I'm trying very hard.

> Fadhila, best nanos.

> Irritating brother.

> First editted. :)

> When i fell in luv with him& N at the same time.

Okay, hello humanszsx! I just finished my dinner. & wanna hear good news or bad news? Okay, bad goes first. :) If you don't wanna hear it, you've got no choice but to either read or scram. :D

Bad news is this.> My damn idiot ugly freaky brother, Eugene is not home yet! He went to bunk at Westcoast! -.- I'm in deeep shit, grahs.

I just somehow quarrelled with my Granny. Youknow what? She's so effing fierce towards my maid la! She's a human like hello! She help you to cook dinner still accuse of her wanting to pour the oil on your leg!! -.- AHMAAAA!!!~ She's just wanting to help you! Why must you accuse her of that? Poor her, came from Indonesia to Singapore just to work and earn money for her family. But what she got in our house was accusing, cursing, scoldings from my granny. But, i treat her damn super duper good. Lolol! We're like sisters k, no not yet that stage. But i make sure i will. Because, she's a good maid! Thanks to her, i don't need to do houseworks! ^^

Just now you-know-who talked to me on msn, and hello! Get this right please. I didn't say you, don't say me lah hor. You started that damn bloooooody convo k. Fu.cker, i will remember k. Nbcb! Don't every talk to me in schl/msn/class or even call/text! __ unreasonable su.cker.

Last thing, my dog is barking nonstop, and like wtfffffffffffff! SO NOISY LAAAAAAA!

I feeeeel like taping my dog's mouth, but he's so adorable! -.- okay, no link. Haha!

Good news.> I'm trying to stop my bad habit le. I'm trying my very very best not to skip my meals alr. & i'm not having gastric for so often alr. :) *clapszsx. Haha, ain't i great? Lol, okay lame la. -.- I've edited the skin, with dedi/s to Boy, Crazycraps & 3 bitches from my class. I know i'm sweeeet to do so, haha! =x Okay, shall go reply tags now.>

YIMLING: Saw alr, thanks sisterr! :)

Angie: Linked, love your voiceeee! :D

I wanna be the one for you.

Taken yesterday. :)

Okay, today i'm not working. & i can't go out because of i needa takecare of my lil bro at home. Parents not back yet, will be back tomorrow. Erh, i'm on msn with VenicePreciouslady! :) Hah, facebook......> I ain't interested at all. :@ For friendster....> Even worse, so lag! :S Howhowhow? I'm so so so so so bored. I think i go add more songs into my playlist bah, haha!

Will be posting later'on. But i'll reply tag first. :>

Venice: Preciouslady/Sister! Hah, me cinta you too! :D Alrightys, meeeet up soon! <3

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Okay, backkkk! Hah, i just downloaded the new software for editing photo. I got it from Pearlyn's blog. ( On her tagboard. ) Hah, okay. I just created a new playlist with 25 songs. Don't ask me for the song names as i can't posssssibly remember all the song names aye? Hah, so yaaaa.... Tag me, k bye.

Guest: Oh, hi. :)
Heri: Oh hi. :)

Moodswings is here, finally.

I'm having moodswings now, and Amy just kena from me.
I'm sorry, don't talk to me. Tyvm.
I just need sometime to think about it, the night, 1st aug is on my mind now.
The late " i love you ", the phonecalls from " hers ".
Everything is running in my mind now, fuckfuckfuck.
I can't stop myself from crying, i'm crying. );
I'm sorry, what i need now is you, just you.
(I'M SORRY, AMY.)

Joyce.: Add me on my msn, Emoily@live.com.sg

原来爱情的世界很大, 大到可以装下一百种委屈..

I miss this place );

Hello again! Brother was using the computer just now. And now is my turn. {: Like finallyyyy! Watched Yoga Lin's Dvd, bombing Techno on my phone, watching lame videos on my phone, disiao my brother, talk to my maid, talk to myself > kidding. Lolol. & Binjun called me just now, and fancy him trying to trick me that he's Nelson -.- Ohyes, the Techno righttt, got one of 'em is by Jonathan de sial, lol! Quite nice la, can say its my fav right now. Lol, i'm god damn bored can? ): I'm off to Facebook yaw, yeah. & before that, i'll reply tagszsxc! {3

♥Eugene: Thanks, brother! (:

★ RUIQIN: Thanks for tagging.

AMY ♥: Its alright la, study more important than meeting me &talk cork. :)

Cry me a river, bitch. :)

This is how i feels,

Okay, i just bathed. :) Hah, lol. Schl was alright todayy! Met Ying at Pending. Vivien didn't came to schl, i think she fell sick? Get well soon Bestf. :D Then we 184 to schl, lol.

Then had Mother Tongue. Had a quarrel with Chan. -.- Like wth la, i handed in the exercise book alr sial. Then Chan keep saying never never. -.-

This is our conversation .> ( I translated. )

Chan: Huiyi ah, where's your Tingxie book?

Em: Hand in alr, 3 weeks ago.

Chan: Don't have ley, you go and buy one now.

Em: (Fed up and scolded vuglarities at her) ______! Eh, i buy alr la!

Chan: Why your attitude so bad?

Em: Your problem ah? I say i buy alr, means buy alr. You go staffroom check la. If have how? -.-

Chan: Bwg, and continued the class.

Like wtf right?! Then we had Tingxie, was beside BinJun. Lol, he thought i got study for TingXie. But i don't study de k? Lol, i copyyy de! :B Lololol, then in the end copied from Yingying's book. Then when i'm about to hand in, a conversation btwn me & Chan started again. .>

Xiujing: Nor, Miss Chan. Huiyi's book down here la.

Em: ( Dulan and wants to shoot Chan back and walked to her table ) Eh, Miss Chan. This one not book ah?!

Chan: Oh, sorry hor. I say sorry to you loh! ( Smiles. )

Em: Diao her, and walked away.

Like hello, i got hand in de okay?! Then PE. Ran 2.4, lol. I used 22mins & 10sec to finish it. Lol, i walked all the way. Lolol, and i was alone at the Highway. & was thinking bout something elseeee, ); Then had Physics. Boring, & was angry with Farris. Lolol. Then Recess. Dj again, zzz. Then had Chemistry. Nothing to do, was discussing bout Class Tshirt with Sidek, Aslina, Shakir& Angelo. We're doing a polo tee (?) Then headed to Lot1 by 190 with Ying & Tina. Amy cmi for today ): Lol, then went to change into PE shirt, cus uniform sibeh gao-wei. Lolol, then walked around. Again, Cheryl got jio-ed. Somemore is ZhenYang Bro's friend sial! Lolol, then Cheryl didn't give la, then i called Bro and told him. Lol, then Tina went home.

Then LRT to Bpp. Went to toilet as Ying wants to shit. Then went to MAC. Was pissed off with 2 PAP student -.- Sibeh irrrrrrrrrritating sial! Then the fat one go complain to the mother. The mother also bo chup likethat. That 2 girl was like running around our table and pushed my hand la. Then i like very fed up alr, then i stand up and block their way. I mean the fat girl's. Lol, then that fat girl stare at me like give me one bueykeyan face sial. Lol, fat girl. Still small la! Then i talk loudly la, then that fat girl still staring at me. Then i told Inia and Sri. ( Next table) Then we headed to Garden Plaza, lol. Then talk cork, and walked home.

