Between 2008 & 2009

I swear , i still do like i use to , ♥

Today woke up at 9:30am , went to toilet straight . Stayed inside for 30 minutes cus if i were to go outside , Machine Gun will start the engine . Lol , then after that talked with Eugene till 11am . Then went for work , & guess what people/readers ? After that incident , i'm feeeeeeling way much better . I'm no longer sad , i am really very very happy . Heh , can you guys out there sense the happy in me ? I want the incident to happen again . Can i ? This time , no shaking hands but something else . Can i ? :}

2008's gonna end soon , i didn't got my wish granted for my 15th & Christmas . But i hope , i yearns , i want , i wish , i pray & i say i want it to be granted in between 2008 & 2009 . Can i ? Give me this chance . I'm different , i tried my very best , i tried my very very very best . I love you , i really do , :D

To daily readers : Thanks for reading my blogpost whenever you comes online , i appreciate it much . Thanks & have a wonderful 2009 ! :D

To people whom i quarrelled with , screamed at , scratched , or whatever : I'm very sorry for what i've done . I know my voice is very loud , i know i'm very mean looking , i know my fingernails are very long . Haha , i try to talk softer (which i hope you guys don't see ma as a alien) , i try to smile more (wtf , i try k) , & i'll TRY to cut my fingernails , :]

To people who were always there for me without failed : I want to say a big thank you , you guys are always there for me . I know , its just a text & call away . Before the 30th , my mood was very very un-controllable . & thanks for being there , especially CrazyCraps , Aslina , Fana , Fadhila , Amy & Wenhui . Thanks alot girls , i love you {3

To ♥ : 2009 is here , start everything afresh . Now , you're a sec 3 student again . Study hard , don't dotA too much , live your life to the fullest . & don't go bully bangalas anymore , haas . & no matter what , i swear upon my life , i'll be there for you . I'll still be waiting , i'm still there . If you give it a thought , i'm there [:

To Crazycrappers : In my blog here , i apologise for my mistakes . I know my attitude sucks sometimes , in 2008 . Alot of things happened , we had conflicts , quarrells . But on the 1st Aug , i know you guys cared , you guys brought me to Lot1 after school tryna making me high , tryna cheeeer me up . I know you guys care , i can see from our Crazycraps dairy , you guys never failed to make me cheer up . There was once , we didn't talk for a period , during that period , i thought over . It neither my fault nor you guy's . Its her's . Yingying , listen to me . Don't be so close , me being your sister , i can only say that . Afterall its your choice , your life . But no matter what , i love you .

To Aslina , Fana & Fadhila : Its been a long time since we 4 sat down , talk cock , laughed and disturb people . We shall do it on Friday in class alright . I can't wait to see you guys again , really . I bet you guys do . Haha !

To Vivien Bestfriend : Hey girl , thanks . We've been friends for 3 years & we quarrelled to the fullest , we shouted till our might , we went high till the highest . So yeah , i want to tell you . I have never never regretted knowing you as my friend . I will always remember , you're the first girl whom i talked to , whom i be-friend with when we were sec 1 . I bet you do too , fate brought us together as friends . Thanks for tolerating my attitude , i love you bitch . :)

To Shakir & Suhaimi : Hey boys , thanks for being there when i'm troubled & sad about ♥ , thanks for those advices , cheerups & chats . Thanks , alot . See you guys on friday yo [:

Okay , i'm done with thanks , haha . & so yeah , i'm changing my blogskin again . Haha , i'm using SherlynSuperman's skin oh ! Its very very very nice , heh . So yaw , bye bye ! :D

Edited./

Yo , i know its very very very wordy , ha ha . Paisey luh , anyway . I like this skin alot alot , i gotta go ! Hah , & my blog song is all from Yoga Lin's album (!) Heh , enjoy people . & happpy new year ! :)

OI , LOSER , STOP DISTURBING ME OR STOP CALLING ME .

I HATE YOU WHEN YOU COME TO TALK TO ME , DONT ACT AS IF YOU VERY GOOD TO ME LIKE THAT .

FUCK OFF

Thanks for today , dude . ♥

You , sing for me tonight .

Today went out at 12:30 , trained to Sembawang , then walked to his block . -.- , when i reach , he's like standing there ? Lol , then he open the door , & i went in ( Of 'cos ) . Then his dogs really scared me & i was like screaming like siao . Lol , then the rest lazy to say lah , cus scarly someone sees & spam me . Lol , anw . I saw Fana & Jeanne @ Causeway when i'm with him & his friends . & i saw Gavin , ahahah . Nelson sibeh basterd , lol . Nehmind , i won't elaborate here but at Crazycrap's blog which is Privateeeeee :} Heh , immmma gonnnnna post there , so yaw byebye !

Today's 30th

Hi dearies , goodmorning [: Short post alright , after posting going Segar/Jelapang for Edmus's textbooks & uniform . Ha ha , then i don't think i will update luh , idk . I saw SockChing Sister/Guailan blog , if it reallys happens , i will have no idea what to do , one for all , all for one . Okay byebye [:

Take me home

Friend is in need when a friend is in need (L)

Woke up at 7:30am , which is the time when we're suppose to meet at Pending Lrt :D Thanks to i-don't-know-who , who made my phone drop ! Then i can't hear my alarm clock , sms tones . Piang eh , who's that evil beevil person !! Grr , immmmmmmmmmmmma kill you . ( Kidding . ) Haha , lol . Then thanks to Sri , called me , then i woke up . Haha , lol . Then met at Pending Lrt , took 184 to school & walked . Then go canteen , then to Staffroom Workshop did slideshow . Hahaha , i love the slideshow . Watch out for the first few slides k , ahaha . LOL ! :B Then after that , i went for work in Uniform , then left work at 5:30pm , went home .

Tomorrow's 30th , am i suppose to be happy or sad ? & SockChingGuaiLan , cheeeer up .

& Vivien , last long [; Again , another Crappers is attached , Tina's & Mine's 6th sense is zhun de loh :D & Tina called me just now , he's sucha jerk -.-

To that ah bear : You want to tag/spam me , i welcome you . Don't use Ahbear's name okay . Neither you're him nor he were you . I'm not a 3 yr old kiddo . Asshole , tag/spam with your name which your parent gave you , suckeh . -'-

New skin

I changed the blog skin , i'm currently msning with PearlynXingan & AmyHappykid . Heh , oh-ya . I created a new msn/email , do add alright . Its emoily@live.com.sg [: , do adddddd alright ? Heh , i am so so happy and excited now . Im going to Cdss tml for breakfast and also for meetang , ahah . & PearlynXingan says my english sounds like Express's . I'm like , really ? HAHA , VELY HAPPY WORS ! -.- , lol . Okay , err . I hate that Imeem.com thingy on top . Help me remove can ? D: Okay , i'm now physco-ing Amy to teman me to somewhere , haha . Just say yesssssssssssssss .

I think , you're right .

I'm going to CDSS tmr . :D *clapssss .

