Unspoken love.

Will you lemme' have a chance to let it be spoken ? :D

I woke up late today , at 10.20 . Washed up , bought breakfast , ate liao , got ready for bath . & i was late for work , tsk . Heng , bus didn't came late , ho ho . Still on time , slightly late :/ . Lucky , grandpa didn't nag , Zzzzzz . Was smsing with AmyPowerfulBiatch . Lol , i think i caught flu , ): . Cus i was walking in the rain . Lol , who cares ? Zzz , cb . I no mood to blog le . Sorry for the short post :/ Gah , i'm sad , sad , Unhappy , unhappy is how i feels now . D; , i go hear Lin You Jia's music & will feel better i guess ? This whole post , there's no smiley face ); . Gah ! D:

其實很愛你, 但從沒認真說過..

He's shuai k , ( sorry for repeating , cus i like this pic . :/ )

Today woke up at 9.30am . Mood was like up & down . Fcuk man , skipped breakfast cus no appetite . Gosh , i'm like a fucker . Idk why i said that . Cb sial , then i bus to work . While waiting for bus , alot of things running in my mind , :/ . I nearly cried , cus i thought of the period when we're in love . Wtffffffffffzsx )": . Okay , stop it biatch . On tuesday i'm gonna make my i/c . & this time i'll remember to bring my Birth Cert . Hahaha , might be going with BotaklolCutie & Xiaopear bah ? Idk , monday call'em . & after making , i'm going down to Sunplaza's Mac & meet AmyPowerfulBiatch . Ohmygodddddd , i'm so excited in meeeeeting her . Dang , Zzz . I got nothing to blog leh , VeraSpongebobBaby asked me to do quiz , so i'll do it right after this . & today i sibeh pekchek k , i just can't stands couple gettin' mushy infront of meeee ! Grah , that time when me & Vera on train , got one couple . Sibeh disgusting k , the guy kiss the girl , then got the sound k . -.- tskkkk , wtf . Want to action that you got girlf/boyf siboh ? I don't have so what !? Might as well do your intercourse there lah , tsk . ( The guy look like you-know-who siol , cbcbcbcbcbcb ! I HATE COUPLES GETTIN' MUSHY INFRONT OF MEEEE !! )":

Tagged by VeraSpongebobBaby:D

Rules:1. Each player of this game start of with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged have to write 10 thing little known facts.

3. The end you need to choose 10 people to tag and list out their names

.4. No tag back the person who tagged you.

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Here's the 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself;

1) Im not a hongster -'- .

2) I love my DarlingCuteAss .

3) I am very good at shouting / screaming .

4) I hate cats . Meowwww !

5) Im tiongxim , LOL -.- stfu , Emoily .

6) Because of him , i believed in love .

7) I'm a person who cries easily .

8) I only got 1 ex , Izad . -'- .

9) I love singing -.-

10) I hate angmohs ! :/

My name;

A: you like to drink

B: you like people

C: you are really silly

D: you like to eat

E: you like to play with dogs

F: you are dead sexy

G: you never let people tell you what to do

H: you have good personality and good looks

I: easy to be with

J: people adore you

K: you are wild and crazy

L: everyone loves you

M: best kisser ever

N: best GF/BF anyone could ask for

O: easy to fall in love with

P: you are popular with all types of people

Q: you are a tomboy

R: you are loyal to those who love you

S: crazy

T: awesome kisses

U: you really like to chill

V: awesome in bed

W: you are very broad minded

X: you love sports

Y: best GF/BF anyone could ask for

Z: always ready

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E: You like to play with dogs. ( Oh-please , i have a dog at home . )

M: Best kisser ever. ( I haven't break my first kiss yet =x . )

I: Easy to be with. ( Ha ha , i'm [?] )

L: Everyone loves me. ( Hoho , i know ! HAHAHA . )

Y: Best gf/bf anyone could ask for. ( Then tell me why did i end up likethis ? )

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People whom i tagged.

1. TinaDarling.

2. AmyPowerfulBiatch.

3. WenhuiBaobei.

4. JoyceHunney.

5. VenicePreciousLady.

6. PearlynXingan.

7. HeroineSweetayeChic.

8. CarmenMei.

9. DionDeluxeChickenPie/FarawayLover.

10. YimlingSister.

I'm on msn with Fana , Yiter , & Vivien :D K , byebye !

Nelson's cool .

He's shuai k . :D

Hello people , actually i wanted to MIA on cyber , but in the end i changed my mind ;D Ha , only Amy & Josh di knows why :O . Er , today i went to work . Er , sibeh tired . Then hor , almost half of the place's people know i went to China -.- & yeah , i end up explaining how fun , & i so thirsty . Lol lah Emoily -.- Stfu , lol . I got nothing to post , stupid . & the pic i edit de okay . Nice boh , i find him cute there :D Haha , i'm not huachi k . & he posted on his friendster lehhh ! Primary photo somemore , ohmyogaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D & byebye !

& PearlynXingan , you won't get to understand everything de , cus there's reason behind everything & doesn't mean you'll get to know the reason . You get it ? Well , less than a quarter is better than not knowing right ? When people question you , if you don't understand , just tell'em . Xiaopear is not a girl who knows/understands everything . & nothing will go wrong de . So jyeah , cheeer up okay . See you on tuesday (?) I love you lah , Xingan ! :D

Happy or sad (?) D:

I miss you , Le Ya Ya .

Hello people , i just got home after bringing my brother to Teckwhye to see doctor . On the way there & on the way home , i was busy with smses from NelsonXiaobear , Sebastian , VivienSlut & BotaklolCutie . Ohgosh , i was like having moodswings ? D:

Today went Lavenders with VeraSpongbobBaby . Met her at Jurong east , then trained to Lavenders . Then went level three , took queue number & go take photo . What fcuk man , i look damn super super cheeeeeeeena =x . Don't ever ask me how does the photo looks like oh pleasezsx . Cus i look like i'm like wearing eye liner . Tsk , i hate make ups please . Ha ha , but i'm a girl (: Lol , then take photo liao , heng . No need to clip up my fringe , lol . If clip , is sibeh gong de loh . Hahaha . Then when go to the counter , the woman ask for my birth cert . & guess what , i didn't bringgggggggggg !!!! D: my heart sanked & was disappointed . I was like super happy that i can have a i/c soooooooon :O & i forgot to bring birth cert . Tsk , next tuesday going again . Lol , then i maybe going with BotaklolCutie & Pearlyn (?) Then go Bugis , actually want to meet BotaklolCutie cus Vera never see him before ? , lol . Then go loh , for the sake of seeing BotaklolCutie . & i call him , Vera call , NEVER ANSWER -.- . Then fed up , went Mac & eat my breakfast/lunch . Then eat liao , train to Sembawang ; Sunplaza . I tell you , that place shucks . Very laokokok . Lololol , & its my first time there k . Tsk , actually i go there is to buy envelopes . Ha , & also see whether will see Xiaobear boh . But in the end , never ): Then go KFC , bought pepsi , & you know what . Got one cashier served me , & he/she's a gayyyy !!! Put make up , but no boobs . Somemore got a big belly . Lol , then i tolerated my laughs while i ordered . Very lol k . Then train to Lot1 . Met Yingying & Chien han (?) & bought chicken rice (L) . Then lrt-ed home while they go Plaza ton -.- Ohmy , Vera ah , quit smoking please ?! Then reach home , pei brother go see doc . Then went home loh . Ha ha , NelsonXiaobear play dua ki siol today , no wonder he never reply me cus chu sai =x Then he uses his teeth -.- Lucky , never break . HA HA . & good luckkkk k ! Oh ya , i posted that letter @ Sembawang's metal box de k . Hope you'l understands what i wrote inside :)

I'm at LeonDaddy's gf de blog . Her blogsong sibeh nice , then i saw something very very meaningful . Its bout roses . Ohgosh , you want to see , go visit http://www.th-lostnaive.blogspot.com/ k ? Hah , the 26th Nov's post :D & i hope , i gets 12 red roses from you boy . I love you & nothing can change the fact . :D Muacks .

Stay healthy , babygirl .

