PLEASE RELINK MEEEEE.
Not updating here for time being, he he. Byeeee!
Oh yaaa...................

http://constantlyloveemily.blogspot.com/Byebye!
Tag ok. ^^

I will not update this blog for quite awhile, im done with everything.

I'll update on www.myboyfriend-isyoga.blogspot.com.

Goodbye.

I need to write everything out here, yes here. I'm feeeling so anguish + sad + stupid + annoyed!

Why is it that i got a brother who always saves the best for himself and not others?
Why is it that my brother is like this?
Why is it that my brother doesn't know how to respect people when he wants people to respects him?
Why is it that my parents always treats him like a treasure?
Why is it that all the boys are so selfish?
Why is my life likethis?
Why am i born in this freaking world?
Why is that i'm always thinking of him?
Why is that i can't bear to get rid of those letters?!
Why am i so egoish?
Why why why why why why why why why why??

There's so many whys, who can answer me? D': Exams are here, i couldn't get to the mood?
Why am i so dumb? Why am i so unhappy wit myself? Why am i complaining here while my parents are out there working hard? Why am i like this? D':

I dreamt of you, just now.

Heyo people, i just woke up from my afternoon nap. :P I didn't worked today, because i applied for Leave. :) Stayed at home and studied Social Studies. And now most of it is inside my tiny brain. He he, Fadhila, i'm gonna win you, Nonok head! =D Haha, evil beeeevile. But, i haven't study Diplomacy yet, i still got tomorrow. ^^ Ha, i thought tomorrow having paper, how i know it Wednesday, wtf. I jitao huh? Wednesday ah? Piang eh, i still go study. -.- Lol, stupid me. Ha.

Went to Plaza wit Jason to alter his pants. Met him at Petir, then met Elton at Mac. Then walked to my block, i went home while they go Bangkit for check up for OBS. :) I brought WOODS sweet for Jason, im so sweet, i know. Hahaha.

Went home, slept. Had a stupid dream, lazy to elaborate lehhhh. See first, if later i got mood, i will elaborate, if not.... Too bad yooooo. :P

I found this picture on Yahoo.com >



Cute rightttt? Ha, Hazmi, that's you! Ha ha he he, in your face! xD I'm on MSN wit my dearest Bestf, Joyce. :) She's my Bestf, so whacha wanna do? Ha, i'm so high for no reason. -___-"

Fieza'O: Hek, tomorrow can see you already ^^
Amy ♥: I miss you too la! Ha, ok. Meeeet up again ok!
Kathie: Thanks girl, i've alr tagged you. :)
Chinyi.: Huh? What? Rofl.
BabyyMocha: Sorry la, i linked you already! :) Love you too!
Heroine: Miss you too, doing fine? :B

Baobei !

Heyo ~! I'm Wenhui , (Weihui) , Emily's Baobei + Hubby ! Ha ha !

It's really my pleasure to be able to post for her ! :D

Yes , we're married , officially lah ! She finally accepted me ? Boo her ! I crush her so long le , then she now then accept me ! Ha ha . Nvm nvm , i'm gonna propose to her soon ! & she say she will love my lovely post because she don't bear to see me sad ! How sweet is my dear wife ! ♥ Give her big kiss , Mwarks ! Haha !

Baobei ah , oh no , Laopo ah , must jiayou for your exam horh ! If not don't propose to you liaos ah ! Ha ha . Ok ok , better faster press "Publish Post" , if not she gonna nag ! x: Ha !

Me luv you most baobei ! ♥

I feel awful. D':

Woke up at 9am, headed to Jurong. Then went for work, played Wii, knocked off at 5 plus.
Brought a bouquet of rose for mom, :) She loves it, i know. Ha ha, went to Shengshiong to buy groceries then went home. Was texting wit Pork & Baobei.

Pork is sick and Pig wants Pork to get well soon, really!
Pork topped up his card after so many gozillion years. xD

I've gotta study for Socialstudies tonight as well as tomorrow. ^^ Not gonna let Mr Rajkumar dowwwn. :) Gotta talk to J on tuesday, Plan A by me & Baobei.

I'm visiting Blogshops now, and everything is so nice to me. I want that Kappa shoe from http://www.popitoez.blogspot.com/. Do visit, its nice manz. Haha, ok i go hop around alr! Bye.

I'm on msn wit my dearest friend, Khamirul. ^^

Jelyn: Add my new msn, Emoily@live.com.sg :)
carol: No prob, love hun.

