PLEASE RELINK MEEEEE.
Not updating here for time being, he he. Byeeee!
Oh yaaa...................

http://constantlyloveemily.blogspot.com/Byebye!
Tag ok. ^^

I will not update this blog for quite awhile, im done with everything.

I'll update on www.myboyfriend-isyoga.blogspot.com.

Goodbye.

I need to write everything out here, yes here. I'm feeeling so anguish + sad + stupid + annoyed!

Why is it that i got a brother who always saves the best for himself and not others?
Why is it that my brother is like this?
Why is it that my brother doesn't know how to respect people when he wants people to respects him?
Why is it that my parents always treats him like a treasure?
Why is it that all the boys are so selfish?
Why is my life likethis?
Why am i born in this freaking world?
Why is that i'm always thinking of him?
Why is that i can't bear to get rid of those letters?!
Why am i so egoish?
Why why why why why why why why why why??

There's so many whys, who can answer me? D': Exams are here, i couldn't get to the mood?
Why am i so dumb? Why am i so unhappy wit myself? Why am i complaining here while my parents are out there working hard? Why am i like this? D':

I dreamt of you, just now.

Heyo people, i just woke up from my afternoon nap. :P I didn't worked today, because i applied for Leave. :) Stayed at home and studied Social Studies. And now most of it is inside my tiny brain. He he, Fadhila, i'm gonna win you, Nonok head! =D Haha, evil beeeevile. But, i haven't study Diplomacy yet, i still got tomorrow. ^^ Ha, i thought tomorrow having paper, how i know it Wednesday, wtf. I jitao huh? Wednesday ah? Piang eh, i still go study. -.- Lol, stupid me. Ha.

Went to Plaza wit Jason to alter his pants. Met him at Petir, then met Elton at Mac. Then walked to my block, i went home while they go Bangkit for check up for OBS. :) I brought WOODS sweet for Jason, im so sweet, i know. Hahaha.

Went home, slept. Had a stupid dream, lazy to elaborate lehhhh. See first, if later i got mood, i will elaborate, if not.... Too bad yooooo. :P

I found this picture on Yahoo.com >



Cute rightttt? Ha, Hazmi, that's you! Ha ha he he, in your face! xD I'm on MSN wit my dearest Bestf, Joyce. :) She's my Bestf, so whacha wanna do? Ha, i'm so high for no reason. -___-"

Fieza'O: Hek, tomorrow can see you already ^^
Amy ♥: I miss you too la! Ha, ok. Meeeet up again ok!
Kathie: Thanks girl, i've alr tagged you. :)
Chinyi.: Huh? What? Rofl.
BabyyMocha: Sorry la, i linked you already! :) Love you too!
Heroine: Miss you too, doing fine? :B

Baobei !

Heyo ~! I'm Wenhui , (Weihui) , Emily's Baobei + Hubby ! Ha ha !

It's really my pleasure to be able to post for her ! :D

Yes , we're married , officially lah ! She finally accepted me ? Boo her ! I crush her so long le , then she now then accept me ! Ha ha . Nvm nvm , i'm gonna propose to her soon ! & she say she will love my lovely post because she don't bear to see me sad ! How sweet is my dear wife ! ♥ Give her big kiss , Mwarks ! Haha !

Baobei ah , oh no , Laopo ah , must jiayou for your exam horh ! If not don't propose to you liaos ah ! Ha ha . Ok ok , better faster press "Publish Post" , if not she gonna nag ! x: Ha !

Me luv you most baobei ! ♥

I feel awful. D':

Woke up at 9am, headed to Jurong. Then went for work, played Wii, knocked off at 5 plus.
Brought a bouquet of rose for mom, :) She loves it, i know. Ha ha, went to Shengshiong to buy groceries then went home. Was texting wit Pork & Baobei.

Pork is sick and Pig wants Pork to get well soon, really!
Pork topped up his card after so many gozillion years. xD

I've gotta study for Socialstudies tonight as well as tomorrow. ^^ Not gonna let Mr Rajkumar dowwwn. :) Gotta talk to J on tuesday, Plan A by me & Baobei.

I'm visiting Blogshops now, and everything is so nice to me. I want that Kappa shoe from http://www.popitoez.blogspot.com/. Do visit, its nice manz. Haha, ok i go hop around alr! Bye.

I'm on msn wit my dearest friend, Khamirul. ^^

Jelyn: Add my new msn, Emoily@live.com.sg :)
carol: No prob, love hun.

Edited, for Khamirul. :)

He wants me to blog about him, and i agreed. :) Seeeeee, i so good ok! Hek, he's a great friend.
The way he talks, walks, looks at people, resembles Farris. Hah, and guess what? I doubt he know it la, but hor. I like him before leh! Haha, ask Shehnaz la. Serious. Ha, and i thought he's from Raffles Institution when he just transfered, how i know........ He's from Northland. Wtf loh. Haha. He's really a nice lad, he was there for me when i'm in a vvvvvv bad mood last week. The way he define his " True Friends " , really made me go laugh out loud. Haha! Thanks aye, love you! Haha, and guess what? After 4 days of seperation, he misses me. Rofl! Hahaha, ok. I got it dude, :) Replies to your tag, >

Ari: I miss you too, ha ha! See ya! xD

Carol hun. (love)
Happy Birthday Hun, stay happy forever.
Its sad that i couldn't get to see those hognosed spammers, but heck 'em.
You know what? They are jealous of you, ha ha.
Well, i love you! Hek, i do! =)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY EVERY MOMMA!
Dearest mom, happy mother's day!
I love you, sorry for all the mistakes.
Thanks for being there everytime although i know, i'm not a good daughter.
But you know what? You're the best, i love mommy heng. :)
LOVE MAMA!

Finally, i can post. )': Ha, shall post from Monday! (:

Monday
English paper suck, god. I'm gonna fail manz, rah. :@ Slacked wit Cheryl after school, was afraid to go home, but Cheryl teman me to my door. Thanks bitch. Luv you. Ps./ Follow your heart!

Tuesday
Nearly broke friendship wit my girls. Thanks to Pork, he saved my friendship. He cheered me up by cheering me up. Rofl, rubbishz. Walked to bustop wit Khamirul. Bus to CWP and met Amy & Lina. Had lunch, walked. Then i bus home. Thanks Pork for everything, and thanks for stopping my tears. ^_^

Got the letters back, Mr D was v v good to me! Thanks Mr D, i didn't felt anything. Mrs T, she didn't let my tears came out! I didn't cried when i saw the letters, as in even when i read it! That's amazing and so many people are proud of me! I tried to force myself to cry so as to sleep in a faster and easier way, but i failed. D': But no matter what, Pork wants me to be happy which is me, and not unhappy which is not being me. :)

Wednesday
Was pouring, reached bustop. Saw J. Walked up with him, he's damn hilarious ok. Lolzsx. Shared umbrella, he he. He suck la, just because i got short legs, he laugh at me. Wth, :@ Lessons as so boring, its Wednesday, what do you expect? :/ After schl, went to field, watch the males play soccer then Elton asked me to go Bpp wit him. Went already, go back schl. Weather damn super hot ok, damn it. Rofl. Elton owes my feather pen. :)

Our class won, 2-1. Happy happy happy! =) Again, was friendster messaging Pork. Farris's Ele-fat is wit me, rofl.

Thursday
Schl was ok, damn Pork. Early in the morning disturb me, wtfffff! J is in deep trouble. Fights i assume? And, i'm worried. Not? I don't know ): Went to Queensway wit Shakir, Fana, Emma, Inia, Sup & Fadhila. Again, i'm the only cheena. Took our shirt, walked to Ikea, had Hot-dog buns. Hot-dog makes me think of Pork-Dog ^^Took bus back wit Emma. A not-so-normal guy farted and it smells like rotten eggs. And he seems to be interested in Emma, ha ha. NOT!

Friday
Sat Shuttle bus wit J. Thought i couldn't make it to see him, thanks to Yimling la! Lol, she texted me saying " Emily, i'm on the same bus as Izad :D " Lol, thanks yo! J sound furious and i was freaked out. Had PE, had Badminton. Ha, i miss Badminton practices D': Damn pork, disturb me againnz! After schl, lepak at the canteen wit Angelo, Aslina & Fana. Then walked back wit Angelo & Alson. :B

Bathed, bus to Great World. Interview over, went to had dinner @ Mac. Then bus back, my buttock very pain now. Wtf. Walked to Bangkit, packed dinner. Then went to Sintua wit Dad. Then go Whampoa. Then went to 215 then home. (:

Today
Woke up at 9am, bathed, 9.10am went down and took Ahli's car and head to Whampoa. Shag shag shag. GheeHeng came, saw lesLie, ha ha. Lol la he! -.- Went home about 8pm i think? I forgot, ha ha.