Okay , this is Nelson's niece :D Cute manzsx , i love the eyes O.O

Hello people ! Hah , err . Don't think anyhow , i edited it cus i'm bored . I'm actually not bored , its Nelson's fault . Halfway through the message chat , he never reply -.- I think he drunk liao , lol ! =x Hah , anyway , i submited this photo to him , idk whether will he accept boh , but then grah . I don't know lah ): Accept lah , lol ! :D & Amy's photo ( go to her blog . ) is also i edit de , my own photo too . Hah , i know its ugly ): I'm gonna brush it up ok ! I'm refering to her " About me " there de picho , not her post's . She's so bad ! Post my picho , D: . If she show Nelson , i malu liao ): . Ha ha .

This morning , Shakir msn me , the first convo . Lol , i read his blog like what he asked me to , & i was attracted to this quote . Later i type k ? Its freaking nice lah , tsk . His butterfly , accept him ? He decided to change into a better person le mah , everybody needs a chance ! :D

& now is 5.18pm . Just now i sibei bhb , but bohbian . I too jealous when i see NelsonXiaobear's Personal Message . I'm freaking jealous k , grah . & in the end he go change , i'm the first ! Hah , actually he don't want to change de , but i got no idea why he go change . Lol , & he accepted the picho of his niece . Can i say that the babygirl is cute ? Lol , NelsonXiaobear will go " of cos =) " . Lol , whatever ! I'm going out , will not be posting for tonight i guess :/ So well , byebye ! & NelsonXiaobear told me that Krystal told him to view my blog . Wtfzsx , cus you deleted your blog & there's no way NelsonXiaobear to believe me is what you thought right ? I tell you , wrong k . He didn't side anyone else & he ask me to stop everything . But i tell you , don't anyhow call people Hongster which you yourself is like one ? Lol , sorry for that . & i saw your boyf's blog , its like all of a sudden popped out , don't know is you act come out de or what . Cus i found out that your boyf don't even have a friendster , will have blog ? :O , shocking manzsx . Ha ha !

& the quote is "what might be right for you, may not be right for some. Everybody's got a way to shine. They'll have theirs & i'll have mine. "

I felt loved like i use to during these two days . & this two day , i kept smiling & smiling . I got no idea what's in your mind . I don't dare to think so far . But just these two days , you were so friendly & playful like you use to treat me . You teased me with my personal stuff . & i warned/told you before , i said " see the sake that you love me , i'll not forbid you to tease me with that word . & i said too , if you don't love me anymore , you cannot use that word & tease me cus you've no rights to . You swear to me that you will not stop teasing me cus you'll love me forever . Now , i got no idea how you feels cus you use that word & teased me . I heard & saw it before from you & its been a long time since i hear from you & typed from you . Does this means anything ? I'm really very happy these two days . We've been msning & smsing . Although only 1 phone call , to me . Its really very very meaningful . I believe that there'll be miracles & it will happen sooner or later . This week's letter , i'm gonna rewrite & send it to you . It will be a long one , i assume . I need your love , i want you to love me as your girlf & not gan . :D

Quiz oh quiz .

Tagged by AmyPowerfulBiatch to do this quiz oh ! :)
Rule 1 : People who have tagged must write their answers on their blog.
Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.


Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by, continue this game by sending other people.


1. What is your cca?
Ans : Drama Society.


2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Ans: I nearly did, :O


3. What does friendship means?
Ans: Trust & loyalty. :D


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Ans: I would give a portion of it to my parents & the rest spend it. :D


5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Ans: She's a girl, for god sake -.-


6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved?
Ans: Being loved & loving someone. LOL.


7. List out your favourite singer.
Ans: LIN YOU JIA!!


8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
Ans: i'll wait & get angry & cry to sleep.


9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Ans: Ohmyoga, havehavehavehave!


10. What makes you angry?
Ans: People calling me hongster, wtf.


11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans: RICH WOMAN! xD


12. Who is currently the most important people in your life?
Ans: NelC, Family, & all my Gans.


13. What is the most important things in your life?
Ans: Handphone.


14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Ans: Married but poor.


15. What is your favourite colour?
Ans: Red, Purple, Orange, Green, Black & Pink -.- wtf.


16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: Yeaha, i swear i will.


17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: That's impossible but if it really happens, i'll choose tho one who loves me.


18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
Ans: See what they do.


19. What do you want to tell the person you love?
Ans: Oh dear, i love you many many. ):


20. Which country would you like to go?
Ans: Lijiang, Japan, Korea, Taiwan, London, Melbourne & California.


Those who i'm gonna tag : Cheryl, Tina, Vivien, Yingying & Aslina.

Oh gosh , don't .

Okay , i'm bored , that's why ! Muke maintain siol , Emoily pukimak . LOL .
Focus on the green pulllover guy holding on to a videocam . He's Hendy .

Okay , people . I'm bored that's why i post these two pichos . Lol , the first one is taken when i'm on the plane going back to singapore . Lol , TinaDarling take the credits :) I'm currently on msn with Gerald Kor , he's going to quit school le ): Gah , can't see him in school anymore . ( I'm acting to be sad . ) Lol , actually its quite saddening to see my gan quiting school , quit means no future le , sigh , don't quit lah ): . Smsing with Nelson Xiaobear too , lol . He haven't eat dinner yet ! He's at Hilltop now , lol . He wearing white babymilo shirt , lol . Nah , i didn't saw him , Amy did . Lol ! :D Amy now eating , eat sibei slow , -.- . I'm rotten liao lah ): I'm gonna play the poker card game that NelsonXiaobear intro-ed to me . I must win ! Ha ha ha ! :)

& yeah , that Krystal apologised to me , her url is
http://ahmei-stories.blogspot.com/ . Go & see and you'll know . Well , she scold me first thats why i scold back . Its up to you whether to believe anot , cus heard from people . She's a big fat liar . Lol , i don't know ! And hor , i accept your apology girl . Jiayou in changing your attitude k . Lol , i wanna play card liao , byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye ! :)

Happy birthday Anna ! :D

Yo people , shall talk bout today's Yunnan meeting :) Woke up at 7.30am , supposed to wake up at 7am cus 8am is the meeting time . But i think i throw my phone ? Lol , cus last night slept at 3.30am -.- Hah , then thanks to Sri's message lah , she woke me up . LOL , thanks ! :) Then woke up , bathe , got ready . Walked to Bpp's mac to meet the rest . Luckily i wasn't the one who's late . Cus Aslina , Anna & Desmond was late than me ! Haha ! :) Then Sri blanja me , ate , talked .
Lol , told Tina bout what happen last night hoping she'll be happy for me but i guess i didn't ? Cus she was sad cus of a ____ . Gosh , i tell you , i see you . I confirm diao you & say " BACKSTABBER " . Grah , im very angry okay ! But Tina , who cares right ? Time will prove , don't you agree ? Just carry on with your life & guess what ? ____ will regret for what he'd said . Trust me darling . :B , cheer up & i love you k . Anything just tell me . Then walked to school , with my Ipod on , gosh . I've beeeen thinking too much man , i think i don't put my hopes too high cus i might get disappointed . ): , so gah . I need Amy now & she's not online D:

Wahpiang eh , i go see the tian xD's blog , she posted what that Krystal posted on her private blog . Lol , who's the humji one ? Lol , tsktsktsk . Don't want to mention name lah , everybody need face . Hahaha , i laughed so hard when i saw the post , laughing at your stupidity . Lol , & hor . To those passerby/s . If i were a hongster like what you said , tell me . Which guy did i hong-ed ? & i hong Nelson ? You sure boh ? Think before you say , piang eh . Stupid way of thinking . & people , please go visit this website & see what the Krystal typed . http://lnk-tyanlovehim.blogspot.com/ Anw , that's not Krystal's blog , is Tian xD's , Tian xD's friend went into Krystal's private blog & told told Tian xD bout this . So yeah , remember . Its not Krystal's blog :) & Krystal , please kindly fu.ck off . & i seriously hate you k , don't just talk big big and say you will sue me . So just stfu lah . Tsk , bi.tch .