Edited, for Khamirul. :)

He wants me to blog about him, and i agreed. :) Seeeeee, i so good ok! Hek, he's a great friend.
The way he talks, walks, looks at people, resembles Farris. Hah, and guess what? I doubt he know it la, but hor. I like him before leh! Haha, ask Shehnaz la. Serious. Ha, and i thought he's from Raffles Institution when he just transfered, how i know........ He's from Northland. Wtf loh. Haha. He's really a nice lad, he was there for me when i'm in a vvvvvv bad mood last week. The way he define his " True Friends " , really made me go laugh out loud. Haha! Thanks aye, love you! Haha, and guess what? After 4 days of seperation, he misses me. Rofl! Hahaha, ok. I got it dude, :) Replies to your tag, >

Ari: I miss you too, ha ha! See ya! xD

Carol hun. (love)
Happy Birthday Hun, stay happy forever.
Its sad that i couldn't get to see those hognosed spammers, but heck 'em.
You know what? They are jealous of you, ha ha.
Well, i love you! Hek, i do! =)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY EVERY MOMMA!
Dearest mom, happy mother's day!
I love you, sorry for all the mistakes.
Thanks for being there everytime although i know, i'm not a good daughter.
But you know what? You're the best, i love mommy heng. :)
LOVE MAMA!

Finally, i can post. )': Ha, shall post from Monday! (:

Monday
English paper suck, god. I'm gonna fail manz, rah. :@ Slacked wit Cheryl after school, was afraid to go home, but Cheryl teman me to my door. Thanks bitch. Luv you. Ps./ Follow your heart!

Tuesday
Nearly broke friendship wit my girls. Thanks to Pork, he saved my friendship. He cheered me up by cheering me up. Rofl, rubbishz. Walked to bustop wit Khamirul. Bus to CWP and met Amy & Lina. Had lunch, walked. Then i bus home. Thanks Pork for everything, and thanks for stopping my tears. ^_^

Got the letters back, Mr D was v v good to me! Thanks Mr D, i didn't felt anything. Mrs T, she didn't let my tears came out! I didn't cried when i saw the letters, as in even when i read it! That's amazing and so many people are proud of me! I tried to force myself to cry so as to sleep in a faster and easier way, but i failed. D': But no matter what, Pork wants me to be happy which is me, and not unhappy which is not being me. :)

Wednesday
Was pouring, reached bustop. Saw J. Walked up with him, he's damn hilarious ok. Lolzsx. Shared umbrella, he he. He suck la, just because i got short legs, he laugh at me. Wth, :@ Lessons as so boring, its Wednesday, what do you expect? :/ After schl, went to field, watch the males play soccer then Elton asked me to go Bpp wit him. Went already, go back schl. Weather damn super hot ok, damn it. Rofl. Elton owes my feather pen. :)

Our class won, 2-1. Happy happy happy! =) Again, was friendster messaging Pork. Farris's Ele-fat is wit me, rofl.

Thursday
Schl was ok, damn Pork. Early in the morning disturb me, wtfffff! J is in deep trouble. Fights i assume? And, i'm worried. Not? I don't know ): Went to Queensway wit Shakir, Fana, Emma, Inia, Sup & Fadhila. Again, i'm the only cheena. Took our shirt, walked to Ikea, had Hot-dog buns. Hot-dog makes me think of Pork-Dog ^^Took bus back wit Emma. A not-so-normal guy farted and it smells like rotten eggs. And he seems to be interested in Emma, ha ha. NOT!

Friday
Sat Shuttle bus wit J. Thought i couldn't make it to see him, thanks to Yimling la! Lol, she texted me saying " Emily, i'm on the same bus as Izad :D " Lol, thanks yo! J sound furious and i was freaked out. Had PE, had Badminton. Ha, i miss Badminton practices D': Damn pork, disturb me againnz! After schl, lepak at the canteen wit Angelo, Aslina & Fana. Then walked back wit Angelo & Alson. :B

Bathed, bus to Great World. Interview over, went to had dinner @ Mac. Then bus back, my buttock very pain now. Wtf. Walked to Bangkit, packed dinner. Then went to Sintua wit Dad. Then go Whampoa. Then went to 215 then home. (:

Today
Woke up at 9am, bathed, 9.10am went down and took Ahli's car and head to Whampoa. Shag shag shag. GheeHeng came, saw lesLie, ha ha. Lol la he! -.- Went home about 8pm i think? I forgot, ha ha.