That's all for today, whaaaaaaaa, fuck man! Nagggggggingggggg! D: Okay, shall reply tags now.>

Psby!: Lol, i know who are you! Hahaha, =x

Ahjess: Glad you're doing finee! Luvzxsczx! :)

Here, moodswings

^^ i think i look damn fake. Lololol.

Okay, i changed my blogskin. I find my Superman's blogskin all dam chio. Lol! Especially this onezsxc! {3 Hah, this one dam super chiooooo! Ha, just now was super super moooody! Went to sleep & i'm feeling better le. :)

Alright, tomorrow's school day, its Friday and its the day which i'm gonnnnna die. Art's deadline is tomorrow. And, i'm supposed to hand in 20 drawings & 30 photographs of my object that i'm drawing for N level. And i only have 2 drawings and 2 photographs. Oh shit man, lol! By tomorrow's recess somemoreeeee -.- (SIGH) How? Dead la sial! x.x Lol, ahya, why not you people tell me what to do. How to get 30 photographs of fences and 20 drawings of fences? -.- Is jitao bwg de loh, i think i cmi liao lah! D:

Okay, enough of all these, tomorrow after schl wanna go out ley. but don't know to jio who go. Lol, i don't want to go Lot1 le, i lose my wallet there ); Sian la, anyone jio me out pleasezsx! Okay, i'm going to reply tags. :)

ruiqin: Its alright, i just don't like people
to stare stare. (:

Kathie: Lmao, okayae. Thanks for tagging
{3

AMY ♥: Its alright, i'm trying to cheer up
already. Thanks for being the 2nd one to tag. Ha, love you too! :)

Urgh, what the fuvk is wrong wit me?!

I can't even control my emotions now. );

Woke up at 7am. Was damn fugggggggging anxious. Lol, because if i'm late this time, it will be the 3rd time and i'll end my day wit a detention slip. Lol, texted Ying. Mether and Vivien at Pending. Anyway, today (KK) didn't met her. Then bused 184 and walked to schl. Reach schl, Mr Hoe said " Girls, its 7.30am now. " Then we never layan him and just walk, lol! Then had English, Mr Nassim checked our file. And it came out good! 100% handed in, incredibly. Lololol! Then had Math, then Mother Tongue. Did compo, and i got 48/80 for my Cheeena test. And wtf, Vivien got higher than me, (SIGH). Lolol. Then that blardy Binjun subeh lazy can? I help him do his compo loh, tsk. Then he very kaopei too, lol. =x Then recess, had the Dj thing again. This time, they played Yoga Lin's Shen Mi Jia Bin. Loveeeeeeeeeee! Then had Social Studies, Mr Nassim came in again and checked on our Jotter Booklet. And wtf, Kumar took my book and didn't handed in! I was so sadzsxc, i spend most of my time on Social Studies Booklet man! T.T And i got so fed up and went to sleep. Sigh, now i gottta redo it, the whole blooody boook!

Had Drama after schl, then did one run-through for SYF. & by the way, SYF stands for Singapore Young Fuvkers. Lolol! I create de leyyyy! Lolololol! Then waited for Nonok for 1 and 1/2 hour. -.- And was very tired. Walked home, and here i am blogging. Dinner's ready, i don't have the appetite to eat, how? D:

yiling: Okay, ha. You didn't linked me! );
PraBA: Lol, i know. =x

If only you cares,

" If you don't care, then leave me alone."

Its 12.19am, 26th Feb. Wenhui Baobei's celebrating her 1 year anniversary with her boyf. [:

Okay, i'm getttting more and more sad day by day. I don't know why. ); I'm trying very hard to control my emotions, very hard. In schl, i no longer talk so much, i'm no longer that chitty type anymore. If i can keep quiet, i will. When i reaches home, i will just bath, sleep, comp. That's all. I don't know why. I'm having a minor flu, today while going to post the 36th letter, i was drenched. And i told myself, no matter what i've to send it. Whether will i miss my bus or what.

Somehow, when i'm on the bus, i was thinking. Whatever i do, for him, whether i'm drenched or what, will he know? What's the point of doing all these? Why the hell am i still doing all these when he doesn't appreciates it? Idk why, really. I only know that i can't get over you and i'm still loving you. Friends and gans are telling me to get over because you made me cried for zillion times over and over again. I really hope, tonight will be the last time i'm gonna cry for you. Because, i really want to be with you again. Even if i were to cry, it will be tears of happiness.

Be it i'm dreaming, i don't give a fuvking damn.

I got no idea what i'm typing, i just know that i'm typing out whatever i could think of.

N, i miss you & i really need you. ); I love you, & fyi, if only you cares, then come and talk/text/call/msn me. Tyvm, i'm sorry, i'm really felt like darn fuvk-up. ):

Past comments.

Okay, hi.

Last night was on the phone with Dexter for 1 hour? Lol, he super funnnny la! His jokes are real damn coooolzsxc k! Haha, lol! & he doesn't wants to tell me anymore ): Grrrr, and i found out something new & special bout him. There's no word such as lame in his dictonary. [:

Got back home around 4.35pm. Schl was alright, but felt very sleeeepy. Geography and Maths. ): Went to BukitPanjangPlaza with Mirrah, Aslina, Vivien & Cheryl. (Yah, we're okay le) Then we cabbed there as we're very very shag & Mirrah's paying! So why not? Haas! Went to Naked Fish. Their bake rice got hair sial, then suay suay i saw and i was hesistating whether to go and complain anot. Then Mirrah and the rest was like " Just go la. " So i went, and i got another bake rice backkk! :) Hah, cool aeh. Then went to Mini Toons. Then went to Mac. Lol, took damn les photo with Cheryl. Hah, lol! Then went to Garden Plaza, the playground that dam hot k. Its been so long ever since i last played at Playground. (reminiscencing) Lololol. Then sky is getting darker and darker, so went home. Then saw SLE Leon Daddy! {3 Its been so long ever since i last see him at Lot1! Lmao. Missssssss talking/textin with him la! But he'll confirm scold me de, lol. Because i'm still not giving up on him, lol. -.- Daddy, that's tiongxim k! Hahas!! Lol, then i bused 963 home.

Spect somehow couldn't be worn anymore ); & i've gotta stay spect-less in schl. & omfg, i look so fugly k. -.- But use to it alr, lol. So ya, bye. Anyway, (KK) and her didn't met each other, idk why. Lol. & i sent the 36th letter today, drenched. T_____T

Today's quote > i'd still say, you're the one.

Heyo, Quote man!

Dexter , cheer up !:D

Dexterrrrrrrr, cheer up lahhh! Always moody de ley :/ Alrighty, later i'll call you up to cheer you okay? & i will tell you lame jokeeeeeees of mineeee :} Cheer up alright ! Well, we just became friends like 3 days ago (?) & yeah, you seeems to be mooody everyday but not yesterday :) Well, anything can just text me ya? Ha, & we'll text in Cheena again alright? Cheer up dudeeee! I'll call you soooon :} Ha!