& this is my blog loh , not happy can sian and stfu . Want spam , can . Spam with your name & number k . Tsk . & oh ya , PearlynXingan , Xiaobear dua you ? Lol , what he do ? Ha , i still don't get it ley , lmao O.O . I love you too , kisses oh * :D

3rd post , paisey paisey . Lol , Cheryl created a Crazycraps blog out of boredom . Ha , i got Yingying & Tina's unglam picho ! Yeayyyy , i can post on it ! :) HAHAHA . Who got the power now ?! Lol , sorry , i now sibei happy .__. Lol , HAHAAHAHA .

Just now msned with Arian , Flat & Tommy . And also NelsonXiaobear . Hah , Arian they all was lame . Tommy shitted & went MIA for 5 minutes . LOL , Shamira's gonna be mad if she were to find out that i got to chat with Tommy . Haha , scandal pe ! :) Lol , kidding tau , takmo merajuk okay ? Aku cinta kau :D Had a chat with Xiaobear , he started it & i was like O.O OHMYOGA ! & my heart beat very fast , lol . Ha , kidding :) Its been a long time since i was really happy . Lol , had a phonetalk cus of a game , & this game really stressed me -.- Lol , but its fun though . Thanks for not making me bored , Nelson :D

Ohmyoga , my tagbox . Lol , good spammers ? Hahaha , no comments * As long as its a peaceful one , i will just see how the convo goes . Ha , so i won't reply to those tags alright . & Yimling , tml i pass to you :D & Gerald just call me & guess what's his reason for calling me ? He said he missed my voice . Wtf ? Lol , i know lah , my voice nice . LOLOLOL -.-

& Krystal , i didn't ask for your help for me & Xiaobear okay ? People out there must be thinking that i asked for your help . Hello , i heard from Avanders that Xiaobear likes you and you told him not to tell me because you don't want me to be sad . & i heard from Xiaobear de is that he told you he can't stead with you and you told him that be with him can liao . Like wtf ? Are you attached anot ? Its sibeh funney loh , you're a clown ? & see from my tag , you like to hong tapor eh ? Lol , hong eh tio bui ? Tsk , kor lian lah hor . Last long with your so called boyf lah k . -.- I know , i sibei guailan here , but i seriously cannot tahan okay , tsk . Fuck off lah pubor . :D

Hey boy , thanks alot . Er , just now during the phone call , i was like so over the moon . I didn't want to hung up , but i've to . Gosh , but anyway , thanks alot . & the weekly letters are meant for you . No need to say thanks just because its hand written by me . Lol , ily .

Oh hello Teekai ! :)

Yo , i'm here to post . I reckon i'm gonna blog later on liao . Cus the whole afternoon i chop the computer & my cousin is like -.- . Lol , & thanks PearlynXingan for the blogskin oh ! :) & i like it alot , lol . Seriously lah , tsk . Tomorrow gotta attend school for Yunnan meeting . & ohmyoga , i miss Yunnan Trippers . ;X , how how how ?! :O Lol , okay . Maybe i'll post later ? I don't know , lol . My butt pain liao lah ! K lah , bye :)

Here to reply tags :)

Nanos!: sorry bout the bag from kl...but don worry bought u a shirt from jakarta! lol

{♥} Its alright Nanos , ha ha . I miss you hell lots man ):

Amy ♥ PowerfulBiatch ! Second to tag worx ^^ Heh :P

{♥} Ha , thanks oh PowerfulBiatch ! :B

PEARR.: Xingan <3>

{♥} Hello Xingan ! <3

My brother got into Express stream ! Yeayness *

Yo , i'm happy that my brother still in Express stream . LOL , is sibei happy de lor , i got no idea why i so happy lah . Lmao , he's now at Thai -.- & you people dont tell him i posted his unglam picture here , if not he'll kill me . He very good wor , he buy Babymilo cap for me at Thai siol . Woah , very good right him . Don't be jealous k . LOLOLOLOLOL , & people , i dont know why i likes Babymilo -.- Cus of the past bah ): Grah , change topic *

Yesterday got new gan , SookchingSweetlover & new friend , FahmiBestGuaiKia . Well , Fahmi very good k , lol . I got no idea what to blog , i think i'll blog later (?)

& yeah , i think he really cried ? I got no idea , but i think so ? I don't know , lol ! :B

(L) EMOILY

Without you being here with me .

I'm on the phone with AvandersKaopehboy . -.- i tell you , he is super kaopeh lor , haha . & he said sorry to me k , for scolding me vulgarities for no reason , lol . I got no mood now , Kaopehboy's now talking bout how to cook Friedrice , how to cut egg etc . LOL , he kinda entertained me . & he made me laughed when i was low . Thanks kaopehboy ! Lol , i'm so freaking sad now ;/ Sigh , ohmy . Xingan said she loves me :O . Hah , i love you too .

Last time when i'm loved by you , i took it for granted at all times . Because i though that we could last somehow . I remember the sound of your laughter . i taste my tears . But i can't get as close with you like i use to anymore . Now , i'm sitting here typing all these , my heart's full of words that i got no idea how to put it into a sentence and say it to you . Seeking faith & speaking words , i never thought that i'm sucha failure in having you . But its too late to regret now i know .. I always hear friends talking bout love , but no matter how much they say , they could never define what's been said between your heart and mine . No matter how my heart breaks , i'll still be waiting for you because i believes in miracles . Yesterday i look at our past msn chat logs . You were so sweet , you teached me , always learn to look at everyone's bad side and not only good side . If got cheated also don't know . I'll always always remember that .

I read her blog , its really somehow fake to me . Are you sure he cried ? Are you sure he said he was stupid ? Gosh :O


(L) EMOILY .

Later on

Yo people , i saw Krystal's blog . Well , what can i say is that i sibei fucking shock k . Nelson cried when he saw my blog ?! Nelson said he were stupid ?! I was fucking shock k , sibei shock . Grah , i'll blog later on , i promise yo . I'm offlined ! :)

You'll miss me when i'm really gone .

Hi people , i can't get to sleep . Things are running in my mind now , alot alot of stuffs . Whole family left for Thailand leaving me , grandma & cousin at home . I'm at PearlynXingan's blog . Lol , idk who is those posers lah . Lmao , i still don't understand those spammings on my tagbox . What's in your mind man ? ( Passerbys . ) I love him also wrong ah ? Cb , you want to love him siboh ? Go love lah ! No brain -.- Your mother then prostitute lah hor , knn . I never even scold or rather spammed you , you come spam me like a mad kid . Siao eh ? Pcb , im super moody now k , idk why . My monthly friend is here , stupid . Tml gotta attend wedding lunch , tsk . I'm sibeh moody now k . I got no idea what to blog , Janice from Junior College called me and told me that i've to do post trip reflection and have to email to her latest by 9pm . Like wtf , im sibei sian liao lah . I'm sick of everything , everything . Can i like scold all the vulgarities on this post ? I'm sorry people , Emily's a girl who can't have love . Emily's a lousy girl . Emily's a dumb girl . Emily's sucha failure . Sigh , D: . To whoever out there , Emily's useless , she's been thinking bout what has happened to her recently , everything . On her birthday , she wasn't happy at all . That surprise given by Junior Jurong College only made her smile lasted bout few minutes . For the whole day , " happy birthday " messages were send by everyone but not you . I kept staring it , hoping it will vibrate . No matter is a short vibrate or long one . Somehow , its didn't vibrate .. My heart sanked , i got so so numb , i got so sick , i feel so lousy .
I need your answer so as to decide to start or stop . As long as you didn't answer my question , i'll not start . Please , answer me .
Its 2am , i think its long enough . Cus whenever my parents goes overseas , you'll call me till i'm feeling tired & falls asleep . Now , i'm gonna force myself not to think bout it and go to sleep .


(L) EMOILY .

Thanks for the cake , 16nov08 .

Their mash potato sucks .

The place where they keep their stuffs .

The singer in class .

Cute lil boys .

Students @ Longpan sec .
One of the student's ambition .

Students @ Long Pan Sec .

Students @ Long Pan Sec .