Contacted my long-lost-bestfriend. Found her thru my schoolmate, Shamus. What a small world, my long-lost-bestfriend is Joyce. She's the best, we knew each other since young. We often have sleepovers, picnics and swimmings. I miss her alot, and i'm so happy that i found her. And now, i believe, we've got alot alot to catch up, Joyce Ang Yu Ting, wo hao xiang ni! D': Meet up soon, i want to take a good look at you!

ahLING: I love Ahling sister too! :)
fieza: Ha ha, yuh! Friends la, haha.
♥ Xiaoying says: Tagged alr, love Chiobu! {3
carol: I will take a look later. :)
Sean: Ok, will do it asap. :)
Allure(L): I will, sure. Love you ok.
krystal: Heyo.
rena: Linked. :)
Angie: No prob, :)
Fieza'O: Fieza! (fingers jumping up and down.)

Heyy people!
Amy here helping my dearest emily happykid to post as her internet has gone crazy already :X
She can't go in websites, including blogging & friendster-ing & facebook :O
So maybe she'll be MIA all all these sites unless she uses her mobile phone to login :)
If you wanna contact her, msn her @ emoily@live.com.sg :D
Her tags would be late reply too, so bear w/ her okayy want blame den blame th com :X
HAHA :P
Oh yah, emily asked me to say that ;
PORK IS IMPORTANT TO EMILY ^^ (L)
LOL, she's mad or smth, so dont care her yeah =X
Lastly, emily happykid me luv die you uhh! ♥
Meetup with me again soon alright?
& This tym, we shall take many many picture tgt kayys ^^
Heh, kayys lahr, shall end here.
Bye people! [:
Loves, ♥

Its been a year, is it?

Ok, i'm feeeling v anguish here. I got no idea why too, wth. :/ I think 5 of us is gonna quarrel soon. I really wish i can type everything down here, but i doubt i can. It is very hard for me to communicate with you girls. I think i will type everything down here la, easier. Really, sigh...

I seriously hate the feeling of being felt left out. Really, just because of one guy, really Just because of one guy! Why must you girls follow him? Why must you girls let him make the decision? Why must you girls do this? Take him and compare, whenever you girls are unhappy or rather have problems, who faced the problems with you together? This clique, lasted for 1 year and more, i don't want it to be disband, its v hard for us, 5 of us to make it last. We had ups and downs together, really. It is very important to me, but somehow, i have the feeling that you girls don't think the same way as me. I mean it, ):

Ok, i got no mood already, i'm waiting for Pork to online, hopefully he can cheer me up by having a war with me. And apparently, i skipped dinner today, don't ask why. I can only say, i'm such a failure in everything..

Bye.

Angie: Ok, linked.
Nicole: Nothing, its alright.

Edit.
I'm feeling ok alr, no longer anguish. Ha, thank god manz. I think Pet Society saved my night, rofl. I'm on msn wit my ASF sisters, trying to catch up. And, Ahling is so high, rofl. Ha, and i'm on msn wit Nelson (2), BoonPing. He's ok la, first time chatting wit him and he don't think that he looks like Nelson. Rofl, whatever! xD Ok la, i go blog-hopping alr, my ear hurts and i'm effing hungreh. Ha, bye! ^^v

Amy ♥: I will, thanks Happykid! :B
♥ Xiaoying says: Linked, :) Luv Chiobu. But why Chiobu's blog is private eh? Invite me ^^ Add my msn, emoily@live.com.sg I give you my email there yuh! :D

Edited again, at 10.31pm.
I'm going to meet Mr Disaster this week, most probably tomorrow or Tuesday when i got my letters back. I'm going to cry my lungs out, for sure. I got no idea why am i going to cry but i know, i will cry and couldn't stay happy for this bloody week. I'm gonna face it again, alone. The memories, is back, to me by this week. I'm so lost for what to do now, i got no idea what to do now. I thought, by talking to Farris & Pork would help, but no. I'm wrong, totally wrong..
Mr Disaster, be kind to me, treat me better this time, please. Because i'm alone, facing you.
Letters, we're gonna meet again, and i am gonna read it, one by one, letters by letters.

Crying, is here for me. Is my routine, part of my life for this week, really.
I'm gonna show a sulky face, from tomorrow, 6am onwards.
J won't be able to see me smiling to him, as in smiling in a real way..
Farris is trying v hard to cheer me up, i appreciate it alot.
I'm listening to " I don't love you by MCR. "
Fana just called and said good night.
Why am i still so moody after that chat? D:

Fuck it, really. D:

Allure(L): no problem. Goodbye.

Woke up at 11am. Slept around 3.30am last night. I couldn't get to sleep, duh. Before going to sleep, i was thinking of the past, wtf. Neverm, skip this. ;) Went to Cck and meet Sri. Then go Batok, Ilah's house. Then Westmall, saw SerHan. Rofl, then bought presents than bused to Orchard. Went to Orchard Parade Hotel, Shehnaz's 16. The room is super super pink, lol. Her brother got band de leh! Got one guy name Fadhil(?) he's super super cute, really. I took pictures wit him, ha ha. Suke! :B Left around 6.30, walked to Taka, then i trained to Woodlands then bus home. Thats all, yuh. :)

I'm v irritated by this idiot, > kiong_93@hotmail.com He sibeh irritating ok. Wtf, you fuck off. Bye, i'm off to edit Shakir's blog. ;D

Amy ♥: Happykid, i also miss you la!
S. Shermin: Hey, i think you're the one who's promoting the gangster mood around,you tagged me just because you wna find troubles wit me after viewing ASF blog. And yuh, like duh. People sees you tagging me like this for no reasons of cause will tag you back la, rofl. So you're tryna to say i'm a gangster? Wow, and like hello. Why would i take down your number when i'm not trying to start a problem wit you? Dirtying? Who dirtied first? I don't mind yknow? Thanks anyway, for deciding to end it here, rofl. Takecare & last long. ;)
Sherlyn: =)
' 小zhu: Love too! ^^
Q-ianHui ; ♥: Ya.
Joyce Joysie.: Ha, misses! xD
Chinyi.: Missed and relinked. :)
Jelyn: Dadadadada, wo miss ni! :)

Today damn tired, i'm at my workplace now. My back is aching, my legs too. ):
I woke up at 9am, morning called laoban. JiaXing uncle and Cass auntie came just now, for her DS game. I'm gonna knock off at 9pm plus, so yuh. I think when i reaches home, i will sleep man. Tomorrow going to Orchard Parade Hotel for Shehnaz's 16. But the dress code, seriously v v headache man. Its Pink and White. Wtff? -.-

Dearest J,
yes, what happened between us was 2 years ago. You did things that was unfaithful to me and we broke up. You were my 1st boyf, and my last ex. I told myself, should i ever fall in love wit you again, i am a fool. And now, i don't want to be a genius but a fool. Its obvious that feelings were developed and nobody dared to make the move. J, i promise i'll company you to the bustop if i can, because the Sec 4's are having lsns after schl for Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday. I'll make it up to you ok, love you! :D

Q-ianHui ; ♥: Thanks for your tag. :)
Allure(L): I miss you too!
S.Shermin: Your blog v nice ley, last long! ^^

Edited.
Now is 6.43pm. Yeay, heard from Ahli that sales was v good. God damn happy ^^ Ha, im on msn wit my dearest Happykid, Amy! Ha ha ha ha ha, i love her laaaaaaaaa. Hah, ok. Bye! xDDDD

Amy ♥: Happykid! I miss you alot too, sure. Meet up soon
again, and snapsnap ok! Wo ai ni la, you rock too! ^^v
krystal :]: I luv babydoll too. :)

Edited @ 11.19pm.
I knocked off at 10pm, shag shag shag. V v v shag. Kill me kill me, just kill me. But i think better don't kill me, i haven't enjoyed fully, and also haven't spent enough moneyyy! $_$
Monday's English paper, wtfhfhfhf. Ok, skip this. I'm so tired now, and i'm v v moooody. I just somehow quarrelled wit my Preciouslady, Venice. Seriously, i really don't like it when people come and look for me to just want me to help 'em do somthing. Forget it, i'm off to bath now. I'm so super mooody. :/

S. Shermin: Firstly, i do not know you. And for no reason? If you're fed up wit me, you can spam me? Aku angkat bola? I step lian? Promoting the gangsterism mood around? Rofl? Whatever you like la, if you think you'll feel better after saying all these, then go on luh. Because i'm none of the above. :)

Edited @ 12.01am, again.
I'm feeling better after hearning JefferyWhale scolding vulgarities on the phone to me, but he's scolding another girl who jio-meng him, rofl. Another thing was Iman (Farris). His tags, is damn hilarious, its like as is we so many years/days never meet, rofl. But thanks la fake-boyfie. :) I appreciate it alot, hek. And Jeffery went diam because of me, he did that because i showed sad face, ha ha! Ha, i'm on msn wit Iman, Jeffery, B.abymantha, Amy & Alson. Bye! ;D

Iman: You also study hard loh, you kidnapped my eraser ok. Rofl, wah. Fierce sey, ha ha. See you on Monday! Good luck for your English paper on Monday!