Boy, i want to be with you again.

Okay, i'm at home now. Haha, err i will be blogging bout Yesterday & Todayy. Ha, k!


23rd Feb, Monday
Woke up by Yoga Lin's voice. Ha, lol! Was damn fugggging excitedzsxczsxczsxc can?! Because i thought Yoga came to my house -______-" Haha, i know i'm too into him ^^ Then went down to LRT and met Vivien & Yingying. (KK) saw her and both of them was so so so shy and dared not to look at each other for so long like they use to. Perhaps, after taking (KK)'s number they were too shy? Hah, then while walking halfway to schl, found out that i forgot to bring the Twilight book! -_-" Then ran home and took it, lol. Dexter said " So forgetful ! " Lol. Then bobian, cabbed to schl. I pay luh, tskkkkkkk. Then had drama. Lol, then walked home. Bathed and ate dinner. ( I got eat. )


Then went to Pending Lrt and met up with Gerald bro. Then walked to Petir Lrt & met up with Jason. & like wtf? I'm going out with two tallieeeees! -.- Then walked to Plaza, printed picture, went to Arcade. Wanted to get that blooooody enyore/minimouse/mickey/piglet de. But neither me, Jason or Gerald got it ); Then left loh. Went to Ying's block downstair's cofffeeee shop and drank drink. Then Jason went home then Gerald pei me walk home.




24 Feb, Tues
Woke up at 6.30am. Shag bodoh, and air con wasn't working! X.X Then went out at 7am. (KK) crossed the road while looking at her. And she too, looked back. But was too shy so didn't stared for long. Then (KK) board 960 and left, of course after looking at her. Then i bused 184 to Assumption. Then sat shuttle. Lend Nanos spare phone. Then reach schl, had Geog, got test. Then got 2 hour Art. Then recess time, had some stupid-song-dedication thing. Had 3 dj, one of them was Meiting from sec 3. -.- muke maintain sial her, lol! Then had english, did filing. Was texting with Dexter thru and fro in Cheeeeeena :} Fun leyy! Haha, lol. Then had Math, was damn sleeeepy and mooody. So decided to disiao Mdm tay, lol! She nice uh! HAHHA.


After schl, was pissed off with Suhaimi. Had somehow conflict with Angelo. Was so damn blooooooody pissed off and i walked away and went to toilet and cool myself down for 10 mins. Then went for ART. Okay, didn't did anything. Was using Laptop all the way :/ Haha.
Then walked with Michelle, Farris, Shakir, Jenica, Suhaimi, Michale & other uh. I can't remember anymore. Haha, then guess what?! I told Suhaimi that i was pissed off with him and he was like " sorry emily! Really very sorrrrrrrrrrrry! " Then he put a sad face. Lol, then he gave me 3 kisses in a row. On my cheeeeeek somemore! -.- I felt so @$&)(#^*^! Lol, like ohmyoga lah! -.-

Okay, today's Tuesday. Nel, i missed you alot, really. I really wish to have a chance again. Be it a last chance that i'm gonnnna get, i will appreciate it & love you with all my heart :D

Anyway, Bugis's bomb thing i fake de lah sial. Lol, got people anyhow go spread the text then alerted the mata, that's the reason for the mata/s at Bugis luh. Hah :) So yaw, still can go as usual. Lolol, byeeeee.

Hesitiation is here again to visit me .

Alright , i'm in school now .
Skipped Drama(SYF) for art :) Now Fana is besideeeeeeeee me! Fana, say hi. Okay, she say le. Lololol, lame -.-Today Ying, Tina, Cheryl & Vivien never come. Gosh, Shakir's singing now :/ Lolol, schl today is okay, i'll udpate later on at home i guess? Parents are out of Singapore alr. Yeah, so bye! :)
I bid goodbye cus Fana keep staring at me. O.O
Bye! :D


Today's quote > The choice is yours

Okay, nice right my skin! HAHA.

Nice boh?!
Lol, i edit dao very very pooooor thing can? Anyway, the quote on top ^^ is by Dexter.
I'm on the phone with him now, lol. We're talking bout Avenders :} Hahahaha! Lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Lolololol! Okay, bye!
Because i wna focus on the call instead of this blooooooody postzsxczsxzcx.
Bye, :)

Will we react like how Chemical does?

Phone was supposed to be confiscated due to my bombed bill. Zzz, then this morn, i kept super effing freaking quiet just to avoid my dad. Then i went out of my door with my handphone with me! Haha! Like so heng ah! Lol! Lolololol. Okay, too high. Then bused to work, very sleepy sial. Sleeeeepyhead! Then work till 6.30, actually wanted to work till 8pm, but on 2nd thought, i don't want. Weijie was there today. :) Hah, ZhenYang Kor called me during 4plus, lol. Then after work, bused 154 to Westcoast ; Xintua. Then reach there, nothing to do sialzsxc. Then i bus home, 154 to Clementi, then 184 home. So here i am blogging, ha.

Tomorrow's PearlynXingan's 16thhhh! Tomorrow's a school day ); Have to stay back in schl till 5pm. & i guess tomorrow i'll get a severe scolding again, i don't even have 1 drawing neither i have 1 photograph. -.- mati lah sial! Dad & Mom's leaving for China on Tuesday early morn, ohyes. Ha, will you call me this time? :/

Felt like giving another dedi to ya. Because i'm so into youuuuuuu~

Last night, i dreamt of you. Will not be telling anyone bout this silly dream, all i can say is that in the dream, we were acting like sillys. Lololol. But yeah, i thought i could see you last night at Pasir Ris, but i've to go home alr ); But its alright, nevermind. Jyeah, tuesday Dad & Mom gonna leave for China. Can you give me a call? Last week, i was had such a bad time going to sleep. ='( Boy, i got no idea what to do now. A promise made by me will always stay as a promise. I promised you on the 1st July that i'll write letters to you everyweek forever. Now, i'm afraid. Afraid that you won't keep them, you will throw it away. Or even worse, don't even read them and just dump them. There's altogether 35 of them, excluding next week's. But fred not, i'll cont writting, till the day i can really force myself to stop writting for you. I enjoys writting to you, bullshitting to you. I love it when you read the letter outloud when we're on the phone last time. I like it when you rushes me to quickly write you a letter. I love the way you say how much you love me. I love everything you do/say for/to me. most importantly, i love for what you are. [:

I hated myself for not being serious when i'm with you. I hated myself for giving you troubles. I hated myself for being late. I hated myself for losing you when the decision actually lies in my hand. Nel, i'm sorry. I really hope to be with you back like last time, i love you. Happy 8th month. {3

Its the 8th month today,

This post is only dedicated to You. In this 8 months, i'm indeed having a hard time. But come to think of it, its the 8th month. & i just can't believe that i'll be able to persevere. Be it i'm a stupid assfreak waiting for nothing, i believe that miracles does happens. You, the greatest love that i ever had. You treat me the best, best-er than my ex, friends & sisters. Yes, people calls you hongster, i know. Boy, i know what i'm doing, i really do. Today's the 8th month, happy 8 month. On the 22nd June, that's the day when you first texted me. & we became gans, and we went on happily unofficially together till 1st Aug. Ever since that very night, my emotions are unstable. I don't blame you for aggreeing, i just hated myself. Boy, 36th letter is coming soon. Are you keeping the letters safely? Have you been reading it? I'll still be waiting, but i'm scared that i'll fall again, (sad face). Nevermind, i will stand up again.