Students @ Long pan sec .

Hey there lil boy .

Chestnut girls .

Shamira .

Potatso National Park .

Potatso National Park .

Potatso National Park .

Potatso National Park .

Potatso National Park .

China pontianak .

Thanks Gadis .

Shengrila .

EMILY TAN HUI YI ( Tina at the back )

Janice , i-do-doll & me .

Chef & Waitress running for exercise -.-

The mac we ate .

Yunnan .

Day one , 15 November .

Reach Kunming liao , ate Mac for breakfast . Then went to The Affiliated High School of Peking University , Yunnan Experimental School . Had fun there , cheered , sang , shouted , screamed , danced . Then check in hotel , room was okay okay . Then go Kunming city for lunch & shopping . But for me is only lunch cus nothing to buy -.- Ate Japan food , * Fruit Mruk ( Tommy & Jessica says . ) Then walked around , ate dinner . Then debrief , did self reflection & slept with Tina .

Day two , 16 November .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! Thanks all for your wishes :B Hah !

Woke up at 4am , plane-ed to Shengrila , Diqing . Checked in hotel then went to Hou Jie place for Lunch . Had 2 plates of Pizza & 3 plates of fried rice for our table . Lol , its nice k . Lol , then went to Potatso National Park , its super super beautiful there . I fell 2 times there . Damn Shamira . Lol , then had dinner . & you know what ? , almost everymeal got Pumpkin & Hardboiled egg . Tsk , sian liao can . I hereby hate eggs for the time being . Lol ;X . Then had surprise , idk who planned it but thanks for the cake , singings . I really appreciate much , at least , you guys made me smile . Then Howsun helped me put on the crown . Lol . Then had debrief , slept with Flat & Shamira :B

Day three , 17 Novmber .

Had breakfast , checked out . Took 2hrs coach to Tiger Leaping Gorge . Then had an ultra long debrief , was super shag . Freaking cold can . Slept with Shamira & Flat .

Day four , 18 November .

Happy birthday , Aliff ! :)

Had breakfast opp hotel . Went to school ; Diqing Min Zu Seondary . Same thing , had fun etc . Had a bad gastric ache ): Ate plain porridge for lunch . Sat with Hendy ( i think . ) , the fake Yoga . HA ! He's nice :) Everyone left for resting at hotel but only Me , Hendy & Mr Leow . Mr Leow was talking bout cooking curry for dinner . Yummmeh ! (: Then Hendy companied me to hotel . Well , he's nice . Lol , FLAT !!! YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT ! :O & people , no . I don't like him , he's attached k . Lol , then got ready for visting the rural school ; Long Pan Sec . Students there were cute (L) , friendly & caring . Then went back hotel for Dinner ( CURRY , SEDAPPPPPPPPP :B ) Then go back Long Pan Sec for campfire . Held a 1.78 tall , 16 yr old guy . Lol , he's handsome (?) Then go one of the kid gave me a bottle of peach tea after all my shoutings . I'm touched k , ): Then went to class for song singings . Nearly cried , they were so pitiful . D: , grah . Then walked down hill , had debrief & slept with Flat & Sham .

Day five , 19 November .

Had breakfast opp hotel . Went to Long Pan Secondary with smile & left in tears . Kids there were really very very cute . They go home once a week just to bathe . Cus they can't bathe there as there's no showering point . Tsk ): Then went off , everyone was in tears , especially the students there . I'm starting to feel sad now ): Then walked down hill , had lunch opp hotel & checked out . Then took 1hr coach to Lijiang . Checked in to a " palace like hotel " . Went shopping @ Lijiang Old Town . I loveeeeeeeeeee . Ate KFC , their mash potato shuck . LOL , then went to shop , bargain . Took photo & cheered in the middle of the city . No debrief , slept with Flat .

Day six , 20 November .

Had breakfast , nearly fell down again -.- Then went old town , bought hoodies . Ate KFC without mash potato . HA , then plane-ed to Kunming , stupid pilot . Don't know how to fly a plane sibo ? Up , down , up , down . Tsk , scary k . Thanks Liling , Tina & Syira =) . Checked in hotel ( same as the 1st day . ) Dinner , ate OCPL noodle . ( Or Chee Pah Lah ) . Had debrief , dreamt of Miss Hohoho . Lol , & my nose is bleed cus of Shamira's Metalhead . Wtf , its painful k . Slept with Sham & Flat .

Day seven , 21 November .

Go see Seagull , fed 'em , its cool k . Bought coffee , shopped . Had hotpot for dinner . Plane-ed to Singapore , exchanged emails , numbers . Took photos . Took plane , & the toilet rocks k . Lol , reach home , comped & slept at 5.30 am . :B & i'm starting to miss everyone liao :O

People , i'm gonna post the pic on the next post yo .

PEOPLE , I'M BACK FROM YUNNAN !

I'll blog tml , cus there's alot to blog about .

I got fucking fed up when i saw the spammings on my tagbox , what's wrong with your head ?!

THINK MY TAGBOX WHAT ? CB , GIVE BLOG LINK ALSO DONT HAVE YOUR STUPID FACE , GIVE FOR WHAT !? NO BRAIN AH ? WAHPIANG EH , THINK PROPERLY LAHHH .

TSK , KOR LIAN ): LOL , TSKTSKTSK .

NOW IS 4.46 AM , I'M OFF TO SLEEP , I DIDNT SLEPT WELL JUST NOW ON THE PLANE .

LOL , THE TOILET ROCKSZSXZSX . HAHAAHAHAHA , BYEEEEEEEEEEEE & NIGHTS :B

(L) EMOILY .

YO PEOPLEEEEEEEEE !

Okay , lame . Sorry lah , i excited mah , haha . I'm tired man , only had an hour nap cus im super excited . LOLOLOLOL ! Tsk , im super angry in the morning k . I'm not your dog , ask me bring banana , okay . I bring for you . Then ask me bring extra banana cus you don't want to eat alone . Wtf , your house don't have banana meh ! Cb , i got so fed up and i woke up immediately , bathe & went out straight . When i reach bustop , i saw the angmohkid . He smiled at me & i smiled back . But seriously , your house dont have banana ? -.- of cus i use the word banana instead of teh real object lah -.-but the story is still the same k . Anw , i cried lastnight =x Cus hor , i don't bear to leave singapore . I know i'm lame , wtf . But seriously , i m sad . Then after that i cried & fell alseep . Okay , the end ! :B Then today had meeting , Mr wee treat us Macdo meal . We eat liao , go foyer . I presented the book to the principal , Mr Teoh . Lol , i so nervous k . I scared my talking tone go wrong . Ahya , you guys don't understand -.- Then present liao , i was like woah , finally -.- Then Mr Teoh talked to us , took photos & dismissed . I waited for mom at foyer . Then wait for brother's form teacher come out from meeting . Then had a talk with the form teacher & principal . Totally took 2 hours k . Hope my brother still stays in express stream next year :) Then go plaza , ate , bought stuffs & bused home .


Alright , i'm off to Yunnan . I'll back on 22nd november . I'll post my flight details later on k . & sunday's my birthday !! :) I can't wait k , rrrreally ! =x I got something to say yo .


Gans/friends : i'm sorry if i didn't message you guys before i leaves for Yunnan . Just want to tell you that takecare k ! & MUST MISS ME CUS I'M GONNA MISS YOU . MUST BE FAIR ! NO JOKE K , HA HA HA HA ;/ .


You-know-who : I got no idea whether will you see my blog , but i still want to give it a try cus i believe in miracles . I'll be bringing my phone over to china . Hoping that you'll contact me on 16 nov . When you recieved the letter , i've already left . Boy , just say yes . I'll contact you once i reached Yunnan . I'll miss you loads . & i love you .


Okay , this is teh details .


15 November , MU 750 , from Singapore to Kunming , from 0315 to 0650
16 November , MU 5931 , from Kunming to Diqing , from 0650 to 0750
20 November , MU 5916 , from Lijiang to Kunming , from 1345 /to1435
21 November , MU 749 , from Kunming to Singapore , from 2240 to 0215 + 1
Thats all :) Clear enough yo ?