Kamilah. :O

Monday
Didn't want to wake up, but thought of J, so woke up. Reached bustop, saw J. Lsn was boring, shan't elaborate. :/ Recess.... Ok la, skipped meal tho. Couldn't send J to the bustop, sorry dear! Went to bpp wit Aslina, Vivien & Cheryl. Ate KFC. Then walked around, Aslina & Vivien left while me & Cheryl went to Bangkit, argh what the fuck. Skip this. -.- Met Hun there, so surprise really! ;) One thing that really made me happy! I found my ezlink card, and J is happy for me ^^

Tuesday
School was ok, had 2 hrs of art. My layout, is still not donee! My hand, i don't dare to start drawing. Geez! After schl, rushed to the bustop as J already signed out and he got only 70 mins to reach hostel. Walked down wit J and his friend. I love walking wit J. :) After waiting for bus, i walked up alone. Hogly humans came, say some stuffs that only hogly people can say. Ha ha. :B Went for chinese oral, was v easy! He he, went home, bathed, slept, dined. Then went to Bpp wit Jason. Met Ying and Cheryl there. Slacked awhile jiu go home le, because we wanna watch tv. :) Haha, ShengWu won!! Texted wit Tina & Babyaiai, slept at 11pm.

Wednesday
Cabbed to schl wit Jason. Then went canteen, then went to borrowed Social Studies book from Sec 3 students wit Farris. Had Fast, and i'm gonna fail, zero i assume. :X Had math, ah yah! Emily seriously need to be serious in her studies man, exp Math! ): MotherTongue, teacher didn't came, slacked in class. Recess, skipped meal. Geog, had test, sat wit Farris. He drew the Oxbow right, damn hiliarious ok. Ha ha, lol. Phy, felt v pekchek. For no reasons, i think is because of Alson and Farris. -.- Then stayed back for awhile, then left schl wit Jason, Ying, Tina & Lingsheng. Went Community Centre and had lunch wit Jason & Ying. Then i went home.

Today
If you girls happens to read this, that will be great. Firstly, i feel that i'm so left out when i'm wit you girls. Secondly, you guys don't keep your promises. Thirdly, you girls don't come clean wit me when i need you girls to. Lastly, you girls like to talk among yourself and made me felt odd. Really, i'm not someone whom you can look for if you're alone, ask yourself. Deep inside your heart, have i ever existed? This 3/4 years sistership is going nowhere, really. How long can it last? Let's hope for the best. :')

Got my chinese oral mark, 41/5o. Yeayyyyy! Ha ha, socialstudies... I got ZERO. Ah suck man, really. Had crosscountry after AIP. Wanted to get into Top 50. But didn't, i got 94th place. Wtf, shit you Emilyyyyyyyyy!!

- Vivien stepped on my shoe on the starting line.
- Had gastric. -.-
- Almost faint, wtffff?

Damn it, i'm so disappointed in myselfffff. Damn fucked up man, grrr. Was looking for J, but in the end couldn't find him )= Then went to eat Pear. I ate 3 Pear! Ha ha, lol! Then went to the hall for Prize Presentation, saw J. He gave me a pear, and asked me to eat it. I was like, oh ok! And the Pear, i swear. Its god damn super sweeeeeeet! =D And seriously, i miss J alot, now.

I'm so tired nowww, i'm working tomorrow. Grrrrrrrah, bye!

Amy ♥: I miss you too, fred not. ;)
passer: Nope, i'm a pure chinese. Why? :)
Your secret lover (: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, ok.
Passerby: Oh, its closed alr. I'm too busy. :/
Passerbyyyyy: Oh, ha ha. Ok, thanks. ^^
XiaoAiko: Ha ha? Rofl, lol! :)
:D: I think you're the dog here, ha ha.
XX: Lol? I didn't? Ha.
passer: Oh, i mix wit Malay peoples alot, ha. :)

I've been having flashbacks of you lately, again.

Woke up at 9.30am. Was on the phone wit Joshua last night. And also, i dreamt of him. -.- The dream was so damn hilarious la, ha ha. Its too sweet for me ok, rofl. He told me that he wants to come to my house and talk to my grandma regarding to me & him's relationship. And, he said he want to propose to me. Ha ha, that was what he said to me last night which is too fake to me. :) But at least, he entertained me. Ho ho, damn good la you! xD He proposed today, wit a sweet (i'd say) message, or rather disgusting message :/ Ha, and i agreed as a form of courtesy. But i hate him when he laughs at my height ok, damn him. Tall so? 175 only ma! I will catch up wit you soon, you shall see!! i still got 15 more cm/s to go, ha ha. Sound so "impossible". Lol.

Left work at 6.45pm. Was suan-ing Ahli. Then Harris & Christine Sister drove me back, his car smells like peach. And i am hungry now. :/ Haas, omfg! Tomorrow's monday like finally! Yeayeayeayeay! I can see my dearest Jumihaizad already! And the sad thing is i've got English paper tomorrow. ); Then tuesday's my Cheena paper. Grahhhhh, i hate exams!

I've been missing you lately, i was so fuck up wit my thoughts of you.
I'm going to stop myself from thinking of you, going to your blog, going to your baby's blog.
I cannot go on like this, i'm feeling so unsure of everything. Argh :@

emily:D: Twintwin, heck 'em la. :)
joshua: Hey husband! Ha, ok.
Lina: Heyo girl, thanks alot! Luv you too.
psby: You're indeed v guailan here, tsk. Rofl, big time fool.
Krystal :]: Thanks! :)
♥小han: Thanks sister, love you! {3

Edited./]
You guys know whatttttttt? My damn brother is addicted to the damn DotA nowww! Firstly, i hate DotA alot, alot alot alot! Groans* And another thang, i'm so hungry. I'm asking my youngest brother cook-to-be to cook 100 mee for me ^^ Yeay, you're gonna bet that its tasty! ;D Ok, bye! And, Eugene Tan Kong En, if you're addicted to DotA, you'll be dead, real dead!!!!!!! :@

Ps./Eugene Tan Kong En's my brother. ;O
Ps./Again, Annette from 1D Chestnut Drive, don't step big fuck ok. You pubor, knn. Try me, i will give you hell! Got play shirt dai sai? You're nothing but just a big time slut, don't diao me lah hor, i will slap you, you bet that. -'-

Friday
School........ Ok lah, sat wit Pork face on the shuttle bus. (Hazmi) Didn't manage to fine my Ezlink, grahhhhhhhh. Your mama no hairrrrrrrr!! Damn sad man, i skipped my meals, fucktard la! ); Chemistry, Suhaimi flared up and "swayed" the table. And i was looking for my table as during Phy, Haojie moved my table. Then Suhaimi table got his Calculator. Then the calculator flewed to my cheekbone, and its like this. >
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Taken on Friday night. So sad, so painful. ); Walked down wit Izad, :) He laughed at my height, and most importantly, my briuse. D; He's discharging from Singapore Boy's Hostel during July or earlier!! Yeayeayeayeayeay! Then he board his bus alr, met Sidek, Fana & Aslina. Then bus to Queensway again. Ordered tees, had lunch at Ikea, he he. Oh my, i miss Jumihaizad, alot alot alot. );
And to my girl, Sim Ying Ying, sorry if i'm harsh, but you should be frank to me, yknow?

Today!