Heya , i'm feeling better today , a lil bit better . But its better than nothing right ? :D I'm on msn with JefferyWhale ( The one who wants to box me ! ) & AslinaLestie . AslinaLestie said that she will bring M&m to school tomorrow ! (L) Yeaha , i miss eating that . Haha , i went to work today , and i saw Matthew Law Aka AngmohKia ! Haha , he so handsomeeeee (L) , HAA . He called me today , i was effing shock yo . & we talked . Then hung up , & guess what ? He's so lame -.- . He said he's at Fajar Qit Hock Keng liondancing -.- & he asked where am i . Lol , he's so lame . Then we smsed , smsed . Then i went home loh . Then did nothing , bathed . & Nelson called me again -.- He say tmr he come Bukit Panjang for liondancing again . Lol , he's lameee there :X Haha , okay , till here . ( I want to change a new blogskin ! )

Loser ];

This is how i feel everyday .

Why ?! Why is it that everyday i'm always sad ? Why must i feel this way ? I hate the feeling ! D': , why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why !

Woke up at 9am , trained to Teck Whye Lane to buy uniform for Eugene . Kept yawning all the way , -.- . Then reached home , ( I can wear Eugene's uniform , wtf ? ) Then online for awhile , then went for work . Then business was very very good around 12pm - 3pm . Shiok man , i loike . I was like sweating & shouting ? ( I love . ) Then 4pm eat lunch . Then 5pm start again , alot of customers , saw one familiar face , lastyear he was here too . Shuai man , lol . But i don't like him nor attracted to him , i'm tiongxim de k . [: Then left workplace around 6:30pm (?) . Bused 184 go Pending , then walked to Bangkit . & this time , i'm in deep shit . Help help help . I ain't the one for you , tsk . I'm a loser , i don't fit at all . Sorry , [: .

Today , while waiting for bus , Grandpa to come i listened to One In A Million - Hannah Montana . That song , particularly . Holds alot of memories )': , i didn't cried because i'm holding on . I use to listen to this song while waiting for you to call me & talk to me to sleep . But somehow , this time . No calls anymore , from you .. Its history aye ? Why can't god give me another chance ? I just want to be loved by him again , just one more time . This christmas , i'm celebrating it alone , this birthday , i didn't got my wish granted . So well , Santa & Fairygodmama forgot about me ? God , YOU DIDN'T MADE MY LIFE BETTER NOR MAKING ME STRONGER . INSTEAD , YOU'RE MAKING MY LIFE FROM BAD TO WORST . Loser , EMOILY THE SORE FUCKING LOSER . She can't even make it on time for her own love . The guy who she loved & also whom loved her , pin-ed all his hope on her , expecting her to be the first without mistakes . She didn't make it , she cried so hard . She felt so lost suddenly , she regretted , she slapped herself , she blamed herself , she .. she's so useless .. In one night , everything changed , totally . She just couldn't face the changes , she's the cause to the changes , she brought this to herself . Nothing remained the same , nothing . On that night , she's being treated so different from other girls . So different that she recieved a call from her so-called-primary-school-friend-name-Sherlyn & dragged her time . Fair ? NOT AT ALL , NOT AT ALL . T.T At that moment , she know , very clearly that she's not gonna make it , might as well give up . But she didn't , she still send because she loves him alot , alot . In the end , she didn't got it , she was having hard time to refrain herself from crying & go to sleep . A really hard time , she wakes up every 3 hour , checking her phone . Hoping to recieve an sms/call from him . But none , not at all . Only texts from friends telling me to cheer up . She cried , cried till her eyebags are so swollen & lifeless . She's not wan-bu-qi , she just feels very very very hurt & sad . Imagine , put yourself in her shoes . Thinking that you can't be with the person whom you love and whom loves you ? Can you all imagine ? Thinking that bettings here & there , totally feel unloved & neglected . People always think/says that she did it on purpose to break a happy relationship , no . SHE DIDN'T DID IN ON PURPOSE . She never never thought that he will ask for her phone number , understand her feelings . True love ain't easy to forget , a 40 days relationship . That's the reason why she's still sitting there , waiting for him to come back ..

The place in my heart , gone ?

I got so speechless till i cried .

Woke up , ate breakfast & went out for work . I'm so sleepy , so tired . Zzz , grah . Then Amy called , talk bout an hour & hung up . Then left at 6.30pm & bused to Pending . Walked to Bangkit , ( Sibeh shag . ) Then bought Lormee for brothers from that young uncle ._. & this time he didn't disiao me , but he asked for my age & number (?!) I jitao answer him " Huh ?! " Then he kept asking , i just diam & smile to him & left . Piang eh , mai siao lah ! I got phobia buying Lormee from him liao , ahha . But his Lormee is my brother's fav -.- Tsk , goshgosh . I think that young uncle eye got something wrong =x . Haha , i'm on MSN with Aslina , Amy & Farhana :D

Tuesday is the 30th , i can't wait . Yesterday , 25th Dec 2008 . Two person whom i know got attached , i'm so so envious of 'em . I reckon i'll get attached again .. D: Because , the person whom i wanted seems to be wanting to be just single .. Seeing people celebrating their anniversarys really envies me . Me myself also wants something likethat , who knows ? Sigh , i'm speechless again & i'm crying myself to sleep tonight . I miss you , alot ..

131108 , <3

She's Xiaopear , my Xingan .

We use to be strangers , then after some incident ( Im really sorry , D': ) , we became friends . Then we became gans , till now our relationship i still going on , strongly . She's one of a kind , meaning among all my friends , i can say she's the most steady one . & her voice is loud , she can talk loud , there was once she shouted my name . Hah , & i couldn't see her due to people around her were very tall , lol . I went out with her couple of time , although we aren't that close , but we will . She's very cute , and pretty . She's very friendly & everyone loves her . She's really a nice girl , & i really regretted for what i've done , i'm really very sorry . I've never regretted knowing her , i love her alot . I treated her like my own , although we don't meet so often D: , texts , calls each other . But i do still love her , anything can call me alright . Midnight or what , i'm sure i will be there for you , i swear upon my life [: & no matter what happens , we will be Xingans forever . Its just a call/text away babe . I love you , & you know what . Its your turn to blog & don't too gan dong after seeing this okay . Hahah , aku cinta kau , PearlynXingan .

XOXO

When i first liked Yoga , was when i love you .

I'm on MSN with Amy , XiaoredAhGua , XiaoPearXingan & CarolHun . :D Today woke up at 8am , brought brother to Bangkit to see doctor . He got a cut on his leg , & its quite long . Then see liao , brought breakfast . That young uncle disiao me again . -.- Cus lastime i buy Lor mee from him , he at first put very straight & nicely . Then i walked off , then slowly slanted again -.- Then i scared everything like pour out , i go back to his stall ask him to help me put properly . Then he keep laughing at me , funny meh ! :@ Then in the morning , he said " Bu yao zai hui lai ah , i bang ni fang hao hao le " ( Don't come back ah , i help you put properly le ) . He damn bad k , lol . Then walked home , Angelo called , then hung up and went home . Slept till 10.30am , im very very shag can . Zzz , then bathed , went out at 11am for work . Tsk , im very tiredddddd !!! D:

Today Tina , Cheryl & Vivien came . I miss 'em hellots ! & Yingying wasn't here , grah ! Thanks Tina for the bagpack from BKK [: Heh , school's gonna reopen on the next friday yo . I can't wait , really !