Contacted my long-lost-bestfriend. Found her thru my schoolmate, Shamus. What a small world, my long-lost-bestfriend is Joyce. She's the best, we knew each other since young. We often have sleepovers, picnics and swimmings. I miss her alot, and i'm so happy that i found her. And now, i believe, we've got alot alot to catch up, Joyce Ang Yu Ting, wo hao xiang ni! D': Meet up soon, i want to take a good look at you!

ahLING: I love Ahling sister too! :)
fieza: Ha ha, yuh! Friends la, haha.
♥ Xiaoying says: Tagged alr, love Chiobu! {3
carol: I will take a look later. :)
Sean: Ok, will do it asap. :)
Allure(L): I will, sure. Love you ok.
krystal: Heyo.
rena: Linked. :)
Angie: No prob, :)
Fieza'O: Fieza! (fingers jumping up and down.)

Heyy people!
Amy here helping my dearest emily happykid to post as her internet has gone crazy already :X
She can't go in websites, including blogging & friendster-ing & facebook :O
So maybe she'll be MIA all all these sites unless she uses her mobile phone to login :)
If you wanna contact her, msn her @ emoily@live.com.sg :D
Her tags would be late reply too, so bear w/ her okayy want blame den blame th com :X
HAHA :P
Oh yah, emily asked me to say that ;
PORK IS IMPORTANT TO EMILY ^^ (L)
LOL, she's mad or smth, so dont care her yeah =X
Lastly, emily happykid me luv die you uhh! ♥
Meetup with me again soon alright?
& This tym, we shall take many many picture tgt kayys ^^
Heh, kayys lahr, shall end here.
Bye people! [:
Loves, ♥

Its been a year, is it?

Ok, i'm feeeling v anguish here. I got no idea why too, wth. :/ I think 5 of us is gonna quarrel soon. I really wish i can type everything down here, but i doubt i can. It is very hard for me to communicate with you girls. I think i will type everything down here la, easier. Really, sigh...

I seriously hate the feeling of being felt left out. Really, just because of one guy, really Just because of one guy! Why must you girls follow him? Why must you girls let him make the decision? Why must you girls do this? Take him and compare, whenever you girls are unhappy or rather have problems, who faced the problems with you together? This clique, lasted for 1 year and more, i don't want it to be disband, its v hard for us, 5 of us to make it last. We had ups and downs together, really. It is very important to me, but somehow, i have the feeling that you girls don't think the same way as me. I mean it, ):

Ok, i got no mood already, i'm waiting for Pork to online, hopefully he can cheer me up by having a war with me. And apparently, i skipped dinner today, don't ask why. I can only say, i'm such a failure in everything..

Bye.

Angie: Ok, linked.
Nicole: Nothing, its alright.

Edit.
I'm feeling ok alr, no longer anguish. Ha, thank god manz. I think Pet Society saved my night, rofl. I'm on msn wit my ASF sisters, trying to catch up. And, Ahling is so high, rofl. Ha, and i'm on msn wit Nelson (2), BoonPing. He's ok la, first time chatting wit him and he don't think that he looks like Nelson. Rofl, whatever! xD Ok la, i go blog-hopping alr, my ear hurts and i'm effing hungreh. Ha, bye! ^^v

Amy ♥: I will, thanks Happykid! :B
♥ Xiaoying says: Linked, :) Luv Chiobu. But why Chiobu's blog is private eh? Invite me ^^ Add my msn, emoily@live.com.sg I give you my email there yuh! :D

Edited again, at 10.31pm.
I'm going to meet Mr Disaster this week, most probably tomorrow or Tuesday when i got my letters back. I'm going to cry my lungs out, for sure. I got no idea why am i going to cry but i know, i will cry and couldn't stay happy for this bloody week. I'm gonna face it again, alone. The memories, is back, to me by this week. I'm so lost for what to do now, i got no idea what to do now. I thought, by talking to Farris & Pork would help, but no. I'm wrong, totally wrong..
Mr Disaster, be kind to me, treat me better this time, please. Because i'm alone, facing you.
Letters, we're gonna meet again, and i am gonna read it, one by one, letters by letters.

Crying, is here for me. Is my routine, part of my life for this week, really.
I'm gonna show a sulky face, from tomorrow, 6am onwards.
J won't be able to see me smiling to him, as in smiling in a real way..
Farris is trying v hard to cheer me up, i appreciate it alot.
I'm listening to " I don't love you by MCR. "
Fana just called and said good night.
Why am i still so moody after that chat? D:

Fuck it, really. D:

Allure(L): no problem. Goodbye.

