If only you cares,

" If you don't care, then leave me alone."

Its 12.19am, 26th Feb. Wenhui Baobei's celebrating her 1 year anniversary with her boyf. [:

Okay, i'm getttting more and more sad day by day. I don't know why. ); I'm trying very hard to control my emotions, very hard. In schl, i no longer talk so much, i'm no longer that chitty type anymore. If i can keep quiet, i will. When i reaches home, i will just bath, sleep, comp. That's all. I don't know why. I'm having a minor flu, today while going to post the 36th letter, i was drenched. And i told myself, no matter what i've to send it. Whether will i miss my bus or what.

Somehow, when i'm on the bus, i was thinking. Whatever i do, for him, whether i'm drenched or what, will he know? What's the point of doing all these? Why the hell am i still doing all these when he doesn't appreciates it? Idk why, really. I only know that i can't get over you and i'm still loving you. Friends and gans are telling me to get over because you made me cried for zillion times over and over again. I really hope, tonight will be the last time i'm gonna cry for you. Because, i really want to be with you again. Even if i were to cry, it will be tears of happiness.

Be it i'm dreaming, i don't give a fuvking damn.

I got no idea what i'm typing, i just know that i'm typing out whatever i could think of.

N, i miss you & i really need you. ); I love you, & fyi, if only you cares, then come and talk/text/call/msn me. Tyvm, i'm sorry, i'm really felt like darn fuvk-up. ):