School's gonna reopen means January is reaching . Time's goona end soon . I gotta stop everything that i've been doing for the past 6 months . I don't want to , but i have to . Idk whether do you understands , i hope you do really . Nevermind , nevermind .. ):

Its supposed to be the 6th month . D':

No matter what you do , i still love you . ♥

Last night/early morning , i woke up at 4.30am . Because i thought my phone rang and i got so happy . I smiled and i was breathing very fast . But i was dreaming , but indeed the time is 4.30am .. I was dreaming , he's not gonna call me at that time anymore , no more .. D': Thinking i deserve it , from that very day onwards . Emoily doesn't deserve his love anymore don't she ? Sigh , she's smiling when she's not suppose to , she's trying very very hard to show everyone that she's alright , she's well on her own . She can manage . But no , she can't at all , not at all . Its all acting , get it ? .. Sighs , EmoilyEmily's sucha failure , failure in love . EmoilyEmily , you're a loser , a sore loser , a sucker , a biatch , you're nothing to everyone , you're just dirt to them ..

Sigh , i felt slightly better after writting that paragraph , very sorry for that . Because today's the 22nd , again . & i've yet wrote this week's letter , i'm left with 4 stamps , which is 4 weeks . After the last stamp , i've got to go . D': Sigh , let time prevails what it has to prevail . Im not gonna interupt anymore .. This morning , my mood was okay , & i was mad -.- I played with eyeliner , at first i draw ( refer to the pic above ) quite nice , hahah , i know i very bhb . Hah , then idk why like siao , i go draw a big circle around my eyes ( i didn't took photo , too ugly :/ ) & when i want to wash off , its already 11am & i couldn't fine the makeup removal ! Piang eh , lol . Then heng ah , i found and quickly wash it off and left for work . Hahaha , lol .

During the ride to work , i thought alot of things . & i cried while reminiscencing , the past was so so great . Can it be rewind again ? I miss the hourly calls . I miss you dozing off in the middle of the call . I miss the sound of your dotA . I miss you saying I Love Emily Tan Hui Yi over the phone to me before hunging up . I miss the way you laughed . I miss the way you cheered me up when i'm down . I miss you replying my letters on the phone . I miss your voice . I miss you singing to me . I miss you alot . I miss your teasing . I miss you calling me names which you only knew & i forbid you to say so . I miss dozing off with you . I miss my phone ringing in the middle of the night & during my mother tongue classes . I miss Nelson Chua Long Kwang . Alot alot , i swear . Do you ? Today's the 22nd , again .

Moody Emoily

Woke up at 10am today , didn't spoke much to my family . & went for work after that . Now i'm very very lazy & moody to blog bout today D: Idk why am i likethis ? Grah , im changing my blogsong again . Yeaha , that name is so so so nice .. & as well as the song lah . Okay , bye .

Thanks for being there , aku cinta auntie , ♥

My dearest Auntie , ♥

I got one beautiful auntie whom always think she's smarter than me who's name is Wenhui . I find her very very nice , she always tolerated my dao's , vulgarities . & she's always there when i'm faced with the old problems , & she'll be there encouraging me telling me that i'm a not-useless-kiddo to her . My dear auntie , i love you many many [: & yeaha , i'm her smarty kiddo & a ultra cute one . HAHA , & auntie , please stop lying to yourself anymore . Haha , & sorry if i were to make you angry if i skipped my dinner etc . You're like my boyf you know ! Haha , lol ! You're always my baobei , sexy auntie :D & remember , i'll only be your kiddo . Heh , don't cry when you see this alrite , when you sees this , text me :D & i love you .

I'm lazy to blog today , i'm feeling unwell & i've been throwing up -.- . Sorraye & byebye . Till here for today , find me on msn till 10pm .

I'm totally , speechless ..

Okay , i changed my blog song , is like so old-fashioned kind .
I'm emo now , & that Bingjun is like ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .
I'm on msn with him now , i got no mood to com anymore le , i'm gonna log off Nelson's friendster soon . Brother wanna use com , so yaw . Till here .


My love to you , is unexplainable , so deep yet so ....

You are all i ever i wanted , still .

I'm back & i make sure i will be there for you .

My computer is okay le , but abit lag . ( Nelson , don't laugh . ) But can use can le , cus its like finally after 2 weeks of boredom ]: Well , alot of things happened , good & bad . But forget it , no point talking about it anyway . Doesn't do me any good . & babibapok , stop snatching friends on friendster can not , i know you got view my blog de , so yeah . & stop adding my gans can , not only mine , even my friend's too . Tsk , diulian . Pukimak -.- Grah , i got so angry and i formed a sentence . You got a face like pig & boobies like gays . Ha ha , vicious uh . Who cares ? [: & don't call people bytch & wants to screw them which you're like worse than a bytch ? Opsseh , did i say that ? Sorraye , i can't resist myself from saying that . Gay breast ! -.- Okay , Emoily , shutup . You know what ? Readers eh , when i saw my tagbox , i LOL-ED . Haha , what party is that ? To Passerby , no name ah ? Tag with your name lah . alamak . I believe & trust that your mother & father does gives you a name for people to identify you . -.- tsktsktsk . & you said i step ahlian ? Please lah , which eyes of yours saw my stepping ? Tell me lah , lawls . To Stephanie Meyer on Tina's blog . Piang eh , i got say you boh , & what Meyer ? Lol , eh i tell you what . Tag me with your blog's url & i will see how chio you are .

Today i went to work , & its was busy :/ . Grah , i'm too lazy to blog any further . Gotta approve all the comments & reply them . & help Xiaobear -.- He is on the phone with me now , wth . & now i gotta stop blogging and go his friendster . Okay , byebye !

Dearest , i got no idea why you did that ? Its alright , i don't mind . You're so unpredictable yo . & i told you , i will never never lie to you , you said all the girls can't be trusted . Well , i can be . Haha , lol . & i said , its impossible for you to say likethis . So yeah , like what i told you , i'm leaving soon . I'm still hesitating whether to leave anot , i don't want to leave , because i still love you like i use to . Open your heart , make a move .

I hate Emily Tan Hui Yi !

People , im using Wireless . Hope it wont go disconnected as is fugging low -.-
Cb lah , im going MIA . & biatch . Better stop asking people to feature you D:
& spammers , funfair uh . Think my tagbox what ? Your playground ? Wahpiang , OHMYTIAN . Why did you say that im working at Geylang while you yourself is one of those girls ? Tsktsk , korlian yo [:
& to the one who tagged as To Passerby , if you wanna help , i thank you for helping . But help with your name . Spammers , get a life . & Tian xD~baobao , i don't give a damn shit , she knows the best . :D


I'M ON MIA MODE ON FRIENDSTER , MSN & BLOGGER.COM . ANYTHING , CONTACT ME THROUGH PHONE . & ALL QUIZ WILL BE COMPLETED AT A LATER DATE . Sorrrrraye & byebye !