Boy, I Love You.

(220608, Wo Ai Ni.)

21 Feb 2009
Waited for Cheryl at Lot1 for 1 bloooody hour. Saw Izzuan, Ahmad & one more i-don't-who. Lol, then Cheryl come liao trained to Bugis. The trip there is very very scary after Yingying's call. Lol, she said Bugis got terrorist :/ Was so damn afraid la, actually don't want to go de, but i agreed Pearlyn to help her meet one Blogshop people to help her take her shirt. So me & Cheryl went luh. Then waited for Vivien at the platform. Trained down to Tamp to meet Pearlyn. Then cabbed down to Whitesands.

Then met Gavin & something cropped up. Was damn fugggging angry even till now. So fed up till i didn't even talked at all, i thought of calling them and kan them on the phone and end our 2-3 years friendship. But i didn't, i tolerated. Then met up with Gavin's friends, William & MeiHui(?). Then walked to DowntownEast. Went gfor Joey's bbq/chalet. Didn't talked much as i don't know her well :/ Then all of 'em smoked but not for me :D Then went to Mac. & like wth, nobody ever did this to me lah pleasezsxc! > Before going to Mac, Pearlyn asked Gavin to buy a cake. And she said that after singing birthday song for William & Pearlyn, i've to eat it up. Like O.O! I don't want to eattttt!! But bobian, they used someone's name and somehow threaten me. Gavin threaten to force a whole pig into my mouth if i don't eat the cake up. Then bobian, eat loh. But i didn't eat finish :) Hah, then after that walked to MRT. Then knowing someone's coming, so i was like panicking, and wanting to go back home straight. Hah. Thing is that i'm a MRT noob, i don't know how to take train back to CCK. Lololol, then Pearlyn bu-fang-xin me, so she pei me go up to platform and sees me go inside the train that she an-xin and left. Lol -.- Thanks Xingan! I wanna see you soon ya?! (L)

2 words for Vivien & Cheryl, Utterly Disppointed.

Firstly, my dearest Cheryl.

You're so selfish! Why did you left? The purpose of you leaving is to avoid your ex. Is this fair to me?! Not at all, don't use your current boyf as a reason. I'm damn disppointed and angry with you and Vivien. Saying that we're friends for years, then why did you left just to avoid a 1 month or less ex-boyf?! Or just to meet your 1 month going to 2 month boyf?! When you left, were you thinking of this?

Vivien.

Besfr is what we treats each other. When you left with Cheryl, i think you don't even treat me as a schoolmate! Does Bestfr do this to their Bestfr? If yes, find me one pair. But obviously, NO. What's the point of leaving and wanting to meet me up just to company me home? No point, really. I'm really very angry with both of you.

Overdue pic , sorrry ! :x

Good morning ! Daddy & Mummy's back from Thailand . Lol , i didn't ask from 'em anything particularly . & as usual , LV & Gucci bags are everywhere -.- > That's my mother , haaha ! =x

Daddy , as usual , haha .

Oh yeah , yesterday was my Daddy's birthday ! :)

Dearest daddy , Happy birthday ! Years go by , you're growing older & older . But i know , no matter how old are you , you will be there teaching us the right thing . You taught me alot of things , no matter in Xintua , Buddhism , Social etc . I thank you for that , i understand you locking me , giving me time limits when i'm out , i know you're afraid that i'll be like Eugene , turning into another person from another world . I know you care , yeah i do . I love you daddy !

Okay , that's for my dearest dadddddddy ! {3 Hah , Edmus just came up with my chicken rice :) Hah , after blogging i'll eat then . Hah , later on going to meet PearlynXingan with Cheryl & Vivien . Pearlyn ohzxcszx , faster texttttt meeee ! Haha , maybe after that might be going down to Raffles City again ? Hah , Singapore Riverrrr is soooooo romanticcccc lahhh ! Yesterday we saw a Bride & Groom taking their wedding picture . Hah , isn't that cooooool ?! -.-

Okay , i've got nothing to blog alr , ha . =x

To Sherr on Pearlyn's tagbox : If i were a hypocrite , hmmm , prolly i'd say your a coward or two headed snake yourself ? -.- , snake is also a animal , hahaahhahahahahahahahaha ! Lol .

Today's his concert ):

Okay , i just got back from Victoria Theatre . Hah , the show was great . -.- Great till i fell asleep halfway thru the show . Dang ~ And you know what ? In my sec life , i watched 4 musicals/shows . First was when i'm Sec 1 , we watched The Forbidden City . 2nd was Sec3 , we watched the Beauty World . 3rd was when i'm still at sec 3 , watched Greenridge Sec's musical . 4th was today , we watched The Importance Of Being Earnest . Lol , and during all these 4 musicals , i slept halfway thru till the 2nd intermission . Lol , but not for Greenridge's . Hah , lol .

Today's one was okay , i don't really understand actually , ha ha . There's alot of Angmohs ~ Hah , saw Rosieeeeee ! I miss her teaching drama to meeeee ~ )x Lol ! Haha , i love her can ?! Lol , after the show , we went to the MRT . Ran , for the last train . -.- , long siaaaaal ! Super shag , lol . Then we talked cork , then ran for LRT -.- . Then at Bukit Panjang changed train , to Petir route . Then i walked home , sibeh scarrrrrry ! =x , lol ! Haha , and there's 2 matrep under my block , keep staring at me and one said " so late haven't go home ah ! Faster !~ " . Lol , matrep ain't that bad afterall :D

Dad & mom's coming back at 5am later on . Tml going for PearlynXingan's birthday party . Yeah , and sunday i'm working . Hah , :) . I've yet bath , i'm very shag ley , later i bath liao , can't sleep because of wet hair ): Tskkkkk , how ? D: , nevermind . I will bath after this , haha . :D

Today's Yoga Lin You Jia's concert . ): , i didn't got to go . Grahs , the moment the show started , i think of Yoga . Tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk , ): Hope its a sucess luh , love ya!! {3

To Sherr on PearlynXingan's tagbox .

Eh , you pcb . I never say i prettty or what loh , you where not happy with me ? You show me your picture or blog lah . See how chio lah hor , cbkia . Come spam me lah , its only see whether you dare anot only . Cb , no life animal . Anyway hor , Animals Ain't Allowed On My Blogspot , but for you , its alright . Haha ! Yeah , i wait for your tag k , -.- . Animal ! :D

Couldn't see.

I just still couldn't see what's with you . {/3

I changed my blogskin , like again . Haha , & this time i promise , i won't touch it again . Because i was so fed up last night , and i went to sleep after choosing a temporaily skin . X.X , gr . Okay , i will talk bout schl today [:

Today (KK) didn't saw her , and she didn't manage to see him either .

