Sunday, November 23, 2008

Without you being here with me .

I'm on the phone with AvandersKaopehboy . -.- i tell you , he is super kaopeh lor , haha . & he said sorry to me k , for scolding me vulgarities for no reason , lol . I got no mood now , Kaopehboy's now talking bout how to cook Friedrice , how to cut egg etc . LOL , he kinda entertained me . & he made me laughed when i was low . Thanks kaopehboy ! Lol , i'm so freaking sad now ;/ Sigh , ohmy . Xingan said she loves me :O . Hah , i love you too .

Last time when i'm loved by you , i took it for granted at all times . Because i though that we could last somehow . I remember the sound of your laughter . i taste my tears . But i can't get as close with you like i use to anymore . Now , i'm sitting here typing all these , my heart's full of words that i got no idea how to put it into a sentence and say it to you . Seeking faith & speaking words , i never thought that i'm sucha failure in having you . But its too late to regret now i know .. I always hear friends talking bout love , but no matter how much they say , they could never define what's been said between your heart and mine . No matter how my heart breaks , i'll still be waiting for you because i believes in miracles . Yesterday i look at our past msn chat logs . You were so sweet , you teached me , always learn to look at everyone's bad side and not only good side . If got cheated also don't know . I'll always always remember that .

I read her blog , its really somehow fake to me . Are you sure he cried ? Are you sure he said he was stupid ? Gosh :O


(L) EMOILY .

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