NOT ACTIVE .

If i were ugly , then what are you ? :/

People/Readers , i might not be as active as last time le , because of working & Sintua-ing . So yeah , now i got nothing to post bout . I worked today & Yingying , Cheryl came down to look for me , then pei me till 6pm {{{: They so good can , ahah . Next time CrazyCraps come down k . :D

Okay , i'm on MSN with Xiaopear , & you know what ? I MISS LUNCH-ING WITH HERRR !

D:

Nya nya .

You suckeh , stop spamming -.-

Okay , i can't go on MIA-ing anymore , wth . I got so fed up when i see that nameless creature spamming me -.- & talking bout SAKL . Whether will SAKL last anot , its none of your business . I make sure it lasts , no matter what . I got nothing to blog today , i can only say that f-ashionforward is starting to get better already ! & when i see BerniceMei's blog , i very dulan k . Tsk , Jacinda , stop your childish acts please , school reopen , we talk k . [:

Speechess.

Today no pictures , i'm sorrrrrrrrrrry :/

Eh dog , you're viewing my blog , yes you're . Want step SAKL nia , eh cb . Eh , your blog sibeh chio can , *laughs . I efffffffing love your blog lah , let's see can have how many people & will last how long lah hor . Cb , i show you . WE SAKL SISTERS WILL LAST DE LEH . KNN , YOU DARE , COME SPAM ME . I WAIT FOR YOU TO START THE PARTY . [: Even i go MIA , i will still see your blog , my tagbox & SAKL's blog/tagbox de hor . Think what ? Knn , maybe you can make me back in action . HAHA -.-

I'm going MIA on cyber , anything contact me through phone . Don't have my number , ask lah -.-

BYEBYE !

Once bitten twice shy , i miss you ):

I miss you & i need your love back D:

Today was the highest day since school closed . Heh , went out at 11.15am . Went to Lot1's Mac . Wanted to meet Cherolyn at 11.30 & guess what ? She fell asleep , i sibeh angry okayzsxz (!!!!) . Grah , then FadhilaNonok reach around 12.30 . Wtf , i'm like a retard waiting for her at Mac okay , while waiting i nearly teared , i thought of everything . The seat that i sat today was the seat when i'm sitting on 1st Aug , the day when i felt so sad , lost , hopeless , unloved , treated unfair , useless , disgusting , selfish , stupid , sl.ut . Sigh , i'm not zi zuo duo qing , i just want you back , wo yao kao zi ji de dao ni de ai , ke shi ni , hais . D': , i'm sorry for everything that i've done , really sorry )": . I don't want to forget you , its not that i'm stubborn . Its because that the love that you gave me , made an great impact in my life .. D: Come back ? I really miss you , sigh .

Okay , i'm sorry for that , i felt so sad all of a sudden . I'll try to elaborate today alright ? :") . Went to Lavenders to meet Amy , i was late . Paiseh hor , haha . & you know what ? She's cute de lorhzsxzs . HA AH , i love her can {3 . While waiting , i was like thinking what's my religion , cus my house has a temple , & i got no idea what's actually my religion . Taoist or Buddhist ?! Lol , then i call my mom & asked . Lol , sorry lah Fadhila ): Lol , then on the 20th January then go general office take i/c . I can't wait okay , faster faster faster ): Then go Sunplaza , go Mac . Eat , then go Popular , go KFC . The Gay not there , tsk . Grah , too bad . I wanted to show to Nonok & Amy de lehzsx . Then after that go Lot1 again , go Bluez . I want to but that Magnet Earring ): Cus hor , i can't peirce my ear de , will have infection -.- . So its only 3.90$ , who's good enough to buy me one ? Haha , lol ! Then i went home , Amy went home & Nonok went to meet her cousin . & Nonok , please don't be so obsessed over Miko's video please , i shouldn't have show you , tsk . Lol , :D .

To : JoyceHunney.♥

Hey Hunney , cheer up alright ? Sad sad not chio le leh , okay ? I love you lah , don't sad le alright ? Heh , meet up soon , go Orchard cus i want to see Christmas tree -.- HAHAH , i love you lah , hunneyyyyyyyyy ! :D {3

Your voice lingers .

I miss Yunnan Trippers , Trip A '08 ):

Went to work , business was great , afternoon was pissed off by someone -.- Nvm , since its over & we're okay now . Always think before you do , my dear . Tomorrow making i/c with FadhilaNanos & CherolynBit.ch [: I miss them so much canzsx , D: . They are the ones whom i always look for if i'm feeling sad no matter it concerns bout you-know-who or family . Cool right , don't be jealous k . HA AHA . I got so much things to tell them tomorrow , girls . I miss you . I must go high tomorrow with Fadhila & Cherolyn ! :D Cherolyn must go high too okay , hah . If not ah , only me & Fadhila Nanos LOL & you didn't , it will be super awkward k . & tomorrow after making i/c going down to Sunplaza to meet AmyPowerfulBiatch ! :D Don't jealous ah , hahaha .

I want to change my blog song , this song is memorable to me & ahem . I love this song's first line , dear . & i know you do too , or you use to .. I bet you do stil remember this song , i mean the first line =x . Why am i talking to myself ? Wtf , its impossible between us i think ): Miracles don't happens in my life anymore )': I'm trying to let go of you , but i don't want to . Okay da , random lah .

Today when i bused home , i saw a couple , a korean boyf & a singaporean girlf . & they are so disgusting . Lol , kiss her & there . Touch here & there . Lol , & when i'm working , i saw a couple . The guy go and touch the girl's armpit , wth . Lol , k lah . I 've got nothing to blog le , byebye !

Unspoken love.

Will you lemme' have a chance to let it be spoken ? :D

I woke up late today , at 10.20 . Washed up , bought breakfast , ate liao , got ready for bath . & i was late for work , tsk . Heng , bus didn't came late , ho ho . Still on time , slightly late :/ . Lucky , grandpa didn't nag , Zzzzzz . Was smsing with AmyPowerfulBiatch . Lol , i think i caught flu , ): . Cus i was walking in the rain . Lol , who cares ? Zzz , cb . I no mood to blog le . Sorry for the short post :/ Gah , i'm sad , sad , Unhappy , unhappy is how i feels now . D; , i go hear Lin You Jia's music & will feel better i guess ? This whole post , there's no smiley face ); . Gah ! D:

其實很愛你, 但從沒認真說過..