Okay , just now in school was v v v super duper fun ! (Y) Mr teoh wasn't happy with us because we vandalised our tables , chairs . Lol , and he demanded us to wash it off -.- . He told us last Friday , and we are like given one week to clean all the 30+ tables . Excluding mine , because i put plastic sheet over my table , ha ha ! =x Then today after recess , went to Foyer . Then saw ZhenYang kor , lol . Show off angkong nia ! Si wintermelon , ha ha ha ! Fight fight , only know how to fight -.- . Then sibei mepek sial , go Foyer assemble , then somemore what pathetic is that only class 4D & 4C is there -.- . Then went back to class , mepek sial , bodoh ! Lol .

Then went back class , and you know what ? Is was the first time , in our 3D/4D life seeing everyone working together to clean the vandalises . Lol , was a touching scene . ( Eyes reddening.) lol , k . That's too dramatic , haha ! Then we cleaned with laughters , smiles . & Aini was busy taking photo of all of us , ha ! Then Iszehari & Mazhab played with lighter . Then kena tio the cloth with Tine on it . Then caught fire , the whole class was like panicking , lol . & Shakir took the fire extinguisher & sprayed on it . Funny thing is that he don't know how to press -.- . Haha ! Lol , then whole class was like a chaotic place . Zzz , Mr Goh was pissed and brought all of us to Detention room -.- . Zzz , lol . Then girls got dismissed , actually in the end nothing happened . Lol ! Haha . But , nevertheless , Shakir saved the whole class -.- . Hahahaha . Lolol .

Okay , now is 2.31pm . 2.45 i gotta meet Sak & Aslina on the LRT and head to Lot1 . Yeah , tonight going to Victoria Theatre and catch a show by Claire Devine . She's our drama instructor and also the director of the show . Haha , cool yeahhhh ! [; Okay , i gotta go bath now . Will be posting either tonight or tml . See whether i'm tired anot , haah =x . Oh-ya , my class's boys are playing soccer with my ex's class's boys . lol , break Izad legs ! HAHAHAHA , LOL !

Okay , bye ! & tag me alright . {3

Okay, i miss Fana now.

That's during PE, we cabot. Haha!

I just got back from Schl/Sentosa . Hah , schl was alright . Let's talk bout Morning k ? Went out at 7am . Crossed the road , as usual . [: Walked to schl with Yingying , Vivien & Yeeru .

& (KK) walked past her . Lol , i was with Justin , YongSheng & Yeeru . & (KK) looked at her , like how (KK) always does , in her eyes . When their both eyes met , one of them will look away . Ain't they cute ? ha ha , lmao . Then she got so happy & head over heels him for no reason . She crossed back the road , and don't know where the hell she got the courage and walked towards him and ask for his number . Well , shocking yeah !~ & (KK) didn't think and just gave her . Yeah , and she walked away with her friends . & (KK) eyes were still on her . & she can just blush and just walk away . Well , tmr's another day for 'em to meet each other , & hopefully , he will talks to her or text her . Hah ! {3

Schl was okay , was fed up during Math and English . Both teacher attitude . Hais , ask question also not happy . Zzzz , then don't be teacher loh . Don't vent your angers on us just because you are angry or pissed off with other classes please . Lol , then Alastir came ot my class and borrowed my SocialSudies jotter book for the Globalisation thing . Lol , after schl went to canteen , then board bus to Sentosa . -.- , slept on the way there , and also on the way back . Haha , took alot of photos [:

Then actually thought of going to BPP , but in the end changed my mind cus i very tired . Lol . Then went to Police Stn for Tina's Ezlink , that auntie never return her ezlink leh ! Tsk , lol . Then Tina & Sean trained LRT back while me & Vivien went to Community centre because Vivien wants to use toilet -.- . Then i went home luh , lol . Daddy & Mummy's at thai , gonna call 'em up later on . Tmr got show to watch at 8pm @ Victoria Theatre . & tmr's 8pm is Yoga Lin You Jia's concert sial . Tsk , ): Nevermind , i will buy the DVD if have =x . Lolol , then have to wear Drama Tee -.- . Kental lah , tsk . Lolol , might might be blogging later on , ha ha ! Byeeeeeeeeeeeees ! {3

Now is 1.25am . & just now idk what the fu.ck is from with me & i go press the template & everything is gone . Now , this skin is just a temporaily one . I gotta sleep soon , yeah . Will be blogging and changing my blogskin tml again ! So yaw , bye & goodnightttts ! (KK) !

Maybe i'm wrong,

Okay , this particular place );

Hey readers , i'm kinda bored & annoyed now . Yeah , this will be a fucking boring post . So skip and go on to other blogs if you don't wannna put a big " L " on your forehead . ):

Firstly , idk what i'm doing now . I'm stress out , & i think i suck in everything i do . In studies , friendships , and even my own happiness . & i think i won't be able to help myself . I'm always lying to myself , i'm always telling myself to just think of the positive side . But even though i do , i just end up failing . Why is that so ? Everyday i may be having a smiley on my face in school , but i don't think i'm feeling happy inside me . Idk why am i likethis . I go home , i'm a changed person . I kept very quiet , i don't talk . I always lock myself in the room , listening to songs and go to sleep . Idk why , ): I also wish to control my emotions , but sigh . Somehow , i can't do it , really .. What is wrong with me , i got no idea . I guess , i'll continue to put that damn bloooody fake smile on my face ..

Okay, i'm sick.

This is on the 13th , Bpp Mac .

Okay , i just reached home . Internet was screwed . & now , i'm like starting to feeeeel sick . & yeah , that's what i wants . Went to Lot , met up with Amy & her friend , Daryl . & was kinda angry with one Fajar Sec fatty . But , i'm very sick to talk bout him now , yeah . I think Vivien or Cheryl will blog bout him with his " chio " photo . Lol .


Ate alot of heaty food , now i'm having slight sorethroat & yes . I'm happy , ha ha . I want to fall sick , high fever with Gastric too . Lolololol , call me crazy girl or whatever . I'm not in the mood to be happy , or rather myself . Zzz , i was forced to be likethis .


Fuck la , i'm so irritated la . MachineGun is asking damn silly quetion . & she's gonna bring maid out and when they comes back , she'll give fake complains such as " maid looks at mens , maids didn't takecare of her , maid flirting and smiling at people etc " & wtf ? Yesterday she kept our housekey and said " later auntie run out " . Like wtf -.- And she was like keep nagging and saying that Maid bullied her , just because i was sleeeeping . Then i pekchek , i wake up . I ask her , " who bulllied you ?! " and she went to room and said " i want to sleep " . Wtf , i'm going crazy man . -.- , machinegun . You're not easy to deal with , if you could just keep quiet , that'll be great you know ? )x , i'm stressed and unhappy enough in schl . Now at home you're the one who don't let me have my rest . Wahlao , -.- .


Tomorrow after schl , Mr Roy Tan bringing us to Sentosa . Ya , hope we'll have fun picking up the rubbishes -.- . Bye , my phone will be on silent mode , fyi .
I'm off to bath , and sleep without eating my dinner , frankly speaking . So ya , bye .

