Its been a year, is it?
Ok, i'm feeeling v anguish here. I got no idea why too, wth. :/ I think 5 of us is gonna quarrel soon. I really wish i can type everything down here, but i doubt i can. It is very hard for me to communicate with you girls. I think i will type everything down here la, easier. Really, sigh...
I seriously hate the feeling of being felt left out. Really, just because of one guy, really Just because of one guy! Why must you girls follow him? Why must you girls let him make the decision? Why must you girls do this? Take him and compare, whenever you girls are unhappy or rather have problems, who faced the problems with you together? This clique, lasted for 1 year and more, i don't want it to be disband, its v hard for us, 5 of us to make it last. We had ups and downs together, really. It is very important to me, but somehow, i have the feeling that you girls don't think the same way as me. I mean it, ):
Ok, i got no mood already, i'm waiting for Pork to online, hopefully he can cheer me up by having a war with me. And apparently, i skipped dinner today, don't ask why. I can only say, i'm such a failure in everything..
Bye.
Edit.
I'm feeling ok alr, no longer anguish. Ha, thank god manz. I think Pet Society saved my night, rofl. I'm on msn wit my ASF sisters, trying to catch up. And, Ahling is so high, rofl. Ha, and i'm on msn wit Nelson (2), BoonPing. He's ok la, first time chatting wit him and he don't think that he looks like Nelson. Rofl, whatever! xD Ok la, i go blog-hopping alr, my ear hurts and i'm effing hungreh. Ha, bye! ^^v
Edited again, at 10.31pm.
I'm going to meet Mr Disaster this week, most probably tomorrow or Tuesday when i got my letters back. I'm going to cry my lungs out, for sure. I got no idea why am i going to cry but i know, i will cry and couldn't stay happy for this bloody week. I'm gonna face it again, alone. The memories, is back, to me by this week. I'm so lost for what to do now, i got no idea what to do now. I thought, by talking to Farris & Pork would help, but no. I'm wrong, totally wrong..
Mr Disaster, be kind to me, treat me better this time, please. Because i'm alone, facing you.
Letters, we're gonna meet again, and i am gonna read it, one by one, letters by letters.
Crying, is here for me. Is my routine, part of my life for this week, really.
I'm gonna show a sulky face, from tomorrow, 6am onwards.
J won't be able to see me smiling to him, as in smiling in a real way..
Farris is trying v hard to cheer me up, i appreciate it alot.
I'm listening to " I don't love you by MCR. "
Fana just called and said good night.
Why am i still so moody after that chat? D:
Fuck it, really. D:
I seriously hate the feeling of being felt left out. Really, just because of one guy, really Just because of one guy! Why must you girls follow him? Why must you girls let him make the decision? Why must you girls do this? Take him and compare, whenever you girls are unhappy or rather have problems, who faced the problems with you together? This clique, lasted for 1 year and more, i don't want it to be disband, its v hard for us, 5 of us to make it last. We had ups and downs together, really. It is very important to me, but somehow, i have the feeling that you girls don't think the same way as me. I mean it, ):
Ok, i got no mood already, i'm waiting for Pork to online, hopefully he can cheer me up by having a war with me. And apparently, i skipped dinner today, don't ask why. I can only say, i'm such a failure in everything..
Bye.
Angie: Ok, linked.
Nicole: Nothing, its alright.
Edit.
I'm feeling ok alr, no longer anguish. Ha, thank god manz. I think Pet Society saved my night, rofl. I'm on msn wit my ASF sisters, trying to catch up. And, Ahling is so high, rofl. Ha, and i'm on msn wit Nelson (2), BoonPing. He's ok la, first time chatting wit him and he don't think that he looks like Nelson. Rofl, whatever! xD Ok la, i go blog-hopping alr, my ear hurts and i'm effing hungreh. Ha, bye! ^^v
Amy ♥: I will, thanks Happykid! :B
♥ Xiaoying says: Linked, :) Luv Chiobu. But why Chiobu's blog is private eh? Invite me ^^ Add my msn, emoily@live.com.sg I give you my email there yuh! :D
Edited again, at 10.31pm.
I'm going to meet Mr Disaster this week, most probably tomorrow or Tuesday when i got my letters back. I'm going to cry my lungs out, for sure. I got no idea why am i going to cry but i know, i will cry and couldn't stay happy for this bloody week. I'm gonna face it again, alone. The memories, is back, to me by this week. I'm so lost for what to do now, i got no idea what to do now. I thought, by talking to Farris & Pork would help, but no. I'm wrong, totally wrong..
Mr Disaster, be kind to me, treat me better this time, please. Because i'm alone, facing you.
Letters, we're gonna meet again, and i am gonna read it, one by one, letters by letters.
Crying, is here for me. Is my routine, part of my life for this week, really.
I'm gonna show a sulky face, from tomorrow, 6am onwards.
J won't be able to see me smiling to him, as in smiling in a real way..
Farris is trying v hard to cheer me up, i appreciate it alot.
I'm listening to " I don't love you by MCR. "
Fana just called and said good night.
Why am i still so moody after that chat? D:
Fuck it, really. D:
Allure(L): no problem. Goodbye.
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