i already knew that this friendship of ours won't really last . I told you/you all my feelings , i said i felt left out , everything . Frankly speaking , i do appreciate our friendship . Sometimes , i throw tantrum is because i'm feeling very very bad & idk what's with you/you all's mind ! I felt left out , alone .

Sigh , whats the point of me writing these while you/you all didnt even bother to sms me or come to school ! D: , have you/you all forgotten bout me ? & you/you all are reading this , i hope , you get what i meant . I really got no one to face , everything . Sigh , i dont want to see this friendship drifting apart alright . D:

Just now went home , halfway through i went alone .

Promised me to quit smoking , yet you didn't .

And you know what ? One of my friend even smoked infront of me , & its the first time i saw her doing so . Fine , i won't care anymore . If i were to do all these , you might don't even care ! Might think that i'm being nosey . FORGET IT .

It might be easier & simpler if i were to stop all these .

I won't tell you guys how i feel anymore cus you guys just don't care at all .

From today onwards , i'll be keeping everything , every single thing , in my heart .

Because i don't feel appreciated at all , NOT AT ALL .

Tomorrow's 22nd October , bye blog .

(L) EMOILY .