Yeah , these are pictures of my Tua's Function . Hah , lazy to talk bout it . Yeah , not so many pics cus i lazy to take . LOLOLOLOL , at least i got take righhhhhhht ?! Hah , k lah . I seriously got no moooooood now , i go take a nap luh . Tml online again ba , i'm so fugging tress . Please call me & calm me downnnnnn . ): , boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy save meeee ! -.- , so dramatic .

Lol , byee ! Atg contact me through phone [:

Emilyyy, (爱蔡龙光.)

That's at Chemistry lab , ha ha .

First thing first , Parents are away to Thailand ; Hatyai with GheeHeng humans till Saturday morn . Hah , and guess what ? I'm going to have a hard time sleeping )x Because whenever Parents are overseas , He will call me de ): Yeah , now no more le .. Zzzzzzz . Okay , will talk about yesterday and today alright [:

16 Feb 2009 , Monday .

Went to schl , then go Canteen . Had Socialstudies , English then Physics . After that recess . Saw that irritating idiot from sec 3C . -.- Talked to Izad , Zul . Lol , & Jac . Lololol , they are so cuteeeeee ! *ahem . Then had Art , after that went to Hall for assembly . Wstched a skit by Ncc , Npcc & St Johns . Lol , Miko hot ! Haha ! Then went to Canteen , can't believe that i did my SocialStudies homework sial ! Lol , brought files because VP wanna check our files -.- ! Then had Drama , well there is still alot alot of rooms for improvement on their Discipline . Hah , get what i meant ? I improvised 'em with a game . Hah , i learnt it from Musical . :] Then practiced SYF . Oh-ya , i prefer Claire Devine , hahahahahahahahahhahaha !

17 Feb 2009 , Tuesday .
Lestie having Headache , so she didn't came to schl . Today , while crossing the road to the bustop . I saw CCK agaaaaain ! & this time , CCK look at me ! Hahahahaah ! Lololol ! K , enough . Hope to see CCK tml again ! Heh , today 3 girls of mine pangsehed Darling . Somemore i diff class from Darling , can't pei her . Tsk , tml better come lah ! -.- During Art , recieved one super super super bad news , for me la . Ha , Mr Nassim's gonna check our work . Oh , Mr Nassim's our VP . Then we Art Student need to have 30 pictures & 20 drawings for him to check . & it must be ready by next monday ! ): T.T , I'M SO FREAKED OUTTTTTTT !!!! CAN I QUIT EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGG ?! STRESSSSSSSSSSSS LAHHHHH ! D: After schl , went for AIP . Slept , as i'm very very shag , ): Then went for Art again , till 5pm & walked home . ):

Okay , readers . I'm god damn stresssszxcz la ): How ? How am i going too draw Fences for 20 times of different sides , angles , sizes ?! How am i going to take 30 pics of fences ?! WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! ):

Okay , boy i neeeeed youuuuuuuuuu ))))))))))))))));

Filled with love

Okay , hun own this . & Farris said " Muke Maintain " .

Exactly 1 more month to my dearest preeeeeetiest Mom's birthday (L)

Exactly 5 more days to my most man Dad's birthday (L)

Exactly 5 more days to my most loved idol , Yoga Lin's concerrrrrrt ! (L)

Last night was on the phone with AmyHappyKid . She was sad & i sang songs to her . And guess what ? It works man ! She said i sing very nice ~ Haha , so you people if are feeling sad , can contact me . I will sing to you . Then hung up , think of him then go sleep .

Went to work today , was late =x Because i missed the bus , ha ha . Oppppseh ! Was kept busy till 3pm . Okay , i got eat my lunch but not Breakfast & Dinner (: So yeah , at least i got eat k . Nothing special bout today lah , lol . As usual , i don't like those bitcheszsx . Older than me so what ? F.cuk lah hor . Your whole family die ! Chicken toot ! Grahhhhhhhhhhsssssss ! Weijie came and worked at Satay Stall . Okay , got one time sibeh paisey . We both gotta send drinks & satay to table 29 . Then both of us steady , same time reach . And we were hesitating whether to let who talk first . Then he let me first , lol . Cute gentleman ! But when i stand beside him , i very short =x .

Bus trip home was long yet i love it . Because i think i deserve a long ride so that i could have sometime alone . Then Jason called me , so we met at the bustop which i always alight at . Then i ask him why suddenly want meet . Then he say , i'm bored . Lol ! Then i was like diaoooo ! Lol , then we go coffeeshop , actually want to sit down and talk . But saw Alan , Geraldine & Boonping . Then i changed my mind , lol . Then we went to buy my Milo , then went underblock . He so good loh ! If he buy phone for me , i confirm love him man ! Haha , kidding [: Then Alan & co came -.- . Then we talked , Alan smoked . Tsktsktsk . Then they go Community Centre which is under my block only then i went home . That's all . [: & you know what ? Boonping looks like Nelson . & Boonping's ringtone is the same as Nelson . Like wtfffffffff ! -.-

Currently on MSN with Carol Hun , SockChing Guailan & Wenhui Baobei . Okay , i'm seriously god damn bored . & i guess i'll go blog hopping . & boy , i miss you ):

The 34th loveletter , still filled with greatest love and the deepest hope .

By the 54th loveletter , its already one year , boy .

I love you , i really do .

Angry Emoily.

Okay , that's overdue pic . Its on 1st day of New Year . [:

Hi , lol . I texted SengyauHandsome , & he keep asking me to call him . Tsk , people shy lah ! Lol , somemore you just woke up . Zzz , i'll call at night bah i think ? He's a nice lad , ha ! & he's very handsome , reallyyyy ! xD , he doesn't know my blog , so its alright ! ;D Hah , i'm going to work soon , Brother going out . Hah , i'm on Sherlyn's blog . ( Amy's mummy . ) & wtf , she copied me ! Grr , i hate copydogzsxc . & Yeah , i call them dogs . No life , zzz . -.-

Okay , i'm on MSN with Fahmi [: , he was like keep asking me to go work because he's birthday is on the 20th may , like wth -.- . Ini lelaki taktau malu . Haha , lololol ! & i'm on MSN with Venice Preciouslady/Sister too [: Okay , byeeeeees . I'll update at night when i'm back .

Byeeeeeeeees ! <3

Statisfied.

Okay , i didn't changed my skin . But i edited it & i got all those inspirations from my SherlynSuperman's blog , & i'll credit her for that [: Yeah , i hope i'll be satisfied with it . Haha ! Lol , tml's sunday ! I'm working (L) . Yeah , i'm going blog-hopping . Byebyebye ! :D


This part if for you , because when i'm editing my skin .
My mind is filled with you , without leaving an extra space for me to think of smth else .
I miss you alot , i got no idea whether will you read my blog , but i just want to tell you , i miss you alot , ): .
& i love you [:

A lonely valentine.

I miss that place .