Shall reply tags now .

PEARR. : Ehplease lah , Nelson deserve or not to have a girlfriend doesn't even concern you manzxzx :) & who are you to say him ? Please , shut up b.itch :) .
PEARR. : Eh , passerby , how do you I'm pearlyn o.o ?
PEARR. : - AhbeaR , char bor tai ji lah -.- ! Gay ah ?
PEARR. : All Passerby(s) , if you're not veh happy wit what I've said , feel veh free to call me , otherwise shut up :) 81218281 .
PEARR. : __
PEARR. : & anyway Emily , safe trip yo & don't forget to come back ah !
♥ ./} Hah , i'll come back for sureeeeeee :)
passer-by : to PEARR.. , that's your mother number ah ? free sex ah ? hahah .
♥ ./} Eh , your mother then give number lah , nbcb . Then you leh , at least she dare to put hp number , you even your name also never put down then come here & bark . Shoo away doggie . CB .
Aslina : Yunnan here we come !
♥ ./} Lestie , i'm so so so excited now sial ! see you later oh :B

& i can't get into friendster.com , like wdf . Grah , i wanna post comments !! ):

Sian lah ! & our blogshop got stupid people sial , cb .

Alright , at 11pm i'll leave house and head to the airport , i really can't bear to .

& DONT MESSAGE ME , CUS I'LL NOT REPLY UNLESS YOU'RE MY PARENTS & YOU-KNOW-WHO . Do keep my tagbox alive with NICE TAGGS & NOT SPAMMINGS . I COME BACK , I SEE SPAMMINGS , I TELL YOU . I REPORT THE IP ADD TO THE INTERNET POLICE K . BYEEEEEEEEE ! :D

(L) EMOILY .

11th November 2008 .

Yo , today short post . Was busy with Msning with Suhaimi . Ah yol , i got no idea what to blog leh . Tml leaving for China , Yunnan . Suhaimi said that he'll miss me ! & that Botak say he cuter , im not cute . Damn you nehnehlol . We meet up & take another pic again k . & so many people want to go out with me after i comes back for Yunnan sey ! There's Rena , Suhaimi , Idris , Wenhui , Amy & dont tell you ! HAHA , okay . Im too lazy to post , i'll try to post tml before i leave for Yunnan alright .

Shall reply tags now .

shakir : chill uh. its going to be ur b'day. be happy aight :)

♥ ./} Alrighto , i'll try to .

Venice. : PreciousLady! (: Cheerup okay. I'm alwayst here for you. Anw , link me up ! ilyyy <3

♥ ./} Linked but your link like change ?

passerby : y0u n0 Nels0n t0os ? 0h man , ie think y0u sh0uld give up 0n him larhs . n0 p0int waiting f0r him . d0nt be s0 zi zu0 dua qing larhs .

♥ ./} What's your prob , i zi zuo duo qing , got your business ah ? -.-

passerby : he is jux t0ying y0u larhs 0kays !

♥ ./} Tsk , dont likethat say him lah hor .

Kid, : Eh , who are you to say such thing about Nelson ? Pua peh . Knn , buey kay yan . He's what kidda of person you huan lo ?

Kid, : & its Emoily's chioce .

Kid, : I bet you're someone that know me right ?

♥ ./} Juts heck care lah , tsk .

passerby : whatever , nels0n sh0uldnt haf her as his girlf/ex . (:

♥ ./} Got your prob mah ?

Heroine : Tiam lah horh , people wanna wait . You huan lo .Don't come back , dare come back , put down your name .

♥ ./} Oh sweetaye chic !

Kid, : Eh , don't act one qiao here lah . You know I who mah ? Even I can accept her le , what's your problem . Nelson's ex XiaoPear here lah hor , nnb .

Kid, : Is not possible for you to hate someone forever lor , so if you disagree wit f.ucking thing here call me . 81218281 , otherwise , stfu :) .

Kid, : *any f.ucking thing .

♥ ./} Pearlyn , who siol ?

passerby 0h , bud pearlyn ie rather y0u with nels0n thn her 0k . 0MG ! she's s0 zi zu0 du0 qing larhs h0rhs !

♥ ./} Whats wrong with you ? , type your name lah .

AMY ♥ Passerby - People probs you huanlo so much for fcuk. knn, shoo off here lah. I think i know you right? -.-

♥ ./} Heck them lah .

AhbeaR erm passerby actually i don hate her =) juz tat we're fren u noe?n loving someone iszzt a crime rite (; so mai so boliao come her say ok?PEACE!

AhbeaR i juz wan stay Single tat's it nth much also =)so don think so much takecare!

AhbeaR Wish u have a safe trip

passerby 0k ba , c 0n ahbear account ii dont play with you le.

♥ ./} WHO WANT PLAY WITH YOU ?

AhbeaR thanks (:

passer-by woah , that nelson ah . dont deserve to have a girlfriend sia . knn .

passer-by anw nelson , if you dont love her , why didnt you tell her th truth ? dont just go w9ith th flow . wow , i wish , i can put some sense in ya .

♥ ./} Speechless *

& thanks AhbeaR , i'll have a safe trip .

(L) EMOILY .

Thanks for coming everyone . Well , thank god that my acting was convincing . K , Emoily . You've did it -.- Today's lunch was abit stressed up . Lol , i so kanchiong can . Ask Jason , that damn Jason's watch is so freaking fast . Then this is how they seat . Lol , one table four seats lah . Jinhua , Jason , Yimling & Michelle one table . Sri , Vivien & Aslina one table . Me , PearlynXingan & Botakcutielol one table . It's fun , friends were very very very disgusting , i'm super poor thang . They bbqed bittergourd , lady's finger , salted vegetables & other food . & i've to eat . & Jason very good , force me somemore ! Then PearlynXingan bbqed me meat i think ? She fed me , like ha haa , so paisey k , so big liao still got people feed me food . Then Botakcutielol was damn funney ? Heard from him that he disown Yingxue liao , lol . I got no comments . Then we ate , took photos . Went seperate ways . PearlynXingan & Botakcutielol went to street . While the both of us went to level three for neoprints . Lol , its super fun k . Jason sibei shy -.- Then Jinhua & Michelle went to shopping after that . While the rest of us went to arcade . Lol , i got so moody when i reach there cus i saw someone who looks like you-know-who . Then went street , saw Botakcutielol , passed him something & went to PearlynXingan shop cus Yimling wants to see the prices for nail painting . Then i saw Karen ! She wasn't there for lunch ): Then walked around , and left street . Took 960 , actually want to go Plaza lepak , but in the end , i moody & alight first and went home . Reached home , i bathed , do housework & see Yoga Lin You Jia's dvd . I TELL YOU , HE'S SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE K . & thanks AslinaLestie yo , i love Yoga so much [: LOL , I SAY FOR THE LAST TIME , ITS SUPER NICE K . Lol , bye ! :)

Worst feeling .

Probably this 15th birthday is the most worst one . Why must you say that on my birthday week ? Yes , i'm stupid , but stupid in a good way . I do love you alot and .. This is how you treats me ? Somehow , my friends this time perhaps are right , i'm waiting for nothing . You do not care how i feel right ? I know , although i say these on my blogspot , i still loves you . But you really hurt me , nelson . My worst birthday D: I messaged you , thanks for replying . Doesn't a good girl deserve love ? A guy whom she loved so much ? Doesn't she ? Sigh , in this 5 months , what i'm trying to do it to go on with life without you and trying to gain chance . I don't ask for much , i just wants your love .


Sorry for teh paragraph above . I'm gonna endure my tears for now . & later i'll let it out later on when i'm going to sleep . Hope my eyes are not swollen tml . Alright , tml's my birthday lunch .
Three meeting points .
LotOne - 11Am .
Jurong east - 11.45Am .
Bugis 12.45Pm or 1Pm .
Those who're having IRP can meet at a later time at Bugis around 1.15 . Please don't be late , Seoul Garden can only wait for 15 mins . Anything call/sms me .& dont ever back out last minute if not i'll kill you ! Hah , kidding yo . No presents nevermind , my birthday is already gonna be a unpleasant one anymore . Doesn't makes any difference anyway . Sigh , i got no mood to blog any more further . Bye .


