Okay , this particular place );Hey readers , i'm kinda bored & annoyed now . Yeah , this will be a fucking boring post . So skip and go on to other blogs if you don't wannna put a big " L " on your forehead . ):
Firstly , idk what i'm doing now . I'm stress out , & i think i suck in everything i do . In studies , friendships , and even my own happiness . & i think i won't be able to help myself . I'm always lying to myself , i'm always telling myself to just think of the positive side . But even though i do , i just end up failing . Why is that so ? Everyday i may be having a smiley on my face in school , but i don't think i'm feeling happy inside me . Idk why am i likethis . I go home , i'm a changed person . I kept very quiet , i don't talk . I always lock myself in the room , listening to songs and go to sleep . Idk why , ): I also wish to control my emotions , but sigh . Somehow , i can't do it , really .. What is wrong with me , i got no idea . I guess , i'll continue to put that damn bloooody fake smile on my face ..
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