Will we react like how Chemical does?

Phone was supposed to be confiscated due to my bombed bill. Zzz, then this morn, i kept super effing freaking quiet just to avoid my dad. Then i went out of my door with my handphone with me! Haha! Like so heng ah! Lol! Lolololol. Okay, too high. Then bused to work, very sleepy sial. Sleeeeepyhead! Then work till 6.30, actually wanted to work till 8pm, but on 2nd thought, i don't want. Weijie was there today. :) Hah, ZhenYang Kor called me during 4plus, lol. Then after work, bused 154 to Westcoast ; Xintua. Then reach there, nothing to do sialzsxc. Then i bus home, 154 to Clementi, then 184 home. So here i am blogging, ha.

Tomorrow's PearlynXingan's 16thhhh! Tomorrow's a school day ); Have to stay back in schl till 5pm. & i guess tomorrow i'll get a severe scolding again, i don't even have 1 drawing neither i have 1 photograph. -.- mati lah sial! Dad & Mom's leaving for China on Tuesday early morn, ohyes. Ha, will you call me this time? :/

Felt like giving another dedi to ya. Because i'm so into youuuuuuu~

Last night, i dreamt of you. Will not be telling anyone bout this silly dream, all i can say is that in the dream, we were acting like sillys. Lololol. But yeah, i thought i could see you last night at Pasir Ris, but i've to go home alr ); But its alright, nevermind. Jyeah, tuesday Dad & Mom gonna leave for China. Can you give me a call? Last week, i was had such a bad time going to sleep. ='( Boy, i got no idea what to do now. A promise made by me will always stay as a promise. I promised you on the 1st July that i'll write letters to you everyweek forever. Now, i'm afraid. Afraid that you won't keep them, you will throw it away. Or even worse, don't even read them and just dump them. There's altogether 35 of them, excluding next week's. But fred not, i'll cont writting, till the day i can really force myself to stop writting for you. I enjoys writting to you, bullshitting to you. I love it when you read the letter outloud when we're on the phone last time. I like it when you rushes me to quickly write you a letter. I love the way you say how much you love me. I love everything you do/say for/to me. most importantly, i love for what you are. [:

I hated myself for not being serious when i'm with you. I hated myself for giving you troubles. I hated myself for being late. I hated myself for losing you when the decision actually lies in my hand. Nel, i'm sorry. I really hope to be with you back like last time, i love you. Happy 8th month. {3