Because of one word LOVE , i got huniliated , scolded & being told by gans . I don't mind , call me stubborn freak or stupid ass , i don't care anymore . I know i AM stubborn . But this is love . I love you , i really do . I don't care whether you're bad person , ahbeng , ahtoot , monster , gorrila , devil or what . I just know that the one whom i love is Nelson Chua Long Kwang .




Replies of tags .



Joleen. Aiai, i moved le. At jb lur, then cant contact you. Must tk`goodcare of yourself okay! ;D
♥ ./} Aiai , why you at Johor bahru ?! O.o You also have to takecare k ! T.T
Joyce. Hey hunney, Cheerup alright! [:
♥ ./} I'll try hunney ..


(L) EMOILY .

Yesterday slept at 4am , woke up at 9am . Then washed up , did Yunnan Trip's friendship band , and bathe & bus to work . Working was okay , i must be very very kut lad liao , if not i sure kena sack . Lol , my four year job -.- LOLOLOL , then got one regular customer made me very very angry lah . I too dulan to say , tsk ! SI UNCLE , DONT LET ME SEE YOU !!!!!!! I CURSE YOUR FAMILY GOT ALOT OF FIVE CENTS AH ! -.- Grah , i feeeling betterr , lol . No vulgarites man , pheeweet , i wanna lessen down my vulgarties . I want to stop speaking vulrgarties unless i sibei dulan like just now . I was at Elaine's blog , alot of spammers siol . CB , i got super super angry lah , ytd i help her scold but not using EMOILY , i used Passerby . as the name , i scolded them in malay as i know how to . I very very very very dulan k . GAH ! SPAMMERS SUCKSSSSS ~
K , i got no mood to blog anymore , kui pator hei . ( stomach full of fire ) Anw , i'm falling in love in Mr A.vanders 's frster song , name A moment like this . I love ~~~~~~~

& these people coming on Tuesday :)
X.pear , Karen , BotakLol , Wenhui , Amy , Jason , Yimling , Michelle , Akif , Sri , Aslina , myself , Jinhua & some not confirmed . Grah , faster confirm , wanna book seats liao , faster ):
Call me k .

Replies of tags .

YIMLING [♥] Good in going your Birthday Lunch? Hahaha. Btw,sorry i didnt reply your msges. Ppd low uh.
♥ ./} Hah , yeaha . You bet that sis . Its alrighto , see ya tml :B
Sei: alamak. . same je lah. . the one veiwing my site comfirm cnt view yours rite.
♥ ./} Yah lah , whatever ! Hah :)

(L) EMOILY .

Hey boy , remember this phrase ?

I shouldn't love you but i want to " I wrote this in one of my weekly letters to you & you laughed when you saw it & teased me and said you like it . i miss you , your everything , your ilys to me everynight . Wo hen xiang ni , wo fei chang ai ni . Once in a lifetime , i want to tell you . I love you . I'll be waiting .

I'm so so sad now , idk why . ): is the only emotion that i could think of .

What happen ? I got no idea , i gotta stand up again .

Sigh , but how ? I can't , totally can't , i'm so so ...

Idk how to say it , i just feel very useless , i .. i

Sigh , idk lah ):

I feel like breaking down , )':

I need you baby , come back .

Wo hen xiang ni , zhen de .

我能说出一千个一万个理由去爱你 , and i mean it .

Wo ai ni , wo ai ni .

)':

What hurts the most .

Yo people , i just woke up , like wth . Lol , well i didn't got to cut spike . Cus i scared i look very lian and somemore , my hair is not long enough for spike hair . So never cut lor , i stick to my previous hairstyle , bangs -.- & please , do not call me Korean girl -.- I'm not , lol . The hairdresser cute uh , guy . But his fingers very smelly , smell like cigg -.- He quite gentle but kpo lah , ask me why cut hair , how old ? etc etc etc . Then go Jurong point with Shazlina & Aslina . Ate Mac & met up with Tinadarling . Took 157 to Jurong Junior College and we're late -.- We did mass dance etc . Then Tinadarling told me that Howsun might think that i like him . Which is so fake ! I swear i won't like anyone , swear upon my life . Then we go for singings , then did friendship bands . Halfway doing , i felt moody ;/ , i was having moodswings , luckily i didn't show it out . Then some leaders is like looking at me in a weird way cus i usually very noisy de , ;/ . Then Howsun gave me 2 bunch of strings asking me to go home & do it and return it to him . He smiled at me & my sadness is gone . LOL . -.- , i know i sound huachi . Then me & Tina bused to Jp . Then train to Lot . Ate KFC , we crapped , laughed . I told her that i hate angmoh cus they cheats money !! Cheryl , careful hor ! Lol , then we talked bout that stupid girl , told ya , she can't be trusted , that's why i HATE her -.- Be careful yingyong . Lol , then i train home while she walked home . Its been a long time since i last went out with TinaDarling , kinda miss those times when we're all very very close . Close untill gonna quarrel liao . Lol , i miss crazycraps alot , can we like go out ? D: I MISS CRAZYCRAPS ! Then inside LRT , i was so so damn emo . I diao people , i stare at people . I know i sucks . Sigh , whats wrong with me ? D:

& people , now my blog's ain't private cus TinaDarling can't view so i turn it to public one [:
I still don't want to update s-houtyourmama.bs cus its humiliating . & if you guys were to spam me , please hor . Spam with your BLOODY NAME & YOUR HANDPHONE NUMBER . I got so bloooooooody fed up with you guys . Hobags , fk spammers .

Shall reply tags now .

YIMLING [♥] EmoilySister, don't say i never tag you hor. I'm very good to pple. Espacially YOU. Lols !

♥ ./} Lol , yeahs . good in what way ? LOLOLOL -.-

Vivien :} emilyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:

♥ ./} Yo Viviennnnnnnnnnnnnnn {:

RULE #1 : People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themsleves.

RULE #2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets ?
- Yes , like duh ? O.O

2. Would you fall inlove with a gay ?
- Yeah , i will * How sun -.-

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
- Yeap , i love schooling .

4. What would you do with a billion dollars ?
- Buy loads of stuffs .

5. What is your view towards love ?
- Sweet & hurtful D:

6. Which is more blessed , loving somone or being loves by someone ?
- Being loved by someone .

7. List out 15 person whom you can think of now . ( not in order )
1. Nelson Chua.
2. Fana Iero.
3. Aslinaaa.
4. Sri.
5. Tina.
6. Cheryl.
7. Vivien.
8. Yingying.
9. Amy.
10. Wenhui.
11. Binjun.
12. Chonchon.
13. Peterparker.
14. Suhaimi.
15. Angelo.

8. If the person whom you loved once or now is attached , what will you do ?
- I'll wait .

9. Is there anything that has make you extremely happpy ?
- I think so .

10. What makes you angry?
- Alot .

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
- Never thought of that .

12. Who is currently important to you ?
-Nelson , friends & family .

13. What is the most important thing in life ?
- To be happy .

14. Single or attached ? With who ? Why him ?
- I'm single & waiting cus i love him so .

15. Favourite colour ?
- Colours .

16. Would you give it all in a relationship ?
- I will .

17. If the guy whom loved you once , and MIA for sometime & he comes back to you knowing that you still loves him , what will you do ?
- I'll be with him never let him go .

18. How are you feeling right now ?
- I'm like a saddist once again .

19. Love or like ?
- Love .

20. 5 people i have tagged .
- AmyPowerfulBiatch .
- WenhuiBaobei .
- JoyceHunney.
- CarolHun .
- DionDeluxeChickenpie.

& TinaDarling tagged me to do this quiz .

( i shouldn't be doing quiz now D: )

Sexbands.