Woke up at 11am. Slept around 3.30am last night. I couldn't get to sleep, duh. Before going to sleep, i was thinking of the past, wtf. Neverm, skip this. ;) Went to Cck and meet Sri. Then go Batok, Ilah's house. Then Westmall, saw SerHan. Rofl, then bought presents than bused to Orchard. Went to Orchard Parade Hotel, Shehnaz's 16. The room is super super pink, lol. Her brother got band de leh! Got one guy name Fadhil(?) he's super super cute, really. I took pictures wit him, ha ha. Suke! :B Left around 6.30, walked to Taka, then i trained to Woodlands then bus home. Thats all, yuh. :)

I'm v irritated by this idiot, > kiong_93@hotmail.com He sibeh irritating ok. Wtf, you fuck off. Bye, i'm off to edit Shakir's blog. ;D

Amy ♥: Happykid, i also miss you la!
S. Shermin: Hey, i think you're the one who's promoting the gangster mood around,you tagged me just because you wna find troubles wit me after viewing ASF blog. And yuh, like duh. People sees you tagging me like this for no reasons of cause will tag you back la, rofl. So you're tryna to say i'm a gangster? Wow, and like hello. Why would i take down your number when i'm not trying to start a problem wit you? Dirtying? Who dirtied first? I don't mind yknow? Thanks anyway, for deciding to end it here, rofl. Takecare & last long. ;)
Sherlyn: =)
' 小zhu: Love too! ^^
Q-ianHui ; ♥: Ya.
Joyce Joysie.: Ha, misses! xD
Chinyi.: Missed and relinked. :)
Jelyn: Dadadadada, wo miss ni! :)

Today damn tired, i'm at my workplace now. My back is aching, my legs too. ):
I woke up at 9am, morning called laoban. JiaXing uncle and Cass auntie came just now, for her DS game. I'm gonna knock off at 9pm plus, so yuh. I think when i reaches home, i will sleep man. Tomorrow going to Orchard Parade Hotel for Shehnaz's 16. But the dress code, seriously v v headache man. Its Pink and White. Wtff? -.-

Dearest J,
yes, what happened between us was 2 years ago. You did things that was unfaithful to me and we broke up. You were my 1st boyf, and my last ex. I told myself, should i ever fall in love wit you again, i am a fool. And now, i don't want to be a genius but a fool. Its obvious that feelings were developed and nobody dared to make the move. J, i promise i'll company you to the bustop if i can, because the Sec 4's are having lsns after schl for Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday. I'll make it up to you ok, love you! :D

Q-ianHui ; ♥: Thanks for your tag. :)
Allure(L): I miss you too!
S.Shermin: Your blog v nice ley, last long! ^^

Edited.
Now is 6.43pm. Yeay, heard from Ahli that sales was v good. God damn happy ^^ Ha, im on msn wit my dearest Happykid, Amy! Ha ha ha ha ha, i love her laaaaaaaaa. Hah, ok. Bye! xDDDD

Amy ♥: Happykid! I miss you alot too, sure. Meet up soon
again, and snapsnap ok! Wo ai ni la, you rock too! ^^v
krystal :]: I luv babydoll too. :)

Edited @ 11.19pm.
I knocked off at 10pm, shag shag shag. V v v shag. Kill me kill me, just kill me. But i think better don't kill me, i haven't enjoyed fully, and also haven't spent enough moneyyy! $_$
Monday's English paper, wtfhfhfhf. Ok, skip this. I'm so tired now, and i'm v v moooody. I just somehow quarrelled wit my Preciouslady, Venice. Seriously, i really don't like it when people come and look for me to just want me to help 'em do somthing. Forget it, i'm off to bath now. I'm so super mooody. :/

S. Shermin: Firstly, i do not know you. And for no reason? If you're fed up wit me, you can spam me? Aku angkat bola? I step lian? Promoting the gangsterism mood around? Rofl? Whatever you like la, if you think you'll feel better after saying all these, then go on luh. Because i'm none of the above. :)

Edited @ 12.01am, again.
I'm feeling better after hearning JefferyWhale scolding vulgarities on the phone to me, but he's scolding another girl who jio-meng him, rofl. Another thing was Iman (Farris). His tags, is damn hilarious, its like as is we so many years/days never meet, rofl. But thanks la fake-boyfie. :) I appreciate it alot, hek. And Jeffery went diam because of me, he did that because i showed sad face, ha ha! Ha, i'm on msn wit Iman, Jeffery, B.abymantha, Amy & Alson. Bye! ;D

Iman: You also study hard loh, you kidnapped my eraser ok. Rofl, wah. Fierce sey, ha ha. See you on Monday! Good luck for your English paper on Monday!