He's shuai k , ( sorry for repeating , cus i like this pic . :/ )

Today woke up at 9.30am . Mood was like up & down . Fcuk man , skipped breakfast cus no appetite . Gosh , i'm like a fucker . Idk why i said that . Cb sial , then i bus to work . While waiting for bus , alot of things running in my mind , :/ . I nearly cried , cus i thought of the period when we're in love . Wtffffffffffzsx )": . Okay , stop it biatch . On tuesday i'm gonna make my i/c . & this time i'll remember to bring my Birth Cert . Hahaha , might be going with BotaklolCutie & Xiaopear bah ? Idk , monday call'em . & after making , i'm going down to Sunplaza's Mac & meet AmyPowerfulBiatch . Ohmygodddddd , i'm so excited in meeeeeting her . Dang , Zzz . I got nothing to blog leh , VeraSpongebobBaby asked me to do quiz , so i'll do it right after this . & today i sibeh pekchek k , i just can't stands couple gettin' mushy infront of meeee ! Grah , that time when me & Vera on train , got one couple . Sibeh disgusting k , the guy kiss the girl , then got the sound k . -.- tskkkk , wtf . Want to action that you got girlf/boyf siboh ? I don't have so what !? Might as well do your intercourse there lah , tsk . ( The guy look like you-know-who siol , cbcbcbcbcbcb ! I HATE COUPLES GETTIN' MUSHY INFRONT OF MEEEE !! )":

Tagged by VeraSpongebobBaby:D

Rules:1. Each player of this game start of with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged have to write 10 thing little known facts.

3. The end you need to choose 10 people to tag and list out their names

.4. No tag back the person who tagged you.

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Here's the 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself;

1) Im not a hongster -'- .

2) I love my DarlingCuteAss .

3) I am very good at shouting / screaming .

4) I hate cats . Meowwww !

5) Im tiongxim , LOL -.- stfu , Emoily .

6) Because of him , i believed in love .

7) I'm a person who cries easily .

8) I only got 1 ex , Izad . -'- .

9) I love singing -.-

10) I hate angmohs ! :/

My name;

A: you like to drink

B: you like people

C: you are really silly

D: you like to eat

E: you like to play with dogs

F: you are dead sexy

G: you never let people tell you what to do

H: you have good personality and good looks

I: easy to be with

J: people adore you

K: you are wild and crazy

L: everyone loves you

M: best kisser ever

N: best GF/BF anyone could ask for

O: easy to fall in love with

P: you are popular with all types of people

Q: you are a tomboy

R: you are loyal to those who love you

S: crazy

T: awesome kisses

U: you really like to chill

V: awesome in bed

W: you are very broad minded

X: you love sports

Y: best GF/BF anyone could ask for

Z: always ready

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E: You like to play with dogs. ( Oh-please , i have a dog at home . )

M: Best kisser ever. ( I haven't break my first kiss yet =x . )

I: Easy to be with. ( Ha ha , i'm [?] )

L: Everyone loves me. ( Hoho , i know ! HAHAHA . )

Y: Best gf/bf anyone could ask for. ( Then tell me why did i end up likethis ? )

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People whom i tagged.

1. TinaDarling.

2. AmyPowerfulBiatch.

3. WenhuiBaobei.

4. JoyceHunney.

5. VenicePreciousLady.

6. PearlynXingan.

7. HeroineSweetayeChic.

8. CarmenMei.

9. DionDeluxeChickenPie/FarawayLover.

10. YimlingSister.

I'm on msn with Fana , Yiter , & Vivien :D K , byebye !

Nelson's cool .

He's shuai k . :D

Hello people , actually i wanted to MIA on cyber , but in the end i changed my mind ;D Ha , only Amy & Josh di knows why :O . Er , today i went to work . Er , sibeh tired . Then hor , almost half of the place's people know i went to China -.- & yeah , i end up explaining how fun , & i so thirsty . Lol lah Emoily -.- Stfu , lol . I got nothing to post , stupid . & the pic i edit de okay . Nice boh , i find him cute there :D Haha , i'm not huachi k . & he posted on his friendster lehhh ! Primary photo somemore , ohmyogaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D & byebye !

& PearlynXingan , you won't get to understand everything de , cus there's reason behind everything & doesn't mean you'll get to know the reason . You get it ? Well , less than a quarter is better than not knowing right ? When people question you , if you don't understand , just tell'em . Xiaopear is not a girl who knows/understands everything . & nothing will go wrong de . So jyeah , cheeer up okay . See you on tuesday (?) I love you lah , Xingan ! :D

Happy or sad (?) D:

I miss you , Le Ya Ya .

Hello people , i just got home after bringing my brother to Teckwhye to see doctor . On the way there & on the way home , i was busy with smses from NelsonXiaobear , Sebastian , VivienSlut & BotaklolCutie . Ohgosh , i was like having moodswings ? D:

Today went Lavenders with VeraSpongbobBaby . Met her at Jurong east , then trained to Lavenders . Then went level three , took queue number & go take photo . What fcuk man , i look damn super super cheeeeeeeena =x . Don't ever ask me how does the photo looks like oh pleasezsx . Cus i look like i'm like wearing eye liner . Tsk , i hate make ups please . Ha ha , but i'm a girl (: Lol , then take photo liao , heng . No need to clip up my fringe , lol . If clip , is sibeh gong de loh . Hahaha . Then when go to the counter , the woman ask for my birth cert . & guess what , i didn't bringgggggggggg !!!! D: my heart sanked & was disappointed . I was like super happy that i can have a i/c soooooooon :O & i forgot to bring birth cert . Tsk , next tuesday going again . Lol , then i maybe going with BotaklolCutie & Pearlyn (?) Then go Bugis , actually want to meet BotaklolCutie cus Vera never see him before ? , lol . Then go loh , for the sake of seeing BotaklolCutie . & i call him , Vera call , NEVER ANSWER -.- . Then fed up , went Mac & eat my breakfast/lunch . Then eat liao , train to Sembawang ; Sunplaza . I tell you , that place shucks . Very laokokok . Lololol , & its my first time there k . Tsk , actually i go there is to buy envelopes . Ha , & also see whether will see Xiaobear boh . But in the end , never ): Then go KFC , bought pepsi , & you know what . Got one cashier served me , & he/she's a gayyyy !!! Put make up , but no boobs . Somemore got a big belly . Lol , then i tolerated my laughs while i ordered . Very lol k . Then train to Lot1 . Met Yingying & Chien han (?) & bought chicken rice (L) . Then lrt-ed home while they go Plaza ton -.- Ohmy , Vera ah , quit smoking please ?! Then reach home , pei brother go see doc . Then went home loh . Ha ha , NelsonXiaobear play dua ki siol today , no wonder he never reply me cus chu sai =x Then he uses his teeth -.- Lucky , never break . HA HA . & good luckkkk k ! Oh ya , i posted that letter @ Sembawang's metal box de k . Hope you'l understands what i wrote inside :)

I'm at LeonDaddy's gf de blog . Her blogsong sibeh nice , then i saw something very very meaningful . Its bout roses . Ohgosh , you want to see , go visit http://www.th-lostnaive.blogspot.com/ k ? Hah , the 26th Nov's post :D & i hope , i gets 12 red roses from you boy . I love you & nothing can change the fact . :D Muacks .

Stay healthy , babygirl .

Okay , this is Nelson's niece :D Cute manzsx , i love the eyes O.O

Hello people ! Hah , err . Don't think anyhow , i edited it cus i'm bored . I'm actually not bored , its Nelson's fault . Halfway through the message chat , he never reply -.- I think he drunk liao , lol ! =x Hah , anyway , i submited this photo to him , idk whether will he accept boh , but then grah . I don't know lah ): Accept lah , lol ! :D & Amy's photo ( go to her blog . ) is also i edit de , my own photo too . Hah , i know its ugly ): I'm gonna brush it up ok ! I'm refering to her " About me " there de picho , not her post's . She's so bad ! Post my picho , D: . If she show Nelson , i malu liao ): . Ha ha .