Hello people , laughs . I just woke up from my afternoon nap . Lol , wait , Cheryl calling me . Lol , today went to school with Fana due to boredom at staying at home , lol . We met up at bustop , Ryan wasn't there , oh sad . Lol , This particular Ryan is a hot ang moh guy whom only Me , Fana , Aslina , Sri & perhaps Yimling knows . He's super super hot , he's the another Angmoh kid whom i don't hate . Lol , i only love these Angmoh , Claire Devine who taught me how to act with feelings , Claire's husband whom taught me how to played mud games -.- , Claire's daughter & son & lastly , Ryan . Lol , amazing eh ? Lol , lame lame lame . Alright , shall talk bout today .


Went to school , attended 30 minutes Chemistry lesson , well i wasn't listening at all =x , i was thinking of something else . Then 10 am go canteen slack . Slacked with Binjun , Angelo , Fana & Fadlulu . Its was somehow fun & bored . Lol , we talked bout Condoms & Vibrator all because of Fadlulu ! He started asking " Eh if want prostitute how much huh ? " Then Binjun say " Last time $20 . Now i not sure , my ahkor go , not i go k " Lol , then me & Fana laughed , lol . And Fadlulu said he wants to try go find prostitute . Like wtf ? Later got aids as condoms is not totally 100% safe , lol . Then slacked at canteen till 12.30pm & walked home . With Fana , Binjun & Angelo . I head home while they go seperate ways . Well , i find Binjun cute lah , lolololol . But i'm not interested in him anyway -.-
Tommorrow's last meeting for Yunnan Trip . & next friday i'm off to China . I'm gonna cut my hair tommorrow . I want to cut spike leh , lol . But friends say its very lian , lol . But i still want to cut , grah ! Lol , hope its not ugly ;/ whereas i'm already fugly . Grah , tommorrow then decide lah .


When i woke up just now , i lstened to Shuo Hao De Xin Fu Ne by Jay Chou . Sigh , once again i'm a saddist again . I'm no longer as happy & cheerful like i'm use to . I've been acting , acting happy outside me . I got no idea what to do , whenever i'm alone , i'll think of the past and eventually tears drops from my eyes . The love that we shared was a very sweet & short one . His love has faded and mine hasn't , i'm trying to hold on . Although his feelings has faded , i still can remember his singings , his teasing , his voice , his scolding / talking while he plays dotA , & everything he did for me . Sigh , why am i so stubborn ? , why am i so stupid ? Its been five months since he sort of left me alone . Does anyone understands how i feel in this five months ? No , nobody does . I've been crying and crying . No one every asked me how was i ? , have i gotten over him ? . Nobody does , Now i'm crying while typing again . I'm not seeking for attention from people to pity me . I can stand up on my own , whenever i trys to stand , the humiliation is happening . How people laughed at me , how people pitied me , how people reacted when i didn't got it on 1st aug . How Lingsheng & Alan laughed at me when i told them what happen . I'll always remember the humiliation , its always happening whenever i falls & tries to stand up again . This time , i fell & i'm too tired to stand up again . I'm feeling numb , totally numb . Let people humiliate me . I'll only remember the humiliation , the memories between me & him and the pain that i've gone through ..


(L) EMOILY .

AMY ;D Powerfilbiatch! ♥ I Love You [:

♥ ./} I love you too oh , powerfulbiatch .

Hannah Sweetaye chicccc, you bo link me still ask me link yous. D:

♥ ./} Yo sweetaye chic , i've linked you alrd , cus previously i got no idea what's your blog lah D:

Joyce. Hunney! Linked :D

♥ ./} Hello hunney ! Thanks for linking yo .

Anti mole & drama king.

Today not blogging .
I tell you , i'm seriously damn unhappy now .
Can i get out of this house ?
Parents are so unfair , bloooooooody unfair .
Do this , do that .
& my house has a drama king .
Act guai infront of adults , behind'em , just back to normal .
Wtfzsx , i'm super super sad and feeeeeeeling un-fair now .
WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO THIS WORLD ?
*cries , no love , no family love , no fairness , no friendship , everything no .
I'm going MIA , im so sad , i can't take it anymore .

& dramaking , i hate you .

Note to parents : Please please think of my feeling , im feeeling so unfair and unhappy .

You guys are so bias , so bias . Please lah , think can !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

Details .

Details for my birthday lunch .

Yo dearest , you're invited to my party .

I'm sorry to say that its self-sponsored de , cus this is a small party , only small group of people going due to short of money etc . Sibei sorry ): But hope you could come lah ! :)Its at Bugis ; Soul Garden 11th November 1pm meet at Bugis Mrt . ( its celebrating advance de ) Contact me @ 82017827 for confirms by 10th .

If you guys thinks its expensive , thinking that $18.00 can eat twice PizzaHut , so be it .

Fine , its my birthday lunch , its up to you whether to come anot , expensive what !

♥./} Em. ]

I have twleve roses with me .

Eleven real flowers , one fake flower .

I'm gonna love you till the last flower dies .

People once told you that time proves whether do i love you .

Proven ?

Ray Toyol .

Yo humans , lol . I just got back from Bugis / Bpp . Today went to school , skipped Headstart , was caboting with Fana . Hid at level 4 . Quite scary lah , cus that level is not a clean one . Lol , but who cares ? As long as no need to see Liang's face can liao , that cb face . Then go canteen at 10am . Then talked with Flat , Sham . Then Emma , Peter , Superman , Aslina & Sri . Its been a long time since i last saw Superman , seriously i miss you :/ But i miss Idris more , hahahah :) Then after that , Sri & Aslina ate , then headed to Bpp , cus Aslina wants to draw out money . Then go Mac , saw hot cashier . Lol , he's hot hot hot hot hot . DAMN HOT . Lol , but heard from Sri he attitude problem , she knows cus Sri works in Mac too . Lol , then go level 2 . Me & Fana bought rubber bands and back to Mac again , got people jio Aslina , asked for number . Lol , chinese boy sey , lol -.- Then bused to Bugis .

Reach bugis , go street first . Then shopped around , then bought clothes , watch & dress . Then bought 3 damn umbrella . Cus its raining , then Fana's umbrella can't be opened , then mine's like can't be opened completely . Lol , then me & fana very very noisy while crossing , but who cares ? Lol , then go junction . Go Seoul Garden first , then asked info . Lol , i'm super exciting okay . Lol , then we go Food junction , ate & went back to street again . Then wanted to look for X.pear & X.corrupt . But in the end didn't , lol . Then left Bugis and went to Bpp . On the way there , its damn damn super funny , RAY TORO AKA RAY TOYOL ! Hah , hot siol -.- NOT . Lol , then go Bpp . Mac , & i went home , Fana asked me not to , but in the end i did . Hah , sorryae lah baby ! :)

Tommorrow's school , not working (!!) Yeaha , brb .
Was on the phone with X.pear . Lol , she's coming for the party ! & Karen too .
Haha , i'm super looking forward to it yo .
Okay , i'll blog later , off to bathe , eat dinner & do housework :B
Byebye ! :)

(L) EMOILY .

Idk how to post videos , lol .
So i paste the url here lah k .
This is the " Ohmydarling " They zoom in the most zoom one is How sun & i-dont-know-the-name.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DyCnUHzHVA
This is the 5 colours , most difficult dance step .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pwh6DNlMeAk
I don't really like the 5 colours lah , its dull .
Lol , okay .
Bye ! :)

So afraid .