Woke up at 9, had nightmare. As told by my bro, i screamed like nobody business, haah. Dreamt that my dad & mom passed away. T.T I only know that when i woke up, there's still tears at my yan-jiao. D: Stupid dream! Cabbed down Whampoa wit Ahli & Mom. Knocked off at 6pm, then went to Sintua, then went to Ten Mile meet Bro. :)

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss my dearest Jumihaizad. Faster monday, i wanna see him! D:

Lina Jie: Yeah, 53 kg. Lol, white lies uh!
LadyyUnappreciate: Ok, sure.
passer: Huh, what you mean? Are you trying to say that i like malays? Lol, yeah. my first boyf was a malay guy. :)
psby: Oh, ha ha. Is it? Sorry, i'm not. :)
Eiko!: Yeayeay, fasterrrrrrr! Love you much!
:D: Haha, thanks. :)
emily:D: Heyo twintwin. Imy. {3
anon=: Er, ok. Thanks.
pb: Pb? Pubor? Hahahaha!
babydoll: Hello Babydoll! :)

School was ok, time flies really very fast. Next week is my exams alr. Yet, i haven't even started to revise lah, omgz. Recess....... Wanted to cut queue by asking Izad to help me buy, but he tk layan me sial, kurangaja. Hazmi the pork face, damn good. He said he don't know me, like wth!! In the end, Sakinah let me buy, ^^ Assembly, celebrated International Friendship Day. Had a mini concert. Shan't talk about the concert, because it don't look like a concert to me but a free-show. Rofl lah, ha ha.

Tuesday
School was so boring. Morning was pouring, like siao. Waited for the 4th bus, :) Had geog for the 1st period. Didn't sat wit Farris but Aslina. Farris calls me Tan. Like so bad right. I didn't call him by Patar man, tsk. My 4 girls ain't in school, so had recess wit Sidek and co. Izad looked sick, (sad) Had english, then math. Then after school, walked down wit Sup, Aslina, Sidek and Izad (L) Then bus 961 down to Queensway for class tee. Had lunch at Ikea, nice! Bus back wit Sidek and Aslina. She damn funny la! xD Passed by the Queensway Student Hostel. Was so disgusted by their surroundings, lol. Wondering Izad's hostel's surrounding. Ha. Reached home, slept after bathe. Was woken up by some no-need arguements. -.- Went to Bpp wit Yeeru, the rest lazy to elaborate la.

Wednesday
Its the 22nd, and my mood was so screwd till Izad made me smileeeeeee...... :D Love ya!!
Got Silver award for SYF 2009! Bravo, everyone! xD Izad's class had a soccer match wit 4G. They lost, and he was so fuck-up. > heard from Elton de la, lol. Butbutbutbut, i made him smile, so does he, made me smile! {3 I told him some dao-li, lololol. Then waited for him to sign out, then go canteen. Then me & Elton Fucker left schl while Izad went back to Hostel. I love him, ha ha!

Thursday
School suck today, so does my mood. I lost my Ezlink card, (fucktard!!!!!) This is the info of my ezlink . >
- Has a smiley sticker wit my name, Emily on it pasting on my photo.
- Has a sticker saying Jumihaizad, (heart shape) pasting on the back of the card.
I'm god damn sad about it man, howhowhowhow. )= At one point of time, i missed you..
I was listening to " Ni Zui Jin Hao Ma - S.H.E " I didn't know that i still misses you till that point of time, really. I always tell myself that i hate you, you're a hongster etc. But i actually missed you, wtf. You said, you won't forget me, even as a friend. Ask yourself, didn't you had already forgotten me? Is your heart having heartache now? My answer to you is Yes, i won't forget, neither will i. Heartache, yes, but who cares? I told myself, i've alr given up on you. :)

(ha ha?)

Went to Whampoa for work, at Ghee Heng Ahli shop. Was fun, but v quiet. As in no sales. -.- Only manage to sell 41 stuffs, Jason and Elton came and look for me. ^^ Harris and Cristine sister came, Vivi came too, she's damn super super duper cute. Will upload her picture soon. Real soon, ok la. I'm on msn wit Farris, the budak. Jeffery the Ah hai. :)

I want to say, i truly likes Izad, i don't treat him as a sparetyre. He's my first love, and still he is still my only ex boyfriend. I really likes him, although he hong me before, but yknow what? He's better than Nelson, at least he don't agrees to bettings and he cares for me. ^^ So, people or rather fag, you yes you. I'm over Nelson, that wonderful guy who don't know how to appreciate me, and i'm into Izad now, really. Izad, i love you. :)

I told this to Farris, "Farris > Budak besar yang gemuk dan suka merokok". He answered me wit this, "emily > budak kechik yang bodoh dan bongok"
He suck ok, he thinks im a stupid girl, wtf. -.- Tomorrow he dieeeeee! :@

Ok, replys of tags! >

Cheryl. : Yuh, whatever. -.- paisey la.
(: : Eh, thanks. Ha ha, i know she's pretty. :)
♥ Shiping : I miss you too!
Inez : Sister, luv and miss you!
Sara.L / 大Insanity : Thanks! Luv!
小 Heartless : Ok, sure.
Joyce. : Make sure ah, love Hunney.
XiaoPao : Er, sorry. Not recruting alr. :)
psby : I'm 53 kg, 160cm tall. And i don't treat Izad as a sparetyre, please.
sakinah : You look cool, ha ha. Don't want ley! :/
passerby : Thanks, ha ha. :)
inia : Err, i don't want the donut. Haha! <3

Thursday
School was a boreee, didn't enjoyed at all ley! :@ Had speech day rehearsal, Chinese dance got Gold Award for their SYF. Seeing 'em bursting in tears really pressures me as well as Drama Society. All the perofrming arts group got their results already. Slow bodoh, can faster anottt?! Left school at about 7.15pm wit Alastair, Jason, Elton, Ying, Lingsheng & Tina. Reached home, skipped Dinner. Went to sleep, Jeffery didn't called, boxim! Tsk.

Friday
Woke up at 5.23am. Was feeling v unwell, its been like 1 weeeek! :/ Went to school, had sitting rehearsal for the students who are not performing. Those who are performing, including the parade participants are at the Gallery. Was sitting beside Izad. :) Talked. Then he asked me to go back to my Drama incase i get scolded from mdm yap. Then went to Sakinah's house and played wit her webcam. >

Look at sakinah. ha ha ha ha ha!!! :D

Aslina so happy? -.-

Aslina & Sakinah is (loveeeeee!)

Peformed for Speech day, Anderson from 3C marched like a fat idiot. Hahaha, lololol!! Izad watched me perfomed as he got home leave and can go home late. Lolol, i feel so so happy! Recieved praises from Izad (L), teachers and Mr Nasim. :) Left school around 9pm, actually wanted to leave school wit Izad as he asked me to, but i ego siaaaaaal! I want to, but i told him i don't want, wthhhhhh. D': But boy, i don't mean it man. ); Went off wit Sidek, Aslina, Sakinah & Angelo. Sidek send me Izad's photo, cute nyerrr! I changed my screeensaver already! From Yoga to Izad. :) Love love love loveeeeeeeeee!

Woke up at 6am by Fadhila's text, asking whats the first 3 periods before recess. I was thinking, wahpiang, early in the morning test my memory. Nua-ed on my bed for 30 mins, then got up for schl. Mood was pretty well, lol. Social studies was fun as usual wit Mr Raj. English, fell asleep in the midst of doing compo, lol. Physics, no mood, was sick. Walked to canteen wit Fana, Sri, Aslina & Fadhila. Izad kept staring at me wit his Ncc uniform, cuteeeee!! Didn't ate for recess, i think my habit is back, my gastric is gonna come and visit me soon! :O Went for art, did layout. Assembly suck, was v v sleepy. After school, lepak in the canteen, Izad waved to me, cute! ^^ Went for drama, played games, watched Parade after that, i like Ncc's fancy drill the most! Walked back wit Ying, Tina, Jason and Lingsheng. Reached home, bathed, slept. Had fever, but still companied Jason to Bpp, tsk. I so good righttt. Then he walked me home, ya.

Tuesday
Happy birthday, Brother. ;D
Had a bad, very very bad flu. Was so pathetic man, i even went to the extend asking Mr Nasim (V. Principle) for Panadol! Wth, die man. I was sneezing all the way, can say for the whole day i kept sleeping and looked like i just cried. Lol? Pathetic righttttt.? );

Wednesday
School was ok, sat wit Farris during Geog. And, the most proudest thing is that i touched Farris's super long eyelashes!!!!!!! I am god damn super proud of myself, haha. Slept during Physics. After school went to Hall for Speech day rehearsal. Left school wit Shakir, Farris, Jenica, Fana, Akif & Michelle. But end up walking wit Farris, he got pissed off and he kept scolding vulagrities on the way to Pending. I was like "enough la, bitch." Lololol. And i noticed something very nice about him, he's actually a v v nice friend, a gentleman. Walked to Pending wit him, then i walked home. Reached home, bathed, like no life likethis. Watch Tv, but fell asleep. Jeffery called, he suckkkkkkkkk. He said i'm a noob, yuh yuh. I agree lah, damn you. -'- Hung up at 2am plus, because he gotta work then i got school. :)

Suddenly, i miss you so. (sad face)

Working was ok. I'm effing hell bored. I wish i got a gun now, so that i can shooooot everyone who's annoying to me. Ha ha! I wanna shoot You, freaking fag. & all the hongsters! :D Ha ha ha.