This morning , Shakir msn me , the first convo . Lol , i read his blog like what he asked me to , & i was attracted to this quote . Later i type k ? Its freaking nice lah , tsk . His butterfly , accept him ? He decided to change into a better person le mah , everybody needs a chance ! :D

& now is 5.18pm . Just now i sibei bhb , but bohbian . I too jealous when i see NelsonXiaobear's Personal Message . I'm freaking jealous k , grah . & in the end he go change , i'm the first ! Hah , actually he don't want to change de , but i got no idea why he go change . Lol , & he accepted the picho of his niece . Can i say that the babygirl is cute ? Lol , NelsonXiaobear will go " of cos =) " . Lol , whatever ! I'm going out , will not be posting for tonight i guess :/ So well , byebye ! & NelsonXiaobear told me that Krystal told him to view my blog . Wtfzsx , cus you deleted your blog & there's no way NelsonXiaobear to believe me is what you thought right ? I tell you , wrong k . He didn't side anyone else & he ask me to stop everything . But i tell you , don't anyhow call people Hongster which you yourself is like one ? Lol , sorry for that . & i saw your boyf's blog , its like all of a sudden popped out , don't know is you act come out de or what . Cus i found out that your boyf don't even have a friendster , will have blog ? :O , shocking manzsx . Ha ha !

& the quote is "what might be right for you, may not be right for some. Everybody's got a way to shine. They'll have theirs & i'll have mine. "

I felt loved like i use to during these two days . & this two day , i kept smiling & smiling . I got no idea what's in your mind . I don't dare to think so far . But just these two days , you were so friendly & playful like you use to treat me . You teased me with my personal stuff . & i warned/told you before , i said " see the sake that you love me , i'll not forbid you to tease me with that word . & i said too , if you don't love me anymore , you cannot use that word & tease me cus you've no rights to . You swear to me that you will not stop teasing me cus you'll love me forever . Now , i got no idea how you feels cus you use that word & teased me . I heard & saw it before from you & its been a long time since i hear from you & typed from you . Does this means anything ? I'm really very happy these two days . We've been msning & smsing . Although only 1 phone call , to me . Its really very very meaningful . I believe that there'll be miracles & it will happen sooner or later . This week's letter , i'm gonna rewrite & send it to you . It will be a long one , i assume . I need your love , i want you to love me as your girlf & not gan . :D

Quiz oh quiz .

Tagged by AmyPowerfulBiatch to do this quiz oh ! :)
Rule 1 : People who have tagged must write their answers on their blog.
Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.


Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by, continue this game by sending other people.


1. What is your cca?
Ans : Drama Society.


2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Ans: I nearly did, :O


3. What does friendship means?
Ans: Trust & loyalty. :D


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Ans: I would give a portion of it to my parents & the rest spend it. :D


5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Ans: She's a girl, for god sake -.-


6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved?
Ans: Being loved & loving someone. LOL.


7. List out your favourite singer.
Ans: LIN YOU JIA!!


8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
Ans: i'll wait & get angry & cry to sleep.


9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Ans: Ohmyoga, havehavehavehave!


10. What makes you angry?
Ans: People calling me hongster, wtf.


11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans: RICH WOMAN! xD


12. Who is currently the most important people in your life?
Ans: NelC, Family, & all my Gans.


13. What is the most important things in your life?
Ans: Handphone.


14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Ans: Married but poor.


15. What is your favourite colour?
Ans: Red, Purple, Orange, Green, Black & Pink -.- wtf.


16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: Yeaha, i swear i will.


17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: That's impossible but if it really happens, i'll choose tho one who loves me.


18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
Ans: See what they do.


19. What do you want to tell the person you love?
Ans: Oh dear, i love you many many. ):


20. Which country would you like to go?
Ans: Lijiang, Japan, Korea, Taiwan, London, Melbourne & California.


Those who i'm gonna tag : Cheryl, Tina, Vivien, Yingying & Aslina.

Oh gosh , don't .

Okay , i'm bored , that's why ! Muke maintain siol , Emoily pukimak . LOL .
Focus on the green pulllover guy holding on to a videocam . He's Hendy .

Okay , people . I'm bored that's why i post these two pichos . Lol , the first one is taken when i'm on the plane going back to singapore . Lol , TinaDarling take the credits :) I'm currently on msn with Gerald Kor , he's going to quit school le ): Gah , can't see him in school anymore . ( I'm acting to be sad . ) Lol , actually its quite saddening to see my gan quiting school , quit means no future le , sigh , don't quit lah ): . Smsing with Nelson Xiaobear too , lol . He haven't eat dinner yet ! He's at Hilltop now , lol . He wearing white babymilo shirt , lol . Nah , i didn't saw him , Amy did . Lol ! :D Amy now eating , eat sibei slow , -.- . I'm rotten liao lah ): I'm gonna play the poker card game that NelsonXiaobear intro-ed to me . I must win ! Ha ha ha ! :)

& yeah , that Krystal apologised to me , her url is
http://ahmei-stories.blogspot.com/ . Go & see and you'll know . Well , she scold me first thats why i scold back . Its up to you whether to believe anot , cus heard from people . She's a big fat liar . Lol , i don't know ! And hor , i accept your apology girl . Jiayou in changing your attitude k . Lol , i wanna play card liao , byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye ! :)

Happy birthday Anna ! :D

Yo people , shall talk bout today's Yunnan meeting :) Woke up at 7.30am , supposed to wake up at 7am cus 8am is the meeting time . But i think i throw my phone ? Lol , cus last night slept at 3.30am -.- Hah , then thanks to Sri's message lah , she woke me up . LOL , thanks ! :) Then woke up , bathe , got ready . Walked to Bpp's mac to meet the rest . Luckily i wasn't the one who's late . Cus Aslina , Anna & Desmond was late than me ! Haha ! :) Then Sri blanja me , ate , talked .
Lol , told Tina bout what happen last night hoping she'll be happy for me but i guess i didn't ? Cus she was sad cus of a ____ . Gosh , i tell you , i see you . I confirm diao you & say " BACKSTABBER " . Grah , im very angry okay ! But Tina , who cares right ? Time will prove , don't you agree ? Just carry on with your life & guess what ? ____ will regret for what he'd said . Trust me darling . :B , cheer up & i love you k . Anything just tell me . Then walked to school , with my Ipod on , gosh . I've beeeen thinking too much man , i think i don't put my hopes too high cus i might get disappointed . ): , so gah . I need Amy now & she's not online D:

Wahpiang eh , i go see the tian xD's blog , she posted what that Krystal posted on her private blog . Lol , who's the humji one ? Lol , tsktsktsk . Don't want to mention name lah , everybody need face . Hahaha , i laughed so hard when i saw the post , laughing at your stupidity . Lol , & hor . To those passerby/s . If i were a hongster like what you said , tell me . Which guy did i hong-ed ? & i hong Nelson ? You sure boh ? Think before you say , piang eh . Stupid way of thinking . & people , please go visit this website & see what the Krystal typed . http://lnk-tyanlovehim.blogspot.com/ Anw , that's not Krystal's blog , is Tian xD's , Tian xD's friend went into Krystal's private blog & told told Tian xD bout this . So yeah , remember . Its not Krystal's blog :) & Krystal , please kindly fu.ck off . & i seriously hate you k , don't just talk big big and say you will sue me . So just stfu lah . Tsk , bi.tch .