Got back from work , bathed everything . [: Working is alright , Vivien didn't went to work because she need to go for Church . Then her boss so poor thing , then my Grandpa told me that if we have no customers , go over & help him . So i did , & i'm multi-task today ay ! Hah , kinda fun luh . xD , i love working for 2 stalls ! Quite a number of couples went up for meals . Shan't talk bout it , haha . [:

Okay , i skipped Breakfast & Dinner to be frank . Hah , but i ate my Lunch [: . Better than not eating right ? So don't , please don't nag at me any further . :) Benja's dad talked to me . As usual , he kept talking bout Benja as if i will like him back . Lololol . We were friends since we were like primary schl ? & he's repeating his sec 4 at Assumption English Sch which is beside my schl . Hah , but i didn't got that chance to see him leh . But even though we seldom see each other , i doubt that if i sees him , we won't talk either cus he so dao . Alright , tml's sunday . Another working day , but fred not . Valentine's Day gonna end soooooooon ! No more lovey dovey couples infront of meeeeeee ! *clapszsxc !

I'm dying for a new blogskin , & your voice of cause . D:

Happy Valentine's day ! D:

4 years & still counting on , Emmabell (L)

Happy birthday to you , sorry that i can't attend your celebration as i gotta rush home as i've got an appointment with the doctor at SingaporeGeneralHospital . Sorry dear , but i love you aye !

First thing first , Happy Valentine's Day to you guys ! [: I've changed my plans , i decided to go & work . I'm working because i wanna see girls with that widely grin smile on their pretty face & holdings hands with their boyfriend . & i wanna led myself into a Jealous City . Wanna come along ? -.- . Wait , you've gotta contact me if you wanna come along . Lol ! Okayla , i'm like emotionally-unstable . Idk why , so yeah . Zz , idk what i'm typing leh !

(PRECIOUS.) NelsonChuaLongKwang! Lin You Jia! CrazyCraps, SAKL, Aslina, Fana, Fadhila, Jeanne, Wenhui, Amy, Dion.

(DARLINGS.) All my gans, 4Deeee, Sri, Yimling, Izad(!?)

(SAYANGS.) Daily readers, LarrySmall, DramaHumans, Schoolmates.

To ( PRECIOUS.) : Happy Valentine's Day ! As you guys are under Precious. it simply means you are Precious to me . Each of you stands a special place in my big heart . Whether you're happily attached or single , you still gotta enjoy alright . & NelsonChuaLongKwang ! Wo Ai Ni ! (:

To ( DARLINGS.) : Heyo people , Happy Valentine's Day ! Hope you'll enjoy today ! Love you all ! Mwahs ! [:

To ( SAYANGS.) : Hello sayangs ! Happy Valentine's Day ! Hope you guys will enjoy okay . Hah , i love you all lah ! :)

Okay , enough of wishings , thanks for all those wishing on MSN . Aye , i'm like having flu & gastric agn . Zz , fuck lah . I'm going to work , i'll update at night , & i'll tell you guys bout my Couplie-Sight-Seeing . Lolololol ! K , bye .

The very next day , loner comes out in me .

Oh-ya , those late night calls . D:

I'll be blogging from Sunday , 08 Feb . [: & fyi , i'm on Nelson's friend , Wenhui's blog . His blogsong nice uh , ha ! =x

Sunday , 08 Feb .

Went to Xiang Long Resturant for our tua's " li shi doh " . GheeHeng is there too , hah . Ate le , ChangDa & Willie sang songs . Then AhHao , & me . And you know what ? He sing dao like very miserable likethat . Then i lol at him , then he was like " Chang ge yao you feel de ! " . Lololol ! We sang BeiPan - Gary Cao & AnJing - Jay Chou . My first time singing with a very-feel-guy . Lmao ! But he super shuai , he chup Haikim de . His angkong very nice sial ! But he's 20 year old , but he don't look like loh . His boss is Shan Cai Tong Zi , get it ? Nvrm if you don't . [: Then talk cork with Harris & Xiaofei . Lol lah they all ! Haha , actually i think they are the best , Harris , Xiaofei , Terence & Cristine Sister . The rest ain't close at all , & of cus , AhLi ! :D Hah , [: thanks for talking cork with me whenever i'm like very sian . Haha ! Then daddy drove us home , & of cus i went to sleep after thinking of him ! (:

Monday , 09 Feb .

Went to schl , it was a bad day for me . Lingsheng bluetoothed me AnJing . Listened & skipped meal . =x , & i cried . -.- . Okay , don't ask why please . Actually alot of people asked , but all very clever & stopped asking as its very obvious -.- . I managed to stand up & cool down . After schl , went to underblock & had a one-to-one talk with Cheryl . Yeah , we talked bout (J) , (N ) , (YK) & (G) . & of cus , there are things that we definately regrets . [': , but its like past alr ? Now , work hard luh ! Then at night , went to Old Nelson Road . GheeHeng there too ! & i saw AhHao agn ! LOLOLOL . Then went home bout 11pm .

Tuesday , 10 Feb .

Went to schl , & it simply suck . Fine , if you dislikes me , then don't bother to even talk or take a glance at me . I know , my emotions are very uncontrollable , you think i want it ?! Fine lah hor , my fault . I won't talk to you anymore , if i can . zzz , i will remember that art lesson . Was very angry , didn't talked to anyone for the whole blooooody & i slept during English . Math class , our class is seperated . I'm in Mdm Tay's class & guess what ? She's very nice . & i gotta attend Math AIP . Then went home after Drama . Vivien was asking me bout him , & i simply answered her " He's attached . " Vivien , i thank you for your consoles & encouragement . But , he isn't that great , really . I know what you meant , i really do . Before i slept , Nelson called . & he asked very weird question . Lololol , ohyeah , i will remember what You did , -.- . Don't let me find out where are you ah ! Why did You told him that i was suffering from Gastric pain ?! -.- Tsk , now i know actually guys can be losoh at times . Haha ! Talked bout quite alot , he sounds great . Er , he was like angry with Someone . Lol , & he keep saying " Eat shit , drink urine . " Lololol , well , i enjoyed although i'm like shivering ? Lololol ! Before we hung , he was like keep asking me to eat , eat eat -.- . Okay lah , i try to eat . HAAH [:

Wednesday , 11 Feb .

Reached schl bustop , walked up with Fana . Then go Canteen . Waved at Ex Boyfie , Izad . He look cute in NCC Full-U uh ! Haha ! But he hongster -.- . Then had FAST . Spend the last 15 min sleeping cus after hung up with Nelson , i used 1hr30mins to like daydreaming ? Lol . Then mothertongue , sian . Then recess , didn't felt like eating actually . But i told Nelson that i will eat -.- . So i eat luh . Oh-ya , i learnt a new song taught by Vp . Lol , meet me up & i will sing to ya . [: Then after schl , went for Art . Was raining heavily , didn't manage to go home till 5.30 . See NCC guys marched , Neo Ling Sheng , you suck ! Then walked home with Aslina .

Thursday , 12 Feb .