You, I'm sorry, for being so frank. Yes, when i find my Mr Right, i will let you know. & yes, i promise you. I will give up in a happy manner and not sad manner in case you'll be sad for me. Haas. :)

Fyi, i miss my Joshua Brother alot alot alot. & also Carol Hun. They're so happy/glad that i've made the right choice, ha ha. Lol? Ok lah, i go work on my Story blogggg nowww! Byebye! :)

I'm on msn wit Jeffery & Kristlyn. Heh, luvz.

Lina Jie : Tag for fun lah, Bei Lin! Ha ha.
:) : Another bei lin without name, tsk.
Tina : Yuhyuh, i know lah. Sweet giler lah, lol. What sweet? -.- Lameshit.
Cheryl. : Biatch, i miss you hellllllloooottttssss!! Come to school ok!
Lina Jia : Whut you want? -.- Bei lin, lol.
Yukiyo ; ♥ : Sister, lub ya.
Venice. : No problem, lol. Battlefield mah, lololol.
{♥}小han : Linked & i love you. (L)

Edited./
I'm done wit my Storyblog. Www.em-sayz.blogspot.com :) Do visit, tag and link me ok.
I know there'll be negative comments for sure, confirm with a guarantee chop, but its my blog, not yours. Ha ha, so yuh. Do support alright. ^^ And, Being in Chung Cheng High School, Main ain't big deal, Chestnut Drive ain't that bad, lol. In a good school, but turns out to be a not-good student. Ohmy, :O
Okay, gotta go! Bye luv onez. Tomorrow's school, finally! ^^ Off to clean my nail-polish already!
Tag ok, luvvvvvvv.

Sisters are forever ^^v

Watched Dark Water last night till 12am wit Mom & Brother. I took efffing long time to force myself to sleeeep lahhhh, tskkk. The show was nice, but v v v v scary. Sassy & her friend, Rebecca kept appearing on my mind. Dark waters seems to be just under my bed, grah. Total got 4 person pei me text till i sleep. No, i mean 1 only. Lingsheng & Tina didn't replied, i guess they sleep alr? Only Isaac pei me, thank you la Dog. :) Hahahaha. I swear that i'm not going to watch that show at night alr, shit you! Isaac texted me this " Ok nitez scared than think of me haha" I was like, err, ok. Lol!


Woke up at 9.22am, jitao sian diao, because that number really suck this time. But that number use to have great memories, fyi. Ok, shit you Em. :) Today's sunday, i'm working! ^^ Ohyuh, i'm opening a blog writting stories based on my Lovelife. It will be ready by next week uh. [; Ha, so yaw. Do check it out ok?


Ok, i'm on msn wit Farris, Ahling, Yukiyo & Janice. :) Bye!


To everyone on my tagb, please stop it?
Lina Jie, don't tag anything regarding to Pearlyn or whoever. Ok? :) Luv ya.
To the annoying ".." please lah hor, you bei lin siboh? Knn, puborkia. I got enough alr lah. Please stop being so annoying. You are so so so freaking annoying because you're not tagging wit your beautiful name leyz. Tsk, worse that my dog. At least my dog has a name. Lol? Ohyeh, i bet you're a 2 headed snake, poor thang. -.-

I've stopped after 9 months 12 days. (clap or cry?)

Ok, 2nd post. I finished editing ASF blog, and its public nowwwww. Yeahhhhh, i'll make sure ASF will last ok! :) Uhm, Isaac is eating steamboat nowww, grah. I hate him ): Never jio me uh! Ha ha, he asked me not to go and sleep, gotta wait for him to text me then can sleep. -.- Ok loh, twin bully twin man. Tsktsk, and guess whatttt? He said he'll love school because can see me! Ha ha, i feeeel damn "rockstar" lah. Haha, lol? Ok lah, i gotta go and daydream now! Oh ya, Jenica is now making a fuss over hair, saying her hair is like emo type, and also ah-lian type. Like hello?! You'll look great, trust me. Ohmy, my mood is so good, idk why? :/ Ohyuh, i added new songs to my playlist, its super nice de ok.


"Kiss me thru the phone, see you later on."
"Baby, i know that you like me, you're my future wifey"

(Whatever)

Friday

Woke up at 9, watched tv, comped, bathed. Met Isaac at Pending Stn @ 11am. Trained to Bedok, damn him for being so blardy tall. He kept disturbing me can, tsk. & he loves it when people says Sorry to him. And guess whut? I said quite a number of times because he knows how to take Mrt whereas i don't know how to. He said he will go missing if i don't apologise to him. Like wtffff? Fine, humph. See we same birthday hor! Slept on the way there, hit his shoulder, lol? He's PSP's song really succccck (some) Lololol! Met Shane & Tina at the bustop, went to the party. Me & Isaac's motto is to EATTTTTTTTTT! Went to Vivo, walked around, met Jason, was so boredddd. Stupid Isaac keep disiao-ing me, wth. Then Isaac went to meet his Aunt at Marina while me, Tina & Jason bused back to Panjang. Ate dinner, they left for Fajar while i walked home. Ohyeh, Isaac has 6 Pacszsxxz!! D: & he loves to touch my forehead just because its soft.

Now there's 4 you/s.

You, why must you drag the time? Quickly end it, i beg you. You really are mysterious! You, i'm damn confuse now. I'm feeling like Xin-niao-niao lah! Faster make the move, so that i will not mingle around anymoreee! D: You, i want to give up on you, seriously. This relationship goes nowhere. Tsk, pathetic. You, wtffff? Why are you back? -.- I don't want You, please. [;

Today

Woke up at 9.30am. Went to Polyclinic wit Grandma, skipped work today. Tian ah, i'm broke already leyyyyyyy. -.- Today was fun, wit Lina Jie, Ningning, Miko & Auntie Hoon. [; yehyehyeh, ha ha ha ha ha. I smell like you-know-who. HAHAHAHA.?

Specially for all the no-brains ones on my Tagb. :)

Hey, are you guys done? Lol, super stupid. Tsktsktsk, i was wondering, after spamming me, what advantage will you guys get? What do you expect my reaction to me? Cry? Beg? Ha ha ha. Greatest joke man, omfg. :D Stop all these, you're making a fool out of yourself, ohmy. As a matter of fact, i only put up make-ups if i have to like Perfo, outings. Natural beauty is what you're tryna to say, then why talk about me not knowing how to doll up like Pearlyn? Lameshit. Who's the idiot here? Hahaha, jokerz. P & Babydoll, thanks for helping. I appreciate it. & to the idiot
or AA who created Anti-ASF. Hahahah, nice blog anyway. I like the skin, haha?
Whut reaction do you expect from us? Fight back? Ohno, you're wrong man. We're
much more human-like than compared to you, haha! Ok, tag more ok? Lol, bunch of
jokerz really. Tsktsk!

I hope i'm not, anymore.

School was ok, only enjoyed Recess? -.- Because lsn really suck, alot. Damn it. And i can't study at all lah, Mr Han moved my place during Chemistry. Urgh, like go to hell lah! Had Captain Ball match wit 4C. 3rd place is our's. :) Yeh yeh yeh~ After school, got bored. So went around teh school asking students these questions wit Fana, Michelle. >

Saw Akif? Farid's son?

Saw my dog? Its been missing since school ended, and i'm so anxious!!

Saw my mosquito? Argh, i miss it!

Saw my lizard? Like what the helll man! Got saw?

Saw my red bra? I didn't wore it for 2 week already!

Their reaction is super duper funny, esp the sec 1 kiddo. He jitao run sial, lol!~ Fana and me kept laughing, lolololol. Was bored again, did Boxers Survey. [; Went around wit a Yellow Book. Asking girls whether they prefered Guys in Boxers/Underwear/G-string/Panties/Nothing at all are hot? Yknow what? They prefered Boxers. Lololol. As for guys, i asked this. Hi, are you wearing boxers? If yes, what colour is it? Is there any pattern on it? And first to be asked by me was Shakir followed by Farris. Lololol, HA HA HA. Will ask again, wit Jenica [; Walked home wit Jason, Tina & Ying after watching Soccer Matcho. Our class won, Suhaimi scoerd 3 goals & Dzikri scored 1. Bravoooooo~

Busy wit stuffs.