& this is my blog loh , not happy can sian and stfu . Want spam , can . Spam with your name & number k . Tsk . & oh ya , PearlynXingan , Xiaobear dua you ? Lol , what he do ? Ha , i still don't get it ley , lmao O.O . I love you too , kisses oh * :D

3rd post , paisey paisey . Lol , Cheryl created a Crazycraps blog out of boredom . Ha , i got Yingying & Tina's unglam picho ! Yeayyyy , i can post on it ! :) HAHAHA . Who got the power now ?! Lol , sorry , i now sibei happy .__. Lol , HAHAAHAHA .

Just now msned with Arian , Flat & Tommy . And also NelsonXiaobear . Hah , Arian they all was lame . Tommy shitted & went MIA for 5 minutes . LOL , Shamira's gonna be mad if she were to find out that i got to chat with Tommy . Haha , scandal pe ! :) Lol , kidding tau , takmo merajuk okay ? Aku cinta kau :D Had a chat with Xiaobear , he started it & i was like O.O OHMYOGA ! & my heart beat very fast , lol . Ha , kidding :) Its been a long time since i was really happy . Lol , had a phonetalk cus of a game , & this game really stressed me -.- Lol , but its fun though . Thanks for not making me bored , Nelson :D

Ohmyoga , my tagbox . Lol , good spammers ? Hahaha , no comments * As long as its a peaceful one , i will just see how the convo goes . Ha , so i won't reply to those tags alright . & Yimling , tml i pass to you :D & Gerald just call me & guess what's his reason for calling me ? He said he missed my voice . Wtf ? Lol , i know lah , my voice nice . LOLOLOL -.-

& Krystal , i didn't ask for your help for me & Xiaobear okay ? People out there must be thinking that i asked for your help . Hello , i heard from Avanders that Xiaobear likes you and you told him not to tell me because you don't want me to be sad . & i heard from Xiaobear de is that he told you he can't stead with you and you told him that be with him can liao . Like wtf ? Are you attached anot ? Its sibeh funney loh , you're a clown ? & see from my tag , you like to hong tapor eh ? Lol , hong eh tio bui ? Tsk , kor lian lah hor . Last long with your so called boyf lah k . -.- I know , i sibei guailan here , but i seriously cannot tahan okay , tsk . Fuck off lah pubor . :D

Hey boy , thanks alot . Er , just now during the phone call , i was like so over the moon . I didn't want to hung up , but i've to . Gosh , but anyway , thanks alot . & the weekly letters are meant for you . No need to say thanks just because its hand written by me . Lol , ily .

Oh hello Teekai ! :)

Yo , i'm here to post . I reckon i'm gonna blog later on liao . Cus the whole afternoon i chop the computer & my cousin is like -.- . Lol , & thanks PearlynXingan for the blogskin oh ! :) & i like it alot , lol . Seriously lah , tsk . Tomorrow gotta attend school for Yunnan meeting . & ohmyoga , i miss Yunnan Trippers . ;X , how how how ?! :O Lol , okay . Maybe i'll post later ? I don't know , lol . My butt pain liao lah ! K lah , bye :)

Here to reply tags :)

Nanos!: sorry bout the bag from kl...but don worry bought u a shirt from jakarta! lol

{♥} Its alright Nanos , ha ha . I miss you hell lots man ):

Amy ♥ PowerfulBiatch ! Second to tag worx ^^ Heh :P

{♥} Ha , thanks oh PowerfulBiatch ! :B

PEARR.: Xingan <3>

{♥} Hello Xingan ! <3

My brother got into Express stream ! Yeayness *

Yo , i'm happy that my brother still in Express stream . LOL , is sibei happy de lor , i got no idea why i so happy lah . Lmao , he's now at Thai -.- & you people dont tell him i posted his unglam picture here , if not he'll kill me . He very good wor , he buy Babymilo cap for me at Thai siol . Woah , very good right him . Don't be jealous k . LOLOLOLOLOL , & people , i dont know why i likes Babymilo -.- Cus of the past bah ): Grah , change topic *

Yesterday got new gan , SookchingSweetlover & new friend , FahmiBestGuaiKia . Well , Fahmi very good k , lol . I got no idea what to blog , i think i'll blog later (?)

& yeah , i think he really cried ? I got no idea , but i think so ? I don't know , lol ! :B

(L) EMOILY

Without you being here with me .

I'm on the phone with AvandersKaopehboy . -.- i tell you , he is super kaopeh lor , haha . & he said sorry to me k , for scolding me vulgarities for no reason , lol . I got no mood now , Kaopehboy's now talking bout how to cook Friedrice , how to cut egg etc . LOL , he kinda entertained me . & he made me laughed when i was low . Thanks kaopehboy ! Lol , i'm so freaking sad now ;/ Sigh , ohmy . Xingan said she loves me :O . Hah , i love you too .

Last time when i'm loved by you , i took it for granted at all times . Because i though that we could last somehow . I remember the sound of your laughter . i taste my tears . But i can't get as close with you like i use to anymore . Now , i'm sitting here typing all these , my heart's full of words that i got no idea how to put it into a sentence and say it to you . Seeking faith & speaking words , i never thought that i'm sucha failure in having you . But its too late to regret now i know .. I always hear friends talking bout love , but no matter how much they say , they could never define what's been said between your heart and mine . No matter how my heart breaks , i'll still be waiting for you because i believes in miracles . Yesterday i look at our past msn chat logs . You were so sweet , you teached me , always learn to look at everyone's bad side and not only good side . If got cheated also don't know . I'll always always remember that .

I read her blog , its really somehow fake to me . Are you sure he cried ? Are you sure he said he was stupid ? Gosh :O


(L) EMOILY .

Later on

Yo people , i saw Krystal's blog . Well , what can i say is that i sibei fucking shock k . Nelson cried when he saw my blog ?! Nelson said he were stupid ?! I was fucking shock k , sibei shock . Grah , i'll blog later on , i promise yo . I'm offlined ! :)

You'll miss me when i'm really gone .