Went to school today , lazily woke up . But no choice have to go school , so got ready and went out . Went to bustop meet Aslina , Yimling & Fana . Then walked up the hill , was so so tired & sleepy . Tsk :< , then reach school , go canteen . Slacked , for no reason Micheal point my middle finger , then i look at him & he laughed . Like wth ? The Flat came . Then Binjun told me that headstart starts at 9am . Then we just walked around and sat lor . Then saw Mrs Shakila , she say headstart start at 8 am . Then we faster rushed up , halfway saw Mr Wee , took edusave form , and decided to pon Headstart cus only left 25 minutes . Lol , then we go back canteen , did scrap book for Yunnan . Talked , crapped , competed HSM 3 song , took pictures , drank , ate , laughed & vandalised . Then went home aroung 10.45 . Walked up with Fana , Aslina & Flat . Aslina waited for me outside my house , then together walk to LRT . She can't go in cus my house got Mr. Milo ; my dog . Then i took 15 minutes to bath & got ready . Can break my record , its the fastest , seriously . Then walked to LRT , i top up ezlink card & off to work while she goes to Woodlands for meeting up to take the tanktops that she ordered from Blogshop . & people , i show Fana the picture , refer to my last post . She said that " Yeah ah , hot & cute . But Frank iero hotter ! " Lol , i knew it , typical fana O.O Lol , we're going to Bugis tommorrow ! (Y) Just now when i'm working , i found out that actually my grandma wasn't that naggy afterall , = , she could be the best listener man , lol . I told her bout mom & dad's bias towards me . She said Parent love , there's no need to show out cus its real love . The sentence , " there's no need to show out cus its real love ." makes me think of Nelson . He once said this to me , sigh . I talked to her , i felt better . I told her i can't find anyone to talk to cus my very very special friend is gone in one night , & he wasn't there when i needed him . Thanks gandma ! [:

And lastly , i'm gonna end off by saying i found out How Sun's friendster . He's the gay from Jjc . LOLOLOL ! He's cute okay . & the video , i'll post it one my next post later after this post . I took it from Tina's blog . They do de dance is the dance that we're going to dance . Lol , fun lah sial .
& yeaha , i'm crazy over How Sun , yes . A gay , so what ? Still human right ! -.- He's so so so so so so cute !! HAHAHAHAH , I CAN'T WAIT FOR YUNNAN TRIPPPPPP ! & THIS SATUDRDAY I'M GONNA SEE HIM AGAIN ! :D BYEEEEEEEEEE .

(L) EMOILY .

Gonna reply tags ( sibei pathetic , cus its private blog & the tagbox is rotting D: )

Joyce. : Hunney! Link me up :D

♥./} Linked hunney :)

Kid. : Tagged luh

♥./} Thanks eh , lol .

Awesome (Y)

Yo hello , lol . I'm in good mood ( obviously . ) Lol , today went to school . Was late for headstart cus we didn't knew that there were headstart lor , i thought only IRP . Tsk , reach school immediately rushed to computer lab 4 with Aslina for Lestie . Had one hour lesson & off to canteen with Lestie . Talked alot of rubbish , did our yunnan book & talked bout my birthday lunch . It was fun , lol . If i invite you , must come k ! (!) It will be on the 11th november . Straightly after IRP we'll go to Bugis together . Lol , school uniform also can lah , also not going to beauty contest . Rofl , and thanks carolhun for buying the birthday cake , love you oh ! & oh yah , i'm sad to say that this birthday lunch is self sponsored de . SORRY ): Seriously , i'm broke . That's why i didn't ask so many people and open a bbq party . Sorry guys , i'm really very sorry . ): , i'll write down the details here , do take note alrightz .

` 11th november 2008 .
` Meet at Bugis MRT @ 1pm .
` Bring $18.00 & yourself .
` Contact me by 82017827 to confirm .

(L) EMOILY .

Yo i'm feeling better now thanks to Shakir . Thanks alot yo , ha . My nanny -_-"
Lol , i went to work today , got one thing i want to say . To Cheryl : DONT JUDGE LOOKS BY ITS COVER . Angmoh cheats money ! Today got one handsome ang moh buy drink . Lol , really very handsome [; Lol , then its $2.oo mah . Then he gave me $ 10 . Then i return $8.oo . Then when i returned them , 5 mins later they came back . They say i never return them $ . Wtf . Then they stand there like stupid two tall idiot . One handsome , one nerdass . In the end , my gandpa pekchek then gave them $ 8.oo .
Wahlan , i tell you i super angry & i hate ANG MOH HANDSOME GUYS . Gah !

I'm msning with you-know-who now . He can't attend the steamboat ):
He asked what i want , he send to me .
Well , what i said was my wish .
D: he gave me an answer inside the convo .
I told him , i dont need an answer now , really .
D:

carol hey hunny
♥./} hey hun .
Cheryl.♥ CWL !!
♥./} Wtf ?
shakir ure such a fool! thats my stupid sec 1 face! hahaha! okay bimbo,
i'll behave!
♥./} Okay nanny , its a must k ! & i'm not a bimbo ):

(L) EMOILY .

Hi , i'm super angry now .
I don't know what the f happened .
EVERYONE , SHUT THE HELL UP !
D:

God knows that i'm waiting .

ShakirNanny , behave well inside [:

Happy birthday to Darren Xiang Gong (L) ,

haas , hope you stay handsome & all the best in the future :)

Happy birthday ! :B

And hello to JoyceHunney :) 1st November ; 1.07am is our date :D Laughs , & thanks Hunney for being there when i needa someone to talk to . She's my Hunney okay , get it right oh pleasezx :D Lmao , yesterday discussed my Birthday Lunch with my Brother . Lol , its fun . Hah , no comments . Haha , well its my birthday ! :D Lol , an advanced one . He called up xiaodi ; ahleong -.- to come & he said on the day before call him . Cus he'll be selling satay , must inform him earlier . Wtfzsx . Stupid fatty who owes me Macdo meal . Hahahah * evil laughs . Lol , you diee , xiaodi ! But actually he's a very nice guy , i liked him before -.- That was history lah , lol . Yeay , if he comes , i can have my Macdo meal :B * VIVIEN GOH SIN HUAN !!!!! Lol , Cheryl don't laugh . Then brother called up Mr-you-know-who . Mr-you-know-who asked him to tell me to invite him personally , much more sincere . Lol , hello . Actually i don't want to invite de lorhzsx . Tsk , paiseh leh . Lol , should i call & ask or ask by the weekly letters (?) Lol , drop the topic , i'll discuss with Amy :B Shall talk bout today :)

Today.

Woke up at 7am . First thing was to message Sri to ask her not to be sad ): Sigh , i know how you feel darlink . Relax je , ade chance lagi lah sey . Kau chantik pe :D Hah , how's my malay ? * whistleeee :) Lol , lame -.- ( idk why i so high . ) Don't mind me okay . Then messaged Lestie , met up at AssumptionBustop . It was raining . Lol , then i reach liao , saw Des . Then Des said want to hail a cab to go up the hill . And we 3 human was waiting for damn 15 mintues & all was RED in colour on top -.- Then we walked up the damn hill loh , tskkkkkk . Reach school liao , ate with Des . Lol , then took bus to Jurong Junior College . Saw Miss Grace Martin's picture on their board . I miss her D: Lol , i mean her loud voice . She can like , example " Hey class , turn to page 34 * in a normal voice . AND SHUT UP ! *shouts ." Get it ? I don't think you guys do , lol . I can do demo if you want , lol -.- . Then had slide show . That woman ( ugly de ) who presses the slides keep diao-ing us . Heard from Sri that she diao Flat . Lol , HAHAH -.- Then i look at her , she diao me , cb . I diao her back , she smiled at me -.- Cb face . Lol , then had mass dance , its super super fun & tiring :X I lazy to elaborate leh , lol . But it was fantastic :B . Lol , right Tina ? Hah , and Tina notice that Jurong Junior College got quite a number of gays . Oppsie , lol . :/ Then go classroom , played Friendship bingo & Pictionary . It was fun ? Lol , then go meeting again , after that went to Level Three to meet mommy . Parents of Cdss were there for meeting :D Then after that took 157 to Jurong Point to buy winter clothing , after that went to West coast ; Sintua . Lol , then i go Jurong East meet my both bitch & slut . Then go Lot , slacked , laughed . Then went home , reached home at 6.25pm . Bathed , bought dinner for Brother & Grandma . Cousins went to their Grandma house i think (?) Did housework . & that's all :)

And hereby i announce that i hate Assumption English Secondary School's girl(s) & tomboy .

Wtfzx , want to step lian ah ? Lol , so tomboy -.- Diao diao diao ! CB face , hate to take the same bus as you guys -.- Tsk , fart off ! -'- & i can't open my MSN ): & i hope , i won't turn into a pinko freak like vivien ):

& i'm MIA on friendster cus i'm exhausted & cus TechnoBytch's MIA too .

:B , & fifteen more days people !! :D

Nelson Chua , ily & imy D:

(L) EMOILY .