Happy 14th to VenicePreciousLady! ;]

School was ok. Mrs Kalai wasn't here for English Lsn, so Mr Nassim took over for like 35 minutes? Yep, he's super cartoon lah, ha ha. Captain ball was cancelled. Was expecting 4A to walkover, ha ha. :P But in the end also never, -.- Damn Izad, see suey me, say my class confirm lose. Humph, i win for you too see! :D After school went to Library for Mass Lecture by Mr Nassim. Wit 4C, studied English & Chemistryyyy. (sianz) Went for drama, quarrelled wit Shehnaz, nevermind. Fuck it. This is my monday, your's? :)

Tuesday is oh-so-boring.

I only know that Izad said 4 "sorry" to me, ha ha ha! He is the best ex, lol? (W) But, he's cute, hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahah. -.-

Wednesday

Woke up at 5, damn fucking tired. Bathed, got ready, cabbed to school wit Hadi, Irene & Yeeru. Had Macdo for breakfast. :) Left for SYF @ Catholic Junior College. Was very very terrifying, but it was a great experience tho. Mdm Fatimah put on my make-up. & its in pink colour. So eww. While acting, heard the Angmoh judge laugh, its like ho-ho-ho. Lol? I tolerated and held my laughter till i get to the backstage. Lololol. Watched 2 school's perfo. Hua Yi Sec & Jurong Sec. Both same thang lah, sad storyyy. I almost fell asleep lah, lol! (no offence) Had lunch at their canteen, bused back school. Washed off makeups, dismissed. I went back to class, lol. I didn't knocked door and i just walked in, lol. In the end, Mr Lee drove me out, -.- Whatever laaah! Lol. Saw Izad, lol! Saw Yingying & Tina, walked to Canteen together.

Talked to XiaoCai & XiaoShadow. A.k.a Jiancai & Jonathan. We knew each other since Primary 5 i think? I use to sit wit XiaoCai loh, hahahah! Talked for awhile, lepak wit Jenica & Rena. Then went to Parade Sq to watch Parade for Speechday '09 Saw Izad, lol? He kept tao-chio lah, damn him. Went back wit Lingsheng, Alastair, Jason, Elton(?), Sean, Tina, Ying. Reached home, was texting wit someone-who-don't-want-me-to-say and Nelson.

Last night, i took a long time to sleep.

Saturday

Went to Lot1 for breakfast wit Sri, Aslina & Emmabell. Only ate one pancake, harshbrown & milo. Lol, trained to Jurong East, then to Woodlands then to Boonlay for flag day. My bag is the heaviest, yeay yeay! ;D After that, went to Lot1, then went under block, then trained to Woodlands, Micheal's house. Celebrated Fieza's 16. Boys were playing Wii, Sri too. Bowling rock, lol? Haha, Farris pantat last warning, lol! Suppose to leave with Aryna, but i went off first, sorry girl. Walked to interchange, was otp wit Heartaye, memories came back while waiting for 963, fuck you. Reached home, bath, slept. Skipped dinner.

Sunday

Woke up at 6.30am. Couldn't sleep after that, was day-dreaming. Left for work. Working was a bore, couldn't concentrate, vomitted. Jeffery called me, this is our convo, sibeh funney. lol

>

Jeffery: Eh, ni zai na li? Xia lai Tamp zao wo ley, wo sibeh sian bodoh!

Emily: Huh, wo zai Timah ley, xia lai zao wo la.

Jeffery: Timah na li?

Emily: Hawker centre.

Jeffery: Ok, deng yi xia da gei ni.

2 mins later.............

Emily: Eh, ni zai na li?

Jeffery: Pasir Ris.

Emily: Wah, superman sial!

Jeffery: Laugh damn loud*

Lazy to type liao, zzz. I onlyknow that Jeffery pangseh me, he go Malaysia instead of Lot1 meeting me, grr. Neverm, he promised to meet me next time ^^v

Janice: Linked. :)

Lina: Thanks girl. :D

x lerr,: Add my msn, Emoily@live.com.sg :)

Joyce.: :)

Cherie. :D: Darlingaiai!

carol: Hey hun.

JACIA '[: Sister!

Allure(L): Sister! (love)

Janice: Thanks sister.

iLah: What ahma uh! Ha ha, imyt.

Pearlyn.: Already said, we've got nothing to say alr.

Nicole: Alright, soon!

Yuxuan.: Who are you? Dont you know that we've got nothing so say alr?

Allure(L): Its alright.

babydoll: Ok.

Patricia says: Text me alr what.

Junli: Oh yeh, you called Ain a elephant, then how about you? You're not slim either, anyway, this matter is like nothing alr? Don't you know that? If you think you're prettier, go on. -.- This is not a beauty contest, wth.

Passerby: Its under construction.

:): Mai lame lah hor, name? No name ah? Animal.

Nicole: Ignore 'em la, :)

Fucktard.

School was ok, Chemistry suck. No longer friends wit Pearlyn. Things goes likethis. >

Heard that she brought the letters that i wrote to Nelson to her school, she brought it to her class, and showed her classmates saying "I'm going to patch with Nelson already." She still talked behind me, saying "Dont trust emily, she's a shameless bitch." If you guys did read her blog as well as Nelson's, do understand and stop all the spammings. She showed the letters aroung, talked cork about me. Asking her classmates to not trust me. Like what the fuck? Its fine if you dislikes me, frankly speaking, i knew it long ago that you talked behind my back, but i just forget it. But this time, i just can't tolerate anymore. If you wanna patch wit Nelson, go on alright? Like hey, doomsday ain't here yet -.- Stopping the letters, 1st august, giving up on Nelson, fine. I will treat it as its other people's idea ok. Forget it, pfft.

But as a matter of fact, i'm very glad that we were once Xingan, Friends & Sisters. I've never regretted knowing you, really. You're special in another way, but not everyone understands, i doubt you do too. We knew each other because of Nelson, we severed ties is also because of Nelson. Takecare & just to let you know, its never hard to change for good. [; To spammers: Hey faggots/hags out there, if you want to spam me, go on. But wit your name, yep. I'm not going to get irritated by it because you're just being plain stupid, lol! Fancy you spamming someone whom is also a victim? Like get a life please?

Me & Cheryl pledge to be Singleporean till we finds out Mr Right. Both of us are learning to give up, learning to love you as a friend. Its never easy, but we'll win this, [; I've never blamed anyone, its fate. Friends lasts longer. [;

You missed everything,

Monday

Lesson was so boring. All band members left school for Singapore Youth Festival. Class was v quiet without Fadhila & Idris, and of cause, the very best girl, Fana. ); Assembly, sat wit Sri Darlink. Fell asleep, teachers were kind enough to let me sleep, hek hek hek. :P Woke up, saw Farris & Aryna. Then dismissed liao, went to Canteen lepak wit Praba, Isaac, Cheryl, Tina, Ying & Vivien. Then went to Artroom, Bandees were there. Saw Farris, he he. Yep, he's still into the convo between me, Amy and him, lol. Band got bronze for SYF. After drama, got worried for our Drama SYF & other stuffs. (bitch)

Tuesday

Was late for school as well as Geography class. Sat wit Farris. ^^ Art, was ok. Recess, worst. English, boring. Math, Shakir, Angelo & Emmabell went to Parade Sq wit me. Purpose is to make me eat medi for Menses, -.- Skipped AIP as i don't feel like going. A official came, they sat together, look so perfect, no mistakes. Yet, still smiled at me. I'm sorry, i didn't manage to smile back. Went to Drama, did 3 full runs. Was super shag, but bobian, needa strive silver/gold for SYF! Went home wit Farris & the rest, but in the end i walk home, fuck Pms, grah. Sorry Peter, );

Wednesday

April fool, i got fooled 3 times, wth. First is Ahmad, telling us that they are alr in school, ask us to walk up. Lucky Idris told me, today April fool la girl! Lol, si Ahmad. -.- 2nd is, Yimling la. Fuck her, when standing up for National Athem. She suddenly shout my name and said " Emily! Your skirt got chewygum!!! " I jitao jump and say " huh, really ah?! Shit la, fuck man. " Then Yimling, Evan & Vera laughed. Again, i got fooled. ): 3rd thing, is Farid, damn him. -.-

Had geog, sat wit Farris ^^v He's damn good in map-reading. I don't know what he doing sial, what i only know is to copy his answer. Had physics, had some problem. Thanks Jiawei, only you understand. & to someone, stop being a kaypo can? -.- Not your problem, come in gam lan? Pubor. Tsk. Stayed back till 6, suppose to take bus wit Farris & co, but in the end, i walk. Decided to walk and think everything properly & cry. Then walk, suddenly Farris shout my name, asking me to wait. Then i faster wipe away my tears and step yige happy. Then he's like "Why you cry?" I was like thinking of a excuse and i said "Er, no. I felt like vomitting." He's like"See, told you alr, abort the child. Is it my child?" I was like "lame, lol" Then walk, didn't notice car & farris yelled at me and said "You want to die ah? Siao." Then Suhaimi & Farris left after sending me to the traffic light. Bathed, eat dinner. Went to Phoenix, then go bpp meet Ying & Jason. Jason treat me extra small coke -.- Then walked home, (3 of us stay near.) Then Jason was like saying Ghost story, then i also say, because i see before in school. Then i feel something go piak my leg then we jitao run to my block. Lol, scary bodoh!