Woke up at 6.30 am . Slept at Sofa , very tired . Didn't got to see Cck guy ): Then earpiece spoil again ! GAH . New earpiece again please ? [: *SMILES WIDELY . New maid is here , name Arni . She's pretty nice [: & she look like one of my classmate . HAHAHA ! Schl was alright , had Drama . LarrySmall made me laugh like siao . He can burp while talking . He can say " Emily Loves Nelson " . I managed to record , but the word " Nelson " don't have , cus he don't have the breath to do so , so instead of he saying , a bunch of juniors was like shouting " Emily Loves Nelson " . Super cute can , ahah ! LOL ! =X . Then walked home while on the phone with Amy . {:

Friday , 13 Feb .

Went to schl , was half mooody & half happy . Moody cus its Valentine's Day tml . & wtf , i'm gonna celebrate alone i guess ? :/ Happy is cus , today its schl day . Okay , lame . HAHA , Had Mother Tongue , the PE . Saw something which last year i also saw . Lolol ! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT THAT I WILL SEE THE FRONT PART MAN ! HAHA . LOLOLOLOLOL ! Ha , lastyear when i saw i told Nelson . & now i also got tell him la . Lol ! Then physic , slept . Then Chem , sang song with Fana . Sang National Song . Lol , her singing rocks . We talked bout Eygpt Mummy . Haha , hot uh ! Lol . Thn after schl , went to BPP with Sakinah & Vivien . Ate 2 large fries , then i bused home . Bathed le , cabbed down to SGH with Grandma & Maid . Then go Bangkit , eat liao walked home . Pranked Amy . Told her i was down with Cancer . & she was like " Diao !~ WHY ? YOU LAH , SKIP YOUR MEALS ! NOW GOT CANCER LE LAH ! " Lol , i was like trying to endure the laughter lah . Then i can't tahan liao , so i told her . Expecting her to ask me what Cancer . But she didn't -.- . Then when she found out , she keep scolding cb , fuck . LOLOLOL ! Fuck sial , now night le . Tml's Valentine's day . ): AWWWWWWWWW, I'M A LONER TML !

& HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY EMMAAAA ! & ALSO HAPPY VALENTINE DAY ! (L) .

I'm done blogging , well . These few days , what Mdm Fatimah scolded me & what i shout back at her really makes me think of it . As in , i know i'm in the wrong for shouting back , but i guess . Its over . & yeah , i'm not gonna drop Art . I'm sorry , forgive me . [: I'll control my emotions . I try . & boyyyyyy ! I miss you lah , tml i loner siaaaaaaaaal ! You too right ? HAHA .

Well , i love you [:

Short post :)

Hey yaw!
I'm here to blog! :)
Ha, but short post la.
Wasn't feeling well, had gastric agn.
Zzz, school's okay today.
Grah, i just now view Nelson's blog.
Say me guai!
As if i dog likethat! Haha!
Lol, but nevermind :)
Ah shit, i really need Janet!
But she's gone! :(
Janettttttttt!
I know you'll view my blog de! :)
How are you?
Hope you're doing well girl!
All the best, and seriously, i'm angry with you! >:E

HI .

Hi , i'm at Art room now , Aslina is beside me :O
Lol , she bueysong lah , cus i using her laptop . LOL .
Okay , Bukit panjang gonna rain later on , i never bring UMBRELLLLLLLLAAAAAA !
Oh shit , lol . Ohya , i'm very happy ! :D BYE .
I love you ! {3

I'm feeling better .

Oh hi people , i'm feeling way better . Yeah , i'll blog from the 6th to today alrighty :) So , bear with it . :D Hah , ohmy ! This will be a wordy postzcx leyyyyyy )):


6th Feb 2009.
I'll continue blogging . Was crying non-stop (-.-) till a unknown number called me . I answered and it sounds like Mimi ; Suhaimi . And he denied that he was Suhaimi but Ice-cream seller . So i played along , and he's ice-cream has alot of different flavours ! He had Redbean , Coffee , Cappucino & Jam (!?) . & he made me laugh , thanks Dude :} But not for that part when you said he's name .. But nevermind , i won't take it to heart :) But please , don't do it again . & Michelle ! How could you ?! Haha !


7th Feb 2009.
Happy 8th month , BotakLolCutie ! :D Thanks for being that when i needed you despite you are with your brothers , sisters & friends . Thanks alot , i love you la ! :) Went to Fajar arnd 6pm . See 'em play duaki , & someone steam ! HAHAHAH . LOLOLOLOL ! Celebrated their 3 yr Anniversary . Very boring lah , their perf ! -.- . Then after that slacked there till 3am . Played Ticktactoh , and the cancel game o.o . Got fight , lol . But awhile sua liao . Lol , then ate Mac . Then went home , slept . [:


8th Feb 2009.
Today woke up at 1pm , i know i very pigo . Lol , =x . Then bathed , went Bangkit . Then go Whampoa , ( now i'm at . ) then later going down to Depot road for dinner . With Ghee Heng [: That's all i guess ? Tml's sch , cool [: Bye .


To that spammers on www.nelsonshakefuckfly.blogspot.com , stop lah . Wtf is wrong with you guys ? He got hong you meh ! Zz , sibeh lame ley ! Grow up pleasexsc . -.-


Last long , i've already made the most painful decision . Boy , you hurt me alot .. ):

Sad = Single And Desperate ? -.-

Eww , you suck . :)

I changed my blogskin , but without Tagbox this time . I'm far too tired seeing people tagging me . Idk why , i'm weird . ): I've changed , i'm a changed person . I get easily irritated & angry . I really don't know why , really . I'm sorry , i've changed . I'm a changed person . Please forgive me for whatever sins that i've done . ):

I'm a changed person , i've got no choice , i miss you too much . Bby , last long . I know its my fault , my fault for being so tiki . I got no choice , i really love you alot .

Last long with Esther . (': i love you , Nelson .

Edited./

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.

6. Hug her.

. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say "I love her more than you", deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know! WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..

26. Don't lie to her.

27. DON'T cheat on her.

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.

30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT'S IMPORTANT.

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.

32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.

40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.

42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for long walks at night.

44. Always remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you're sitting on her. You'll never know when she needs just a little more love.

I got this from Heroine's blog , i like it alot . :'D , but i doubt it willl happen to me )':

Oh fuck .

Hi , i'm at Sakinah's house now .
My Tua's function ended ytd , & today i pon schl . & Amy was so envious of me that i woke up at 11am plus . Hahahaha , i too shag lah ! Last night still went back to Xintua at 12am , -.- . & i'm having a pain on my back . its swolllllenzsxc . SIBEH PAIN K . Then poke needle . Wahlan , sibeh pain .

K lah , now it GheeHeng turn to have function . But only one day , budget ! :x HAHA . Harris , ChangDa & Ahlee hai wo bei ma by saying ****** ! -.- . Okylah , idk what to blog le , i'll blog soon bout my function with pictures [: Bye .



Ohfuck , whats wrong with me ? ):

MIA.

Hey people , i'm away from internet from now

till i-dont-know-when .

Do keep my tagbox alive !

Anything find me through phone or

go down Fajar Square @ my tua's big day .

So yeah , takecare alright ! [:

& Dearest boy , i love you very much !

And i miss you hell lots too .