Hi people , i can't get to sleep . Things are running in my mind now , alot alot of stuffs . Whole family left for Thailand leaving me , grandma & cousin at home . I'm at PearlynXingan's blog . Lol , idk who is those posers lah . Lmao , i still don't understand those spammings on my tagbox . What's in your mind man ? ( Passerbys . ) I love him also wrong ah ? Cb , you want to love him siboh ? Go love lah ! No brain -.- Your mother then prostitute lah hor , knn . I never even scold or rather spammed you , you come spam me like a mad kid . Siao eh ? Pcb , im super moody now k , idk why . My monthly friend is here , stupid . Tml gotta attend wedding lunch , tsk . I'm sibeh moody now k . I got no idea what to blog , Janice from Junior College called me and told me that i've to do post trip reflection and have to email to her latest by 9pm . Like wtf , im sibei sian liao lah . I'm sick of everything , everything . Can i like scold all the vulgarities on this post ? I'm sorry people , Emily's a girl who can't have love . Emily's a lousy girl . Emily's a dumb girl . Emily's sucha failure . Sigh , D: . To whoever out there , Emily's useless , she's been thinking bout what has happened to her recently , everything . On her birthday , she wasn't happy at all . That surprise given by Junior Jurong College only made her smile lasted bout few minutes . For the whole day , " happy birthday " messages were send by everyone but not you . I kept staring it , hoping it will vibrate . No matter is a short vibrate or long one . Somehow , its didn't vibrate .. My heart sanked , i got so so numb , i got so sick , i feel so lousy .
I need your answer so as to decide to start or stop . As long as you didn't answer my question , i'll not start . Please , answer me .
Its 2am , i think its long enough . Cus whenever my parents goes overseas , you'll call me till i'm feeling tired & falls asleep . Now , i'm gonna force myself not to think bout it and go to sleep .


(L) EMOILY .

Thanks for the cake , 16nov08 .

Their mash potato sucks .

The place where they keep their stuffs .

The singer in class .

Cute lil boys .

Students @ Longpan sec .
One of the student's ambition .

Students @ Long Pan Sec .

Students @ Long Pan Sec .

Students @ Long pan sec .

Hey there lil boy .

Chestnut girls .

Shamira .

Potatso National Park .

Potatso National Park .

Potatso National Park .

Potatso National Park .

Potatso National Park .

China pontianak .

Thanks Gadis .

Shengrila .

EMILY TAN HUI YI ( Tina at the back )

Janice , i-do-doll & me .

Chef & Waitress running for exercise -.-

The mac we ate .

Yunnan .

Day one , 15 November .

Reach Kunming liao , ate Mac for breakfast . Then went to The Affiliated High School of Peking University , Yunnan Experimental School . Had fun there , cheered , sang , shouted , screamed , danced . Then check in hotel , room was okay okay . Then go Kunming city for lunch & shopping . But for me is only lunch cus nothing to buy -.- Ate Japan food , * Fruit Mruk ( Tommy & Jessica says . ) Then walked around , ate dinner . Then debrief , did self reflection & slept with Tina .

Day two , 16 November .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! Thanks all for your wishes :B Hah !

Woke up at 4am , plane-ed to Shengrila , Diqing . Checked in hotel then went to Hou Jie place for Lunch . Had 2 plates of Pizza & 3 plates of fried rice for our table . Lol , its nice k . Lol , then went to Potatso National Park , its super super beautiful there . I fell 2 times there . Damn Shamira . Lol , then had dinner . & you know what ? , almost everymeal got Pumpkin & Hardboiled egg . Tsk , sian liao can . I hereby hate eggs for the time being . Lol ;X . Then had surprise , idk who planned it but thanks for the cake , singings . I really appreciate much , at least , you guys made me smile . Then Howsun helped me put on the crown . Lol . Then had debrief , slept with Flat & Shamira :B

Day three , 17 Novmber .

Had breakfast , checked out . Took 2hrs coach to Tiger Leaping Gorge . Then had an ultra long debrief , was super shag . Freaking cold can . Slept with Shamira & Flat .

Day four , 18 November .

Happy birthday , Aliff ! :)

Had breakfast opp hotel . Went to school ; Diqing Min Zu Seondary . Same thing , had fun etc . Had a bad gastric ache ): Ate plain porridge for lunch . Sat with Hendy ( i think . ) , the fake Yoga . HA ! He's nice :) Everyone left for resting at hotel but only Me , Hendy & Mr Leow . Mr Leow was talking bout cooking curry for dinner . Yummmeh ! (: Then Hendy companied me to hotel . Well , he's nice . Lol , FLAT !!! YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT ! :O & people , no . I don't like him , he's attached k . Lol , then got ready for visting the rural school ; Long Pan Sec . Students there were cute (L) , friendly & caring . Then went back hotel for Dinner ( CURRY , SEDAPPPPPPPPP :B ) Then go back Long Pan Sec for campfire . Held a 1.78 tall , 16 yr old guy . Lol , he's handsome (?) Then go one of the kid gave me a bottle of peach tea after all my shoutings . I'm touched k , ): Then went to class for song singings . Nearly cried , they were so pitiful . D: , grah . Then walked down hill , had debrief & slept with Flat & Sham .

Day five , 19 November .

Had breakfast opp hotel . Went to Long Pan Secondary with smile & left in tears . Kids there were really very very cute . They go home once a week just to bathe . Cus they can't bathe there as there's no showering point . Tsk ): Then went off , everyone was in tears , especially the students there . I'm starting to feel sad now ): Then walked down hill , had lunch opp hotel & checked out . Then took 1hr coach to Lijiang . Checked in to a " palace like hotel " . Went shopping @ Lijiang Old Town . I loveeeeeeeeeee . Ate KFC , their mash potato shuck . LOL , then went to shop , bargain . Took photo & cheered in the middle of the city . No debrief , slept with Flat .

Day six , 20 November .

Had breakfast , nearly fell down again -.- Then went old town , bought hoodies . Ate KFC without mash potato . HA , then plane-ed to Kunming , stupid pilot . Don't know how to fly a plane sibo ? Up , down , up , down . Tsk , scary k . Thanks Liling , Tina & Syira =) . Checked in hotel ( same as the 1st day . ) Dinner , ate OCPL noodle . ( Or Chee Pah Lah ) . Had debrief , dreamt of Miss Hohoho . Lol , & my nose is bleed cus of Shamira's Metalhead . Wtf , its painful k . Slept with Sham & Flat .

Day seven , 21 November .

Go see Seagull , fed 'em , its cool k . Bought coffee , shopped . Had hotpot for dinner . Plane-ed to Singapore , exchanged emails , numbers . Took photos . Took plane , & the toilet rocks k . Lol , reach home , comped & slept at 5.30 am . :B & i'm starting to miss everyone liao :O

People , i'm gonna post the pic on the next post yo .

PEOPLE , I'M BACK FROM YUNNAN !

I'll blog tml , cus there's alot to blog about .

I got fucking fed up when i saw the spammings on my tagbox , what's wrong with your head ?!

THINK MY TAGBOX WHAT ? CB , GIVE BLOG LINK ALSO DONT HAVE YOUR STUPID FACE , GIVE FOR WHAT !? NO BRAIN AH ? WAHPIANG EH , THINK PROPERLY LAHHH .

TSK , KOR LIAN ): LOL , TSKTSKTSK .

NOW IS 4.46 AM , I'M OFF TO SLEEP , I DIDNT SLEPT WELL JUST NOW ON THE PLANE .

LOL , THE TOILET ROCKSZSXZSX . HAHAAHAHAHA , BYEEEEEEEEEEEE & NIGHTS :B

(L) EMOILY .