Thursday

School was ok, made a fucking fuss at the canteen. Went for N level Prelim oral. Fuck sial, confirm fail de loh, nbcb. -.- Went for drama, then left school wit Sri, Farris, Michelle, Fadhila & Suhaimi. They companied me to my block, cus i'm still scared. lol. Fuck man. -.-

Ok, i'm like l-o-l-ing now.
I'm on msn wit Amy & Farris, lol! Damn funny ok, will paste the convo next time, lol! Ok i go chat liao, byeeeeeeeeeee! [;


Farris said he's a good boyfriend & he missses me, ha ha ha ha! Dumb boyfriend. -.- See you tomorrow! [; (love!)

No picture as i'm using laptop and not desktop. :/


Woke up at 9.30am, watched Doraemon, if i got Doraemon hor, i huat liao ley, lol! x:
Ok, played Nitendo Ds, then bathed and bus to Westcoast again, lol. Aini said i got corkeye just because i didn't saw her in bus 75. Kurangaja! Lololol, ha ha. [; Then went to Xintua, koh-kun, disturbed brother by singing to him, lol! Oh-ya, i hereby announce/declare that i hate Eggdog. Because i saw someone's blog, and i got so pissed off. I tell you lah hor, although your blog is private, never invite me, but i will still know de ley. Think that person what? -.- If want write about me, please type my name, Emily is preferred. Thanks alot.


Ok, don't bother to ask who is it, because i promised my brother not to, lol. So yah, ok. Tomorrow's school ^^v, like finally! Ha, school's ConcertBand having their SYF tomorrow. Good luckz yo, Drama's on 8th April, grah. I haven't memorize my lines, ohmymamamama! I think i go memorize later.


I'm learning, very hard.

lesLie : I linked your blog through Joysiee sister's. :) Ha, link me ok! :D

i'd say, i doubt so. (i don't know.)

Ok, i deleted my previous post, i dont know why. I signed off my msn, i don't know why. I'm sad now, i don't know why. I'm behaving likethis i don't know why. I'm thinking of you again, i don't know why. I have to get over you, because you hurt me so much, and i'm very very hurt. I'm crying, i know why, its because of you. You don't care anymore. I ain't that wonderful anymore.

Sorry, went blog-hopping just now, and was on Xingan's blog, found this quiz and i copied it. Will do it now, ya. Duh, fuck you.

Rule 1: You opene​d this;​ you gotta take it

Rule 2: You are not allowed to expla​in anything unles​s someo​ne text you and ask!​


LAST PERSO​N YOU:

1 You hang out with?

​• Farris, Hadi, Micheal, Alson, Shakir, Jenica, Sri, Akif, Fana & Fadhila. :)

2 Who was the last perso​n you texte​d?

• VivienBestfriend,

3 Last perso​n you were in a car with?​

• Forgot, lol.

4 Last perso​n you went to the movie​s ?

• Wah, i sibh oh-piang de, i forgot. x:

5 Last perso​n you went to the mall with?

​• Jason & Yeeru. (L)

6 Last Perso​n you talke​d on the phone​ with?​

• Cheryl, ha ha!

7 You messa​ged/​comme​nted?​

• Vivien & i forgot. Lol, psps.

8 Who are you talking to now?

• None.

Q: Kisse​d someo​ne on your top frien​ds?

​• Uhm, yep.

Q: Been searc​hed by cops?​

• No, i guaikia! ;D

Q: Been suspe​nded from schoo​l?

​• No, ha ha.

Q: Sat on a rooft​op?

​• No, i bo-ta one. [;

Q: Been pushe​d into a pool with all your cloth​es on?

• Almost, but they failed. :P

Q: Broke​n a bone?

​• No, so hiong la, bodoh!

Q: Have shave​d your head?​

• Siao-ding-dong!

Q: Playe​d a prank​ on someo​ne?​

• Alot of times, ha ha ha!

Q: Had/​have a gym membe​rship​?

​• I think so, at Thailand. :)

Q: Shot a gun?

• Kid's?

Q: Donat​ed Blood​?​

• I not that da-fang. :>

WOULD​ YOU RATHE​R:

1 Eat or drink​?​

• Drink drink!

2 Be serio​us or be funny​?

​• Funny, ha ha, I am.

3 Go to the beach​ or mount​ains?

• Beach i think?

4 Die in a fire or die getti​ng shot?​?

• I'd rather die in my sleep. ;)

ANSWE​R TRUTH​FULLY​:

1 Sun or moon?​

• Moon.

2 Winte​r or fall?​

• Winter :)

3 Left or right​?

​• Right, ha ha.

4 Black​ and white​ or color​ed?​

• All! Hahaha!

5 Do you want to get marri​ed?​

• Yes, wit you! :P

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU:

1. Kisse​d someone​?

​• Ha, no!

2. Been hugge​d by someo​ne?​

• Got got got! Haha! :D

3. Been poked​ by someo​ne?

​• By Farris, :D

4. Cried​?​

• Almost at Ahmad's house, :/

5. Gotte​n in a fight​?

​• Quarrel counted? :/

6. Someone told you they loved​ you?

​• Yeah, alwayz.

Repos​t this as: WHO WAS YOUR LAST? :)

Ok, after doing this quiz, i'm still "i don't know". Sighhhhhhhhhh. I miss Farris now, i need to talk to him about how i feel now, ); Farrrrrrris, you dumb boyfriend. ); You can cheeeer me up by irritating me you know? Can i spam my blog with vulgarities? Sigh, chicken tooooooooot! ); Won't be posting tonight, will be out till 12am. Bye.

baby virako: Ha, thanks luhzxz. [;

weicong: Hey Shuaige! ^^

Westcoast was alright ^^ Saw alot of familiar faces, he he.
Auntieling is here with Ray & Charmaine. & guess whutttt? Charmaine looks like Azalea, Nelson's niece. Is only that Azalea got big eyes, ha ha! :D & they're my cousins, lol. (duh) Ahli keep psycho-ing me to change phone from him. Zzz, wanted to answer him by saying " Ask your gina buy from you la! Hah haaaaa!" But then, didn't, because didn't want him to talk about his gina or other guan's gina. Lol, yep.


Reached home around 2am, super shag. Was texting wit Amy, heh. I miss her ok. Stepped on josstick's ash @ sintua. Sibeh pain k, wtfzx. Lol, but now ok le. Por-wun, yeh. I understand what "he" said to me, lol! Saw Weijie today when i'm on my way to Westcoast. Lol, was abit disappointed at first as i won't be able to see him, but how i know, i so heng. I take 184, he inside, lol! Oh-no, i'm so wrong. I must be loyal to Farris too, :/ (don't tell him) Lol, lameshit. :)


Ok, bye!

Jenica's beside me, ha ha.
We're at Ahmad's house, lol.
His house darn cool -.- & Aliff aziz's cousinnnnnnnnnn O.O
HAHA. Yep, now Shakir & Micheal is playing XBOX.
Farris went hopme to pack his stuffs, for Band's stuffz, so will see him later on.
So yep, i'll reply tags! :)

Leqi : Ok, i will. [;
Allure♥ : Hello sisterrrrrr!
小fann : Hello sister!
♥`Rinako's : Hi sister, ok. {3 too.
小Eiko,™ : Luv too, ha ha!
.. : Hello? If i am a slut, how about you? -.- [;

Q-ianHui : Ok.
♥ : Ttul.
Allure♥ : Love too.
Pearlyn. : Idk? Hahaha, lol!
Ur Sis : -.-
sakinahh : I will, baby i love you! [;
Xinyi : Ttul.
Ahling.Yukiko : Will link ya soon.
Y( : O.O
Essaystic : Ok.
ĐŐЁĽ - Ѝğ : Ttul.
huizhi<3u : Ok, ha ha. {3
Kei : Ok.
X.useless : Ok, ha ha.
Pearlyn. : I will, love you too.
Y( : Ttul.
x lerr : Ttul.
Xiao.Heartless : Huh, ok.
♥ : ?
(: : ?
Cheryl : Oh, i knowwww. HAHAHAHAHA.
baby virako : Ok, thanks.

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7th month of baobeiship wit Wenhui, (L) Ho ho he he ha ha. Ok, last warning. Lsn was alright, had chinese spelling, Cheryl & Vivien was beside me, ha ha. You know la, we copied. Ha ha, lol. Typical students (winks) Awwww, i'm starting to love to go to school even moree! I don't know why? Sat wit Farris during Physics, fyi he's super super noisy. But nevermind, my boyfriend ley! Ha ha, lol. Had captain ball match wit 3C girls, they're roughasses, they've got big nehneh & big buttocks. Score was 7-8. What the fuck lah hor, use nehneh and defend, your nehneh bigger than me so what Dai sai ah? Pui la hor, ha ha! Big boobster! >:E


After school, went to Ahmad's house wit Farris, Shakir, Jenica, Suhaimi, Michael & Hadi. Ok, i'm the only chinese girl, lol. Sri came not long after, followed by Fana & Fadhila. Farris smells very nice, ha ha. Used his MSN and disiao Ren An, the Chicken-Man. Ha ha ha! Farris promised me to be loyal to me, for 4 days no flirting, ha ha. 4 days ok? See you on Monday! ^^v


I've decided, but i gone too deeep. Far too deeep, i can't. I'm too far, but i can't stop. Argh, what the fuck? ); Anw, Farris is a tikopek. :) K, bye!

^^ Yoga Lin You Jia is my husband. :)

Ok hi readers, i bet you guys missss my sweeeetest post yep yep yep? :) Ho ho, i don't know why i so high. Anyway, this will be a long post, :/ Will you read on?

22nd/Sunday

Stead wit Sengyau, but broke up :/ Because i just can't make myself do it, lol. He's being sweet, but yeah. So ha ha, frrrriendsszx! ;D Was on the phone with Xingan at night. Sisters never come first, you gta be selfish if that happens. To You-know-who, thanks for being so frank. No, i won't be sad, you can choose to don't think about me you know? I'll act happy, yep. The most positive way is to think that you're a hongster, that's all. (':

23rd/Monday

Nothing special till Ex-boyf, Izad talked to me an l-o-led me, ha ha. This is our convo. >

Izad > Emily.

Me > What?

Izad > Eh who call you sial?

Me > Lameshit, bye! (Diao him)

Izad > Ok la, eh, i want to talk to you.

Me > What?

Izad > You walk up or down? (As our school is on top of the hill.)

Me > O.o i got drama ley.

Izad > (In disappointment) Oh ok, neverm. Bye, (smiles.)

Me > Oh, bye! (Smile)

Ok, that's for Monday. He he, i find Izad cute, lol! -.-

25th/Wednesday

Got myself a spect, chosen by Fana. Went to Artroom after school, lepak, eat pizza (sedap tau.) & i swear, i didn't nothing regarding to my Art for N level. Fucking shit man, tsk. But i got plan for my layout, he he. Akif & Michael had a fight, lol. Lazy to elaborate la, lazyass. Ohyes, i patched wit Farris! :) Ha, i know very well that he as a fake boyf can be better than ....... Yep, this is for Wednesday. :)

26th, Thursday

Went to Catholic Junior College for SYF rehearsal. Guys there are huge whereas girls there is short. And so it can be so pathetic tha we Chestnuts are wearing the almost-the-same uniform as the students there. & students gave us a what-the-hell look. Some of 'em even said, Chestnut right? Ha ha, Chestnuts is this famous uh! :@ Ha, lol. Reached school, Izad disturbed me again, tsk. After school, talked to a Sec 2 girl -.- In the end, sakai say pang sua, like wtfhfhfhf. I see sakai de fen shang, i pang sua lah hor, dont ka my jiaowei la hor, __ Sec 2 nia, zai ah? Lameass.

That's all, ha ha. So yep, lol! Next post will be about today! [;

hello ppl , im baby virako aka vera (: im helping emily to post her blog . cause she cant use computer , so yep . she ask you all dont miss her yeah ! hahah . but i will miss her (: ha , & keep her tagbox alive yeah ! (: anything contact her by phone . dont have her number ? fuck off ! . lols (((: ok , shall stop here yeah . ASF HUAT LA (: nights yozxcccc <3

I miss this small lil girl of mine, {3

Ok, lol. I just got home :/ Shall talk about today yep. [; Woke up at 7am, zzz. Supppose to have Mac for breakfast wit Aslina, but in the end. met Cheryl, Ying & Laykoon(?) and walked to 116. Went to Yingying's house, her brother's name is Nelson Sim -.- Like wtfffff?! I was like huh?! O.O REALLY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?! Lol, idk is it real anot, lol. Ying cooked maggie for me & Yeeru [; & Cheryl, ha ha. Nice manszc, haha. Had a bad backache, ); Then went for drama, again. Stand in for Kavitra, got injured, ); My leg is so so so pain laaaaaaa, Farid stepped on my leg on purpose just because that we're quarrelling in the scene?! -.- He's so into it la, haha. & i thought, heng, i only stand in, haha. Lololol. Forget it, lol.

After drama, Sri came to my house, i bath liao walked to Bpp & met up with Yunnan Trooper'08. Then bused to Mr Wee's house @ Hillview. So darn cool la, his house, haha. Picture will be uploaded sooon, promiseeee! [; Left at 8 pm, bused 176 then 184. & here i am.

Boy, i miss you. ); Sigh, nobody is here for meeeeee );

Tina : Oh, ha ha. I know, its darn funny la, haha! [; Go loh, i know you wanna go,haha.
vera : Ok, thanks for tagging, haha! {3
weicong : Lol? You're the one who tagged me as Mr. Teacher? O.O
patricia : Yo sister, :)
Lina : Hi sister! {3
小Eiko,™ : Hi, Eiko! {3
Kiyori(: : Lol.
vera : Thanks.
J-enna : Linked.

Okay, Farris. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FARRIS EXBOYFRIEND. :)

Hope you will last long with Ely yep? [; Sorry for ka-chaoing you always.

& thanks for being there for me always! Studay hard for N-level okay?

Don't keep abey asl siol? isap la sial! okay, ha ha. <3

Am i supposed to be sad or overjoyed? Ohmyohmy, i'm still like loving you. & its still strong, sigh, although without you here. sigh. Like what Leslie said, couple of same age doesn't last for long. But, waita minute, i don't believe that, ha ha. Urgh. whatever. ); Tuesday, which is yesterday is the day which i always writes letters to you, and i will send it today. Nothing for me to send alr, i miss writting letters to you, really. ); When i closes my eyes, that morning appeared. ); No, i won't let my tears drop again, never am i going to cry so hard for you. Telling me to get over you, ok. Tell me, where should i go? Ahfuckfuck, i'm lyingggggggggggggggg.

Of cus, i know i will still cry, i know i won't get over you, but i know. I don't know about the future, you might get yourself attached tomorrow. ); After that very day, you your attached for 4 times, all never lasted more than 1 month, really. Its always the same old person hurting me, really. You don't read my blog, i know. But i hope, you will ); Ever since last monday, i've been thinking. Letters has already stopped, it can be way easier for me to get over you, but i doubt i will. ); You know how much you mean to me );

Amazing Sisters Forever, <3

Okay, hi readers. Sorry for not posting yesterday as i'm so so into ASF blog, ha ha. Sorry yep. [; Alright, will talk about yesterday okay? [; [; (leslie say must smile more, lol)


Woke up by Sak's call, -.- Then got ready and walked to Plaza wit Cousin. Went to Mac, and then met Aslina then cabbed to schl. Spilled Milo in the cab ); & i cleaned up, lololol! Lucky the driver is a female, if not, mampus lah sial. Then went for Drama Practice, did Kavitra's role, Waitress, lol? Had a quarrel scene wit Farid & Anna. :) Then after drama, bused to Plaza wit Vivien. Ate KFC, actually meeting Sri. Lol sial, she at Lavender bodoh, then we went home la, lol. Then walked home, comped awhile, bathed trained to Gombak, met Grandparents then headed to Outram Park. Then walkwalk, went OG. Then trained to Tamp, went TampMall. Then trained to Clementi then bus 184 home. & i think i saw Ahhao? The guy whom sang wit me, lol! Ha ha, lol.


Today, stupid brother used his speaker and woke me up like wtf! -.- Then Leslie texted me, lol, Yep, i like him manzsxc, (smileeee) Leslie, when you sees this, dont blush k, ****y guy, haha! Lol, k la, dont say you liao, later ); again, lol! Concentrate on your driving lsn la, bodoh! -.-


Ok, well me & him ain't close la, lol. Yet? Ha, ok. I go edit ASF blog le, so yep. byebye! :D